Choi Soobin Fluff - Tumblr Posts

➜ précis: he’s been your best friend since high school, sometimes it takes awhile to realize how much you both had loved one another.

➜ pairing: bestfriend!soobin x fem!reader.

➜ genre: fluff, smut.

➜ rating: rated-r. (MINORS DNI)

➜ au: best friends to lovers.

➜ warnings: some fluffy best friend bonding, y/n finally tells soobin how much she loves him, y/n calls soobin her bear, mentions of food, love making in the park at night, vaginal intercourse, just some goofy friends coming to terms with the fact that there is no one else out there for them besides each other, oh and a creampie enjoy!

➜ word count: 3,069. | network tag: @k-vanity

➜ taglist: @genshinsoobs @storminacloud @goldennika @lexalore13 @milkycloudtyg @haeshy-hyu @soobsfairy444 @minnieisntthicc @stellz581 @jhopesucker @goquokka @yeonzzun @catsyoon @curiousgworge @historyinmybed @kangfication @sarahhhh-h @pluviophile-xxx

➜ writers note: all likes, reblogs (please reblog it means a lot), and comments are welcomed and appreciated. as a writer, it feels good to know that someone actually enjoys your writing.

Every year on the same day the two of you would spend the entire day together to celebrate the anniversary of your friendship. It would typically include the two of you on the sofa watching movies and throwing popcorn at one another. He called it the best friend tradition and as much as you loved it you wanted to do something special for him. Could it be because you’ve developed a major crush on him? Maybe.

His friends would always make jokes about how the two of you should just date because you could never make time for anyone else. Soobin would always secretly blush, brushing off the idea but you always thought. What if? What if he was your boyfriend and you were his girlfriend? Dating your best friend wouldn’t be that bad, right?

A big smile spread across your face as you burst through the door of his room, shouting and singing as you reminded him of one of the best days of the year. A loud yelp sounded out as he was shocked awake, nearly falling head first off the bed. Before you could get another word in you found your face coming in contact with a giant pillow.

“Okay! I deserved that! But, it’s our friendaversary aren’t you excited!” You plopped down on the edge of his bed, your hands tugging at the covers. Soobin gave you one of his signature gummy smiles before shaking his head.“You always manage to be more excited about this day than I am. We do the same thing every year, which movie are we watching this time?” He chuckled as he slid out of bed, feet hitting the floor with a mild thump. He shook his hair awake, yawning as he walked over to you.

His long arms circled around you, pulling you into a giant bear hug. You felt like your heart was going to jump out of your chest at that very moment. This was one of the many reasons that you liked him. He always had affection to give, you blame it on his height really. He’s like a giant bear who can’t help but to cuddle anything in sight.

“We are doing something different today! Don’t object! Just go shower and get dressed. I promise you are going to love what I have planned.” You gave him a large innocent smile, lashes batting as you pulled yourself free from the trap you called his arms. You gently patted his hips, urging him off towards the bathroom.”Move it, my giant bear!”

Soobin was honestly too tired to bother asking questions or to complain. He just chuckled and nodded his head before disappearing into the bathroom. You ran out of his room and down the stairs, plopping down on the sofa as you pulled your phone from your purse. Fingers scrolling through the mini agenda. Everything was ready and you just knew it was going to be perfect.

It felt like forever before Soobin finally decided to show his handsome face. He came down the steps dressed in black slacks, loafers and a black button up. Honestly, you were surprised because he hated to wear anything too ‘fancy’ but you were happy that he made the attempt to match the dress you were wearing.

There goes your stupid heart again, beating so hard and loud you wouldn’t be surprised if he heard it. Your eyes ran over his face, looking him over from head to toe. He was handsome, no he was perfect! No, he was everything and you were going to tell him how you felt tonight.

“Is it too much? Or do I have something on my face? I can change if you want.” Soobin rambled as he cleared his throat, rubbing the back of his neck. Now that he was actually wide awake, he can finally see how beautiful you look today. You always looked beautiful even when you were wearing his oversized sweats and hoodies.

You shook your head and smiled as you walked over to him, leaning up on your toes to brush the tiny bits of lint off of his shoulders. You gasped the moment he bent knees, adjusting his height so you wouldn’t have to strain your legs from reaching up so high. Your eyes and lips were leveled and you were so close to risking it all.

“No, don’t change, you look handsome, you always do.” You smiled lightly as you pressed a kiss onto his cheek before you grabbed his hand and pulled him out the front door of his house not even bothering to say goodbye to the rest of his roommates. You led him through the streets of Seoul, walking hand in hand as you both immersed yourselves in conversations over the newest update of genshin impact.

Things always felt so easy with Soobin, you could talk about anything for hours on end and never get bored. It was nice to get him out of the house, even better to see the elderly shooting smiles in your direction as they reminisced about their past experiences of first love. Soobin was your person, he was your heart and you wouldn’t trade him for anything or anyone else in this world.

“Okay, close your eyes!” You smiled as you finally reached the surprise destination. Soobin decided to humor you, laughing as he brought his hands up over his face. Your hand wrapped around his arm, tugging him forward as you guided him out into the park. The string of light coming into view as you approached the candle lit table that your friends had set up for the two of you.

The last movie the two of you watched together Soobin spoke about wanting to do one of those cheesy date nights even if it were with you. It was a moment you both laughed and bonded over, laying up on the sofa and arguing over the remote control was usually your jam but tonight was about him and making him feel special.

You let go of his hand and slowly tip-toed over to the table and smiled.”Okay, you can look now.” You nervously awaited his reaction, heart beating even faster than before. The moment his hands fell down to his sides you internally melted at how well the low lighting complimented his beautiful skin. Soobin chuckled as he looked at the table before taking a step forward to sit down.

“You did all this for me? This is way better than sitting on the sofa, even though I’d take laying with you in my hoodie anyday. But, this, it’s nice, thank you.” Soobin smiled from ear to ear, looking at you in a new light. It always pained him knowing that anything more than a friendship could possibly ruin what you both have. But, how could he not like someone who remembers the little things that he says.

