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1 year ago

My family is all back together 🥹😭

I'M !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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9 years ago

Restless

The moonlight shined through the gaps of your curtains as you tossed and turned in your bed. You checked the time, 3:47AM, it’s been an hour since you had woke up and you have tried everything to get back to sleep, counting sheep, listening to a playlist that was supposed to help relax you, drinking warm milk and honey but nothing worked.

He isn’t here that’s why.

You sighed out of annoyance and rolled over to your side, now facing your window. It’s been a week since Taehyung has been on tour, he only recently just left Korea for Japan to start his world tour with the rest of the members. This meant your home was cold, depressing and just plain boring. You don’t have anyone making corny jokes, you don’t have anyone constantly asking questions like a confused child and you don’t have anyone to sleep with at night. without him your bed feels cold and empty, you miss the warmth he brought, you miss him.

Something caught your eye, you reached over to your bedside table for your phone contemplating whether or not you should do it. 

Whatever, it’s worth a go isn’t it?

You found his number and pressed the phone to your ear.

‘Is something wrong? Are you okay?’ Your heart swelled at the sound of his voice and you instantly felt at ease. ’(Y/N) hello? Are you there? Is there something wrong? Please say something.’

'Huh? I’m fine don’t worry, sorry for calling so late at night you must have been slee-,’ he cut you off with a chuckle.

'It’s okay,’ he said, ‘I couldn’t sleep either,’ there was a silence it wasn’t awkward, just a calming silence.

'I miss you,’ you hadn’t even realised what you had said. You regretted it but a part of you thought there was nothing to be ashamed of. 

You weren’t really one to speak your feelings and it was hard for you to show affection. You always felt like you wouldn’t be enough for Taehyung. He was such an energetic, happy boy who never failed to show the world how much he loves you. 

You would be lying if you said you have never noticed the dejected look in his eyes when you don’t return his 'i love yous’. He knows you love him, he just wished you said it more.

Taehyung was surprised of your words and couldn’t help bunt smile, 'Wow did I hear you right? maybe I should go away more,’ his laugh gave you the butterflies you craved and for a second you forgot that he wasn’t here with you.

'Shut up will you, I was trying to be nice and if you won’t appreciate it I will take my words back Mr Kim,’ your laugh was like music to his ears, he felt at home, 'and if you think staying away from me will make me love you more, why don’t you just stay in japan? I’m sure I can find a replacement,’ he chuckled at your words. How he wished he was back in Korea with you in bed cuddling together.

You spent another hour or so talking about each other’s day and how life would be if you were both fish. You had no idea how it came to that but it did

Out of nowhere you felt an urge, you had no idea to where it came from, all you know is that you really wanted it. 

You wanted a puppy.

'I want a puppy,’ you just blurted the words out.

Taehyung was caught off guard, 'A puppy? Where did this come from? I wouldn’t mind getting a puppy either, but do you think we could look after it?' 

'I probably could but I don’t know about you, you would probably squish the poor thing whenever you sit your fat ass on the couch,’ you couldn’t help but laugh as you think about the countless times he has sat on you and nearly suffocated you.

'Hey! It’s not my fault you take up the whole couch whenever you 'sit’ on it. You’re like the size of a whale! Where else do you expect me to sit?’ You both laugh.

Oh, I’ll get back at you Taehyung.

After you both calmed yourselves there was a silence, you don’t know what came over you but you did it.

'I love you Tae,’ this was one of the rare moments where you said it first. You just said those four words, never in your life have you been more nervous. 

But your thoughts were cut-off when you heard the sound of his voice.

'I love you too (Y/N).

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this is my first scenario/drabble. im so scared. feedback and constructive criticism are highly appreciated! thank you!


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9 years ago

Ask Box Is Open!!

Hey The Request/Ask Box Is Open! Feel free to request. I do all boy and girl groups from 2pm to ZE:A and 2NE1 to Ladies Code!. I also do KHipHip, EX AOMG,Illionaire I also do Fluff, Smut, Angst etc! I am also taking ship request!

