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Story time! ( it’s about using escapism as a coping mechanism ) ( also just kinda ending up venting )
From around the ages of 6 and up I started using escapism without knowing.
One of my most common escapes was pretending/hoping that I was part of a big royal family who would come get me and take me away from my current parents.
I liked to believe and live thinking there could be an out, someone would come looking for me one day, and I would go to an amazing life with a kind caring family. They would always love me no matter what.
Or now that I’m older I, and as much as it might seem weird, is that I pretend to sometimes be the parents I always wanted. In my backpack/lunchbox I leave the little “I love you!! ❤️ “ Notes in there for me to find. Or I make myself a chore list and then I add little note saying how proud they are of me.
My parents would never do these things. They also wouldn’t be accepting of me in any way, but I love to pretend and do things and imagine it’s them doing/saying it.
Now my parents aren’t like abusive or too neglectful, but they definitely aren’t at home a lot and don’t have time for me most of the time other then “how was your day” “hello” or “your grades are getting lower” “ just try harder”
My grandmother is kind of raising me at this point ( the amount of times I’ve called her mom is concerning ) and she acts like a way better mother figure than my mother most days.
I do however love my father very much. He does have a temper but normally not at me. We share most the same issues so we get along well!
Anyway sorry for info/ dumping have my life store on a random app full of random people who ( understandably) don’t care that much !!! Have a nice day lol
Some misc Sleuth jesters art I forgot to post <3
Didn't realize I had so many drawings and doodles, they just build up and I forget to post em <3 love how there's just 1 (one) detective moon
Sleuth Jesters belongs to @naffeclipse Vigilante and detective design by @/sunnys-aesthetic