You sighed happily as you let go of that breath that you didn't realize that you were holding in. You sat down at the table and smiled, your hands moving across the table to entangle with his own.”You always do anything and everything for me, the least I could do is make your cheesy date come true.” A soft laugh falling from your lips before you moved his favorite dish into view.

Literally leave it up to Soobin to always go for Samyang Ramen at any moment of the day. You had made sure your friends prepped it just the way he liked it, not too hard, not too soft but right in the middle with scallions and onion powder. You both shared a laugh before picking up your chopsticks. The evening fell into motion like it always had, he made you laugh, you made him smile, nothing could get better than that.

The two of you sighed and rubbed your bellies, dinner bowls now pushed aside as you sat there and enjoyed the last bit of the sun setting on the horizon. You had one last surprise for him and this would seal the fate of your relationship.”I have one more thing to give you.” Soobin looked over at you with a curious smile. You reached underneath the picnic table, pulling out a giant scrapbook that was tied with a large red bow.

He raised a brow as he watched you place it down on his lap. He took note of that nervous smile on your face, he again didn’t quesiron it and proceeded to rip off the bow. He flipped open the book and on the very first page read,”The start of the adventure” and then page by page he would see himself in every picture. Soobin was involved in almost every single sport and club since high school and you documented it all.

Every win, every prideful loss, even the moments of the start of your friendship. You noticed that tears started to form in his eyes and gosh, how could you not cry? You moved to rest against his side, his arm instinctively wrapping around you as he reached the last page. “A future with you? It’s me + you, forever. I love you.” And, there laid an empty spot for a picture just for the two of you.

“I wanted to show you how much you mean to me and how spending these past few years beside you has made me a better person. You’ve been my friend, my rock, my everything. Soobin, my giant bear, I love you more than anything in this world. I don't want to start this next chapter of life without you.” Your voice cracked as you cried, tears of pure joy. His hand raised and brushed the scattered drops from your cheek.

His large frame consumed you in its entirety, arms pulling you tight against his chest as he whispered.”My life wouldn’t be what it is without you. I love you too.” He smiled warmly as he cupped your cheek pulling you in for a long passionate kiss that was long overdue. You didn’t expect the night to go like this. You were prepared for the worst but it turned out great knowing that he loved you too.

You’ve kissed a few guys before but it never felt like this. Those fairytale sparks shot through your body as your lips slotted perfectly against one in another. One kiss turned into a long, needy mess of a make out. You found your hands running up the sides of his arms, fingers gently dropping down to the front of his shirt.

You could feel his large hands wandering all over your body, fingers gripping at the flesh of your thighs. Your eyes rolling at the feel of his cock hardening underneath the fabric of his slacks.”I’ve always wanted to touch you like this, to feel every part of your body underneath my hands.”

Those words alone were enough to send your brain into a frenzy. You wanted him now, you wanted him more than you ever have. You gently dipped both of your hands down to dance along the buckle of his belt, your eyes glued to his own as you pulled it out through the loops. You pulled down the zipper, his lips latching onto your own once more as you pulled his thick, veiny cock free. Your walls clenching at the way it twitched in your hand.

You bit down onto his bottom lip, his breathy groan causing goosebumps to form on skin. You broke away just enough to peer down to get a glance at how big he was. You couldn’t help the way you had gasped, earning a light laugh from the other as your fingers lightly raked along the curves of every vein.”You've been hiding this thing in your pants? No wonder you manspread any chance that you get.”

Soobin playfully rolled his eyes, hissing as he bucked up into your hand. He licked at his lips as he moved his hands to gently tug up the ends of your dress.”You don’t even know how many times I’ve had to cover my lap with a pillow because of you. How many times I felt like bursting through my sweats and jeans because I couldn't get over how beautiful and perfect you are.” With every word that left his lips, your dress would move up just a bit higher it didn’t take long for his fingers to find the lacy fabric of your black thong.

He looked up at you, lips parted as he searched your eyes for permission. You gave his cock a gentle squeeze, leaning forward to press a kiss onto his jawline before he pushed the fabric to the side. He looked at your pussy like it was a special jewel, your folds were glistening and wet. The crisp air dragged over your body as you stroked him slowly.

He hummed before, dipping his fingers between your folds, collecting your abundant arousal he playfully slapped your hand away using it to stroke his cock a few times in preparation. You trembled above him as you watched him press the head of his length to your awaiting hole, your hips dropping down involuntarily gasping as the thick of his head pushed in. Your hands gripped at his shoulders as you waited to be impaled on his monstrous rod, the very thought of being split open becoming more of a reality as his hips slowly rolled upward.

The two of you shared a moment of true pleasure for the very first time, inch by inch his cock buried itself inside of your pussy, twitching at how hot and tight it was. His hands tightly gripped your hips as he bottomed out, balls resting comfortably underneath your ass. You gazed up into his eyes, body shaking as you leaned forward and captured his lips in a kiss. Your dream of finally becoming one with him was coming true.

Soobin waited patiently for you to adjust even though he was ignoring the thoughts in the back of his mind that said to toss you onto the table and fuck you senseless. It drove him mad to feel your walls squeeze him ever so slightly. The sound of your shaky breath muttering the words ‘im ready’ sent him into an instant phase of action. If he didn’t fuck you now he would cum from the small moment of cockwarming alone.

You could tell this moment was more intense for him than it was for you. The first snap of his hips was evident because fuck you’ve never felt like you were being ripped open before until now. His hands pulled your cheeks apart, getting a strong grip as his hips started to move. Your eyes rolled as you buried your face into the crook of his neck, your moans hitting against his skin only made him fuck you harder.

Every thrust was sensual but hard, he wanted to take his time but fuck he wanted to cum more than anything in this world. His head rolled back slightly as he guided your hips, bouncing you up and down on his thick cock. The filthy sounds of your juice’s squelching and sticking to his thighs pushed his end even closer than he wanted to. You moaned over and over, whimpering and whining as he cock ripped through you without mercy. You found the words to only say the same thing over and over again.” I love you, I love you, I love you..”

