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I was expecting more well-calculated snark and got floored by pleasant Crosshair instead. Further proof this man exists to defy the laws of expectations.

Need me some more popcorn for this side of tumblr.

Not where I expected to end up on the internet, but this blog has me roaring with good laughter and ideas for new stories to write.

Keep up the snark, my man.

Well, just because you asked me to... I guess I will.

Im here to be a menace and that is all.

update... after a long drive (mother nature hates me bc it rained/stormed like 97% of the time I was driving, gave me a few heart attacks) I have made it to TX but am stuck in a restaurant until 2pm bc I got here too early 🤡 I'll be settling in today then I have tbz on Tuesday 🤧

it is currently 3am and I leave in an hr 🤧

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Levi: "I don't understand why you like someone as pathetic as me, I'm not that good at anything other then being a nasty useless otaku, (insert more self degrading here)."

Mc: *blank faced, moving sneakily close to Levi and picks him up bridal style*

Mc: "Snake <3."

Levi: *Stunned silent, he doesn't move for a few moments, then his tail curls around Mc's leg, and leans into their touch.*

Levi: "Y-yeah...."

In the Spirit of Valentine's Day

I was going to take this time to just write nice things about people here because I should be more happy and I like people so it's a win win but then "this time" ended up being late so I'm just telling y'all that it is to come. Because now that I have said I'm going to I can't not do so. Not that you should get excited. But it's good because it'll be bitchin' as shit.

I can't decide if I should use that phrase more or not. I probably will and then get sick of it.

Also I love you all. 

In Your Arms- VII

“Are you sure it is ok for me and Yoongi Hyung to come to the center?” Namjoon asked the black-haired girl. Mina looked up from the tablet that was playing a comedy show. She tilted her head in confusion.

“Of course Namjoon Oppa. I want you to see first hand what the Hybrid Scouts do.” She replied easily. Namjoon nodded. He wasn’t quite sure what he was feeling after the discussion in the living room with everyone.

If change was possible for Hybrids, what would that mean for him and Mina? He felt the need to protect the black-haired girl. Even if they were just friends, acquaintances, or even lovers, he would’ve helped out either way. But Mina has changed his perspective on things in life. He may not have grown up the life Mina had, but he knew judgement. He knew what it was like for people to look at you a certain way.

He got it even more when he grew up into adulthood. Girls fawned over him, and his money. He could easily pull on the player look, and make girls fall for him. He had the power to do that since he became a lawyer and followed his father’s footsteps.

That changed when he met Mina that night.

“Mina?” He asked out to the girl that was moving her things around in the bedroom. Her ears twitched in the cutest way, and she turned her head to face him. “Yeah Namjoon Oppa? What is it?” She replied.

“Why were you there at the hotel? When we first met?” Namjoon found himself asking.

Mina stared at him. Then he watches her turn away from him. He felt that he shouldn't have asked that, and was about to tell her never mind, when she spoke up.

“I wanted to finally meet you.” She said after a minute of silence. Namjoon watched her movements, completely engrossed with her answer. He wanted to know more. Wanted to protect her with all his might. He never felt this way about anyone in such a short amount of time. How a person could feel this way, he had no idea. All he knew he wanted to do was learn about Mina, his Half Breed love.

“I first saw you only that day when we met. I was near the hotel enjoying a night walk when I saw you walking with that female. Immediately, my instincts were telling me that there is something about you that is good. Different. Safe. I knew my human side wanted nothing more than to go home and cuddle Jiminie like I always do. I wanted to run away because I was hesitant around humans, especially men. But I went with my instinct, and followed you. I found what room you stayed in, and I decided to just hang out on the balcony of the room. I managed to stay hidden during most of the night but I accidentally brush my hand against the bushes. I decided to act like I didn’t care when you approached me,but when you spoke….” She stopped explaining her side of that night and looked at him.

Namjoon had a feeling that he had an affect on her that night, but that was his player side talking. That side didn’t exist anymore, since he met her and he wanted to remain loyal to her. He remembered the four months that had his mind filled with thoughts of her. Namjoon couldn’t stop thinking about her, and even when he is looking at her at this moment…

He believes that maybe they are soulmates. Compatible for each other. Balance each other out. The Yin and Yang of each others personalities. Both so different yet so alike in many ways.

“I fell in love with your voice.” She whispered out loud. Namjoon knows that Mina feels the same way, but the fact that they knew even before knowing each other real well.

