Calami.txt - Tumblr Posts
idk if i should just start posting random stuff like thoughts or wtvr, but i might as well.. it's a small art blog it's not like i have anything to worry abt :p
i'll just use the #calami.txt so it can be filtered out (calamity... another onlien alias..) <- guy with 475858 online aliases
i MISS bloodlines & vtm overall so bad. esp sebastion lacroix... i hate that snobby cunt, he wants me so bad.
just played comp with the SILLIEST fella ever, he was so hyped. rotate159 on overwatch, you make the world worth it... you make overwatch sunshines & rainbows.... you will never see this, but peace56 & kolyanovich love you....
WTH! just played with another little guy (but he sounded like his ass was IN A JAR OR CAR.) he was so dad pilled!?? winston drvenkman.. you will be missed.
just played comp with the SILLIEST fella ever, he was so hyped. rotate159 on overwatch, you make the world worth it... you make overwatch sunshines & rainbows.... you will never see this, but peace56 & kolyanovich love you....
insomnia kicks my ass as i think about the mortality of my relationships ;; also smoked my first cig today and could only think about how cool my partner would look smoking one, because i personally think his emo swag fits better vv;
regardless, smoking kills, stay safes. uhh dreading waking up in 3hrs .
one more text post for rn. im bery excited that on tuesday i get my tattoo. not just my tattoo, but i spend the day with a dear friend, we get breakfast together and we buy books for eachother, and then we go to the parlor for my tattoo, and afterwards we get lunch! i love my friends, i love these special days where errands and appointments turn into adventures :)
somebody give me the motivation to animate strahd to the AM hate speech. first order of business though... i suck at animatics, i suck at storyboards and i suck at drawing that hag ass vampire lord.
sometimes when i see my ex's friends and mutuals, i am so tempted to reach out and be like "hayyy" and provide the receipts for why she is my ex ... instead i let her live peacefully. sucks that she got away with 3+ years of textbook abuse, but at least i got a dicebag from it and the wisdom of an old war veteran (except the war was abuse)
i'm sorry i'm not a villain, i am spiritually âšī¸ but the law stops me from what i would Do.
anyways, i don't have people to tag, but any of you guys who wanna :)
Thanks for the tag @rook-of-the-woods đđ
1. Do this uquiz.
2. Do this picrew.
3. Tag people.
LMFAO HELP
tagging @gigglesnorts @ligovskaya @sovaghoul @bonegender @moonswounds @cosmicsymbols @saltikatohka @beowulf22121 @run-of-the-milf @sprat-jack @jimothybarnes
don't feel obligated but I feel that these are fun
any wise words, advice or insight?
so i've been decently confident that i have POTS , especially because i started to feel this way about 8-ish years ago after i was bedridden sick.
^ (but for almost as long as i can remember, i never liked standing up for long times, and felt faint often, so i really don't know for sure) more context below cut
even so, i don't move around often, aside from when i'm at work 3x a week (5-6hrs each) or going out with friends. i usually stay in my room crumbled up in my desk chaid or in bed. i also have arfid and so i don't have the best eating habits too
because of this i'm not sure if i an physically built wrong or if the fainting, weak knees & arms, and dizziness (+other POTs-like symptoms) are just a result of my habits? i used to be fairly active in elementary school + middle school, but cannot remember if that ever helped me. i know that even when i was active, by ribs would feel broken with cramps and bruises. so i really can't tell if i was just living like this or only now am feeling it.
my doctors aren't listening too much, but that seems normal for my healthcare system/hj
i find that if i can sit and eat every once and a while during my time i do go out, i can suffice with only a little bit of dizziness, but i still fear leaving the house without any secure way of breaks or snacks, so i'm using the world's most painful hand-me-down wheelchair and i don't even know if i should get a new one because i don't feel justified since i've 'lived long enough' like this without one. (even though, i have to admit, i only stopped leaving the house because of my symptoms over a decade ago)
i have a more masc. name i am intrigued by, but i feel like there is a demon inside me that says no to that. so alas , loon. plus i already have enough 'aliases' guys. i'm such a name hoarder
hayy i have made a different blog for #calami.txt now @vmpyrempire !!
this will minimize spam, and crowding my art :)
idk if i should just start posting random stuff like thoughts or wtvr, but i might as well.. it's a small art blog it's not like i have anything to worry abt :p
i'll just use the #calami.txt so it can be filtered out (calamity... another onlien alias..) <- guy with 475858 online aliases