Soobin groaned at that his motions wavering for a split second as he kissed along your shoulder, sucking a mark onto your skin.”I love you too, I love you more.” It was true you could feel it any time he would look at you, any time he would hold you during every movie night. You gently pushed him back so he could rest against the tree. You leaned back and placed your hands on his knees as you fucked yourself on his cock, hips slamming down repeatedly in a consistent circular motion.

He watched with hooded eyes because from his view you looked like the most beautiful woman in the world claiming his cock for your own. No one else could have it wasn’t like anyone stood a chance against you anyway. His teeth dug into his bottom lip as he watched you in amazement. Every bounce, and every squeeze of your walls made his head spin. His nails dragged down your thighs as he leaned forward and whispered.”I’m gonna cum w-we should stop.”

If he weren’t mistaken he could see a glimpse of a smirk playing on your lips at the sound of his confession. You leaned forward and pressed a gentle kiss onto his lips, as you rode him faster, harder, walls sucking him in just so it could carve a permanent place within your core.”Cum inside me, give it to me, binnie, please.” His mouth fell agape, if he didn’t love you before he loved you even more now. He raised his hips to move in tune with yours, each thrust getting faster as he chased that sweet release.

You both moaned and over and over, happy that you had picked the most secluded part in the park for this. Your legs shook as you clinged to his chest for dear life, your orgasm came quickly and crashed into you like a rough motion of waves. Your fingers and toes curled as you came all over his cock, it didn’t take him much longer to join you. He snapped with the last tight squeeze of your walls, he buried his cock deep as he came inside of you. Each thick rope of white cum shoots up to plant itself a home in your core.

If you could imagine a perfect night it would be this one and you’d play it over and over like a tape on a recorder. The two of you stayed like this for a little while longer, he squeezed and held your body tight against his chest, fingers tracing along your spine as you both kept telling one another how much you loved the other. He claimed your heart years ago, and you claimed his. He is your best friend, he is your heart, he is the ultimate love of your life and that will never change.

admin: sorry this took so long got super busy with exams! hope you enjoyed this everyone. 💗☺️

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part v - masterlist - part vii vi. “infatuation”

︶︶ 　 ˚ ᡴꪫ synopsis — you are known for your brain rot anime content on twitter. so much so that you caught the attention of txt’s soobin on his secret stan account and became mutuals. what will become of this new friendship?

bunni speaks — back to our scheduled program :)

TAG LIST: @hoonatic @paegesoobin @lun4kazumii @noraimp @isa942572 @yourenzoo @soobjvn @besciitos @sakiimeo @kumabeom @yyeonzi @bunnisoobin @girlz4jaem @msorriluv @wonderstrucktae @thing89

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part vi - masterlist - part viii vii. close the gym

︶︶ 　 ˚ ᡴꪫ synopsis — you are known for your brain rot anime content on twitter. so much so that you caught the attention of txt’s soobin on his secret stan account and became mutuals. what will become of this new friendship?

bunni speaks — wish someone was down bad for me like soobin is for yn 😂

TAG LIST: @hoonatic @paegesoobin @lun4kazumii @noraimp @isa942572 @yourenzoo @soobjvn @besciitos @sakiimeo @kumabeom @yyeonzi @bunnisoobin @girlz4jaem @msorriluv @wonderstrucktae @thing89 @dreeener @arep4con-qu3sp @otblous

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part xxiii - masterlist - part xxv xxiv. ungrateful brat

bunni speaks — they’re so cute i wanna cry… this chapter is a bit shorter but hehe

︶︶ 　 ˚ ᡴꪫ synopsis — you are known for your brain rot anime content on twitter. so much so that you caught the attention of txt’s soobin on his secret stan account and became mutuals. what will become of this new friendship?

more under the cut!

“you know, i do like your hair dark too.”

“okay, but you look at me differently with the blonde hair.”

“i think the blonde is definitely sexy but your dark hair suits you too.”

“well, you’re basically telling me i have to bleach my hair every few weeks now.”

your shared laughter filled the hotel room. the last hour or so, you and soobin were getting readjusted to each other. well… the first twenty minutes or so was spent locking lips on the couch and sharing desperate touches to one another, but eventually the two of you started bickering and definitely flirting like how you normally would.

“you know, i’m going to miss seeing your face like this,” soobin said as his finger traces your jaw, “can’t you just come touring with me?”

“i’d be out of a job,” you joked, still feeling tingles from his touches. you couldn’t seem to get used to them.

“i can pay you,” he offered half jokingly, but you had a feeling he wasn’t joking at all.

“i’m not going to get paid to be your groupie,” you rolled your eyes, “plus you only have one more date left in the states.”

“i wasn’t just talking about the usa portion of the tour,” he said matter-of-factly, “there’s still the second japan part of the tour, macau, singapore, and—“

he stopped when he saw how you looked at him. your answer seemed to be written all over your face, guilt and a small pout. although he knew you couldn’t just drop everything here to join him, but just imagining it had him feeling warm inside. 

“i know it’d be so much fun, but i couldn’t possibly do that right now. no matter how much i’d want to,” you giggled, “we’re not even dating so it wouldn’t even make sense for me to go with you.”

“we’re not?” he asked innocently and slightly heartbroken from your statement.

“well, neither of us asked each other to and you’ll be on tour so i didn’t want to hold you down or—“

“would you be my girlfriend?” he abruptly asked.

“huh?”

“you wouldn’t be holding me down,” soobin told you, holding eye contact while fiddling with your fingers, “ i want you.”

“you’re serious?” you needed confirmation. 

“i’ve been committed to talking to you everyday since we started regularly,” soobin spoke lowly before pulling you closer to him by your waist, “please, be mine.”

“o-okay,” you choked, noticing how close your faces were, “yeah.”

