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i have some thoughts on zar’s exit from the fandom & their decision to delete their fics and how the fandom is reacting to that. and the fandom is reaction horribly.
and the irony of it all! because, arguably, crimson rivers is what zar is most known for. crimson rivers, set in the hunger games universe, created by suzanne collins to criticize capitalism, the entertainment industry, and consumerism patterns of offered media and how it varies based on a social class. and zar’s work added so much nuance to what suzanne collins had written. zar had done an excellent job writing james, sirius, and regulus as victors and exploring their respective traumas when it comes to being in the public eye.
regulus (and james, too) constantly felt like he had no autonomy and no choice because he was thrust into the public light and pressured into doing exactly what was expected of him. and sirius? oh, sirius. sirius won his games and was made into this galaxy-sized celebrity by the hallows, expected to conform to every assumption made about him, to follow all the rules his new role as a mentor & a victor burdened him with. but most importantly—the hallows viewed sirius as nothing more than what he could offer to them. they looked at him and did not see the person.
zar wrote that, and tens-hundreds of thousands people read it and completely misunderstood. because zar wrote 865k words exploring how traumatizing it is to be made into an Image, to be stripped away of your autonomy for the sake of entertaining others. zar wrote that, only for the marauders fandom to do the exact same thing to them that the hallows did to sirius, to regulus, to james; to victors.
and that. that is fucking infuriating.
because, yes, zar is a brilliant writer, but first and foremost, zar is a person. and the way a large part of the fandom has been treating them is completely dehumanizing.
STOP saying “i respect/support zar’s decision but [insert a paragraph about how devastated you are and how you cannot stop crying]”.
STOP sharing the pdfs/epubs of his fics on literally all social media platforms when it’s the one thing zar explicitly asked people to not do.
STOP feeling entitled to the creative work that does not the fuck belong to you. STOP thinking that you have any right to demand anything from zar. STOP hiding emotional manipulation in-between words of illusory support and respect.
and to quote zar: for fuck’s sake, STOP calling them zeppazariel.
zeppazariel is a brilliant writer who was elevated within the fandom to a height so big that it hurts when you fall and crash, and the fandom pushed zar down. the marauders fandom made zar into a full-blown celebrity, but
zar is a person.
REMEMBER THAT.
CRIMSON RIVERS IS OVER YALL
to Crimson Rivers readers: tag how much annotations you have for this story
listen i havent been a jegulus stan, like ever but 40-something chapters into crimson rivers and read through of just lovers and now im an emotional wreck over dead gay wizards... this hasnt happened since atyd
OMFG ZARS BACK<3
yall better behave this time around:/
on a nicer note i hope hes well and wish him the best<3
i caught up to the last chapter and now i feel like an empty shell
starting crimson rivers today pray for me
sirius watching dorian gray (2009) with remus in bfb lmao
i just got THE BEST IDEA for a crimson rivers edit. my homework can wait brb in a few hours
Crimson Rivers by bizarrestars (fka zeppazariel)
SPOILERS (kinda)
i should probs apologize for that explosion scene 🍇🧃😋
anyways i spent a lot of time on this instead of doing homework, but i love cr so much and got this idea earlier today and could NOT do anything else
my whole life revolves around and depends on my fav ao3 fics getting updated
Guess what I just finished reading 😭
me when I remember that there was no Rosekiller content in Crimson Rivers.
(Still the best fic ever though)
THIS IS FUCKING AMAZING
THE ART IS SOOOOOOO GOOD
Crimson Rivers-Zeppazariel
James and Regulus first interview
Hallow is Hallow
Their Pictures for the arena
