100 Days After - Tumblr Posts

Day100: time flies by so fast, i can't seem to decide what i should do next... I'm still in denial and I think I will always be. I miss you so much & it kills me that I have to wake up every morning knowing that I can never turn back the time when we are both happy together. The fact that I am all alone now is a constant reminder that I will be facing each day on my own. I will never have the will and passion to dream again. I lost my hope when you left me. I tried thinking positive but it doesn't work. All I know is that my life is over. I know that you're always looking after me but that's unfair. I want to do something for you too. I want to be there for you. I want to make you happy and feel loved too. How am I supposed to do it if there's no possible way to reach you anymore... to be with you again... unless I give up on everything. My lifeguard (you) is no longer here... what is the point of living and dreaming if we can't be together anymore?