“okay?” soobin wasn’t really asking for confirmation. he already had the biggest shit-eating grin plastered on his face before grazing his lips on yours. 

“yes,” you whispered so softly before fully attaching your lips to his.

10:04 PM (pt.2)

warnings: suggestive? they don't really do anything, mentions spoiler for jujutsu kaizen (sorry) a/n: here is the continuationnnn of pt1 hope you like it I worked really hard on it LMAO I put more effort into writing these fics instead of my assignments guys. lmk what you think! ✍️ proofread by me and @watariisbestboy

You had just picked up Soobin, already returning to your apartment. It was a movie night, and you knew how busy he was, but he insisted on spending time with you before leaving for his tour, even with the preparations already in full force. He was still making time for you, nonetheless.

As you reach a red light, Soobin urges you to look at a picture he took earlier. He wants you to compliment him on their new concept, but you don't dare fall for his tricks.

"Wow," you say in mock awe.

"You didn't even look, ugh, here!" he practically forces the phone into your face. The brightness blinds you briefly before you look at the photo. Damn, he looked good. The photo in front of you entirely took you away. Now you know how MOA feels. And he took your silence as an agreement. 

"I know I'm so sexy in this, right?"

"No, I was looking at Beomgyu. He's been looking a little too good recently, and the long hair suits him." You genuinely complimented the guy.

"Ew, please, I look better. Next thing you know, I'll be in a mullet for the next shoot. Ah, look at this one!" Soobin attempts to show you the next photo, but the light has already turned green. 

"Whatever, I know what you'll say anyways," and he continues to smile at himself, tapping away at his screen. 

"Okay, mister, and speaking of your bandmates, when am I meeting them?" you had been meaning to meet the four of them. Soobin always talks about them, and it warms your heart to know he has such kind people to surround him in such a stressful field. Recently, Hueningkai had texted you, but you didn't believe it was him. It would make sense since you know Soobin, but you were still cautious. You had forced him to prove himself, and when he sent a sneaky pic of him and Soobin sleeping in the background, you just had to believe him. Kai told you that Soobin mentioned your guys' similar plushie collections, and your friendship grew from there. 

"I know you just want to because of Beomgyu, but no, you can't. You're mine."

Oh, does he know what that does to your heart?

"…Maybe, BUT I really wanna meet Kai. Kai has been showing me the recent penguin plushie he bought, and I wanna meet a fellow squishmallow connoisseur." 

"You feed his addictions; it's not good. And I don't even know how he got your number!" He suspects that Kai took his phone to steal it from him after mentioning you once to the guys. He regrets ever bringing you up because now you and the guys want to meet one another, and he can't have that happen as much as he appreciates the people he loves the most actually liking each other; he likes the dates the two of you have... just you two. 

"Whatever! I'll meet them one day. It's bound to happen~."

"Maybe one day.." As his sentence begins to trail off, the expression on his face changes to a familiar one that tells you he's thinking. 

"But you and I both know you would never be able to say a word to Beomgyu. Also... why is he your bias? Hello, I'm right here!" He's been pestering you about that ever since his debut. 

He doesn't understand why you would not like him the most. He's your best friend, why Beomgyu?!

"That might be true, but don't call me out. Let me live." 

"Yeah, in your delusions? It's unhealthy to be stuck there, but I can help you get out."

You had already reached your apartment's parking garage, settling into your designated parking spot and turning your car off. 

"Yeah? And how's that?" you turn to look at him to see what he means.

He places his arm behind your car's headrest and points at himself with his other hand. 

"Me." and he has that damned grin on his face. You push him lightly with the palm of your hand, but enough to see that he has hit the back of his seat. Your giggles are all that's left before you begin packing your things. 

"Sure," you say as you gather your phone and keys from their holders—the car doors closing, resonating throughout the garage walls, and the familiar smell of gasoline and others you can't name became more prominent.

"Oh, come on, you know you love me," and he wiggles his eyebrows in your direction.

"I only use you for body heat, if anything." you look at him deadpan.

"Oh, so I'm being used." he feigns hurt, hand against his chest as you walk towards the elevators. 

"Yup!" You comment gleefully.

——-/-——-/-——

The time you take to reach your apartment feels like little to nothing despite you taking residence on the 20th floor. Quick banter and giggles fill the halls. You fear one of your neighbors will hear and complain. 

Once inside, he removes his shoes and slips into the slippers you bought for him with enlarged eyes and vibrant blue peeking out from under his sweats. He smiles to himself, reminded of his fond memory of you surprising him with the pair. He recognized them the instant you had flaunted them in your hands, already wearing the matching pair in a light green. You had shown him a video of the slippers once, insistent that you needed them because they could tongue kiss and hold hands. 

Making himself comfortable on your couch, he grabs the remote as it's his turn to pick the movie for tonight. He had nothing in mind but wandered to those Studio Ghibli films you love. He could understand why you liked them so much, having watched all of them with you on a movie marathon. He was happy to see you indulge yourself in the numerous scenes played on screen and be there for you when it got emotional. You were the type to cry during movies, and he cherishes the fact his shoulder is the one you chose to cry on. You set the snacks you prepared beforehand on the coffee table in front of him before heading to your room to get ready.

When you return, he's on his phone but quickly looks up to see you in one of the hoodies he thought he lost. But unfortunately, he's not too mad seeing you being its captor. If anything, butterflies fill his stomach, and he distracts himself by scooting to make space for you beside him. 

Your small figure in his hoodie does things to his heart, and he knows he's got to do something about these feelings he has for you. But it's probably too late, seeing how affected he is, and you aren't even cuddling yet. 

You take your place on the couch, snuggling into his side and placing the blanket over the both of you. The warmth that floods you is comforting against the cool air. You look at the screen ahead, and your eyes widen slightly as you recognize the familiar title. 

"Ponyo? I thought you wanted to watch that one anime you like." You were curious why he had picked the movie since it was one that you watched when you were feeling down or just needed something to listen to while you slept. You forget the unfortunate end of a particular character he loves, as you mention in the anime series. The mood then dampens, and his expression becomes downturned. 