Maybe the universe is crazy to think that Namjoon and Mina belong together. Maybe Namjoon would’ve continued his insane life style with the player image. Maybe he never would’ve met Mina if she had decided to go against her feelings. If Namjoon was being honest with himself, he knows that Mina changed him. He no longer acted like an arrogant lawyer towards others. Instead he has treated others with nothing but the utmost respect. Namjoon cleaned up his act, and stopped going out with different women every night.

It’s funny how fate works. Once you meet that special someone, everything about life doesn’t matter anymore. You want to spend more and more time with them, because they make you feel good. That is how Namjoon feels when he’s with Mina.

He knows she feels the same. Hell, Namjoon remembers the looks she gave him before they got really close. Namjoon knew she needed to trust him, and eventually she did. If anything, Namjoon would do whatever it takes to make sure she is safe and happy.

Always.

~

The Hybrid Scouts center wasn’t a small office like Namjoon kind of expect it to be. It was a full warehouse that runs on helping Hybrids get back on their feet.

“When you said center, you meant it.” Namjoon hears Yoongi say to Seokjin.

Seokjin smiles proudly at what his Hyung said. “Thank you Yoongi-ah, that is considerate of you. I’ll give the grand tour myself.” Seokjin smiled.

Namjoon felt that he had to gain a lot of trust if he was going to be working for Hybrid rights. He looks all around the center and sees the little things that are happening. Many Hybrids of all shapes and sizes were walking around. Lots of people were doing so many different things it was hard to keep up with whatever was going on around him.

“So let me explain our basics: We learn information, we rescue, we protect. It’s what keeps most of us going to find Hybrids that are trapped and being abused. Our common cases are Hybrids that are taken and sold into doing hard labor for filthy rich people. Others are for drugs and prostitution. We never know what can come up in a city as busy as Seoul.” Seokjin explains as the trio made their way further into the building.

“How many Hybrids are being taken and  being…. Sold?” Yoongi asks the elder.

“.... Almost 20-30 Hybrids are taken and sold into harsh environments. Which is why we have people that go in and infiltrate with the system. They get information, they spy, they makes deals, lie…. The end goal is to rescue the Hybrid and get them somewhere safe.”

Seokjin says, while stopping pointing out towards an area where Namjoon sees people working out and dealing with weapons.

“Can’t the police do anything?” Namjoon asked Seokjin. The elder only shook his head. “We’ve tried. The Police won’t do anything for it. Some of it’s system is corrupt and I think it’s the damn Chief of Police, but who knows.” Seokjin responded.

“So is that what Hoseok-ssi does?” Yoongi asks. Seokjin nodded his head. “He is a team leader. He knows how to fight, deal with weapons, has basic police training, but dealing with Hybrids. He also knows how to hack systems and charge bombs for infiltrating buildings that have Hybrids in them. The entire squad has this type of training. They are are highly trained for anything, and they are passionate about rescuing Hybrids. That’s why we have made over 500 rescues in the past two years.” Seokjin said.

“You’ve got to be kidding! That is amazing.” Namjoon responded to that. He feels that he might not want to get on Hoseok’s bad side now.

“Yes it is pretty amazing. They do a good job everyday. Come I’ll show you our medics hall.” Seokjin said while leading the two star-gazed man into the said medic hall.

Namjoon looks at all the people that are wearing scrubs, similar to what doctors and nurses wear. “Why a medics hall?” Yoongi asked, as he watched the nurses take care of a patient.

“Hybrids that get rescued go through a lot of physical abuse, sometimes sexual abuse. They need to be checked out physically so that they can heal properly. It can go from scratches and cuts to concussions and surgeries.” Seokjin explained.

“That is awful. How come they get treated so late?” Namjoon asked. “Either weeks or months of abuse that is left on the Hybrid. And the Hybrids can’t do anything to help themselves.” Seokjin answered sadly. Namjoon wondered if this is what Mina and Jimin went through.

“Why to they take it? Shouldn’t they know they can fend for themselves?” Yoongi asked. “Hybrids are too intimidated to stand up for themselves. Believe it or not, Hybrids are easily scared. Most common breeds are dog and cat Hybrids. Hybrids with different DNA might react differently, but it’s not common. Take Mina and Jimin for example. Mina can get scared, but she also doesn’t take shit from people hurting her. She tends to hide her fears a lot. But with Jimin, he gets scared. Especially with the abuse he went through. Notice how Mina stood in front of Jimin when Yoongi-ssi first tried to fight them.” Seokjin laughed a little.

“Ok ok, I made a mistake and I apologized for it.” Yoongi retorted, with a pout hanging on his lips. Namjoon smiled at the banter. The three continued on with the tour, Seokjin showing them different parts of the building when something caught Namjoons attention.

