Ed Probz - Tumblr Posts
The hyvee employee with me in the yogurt aisle
Me: *doing my normal grocery shopping*
The Target Employee watching me read Soup Labels for 45 minutes:

I've challenged myself to do no body checks in October. It's so hard! 😩
I wish I could let myself have a guilt-free (hah!) cheat day every once in a while just to let off some steam and get some of my crazy junk food cravings out of my system. Rationally I know one day every 2 or 3 weeks won't make me fat. The problem is, as a past binge eater, I know how easily a cheat "day" can turn into a cheat week, or even a cheat month. It's all or nothing with me. 😖
Ugh, just thinking about it is making me want to go exercise (again). Why can't I just be normal??
I wish I could stop obsessively counting calories and just eat "intuitively", but the thought of not knowing the EXACT number of calories I'm consuming at all times TERRIFIES ME.