"Ahh, sorry, I forgot he died. RIP Gojo"

"Too soon…" he says. "It's bad enough. I had to be reminded of it live the other day." You remember seeing this moment live (what can you say? You're a fan!) and could only watch and adore the cute expressions on his and Kai's face.

"Sorry, sorry," you say, chuckling at his expression. You poke the sides of his cheeks, feeling pity about his loss. "Let's just watch the movie then."

——-/-——-/-——

As the movie begins to play, a scene comes up where Ponyo heads straight for Sosuke. She passes the mom, who holds her arms open for the little girl, only to see her run and hug her son just behind her. It's an adorable scene, and you can feel the pure childlike happiness flowing from it. It's reasons like these that have always drawn you to these films. 

Suddenly, Soobin nudges your shoulder to get your attention. 

"That's us," eyes never straying from the scene before him. 

"Yeah, and you're the mom, right?"

"Shut up.. hey we should dress up for Halloween together."

"Yeah? You as Sosuke and me as Ponyo?" You suggest.

"Yeah! I'm sure I have a plain yellow shirt somewhere.." He ponders the thought that, if anything, he can always scavenge through the other guys' clothes.

"You fit the part, but.. I don't know how I would look as a ginger. Never thought of myself in red." Honestly, you thought red was good as a clothing choice, and you had never dyed your hair besides when you thought going blonde was a good idea. But, ever since, you stuck to staying natural.

"Well, we can buy a wig and test it out, so you don't have to commit. No matter what, I think you'll look cute."

"Maybe… oh, but my friends are gonna be on my ass about this." The realization dawns on you. How could you forget? Their nagging comments still ring in your ears (out of love <3). 

"Why?" he questions, cocking his head to the side. 

"Couples costumes? They already think we're in cahoots." You say as you quote the last word with your hands. 

"Of course, I always tell them you don't think of me as anything more than a friend." you let out a nervous laugh and take a bite of the treats before you to distract yourself after revealing such information. You think about all the times Soobin has come over, and your roommate mischievously wiggled her eyebrows at you. 

They'd get a kick out of this one…

“…”

But when Soobin doesn't say anything, it worries you a bit. Did you say something wrong? 

"Hey, is something wrong?"

"No, I just.. it.. Nevermind." 

"You sure? You know you can always tell me. I won't judge." You can tell he's hesitating, but you don't want to pressure him. You're already ready to take back your statement, but he begins to speak up again.

"I... I know you won't. It's just, what if I see you like that... more than a friend, I mean."

You pause. What? 

There's no way that Choi Soobin would like you, of all people? I mean.. he's surrounded by beautiful idols every day at work... What could he ever see in you romantically? You're way out of his league, and the thought has your mind doing laps. You don't know what to say, and he takes your silence as a rejection.

"Sorry, I knew it was stupid. I didn't want to make it awkward; I just thought that tonight would be the night I would finally be able to tell you how I felt."

You continue to stare at him as he fiddles with his fingers. His eyes are darted to the side, away from your knowing gaze. But he continues to spill his heart out for you to hear.

"Maybe it was just me or the way the guys would tell me you might feel the same that's making me say this… Sorry, I shouldn't have told you. I was worried I would ruin what we had, and I couldn't lose you, but.. Ugh, I've already done it."

His shoulders shake as he closes in on himself, regretting his decisions. You immediately take his hands in yours, making him look back at you from the sudden contact. 

"You don't have to say anymore, Binnie." as you place one of your hands on his cheek, his eyes watery, you hate that you're making him feel this way.

You couldn't bear watching as he beat himself up over this. You couldn't after knowing that the possibility he liked you back was real.

"And what if I told you I liked you too?" you whisper, already so afraid as you watch his eyes widen. You couldn't continue to deny your feelings and refuse him because you felt like you weren't fit to be by his side. You wanted to take this moment to finally tell him that all those dates were starting to feel way more than just two friends hanging out. His smiles are the highlight of your day, and his laughter and the sight of his dimples as he grins, are something you wish to see any second you can, especially if you were the one who caused it. That the mere touch of his hand against your own sends your heart soaring out of your chest? That- 

And before you know it, everything has been said. Words slip from your lips faster than you could think, and your distance decreases. Teary eyes stare into teary eyes in the dim light of your living room.

"Can I.. kiss you?" 

All you can manage is a meek nod in his direction before your eyes shut. The feeling of his lips against your own was so soft and everything you could've imagined and more.. you could feel your heart leaping out of your chest, and you worry he can hear it. Your hand on his is starting to tremble, but he only grasps them, rubbing circles to soothe your nerves. 

You meld together so well; finally, having him like this does wonders for your heart. When you finally separate, your hands and legs feel like jelly, and you can only see the soft smile creeping up on his face. A reddish hue can be seen along his cheeks, and you can only imagine the damage it's done to your own.

The movie is long forgotten, and the sound of your heart beating against your eardrums is all you can hear. Even in the quiet of the room, he whispers.

"I like you, y/n—a lot. And I hope that... if you will. Will you allow me to be your boyfriend?" And you don't dare hesitate to answer. 

"Yes! Over and over again, yes!" you say in a giggling fit. You're now straddling his lap and entangling your limbs in his clumsily. You never thought reciprocating feelings with your best friend would feel like this, but you never want it to end.

"Does this mean I can finally do this?" you ask.

He looks at you curiously, tilting his head adorably as you attack his face with pecks and kisses. Hearing his yelps of "help!" followed by giggles. Oh, the things you would do to listen to his laughter on replay.

"Oh my god, get a room." a voice states their presence. 

You jump from your spot on his lap as you both look up at the voice. Your friend had just left her room to refill her glass of water, judging by the empty cup in her hand, to walk in on you, peppering Soobin's face. Sure, she had wanted this to happen for a while, realizing your shared feelings long before you knew. Still, it doesn't make this scene less awkward. A feeling of shame fell upon the two of you, more so Soobin, as he didn't mean to get caught in such an intimate position by your roommate. You look back at him, see his guilty expression, and grab his hand to pull him into a standing position. 