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7 years ago

Taking Reaction Requests

Hi I am restarting my blog so send in requests

I specialize in BIGBANG, Exo, Block B, Teen Top, Topp Dogg, Vixx, B.A.P, GOT7, SHINee, BTS, Seventeen, Infinite,And many more I also do Khiphop artists don’t be afraid to ask! , You can request any type from fluff to smut. Just tell me if you want Gifs or Texts.

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6 years ago

Please I really want to get back into writing I even added some slashers into the mix also other kpop groups and soloists and even kactors and some comedians!

SEND THEM MY WAY PLEASE EE

Please I Really Want To Get Back Into Writing I Even Added Some Slashers Into The Mix Also Other Kpop

Ask Box Is Open!!

Hey The Request/Ask Box Is Open! Feel free to request. I do all boy and girl groups from 2pm to ZE:A and 2NE1 to Ladies Code!. I also do KHipHip, EX AOMG,Illionaire I also do Fluff, Smut, Angst etc! I am also taking ship request!

Ask Box Is Open!!

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6 years ago

Maybe, I wasn't ready?

TW: miscarriage

Ignore the caption on gif

Angst

Requested- No

Resquests are OPEN!

Pairing POC!Reader ×NamJoon

Should I write a part 2?

"What did I do wrong? Did I not love you enough?“ (Y/N) sobs, looking down at her stomach as tears stream down her face. She had gone to the doctor today for her monthly ultrasound, and it turns out that her baby had died. (Y/N)’s perfect little boy was gone, and it was all her fault. Her heart fell into her  stomach and she wanted nothing more than to die.

The drive home was horrible, she cried so hard she had to pull over every now and then. Her fiancé NamJoon hadn't come home from practice yet, and what she was really dreading was telling him that his perfect little angel was dead all because of her. (Y/N)s breaths were short and loud, her body shaking. Her fingertips tugged ruffly at her hair in frustration. "Did you not like the room we painted for you? Am I a bad mommy?” (Y/N) kept asking questions towards her non-existant baby like it will answer back, and each moment of silence reminds her that she’ll never hear his voice. She’ll never see him, or hold him in her arms.. "(Y/N)?Are you in here?” NamJoon calls, and when she didn’t reply he lightly pushes open the door to see her, eyes swollen andher usually neat afro a mess, and he rushes over to comfort her. His eyes flicker to her stomach, and then it registers. "Baby, what's wrong?.” He whispers, aand thats when (Y/N) loose it as soon as the first word slipped past his lips. She couldn't hols it in any longer. The sobs she lets out shakes her body. Namjoon tears start to well up in his own eyes. "I-" she took a deep breath. "I lost the baby Namjoon... I lost him.. Its my fault.... Its all my fault." his walls broke down as he cried silently "Shhh, its not your fault.. It just wasnt our time to have a baby yet." His tears mixes with her tears soaked through her shirt as well. NamJoon and (Y/N) spent the rest of the day just holding each other. “We’ll try for another. We’ll get our little angel somehow, don’t you worry.” (Y/N) couldn’t help but shake her head . The next weeks (Y/N) stayed cooped up in the baby’s nursery. She sat close to the crib with her head pressed firmly against the bars. Ever since it happened a day hasn’t gone by without her crying. She felt numb to the world  It’s like she’s been walking around in a haze, not knowing what to do with her .  She’s in the kitchen, mechanically preparing dinner, trying her best not to lose composure for the hundredth time today.  So lost in her own sullen state, she didnt’t hear NamJoon approach her. She was in a daze as she washed the dishes before she felt arms wrap around her waist from behind. "Baby, we can't stay like this forever it would be best if we move on." (Y/N) knew that she had too. She took a deep breath before turning around to face her fiancé. She held him close. The next few months been rough for her. She trued her best as as the months moved on she started to become her regulat self. Her and Namjoon packed up the baby nursery as she thought back to the memories with a fond smile.

Maybe, I Wasn't Ready?

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