Ed Thinking - Tumblr Posts

why i want to be skinny? i want to feel pretty. i want to wake up and feel beautiful. i want to hug people and not worry about them touching my fat. i want to wear jeans and not worry about my huge thighs. i want to wear sleeveless shirts and not having to worry abt my jiggly arms. i want comments like "your so skinny omg" "wht is your diet like?" "can u give me some tips?" i want to feel superior. i just.... want to be beautiful ♡ and i know i will achieve all my goals. i want skinny, and i will get my skinny.

the thing i hate the most? when i have been fasting for 48+ hours and i go to have my first meal and someone comments "aRe yOu gOnNa fINISh aLl tHaT, tHaTs aLot oF fOod" i don't wanna eat anymore susan, tysm.

i reaally wanna vent. its my birthday today. i wear this beautiful dress and the first thing my dad does is say "this looks too tight" "lets return it if ur uncomfortable". i thought i looked pretty in it. i am on the verge of crying. i asked my mom and my sis if the dress looks tight and they gave me "the look". i am fucking done. like i am fucking relapsing. fuck food. fuck everything. i hate myself for letting me get this fat. i am a pile of disgusting fats. lets get skinny.

my biggest ✨ thinspo icons ✨ ; park jimin, min yoongi, rosè, yuna and jennie <3

you know your fcked when "omg ur so skinni" "you look like ur dyeing" "you look sick" starts to sound like a compliment 😃

I love Tumblr!!!🤍🤍🤍

I don't know if this is a flex but today i just binge with fruit yeeeeyyyy

every time when my dog looks in the mirror he is scared he is just like me..,.

Why does it feel so right to binge but at the other side so wrong?

I think I finally found my song...

I feel like such an ass i was sitting and eating and i felt everything close up and on my spoon i just saw myself inflate but its like i could feel it happening like i was floating