"Maybe we should take this to my room instead," you chuckle. 

You lead him to your bedroom, just a few steps away. He follows behind you, enveloping you in a back-hug, head on your shoulder as you struggle to shuffle your way into the room. 

"I love you." He mumbles near your ear. 

"Moving so fast? We just confessed."

"It's not like I haven't said it before! And plus..." 

You know that it's because its meaning has changed now that you reply back, "I love you too."

first love part 2

soobin (txt) + reader (fem.)

college!au, fluff, established relationship, non-idol!au, smut [ nsfw | mdni ]

oral (m receiving), facial (kind of?), very mild cum eating, hair pulling, mild marking/biting, fingering, choking, overstimulation, use of protection 👍🏻

~6.9K word count

posted: November 6, 2021

read PART 1 and PART 3

After you and Soobin shared his first time, your boyfriend seemed like a new man. His confidence was higher than ever before, and he walked around with an almost smug grin on his face. His urge for PDA also became more apparent in his constant holding of your hand, sneaking kisses to your lips instead of your cheeks like usual, even going as far to kiss your neck in public—which he never did before that day. You knew this was all because his sex drive was suddenly acknowledged, therefore it was heightened. And as much as you teased him about it, you found it unbelievably attractive. So attractive, that the two of you couldn’t keep your hands off of each other. The both of you thanked the universe that you could share this weekend together in peace with Yeonjun still on vacation.

Friday night, after the two of you cleaned up, Soobin treated you two to dinner off campus at your favorite phở place. He made cheeky comments about how excited he was to get back to his dorm, reluctantly asking if you still wanted to continue.

“We could watch a movie if you don’t want to,” he offered, even though the both of you knew he hoped you would agree to have sex.

You teasingly smiled at him as you took a spoonful of your phở and spoke after, “Why watch a movie when we could make one?”

You could practically see the gears in his brain short-circuiting, which made you laugh. A dumb-struck look was stuck on his features as he processed your words before he scoffed out a laugh, “Are you serious?”

“Maybe,” you shrugged, “I wouldn’t be opposed to it, but maybe another time. I think we should get more comfortable with each other in private before we do it in front of a camera.”

He nodded, showing that he was paying attention, when you could tell he was very much imagining the two of you with his phone set up perfectly on his bedside table to capture you in the act–

“Soobin, close your mouth, you’ll catch flies.”

Your boyfriend looked up at you, smiling in embarrassment at your observation, “I’d really like to know what kinks you have.”

“Same,” you replied, “Honestly, though, I just really want you in my mouth.”

Soobin’s shoulders physically slouched at your comment, and for a moment he forgot you were in the corner of a restaurant with people nearly ten feet from your table. Luckily, the two of you conversed softly enough that you didn’t gain the attention of the elderly couple nearby. You grinned slyly as you took another bite of your food, Soobin watching you intently. You gestured for him to finish his food, and he obliged only after you noticed him gulp.

When the food was gone from your plates, the two of you left the restaurant, hand-in-hand. Kisses were shared whenever possible, at stop signs, intersections, when Soobin waited to turn into the campus parking lot, as the two of you got out of his car. Your lips only got more-so inseparable the closer you got to his door. And once the lock was latched, it was game time.

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Sleepover In My Bed - Choi Soobin

Synopsis: Tonight was going to be the first night sleeping over at your boyfriend's dorm. To say you were nervous was an understatement. However, Soobin was determined to do whatever it takes to make you feel right at home.

Pairing: Idol!Choi Soobin x reader

Genre: teeth rotting fluff, established relationship 🩷 what can I say? I have the biggest soft spot for boyfriend!Soobin!

Word Count: 1.4k

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"Now, are absolutely positive you wanted to stay the night tonight? There is no pressure whatsoever," Soobin stated.

You smiled lovingly at your boyfriend as he took your duffle bag for you. He was just too cute. You weren't sure who was more nervous - you or Soobin.

He placed your bag in the backseat, so you could sit comfortably in his car. You leaned over to press a kiss to his jawline lingeringly to help ease his nerves. "Baby, I promise, I want to do this. You've been over to my place a few times, and you are opening your door to me. It feels right."

"This is a big step, baby. No turning back." "With you by my side? There's no place I'd rather be."

Soobin's heart soared at your words. He felt a light blush take over his cheeks, but he wasn't embarrassed about it. Not like at the beginning of your relationship. Before, Soobin couldn't help how easily he was affected by you. You were the best thing to enter his life. He was worried how easily he could become flustered was a turn-off. Yet, you found it one of your favorite things about Soobin.

He leaned over his console so he could press a gentle kiss to your lips. You couldn't fight off the smile on yours as you kissed him back gently. If you had it your way, you would just stay in this moment forever. But you also were excited for your first night at the dorms with Soobin.

Unwillingly, he pulled back from the kiss first. But didn't start driving until he pecked your lips for good measure.

"You know, we can kiss all we want when we get to your place," you reminded him.

That's all it took for Soobin to turn his keys in the ignition. You couldn't help but laugh at his actions. He definitely was more of a golden retriever boyfriend than he liked to let on.

The drive over to the dorms was quite peaceful. Words didn't need to be spoken as you two were just enjoying the company of one another. Music was playing from the car's speaker while your gaze was on your interlocked hands. Every now and then, you would squeeze his hand gently. You watched also how is thumb would run over the back of his hands.

One of the things you adored about your relationship with Soobin was that words didn't need to be exchanged to know how he felt about you. He often showed it in other ways, like opting for self-care nights when he knew you were feeling down or taking photos of things that remind him of you.

Yet, you did find it a bit odd how he didn't mention quite yet what you two were up to for the evening. You figured maybe you would be stopping by the convenience store for snacks or maybe even going for dinner before stopping at the dorms.

