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This is not my week
Basically, I tripped over and scrapped the back of my hand (I was in enough pain already. LITTLE MISS ARTHRITIS DECIDES TO ACT UP DURING A TEST AND I COULDN'T MOVE MY HAND. it was a mock week, where we do mock tests for a big test thing a couple months away, it lasts a week. I tripped and grazed both my knees. I was about to sit down and my friend pulled my chair to I landed on that sensitive spot on your BOOTAY, knocking my elbow in the process. My cold is still here after a month.
At least I'm going to Karen's Diner this weekend
I've been on and off posting because I've been in a lotta pain recently (back, legs, neck, arms, this has also resulted in a lot more tiredness than normal) and been in bed a lot. I might get back to regular posting soon but idk
This could be due to my period coming soon (this flares anything that I have up)
Ever look at someone’s eyes and feel as though you see something you shouldn’t?
They say the eyes are linked to the soul, and his soul is tortured, it is pained
Wabuu is a merciless God, and He has claimed another innocent soul
STOP READING MY OLD BOWLUIGI WATTPAD FIC !!!!!!!!!!!’nnnn
I have to think there was a lot more involved in DS9 than just the writers, with the creation of Garashir. From the mind of Andrew Robinson and the reciprocation of Alexander Siddig, this beauty continues to enrapture us in 2024.
The subtle but powerful first meeting, Garak then throwing Julien into the roll of being a spy under the guise of “buying a suit”. The chemistry was ignored and tossed into the bucket of things we aren’t going to acknowledge. Yes, I assume after many collaborations between the two, it was apparent to many what was happening in the subtext. However would we have gotten these first precious moments in Past Prologue, if they had?
Looking from the perspective of: Makeup artists, set and costume designers, even other actors with their own pairings. Rick Berman stood in the way, but he couldn’t control everything.
^I’m quite sure I can see Garak’s face on that console. To the left of O’Brien, in the corner.
From what we can see Garak starts in bright costumes that draw us into his character.
Maybe he’s wanting someone to find him attractive? He’s had no one to talk to these lonely years on the station.
Who does he see that attracts him? A delicate flower of a Doctor who knows nothing of the station and is primed and ready to make friends.
“He spoke to me! He acknowledged my existence! He made contact with me!”
The exposed neck garments, flashy colors and designs were incredible. Over the course of DS9 we see Garak cover his neck more and more. Attracting less attention as they devoted more space in their life to Bashir and their time together.
Bashir in turn grows ever attached - rooted, this strange plant growing on him. Taken in by this madman, he falls down the rabbit hole. Wherever it goes and whatever befalls them. They’re in this together.
Learning how to break through those barriers and finding true friendship; someone they can enjoy spending time with. Not because anyone tells them to, but because it feels right.
Subtextual acting, a practice by Andrew Robinson, was well deserving of many rewatched episodes. Seen more frequently in Siddig’s performance, I believe Andy would have shared this fine crafted background secret, for the sake of being helpful to others, as others had been to him.
I wonder how many easter eggs are buried? We’ve found some, but I wonder how many others are buried under the surface.
After many re-readings of A Stitch In Time, I might one day find them all.
*this is an opinion piece only and I hope you enjoyed it.
ISAAC LAHEY 2x12: Master Plan
me: ow!
kidnapper: we're not even doing anything to you yet
me: i know but my stomach hurts when i'm nervous
You loved me too late...| Obey me x Fem!Reader
summary: when mc loves everyone but they don’t love her, not until it’s too late.
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oh i love myself some angst. And yes, I’m running out of ideas. But who doesn’t love some “I loved you but you loved me too late.” trope? EXACTLY.
warnings: being replaced, angst, emotional and physical abuse, suicidal thoughts
꘎♡━━━━━♡꘎
Playing Vent Playlist made by Me :)
(pls listen to the playlist cause i want to know if it’s good or not)
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It hurts, doesn’t it? Having to easily see the brothers you so desperately wanted attention easily flick away from you. It does not help that the girl you were talking about prided in basically everything. She had everything in her fingertips, while you nothing in your cold hands. It was depressing. Having to love someone who doesn’t love you. It felt toxic. It felt saddening. It felt….tiring. It was exhausting. You still wanted them. You still acknowledged them. And yet, they took that all for granted. They only accepted her. But not you. Rage throbbed in your veins but you knew, beneath every façade and every breakdown, nothing will change. The cycle won’t change. The pain won’t change. She won’t change. The brothers won’t change. You gave them everything you had, but they gave you nothing. You wanted to cry. You wanted to feel something. But after so much, the very same tears that let out your emotions only let out your pain. Your vulnerability. It’s painful, no? As you hug the cold pillow, you hoped it could at least give you some warmth.
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You loved me too late...| Obey me x Fem!Reader
summary: when mc loves everyone but they don’t love her, not until it’s too late.
┊ ┊ ┊ ┊
oh i love myself some angst. And yes, I’m running out of ideas. But who doesn’t love some “I loved you but you loved me too late.” trope? EXACTLY.
warnings: being replaced, angst, emotional and physical abuse, suicidal thoughts
꘎♡━━━━━♡꘎
Playing Vent Playlist made by Me :)
(pls listen to the playlist cause i want to know if it’s good or not)
|◁ II ▷|
It hurts, doesn’t it? Having to easily see the brothers you so desperately wanted attention easily flick away from you. It does not help that the girl you were talking about prided in basically everything. She had everything in her fingertips, while you nothing in your cold hands. It was depressing. Having to love someone who doesn’t love you. It felt toxic. It felt saddening. It felt….tiring. It was exhausting. You still wanted them. You still acknowledged them. And yet, they took that all for granted. They only accepted her. But not you. Rage throbbed in your veins but you knew, beneath every façade and every breakdown, nothing will change. The cycle won’t change. The pain won’t change. She won’t change. The brothers won’t change. You gave them everything you had, but they gave you nothing. You wanted to cry. You wanted to feel something. But after so much, the very same tears that let out your emotions only let out your pain. Your vulnerability. It’s painful, no? As you hug the cold pillow, you hoped it could at least give you some warmth.
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fellas is it gay to smoke?
I thought you had super strength? It still hurts.
Tom Holland as Todd Hewitt in Chaos Walking (2021)
This doesn't look like a fair fight
How many cuts... how many scars - will make me feel better..? 🙏🏻 I am not fine...