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SOMEONE PLEASE HELP! SHOULD I FINISH READING THE LAST LIKE 10 CHAPTERS OF CRIMSON RIVERS OR START READING MORE FICS? I'M TERRIFIED TO READ CRIMSON RIVERS BUT LIKE I NEED TO FINISH IT.

MINOR SPOILERS FOR CRIMSON RIVERS CH.68:

Omg love everything in this new chapter, but the last line instantly reminded me of the MCD “a great, big tragedy” that Zar wrote. Of course that means me rereading it, and now that barty’s dead, I realised that he and Evan could meet in the ‘afterlife’.

Idk what’s going to happen in the next 7ish chapters, but I really hope that in one of them we get those lovely little afterlife reunions, between anyone really, bc Zar wrote it quite beautifully in “a great, big tragedy” and I’m nothing if not a masochist when it comes to angst

i have some thoughts on zar’s exit from the fandom & their decision to delete their fics and how the fandom is reacting to that. and the fandom is reaction horribly.

and the irony of it all! because, arguably, crimson rivers is what zar is most known for. crimson rivers, set in the hunger games universe, created by suzanne collins to criticize capitalism, the entertainment industry, and consumerism patterns of offered media and how it varies based on a social class. and zar’s work added so much nuance to what suzanne collins had written. zar had done an excellent job writing james, sirius, and regulus as victors and exploring their respective traumas when it comes to being in the public eye.

regulus (and james, too) constantly felt like he had no autonomy and no choice because he was thrust into the public light and pressured into doing exactly what was expected of him. and sirius? oh, sirius. sirius won his games and was made into this galaxy-sized celebrity by the hallows, expected to conform to every assumption made about him, to follow all the rules his new role as a mentor & a victor burdened him with. but most importantly—the hallows viewed sirius as nothing more than what he could offer to them. they looked at him and did not see the person.

zar wrote that, and tens-hundreds of thousands people read it and completely misunderstood. because zar wrote 865k words exploring how traumatizing it is to be made into an Image, to be stripped away of your autonomy for the sake of entertaining others. zar wrote that, only for the marauders fandom to do the exact same thing to them that the hallows did to sirius, to regulus, to james; to victors.

and that. that is fucking infuriating.

because, yes, zar is a brilliant writer, but first and foremost, zar is a person. and the way a large part of the fandom has been treating them is completely dehumanizing.

STOP saying “i respect/support zar’s decision but [insert a paragraph about how devastated you are and how you cannot stop crying]”.

STOP sharing the pdfs/epubs of his fics on literally all social media platforms when it’s the one thing zar explicitly asked people to not do.

STOP feeling entitled to the creative work that does not the fuck belong to you. STOP thinking that you have any right to demand anything from zar. STOP hiding emotional manipulation in-between words of illusory support and respect.

and to quote zar: for fuck’s sake, STOP calling them zeppazariel.

zeppazariel is a brilliant writer who was elevated within the fandom to a height so big that it hurts when you fall and crash, and the fandom pushed zar down. the marauders fandom made zar into a full-blown celebrity, but

zar is a person.

REMEMBER THAT.

alright i found out about the entire zar situation just yesterday and heres my thoughts... ism really proud of him for setting his boundaries and frankly he is right, we're depressing fandom with characters who are mostly dead/die in the duration of the main series... that given those people who are sharing pdf and epubs and complaining about the deleted fics, you are the problem, along with the people who put zar on a pedestal... his most famous work crimson rivers is literally an essay on the effects of idolization and dehumanization of people, the people who are complaining about it the fics being down, yall missed the damn point... but anyways i hope zars doing well and i wish him the best of luck in the future and whatever he decides to do with his presence in this fandom... thank you so much for everything you were a beautiful writer and we will miss you dearly<3

OMFG ZARS BACK<3

yall better behave this time around:/

on a nicer note i hope hes well and wish him the best<3

close to you by gracie abrams is regulus pining for james (Pull the trigger on the gun I gave you when we met,I wanna be close to you)

I love you, I love you, I love you. He does, and he does, and he does. Love is a verb, because it's something you do. Regulus is doing it. He's been doing it for a long time. Maybe not in the best way throughout, not always, but doing it all the same.

- Regulus Black, Crimson Rivers