But before you knew it, you already arrived at the dorms.

"Come on, jagiya. Let's get you inside," he stated. He never used a tone with you that made it sound like he was ordering you around. Soobin had too much respect and care for you. His goal in life was just to provide for and love you. He never wanted his intentions too be twisted.

Your sweet boyfriend has always been known to overthink the little things. Just another quality you ordered about him.

Soobin grabbed your bag for you after turning off the ignition. He slipped out of the driver's side, taking you a bit by surprised. You thought you'd be the one carrying in, but not under Soobin's watch apparently. He pouted playfully when he saw you slide out of the car on your own.

"I was going to get the door for you," he whined. "You're too cute, baby," you giggled.

You walked over towards Soobin, standing on your tiptoes to kiss his cheek. That instantly made his pout disappear. His one hand held the handles of your bag while the other one rested on your lower back.

You weren't a stranger to the dorms. You often came over for dinner, or to hang out with all the boys when their schedules allowed. Being the leader, Soobin never wanted to create tension in the dorms. He always wanted it to be a place where all the guys could relax after a long day.

But as you got closer to Soobin, your presence was more and more requested by the other four. Truly, they quickly became family to you.

You punched in the code to the dorm once you arrived at the front door. Did the others know you were staying the night? Did Soobin warn them? Either way, you were excited to be taking this next step with your boyfriend.

The doorbell rang as it opened, signaling your arrival. Soobin allowed you in first as you quietly slipped off your shoes. He followed suit after locking the front door. You couldn't help but notice how oddly silent it was in the dorms. You were so accustomed to being bombarded by your boyfriend's members.

However, you quickly noticed they were trying to be as quiet as possible in the living room. They were all watching a movie instead of playing video games.

"You know you guys don't have to be absolutely quiet while I'm here you teased them.

Their eyes widened as if they had been caught red-handed. Soobin sniffled his laughter as he stood behind you. His hand never left from your lower back, but you could feel his thumb caressing you which made you smile wide.

"We just want to give our hyung a good night," Huening Kai confessed. "Don't worry. I think I got that one handled." "EWWWW" rang out from the four in the living room.

Soobin laughed a bit louder before kissing your temple. "Ready to go upstairs?" He whispered to you. You nodded though as Soobin began escorting you toward his bedroom. "We'll see you guys later," he called out.

Before more comments could be spoken, Soobin got you into the safety of his bedroom. You took notice that instead of the typical floor lamp he had on, the room was a bit dimmer. You looked ahead to see that Soobin strung up fairy lights around his bedroom, just like you had in your bedroom.

You were about to question why but noticed the things laid out on Soobin's bed. He had takeout he must've had the guys bring in while he went to go pick you up. You noticed it just happened to be from your favorite takeaway place too. He also had a bag of snacks and another bag just of drinks waiting for you to go through.

You turned to look at Soobin, your mouth slightly opened. He stood back a bit, allowing you to move around the room if you desired. You didn't overlook the way he was biting his lip, fighting off a smile. Your sweet boy was nervous.

"You did all of this for me?"

Without wasting anymore time, Soobin crossed the room to get to you. His arms wrapped around you from behind with ease. You could melt into him as he held you close. "Nothing is too much for you," he whispered before pressing a kiss into your temple.

You turned your head so you could press a lingering kiss to his lips. You felt his lips curl up into a smile as he kissed you. His hands squeezed your hips affectionately which always made you weak in the knees.

"I just want you to feel comfortable here." "But I've been in your room before, Soobs," you laughed, turning around in his arms.

Your arms wrapped around his torso, as your chin found its place against your boyfriend's chest. You gazed up at him as if he was made out of stars in the galaxy.

"Yeah, sure, but you've always gone back home. I just want you to feel like you can stay not just tonight but anytime."

Even underneath the dimmed lightening in his room, you noticed his cheeks were reddened. The sight alone made you soar at your shy boyfriend. He tried to duck his head down to hide his cheeks, but you noticed. All you could do was smile before pressing your lips against his lingeringly once again.

"All I needed was for you to be here. I know your dorm is your safe place, so thank you for letting me in," you murmured before pulling back. Just enough to be able to gaze into his eyes again.

"You're always welcome in, angel."

𝐏𝐎𝐋𝐘!𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐈 𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐱 𝐅!𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 —> 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒

𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞 —> 𝐅𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟, 𝐂𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤, 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 —> 𝐏𝐨𝐥𝐲!𝐂. 𝐘𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐣𝐮𝐧 𝐱 𝐂. 𝐒𝐨𝐨𝐛𝐢𝐧 𝐱 𝐟!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐱 𝐂. 𝐁𝐞𝐨𝐦𝐠𝐲𝐮

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 —> 𝐣𝐬 𝐠𝐚𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐟𝐟, 𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐩𝐥 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐝 & 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞.

𝐒𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬 —> 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐢 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞. ➽───────────────❥ ⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂ ⠂⠄⠄⠂☆

This is such chaos

Especially if you match their energy; specifically Beomgyu's

You, gyu and Jun are so loud and chaotic together I just know Soobin sometimes gets a headache

But it's funny cause he's also the one fondly and lovingly staring at y'all even if he complains

"aigo, so noisy.." as if Soobin is actually annoyed 🙄

Just kiss him n he's all smiles and shy

He'd never change it for the world tho; having y'all being loud and laughing together is weirdly not only entertaining

But also a sense of comfort: home.

He'd never wish for it to be different even if it does cause him headaches lol

Boy is just whipped as hell dudes 🤷🏻‍♀️

They are ALWAYS bickering; bg n yj

Yj will full on palm on bg's head and push hard bc why TF does he keep pulling his beanie down, covering yjs eyes?

Then bg wants to complain to one of yous

"soobinnie!!!! Yeonjunie hit me!! Put him in time out!!!>:(" and that cute little pout

Like...what do you want us to do about that?

"babyyyy!!! Junnie-hyung said he wanted to break up with me!!!>:( finish him!!!!" with a cute little pout and you're like ????? No?? wha????