“Seokjin Hyung, what are those rooms over there?” Namjoon pointed towards a set of room with steel doors. All of them have signs on them either saying ‘occupied’ or ‘empty.’

“Oh….. those are special rooms for all Hybrids..” Seokjin trailed off.

Namjoon didn’t quite understand what Seokjin was trying to say, but before he could asked again, Yoongi beat him to it.

“What do you mean Seokjin Hyung?” Yoongi asked, curiosity dripped from his voice.

“It is kind of hard to explain but…. I’ll try to explain it best I can,” Seokjin took a deep breath and asked the two, “Do you know what heats are?”

Namjoon shook his head as well as Yoongi did.

“Ok, well. It has to do with sex. Most Hybrids go through it every couple of months, but it’s….. Intense. Most last for two to three days, with help from someone.” Seokjin summed it up for the shocked men.

“So…. A heat is when a Hybrid desires sex?” Yoongi asked. “Yes pretty much. Which is why we have those rooms. Hybrids have incredible sense of smell, and if one goes through a heat, and other are nearby to smell it, it can trigger another heat. Those doors, you can’t enter unless it’s an employee with permission.” Seokjin answered.

Namjoon had no idea something like that existed. Did Mina ever go through something like that?

“I can see this whole topic has you both a bit confused. I can get you two some pamphlets and articles that we have to better explain the subject.” Seokjin suggested.

“That would be helpful, thank you Seokjin Hyung.” Namjoon said. Seokjin nodded his head.

“Come, there’s more to the center.”

~

Namjoon felt ten times smarter about Hybrids after the tour at the center. He just couldn’t wrap his head around the fact that Hybrid go through a heat of some sort.

At first, he thought it was interesting. Both Hybrids and Half-Breeds go through that phenomenal experience.

But they go through it for more than a half an hour.

At most, three days. That sounded insane. How would he have enough energy to help out Mina if she ever went through one.

Namjoon had no idea how to approach the situation either. He could either mention it and not catch that he said it, or he could flat out ask her the second he sees her.

Namjoon groaned as he ran a hand through his hair. The bed was bringing him some sort of comfort when it came to thinking all by himself.

He couldn’t stop thinking about the Hybrids that go through heats. Of course he had the little booklets Seokjin gave him from the tour of the center. He hadn’t bothered looking up more information about it, he was kind of…

Stuck.

“Everything ok Joonie Oppa?” He hears Minas voice enter the room. He gets up from laying down and sees the brown haired Half Breed. He really couldn’t help what comes out of his mouth next.

“How long have you been experiencing heats?” He asks. Mina’s eyes go wide, and Namjoon wanted her to slap him. He mentally scolded himself for not thinking straight.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to ask that, you have every right not to answer..” Namjoon trails off.

He didn’t want to face her, so he looked away. He couldn’t help this feeling of dread that washed over him.

“Oh Namjoon, you don’t need to apologize for asking. To be honest, I was going to bring that up, but I guess Seokjin Oppa beat me to it.” Mina says. He feels the mattress go down a little, and then soft fingers were touching his shoulders.

“How does it work? This whole thing with your bodies?” Namjoon asked, finally turning and looking at Mina.

She smiled, and sighed. “It’s… a long process for us. We go through it a couple months, mainly female Hybrids, but male Hybrids can go through it too sometimes. It is mainly the body that makes itself ready for carrying a baby.” She explains.

“What?” Namjoon’s eyes widen, as he almost faints. “Woah, Namjoon Oppa it’s ok… most of the time it doesn’t happen. Especially if partners are using protection. There’s even better protection for helping Hybrids get through a heat without getting pregnant..” Mina says.

Namjoon sees the worried look on Mina’s face. He doesn’t want to think it’s normal for someone to desire so much sex. Sure, he has gotten desperate, however…

He can’t imagine it going on for days..   

“Does last for a couple days?” Namjoon asks.

“Some Purebred Hybrids go through that painful process. Luckily for Half Breeds, it’s less than. Only for a few hours, and then it’s over.” Mina explained.

“I guess that making things easier to understand. I guess it just sounds so exhausting for you guys to go through such intense pains.” He responded.

Namjoon sees Mina smile. “Well I’m glad I cleared up some things for you. Besides, I felt that we should have this talk if… this relationship was going to continue..” Mina said, voice getting shyer.

Namjoon only smiles back. He guesses this was a good thing. He figures the whole situation might be a little bit chaotic, but as long as he’s got Mina, there is nothing that he can’t handle.

~By: Becca<3

Middle one is better honestly, I don't need to see every individually rendered hair thank you, and like the fact that he's in the fire but his face is partly in shadows *chef's kiss*

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