He just told bg to stop tugging on his hair ??? Hello??😭

Yeonjun def remembers everyone's likes, dislikes, especially in food, snacks n drinks

He remembers y'all's favorite meals, drink orders and snacks

He KNOWS what to put on all of your guys plate and never gets it wrong, he js cares enough to know hey! let's not put mushrooms on y/ns and bgs plate !

So hopelessly in love idk dudes

Tom & Jerry: yk & bg

Bg sulks and pouts and gets grumpy when y'all eat without him

This boy just really wants to spend time with his lovers and eating together, having fun and talking or watching sum

Quality time is def Beomgyu's main love language

Gift giving & acts of service for Yeonjun

Quality time & acts of service (physical affection maybe?) for Sooby boobie

The princess treatment in this relationship is real dude

Like....Bro's will tie your shoes for you, buy you n e/o stuff all the time too

"hey, you like these, right, y/n?"

Ex; yj getting bg gummies he always eats without hesitation and then suggested to get every flavor

"I got you three something, go look in your bags, loves."

And it's matching onsies

My melody for bg, pompompurin for yj, pochacco for Soobin and you're prob hello kitty or kuromi

And yj's ears are bright red he's so bashful but is glad you guys liked it

Y'all wear them every night for bed now

Yj is the one spending the most money in this relationship tho, the running joke is he's your guy's little personal sugar daddy lol

It's cause he wants to spoil you guys tho

All of you's do more than enough for him already so there's no need to stress (that's what he says anyways.)

Beomgyu loves testing y'all's patience but dw he'll make it up with smothering wet kisses !!!

He's giggling while you're fuming cause he's so annoying 😭

But it's worth it, loving him, I mean

He prefers to be more private with physical affection so not a lot of pda for yall

Js wants the moments to be between you two four only n for no one else to see or try n judge

Soobinnie loves doing this thing where he sneaks his cold hands underneath your shirt and keep them there while giggling and nuzzling his nose in your neck/shoulder

While you're fighting for your life against his cold hands, mind you 🧍🏻‍♀️

Soobin and yeonjun cook mostly, together usually too

If you get hurt they are soooo concerned and worried but caring and gentle and so loving

Bitches will squeeze and smother the sadness and hurt out of ya

Aaahh so cute!

NIGHTS WITH YOU

genre. fluff. warnings. food (ramen). pairing. soobin x fem!reader. wc. 700. request. requested by @blue-jisungs (my baby) for #25: "are those my clothes" and #34: "where's my goodnight kiss?" a/n. i've been writing just so much sleepy fluff either sleepy morning fluff or sleepy bedtime fluff im not complaining cause its always so soft but yeah :(

Soobin stepped out of the bathroom, still drying his hair with a towel. His eyes immediately scoured around the room for you, and when he didn’t find you anywhere, a frown etched on his face. Since he had been at practice all day, you forced him to take a shower before delivering any hugs or kisses, despite how much he begged for them. It was a reasonable request, of course. He was sweaty and stinky— of course you’d rather kiss a clean Soobin. But your boyfriend hadn’t seen you all day and simply needed to be as close to you as possible for the rest of the night. 

He located you quickly, following the smell of spicy noodles to the kitchen. His eyes softened as he saw your figure, wearing one of his black t-shirts.  He pouted, coming up behind you to hold you in a back hug. 

“Are those my clothes?” He asked softly, a giddy smile growing on his face as soon as you laughed.

“You left your drawer open. They were practically asking for me to take them. Plus, they’re more comfortable than my pyjamas.” You said simply, stirring the sauce packet into the pot of ramen noodles you were preparing. 

Although Soobin’s shirts were much too big for you to wear daily, they made for the perfect oversized sleeping garment. As they were designed to fit your 6 foot man both height wise and broad back wise, they practically swallowed your figure. But you loved it, especially the way the shirts smelled exactly like your boyfriend. Soobin didn’t mind. How could he when you looked so cute in his clothes?

“We already share everything anyway. Including that ramen—?“

“No! You’re not getting any!” You shoved your boyfriend off of your back, defensively shielding the ramen pot from his prying hands. He frowned, eyebrows furrowed as he tried to find a way through, but each reach he took got expertly blocked by your chopsticks.

“That is not one bite. That’s like, 6 at least!” You slouched back onto Soobin’s chest, keeping up your pretend grumpiness after you had finally agreed to give him just one bite. Truthfully, you had prepared the ramen more for him than you in the first place. You just wanted to see him eat well after practice. But it was always fun to tease him. Admitting that you carefully prepared them for your boyfriend would make you look unbelievably whipped. Which you were, but you weren’t about to admit it out in the open.

“Here, open up.” Soobin said, holding the chopsticks up for you, feeding you the bite of ramen carefully. Maybe he was just as equally whipped. You whipped your frown off your face and snuggled closer to your boyfriend, enveloped by his fresh scent and warm skin. 

“I can’t believe Beomgyu got to see you more this week than me. It’s not fair.” You sighed, thinking back to the past couple of days. Even when Soobin didn't have a schedule, he’d busied himself in the company building with Beomgyu, playing games or writing lyrics. 

You had nothing against the younger member, you were as close to him as you were any of Soobin’s friends. But nothing hit you quite as hard as the loneliness you felt when Soobin was away from you. It felt nice to be back in his arms, knowing that there was nothing left for that day that would prevent you from falling asleep and waking up next to him. 

“Where’s my goodnight kiss?” Soobin asked once you were back in his arms after doing the dishes. 

“Right here.” You smiled, cupping his cheeks to bring his face down to your lips. As always, Soobin’s lips tasted heavenly. And, just like always, Soobin was the clingier of you two. He chased your lips every time you pulled away, causing you both to giggle. Countless soft pecks were placed around your face until his head hit the pillow and he gathered you up in his arms, close enough to hear his relaxed breath and steady heart beat. The rhythm lulled you to sleep, head resting against his chest and your back blanketed by his arms.

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