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Think about Harrow's AU Bubbles

Thinking about Harrow's AU bubbles, not as fanfic references, but as expressions of her subconscious fears and desires, is so fascinating.

The Harrow Nova one is pretty obvious. Harrow's parents were obsessed with her being a necromancer, were willing to kill for it. It's only natural she'd wonder, "What if I hadn't been?"

And the answer Harrow gives herself is: Your parents and everyone would reject you (except, wildly, for Crux). Also they'd be alive cuz you'd never opened the tomb, and you'd be an unpopular orphan they'd abuse (Just Like Gideon). And you'd still be just as devoted to serving the Ninth with a blade. There's a lot there. But the other really telling bit is her relationship with Gideon. Harrow Nova professes to hate the reverend daughter even as she seeks to (re) create the necro-cav bond with her. But that hatred doesn't seem to be mutual. And the bit about the daughter intervening when Harrow was whipped…

That's Harrow's subconscious saying if their roles had been reversed, "Gideon would have treated me better than I treated her. Gideon would have protected me."

The Ball AU also seems like a reasonable extension of Gideon's childhood query: "What if my other parent is the most important guy in the universe?" Answer: Emperor Dad would throw a big party.

But also… it's a bride-finding ball! That's so very telling. It could have been anything, but Harrow invents another scenario where she's fighting, competing to get to Gideon, to be awarded the role of her sworn partner (first cav, now bride), while outwardly claiming not to want it.

Now The BARI Star AU often gets described as a "coffee shop" one, but it's actually set in a cohort cafeteria. And normally I wouldn't split hairs over that, but I think the cohort setting is actually really significant. The Cohort was Gideon's dream, and also Harrow's rival for Gideon's attention. It's what she kept trying to leave Harrow for.

So now Harrow dreams that she's left Drearburh to join the cohort and will meet Gideon there. Not fight or compete for a role where they're bound to each other, but just meet her there. That feels like yielding. Like compromise. It makes me think Harrow's subconscious has matured past trying to keep Gideon with her always and is instead looking for ways that SHE can be with Gideon. Meet Gideon where she is.

(Also this may be a stretch, but I always find it low-key funny that Harrow imagines Gideon in the cafeteria… I like to think her brain is skimming lists of hypothetical military jobs like... what sees the least action... ah, coffee-adept, she'll be perfectly safe there...)


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Oh. Break my Heart.

thinking about the iconic Gideon-line "I'd died knowing you'd hate me for dying" and how at the same time Harrow is screaming "she died because I let her, you don't understand" Harrow doesn't hate Gideon for dying; she hates herself for letting Gideon die


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11 months ago

We're so close!!

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Griddlehark art by Rocio Sogas

This poll is a celebration of fandom and fandom history; we're aware that there are certain issues with many of the listed pairings and sources, but they are a part of that history. Please do not take this as an endorsement, and refrain from harassment.


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7 months ago

Imagine you’re some little evil woman sitting in Hades’ throne room when Orpheus walks in to make a deal to get Eurydice back, and Hades is like “yeah ok, just don’t look back otherwise she has to stay here” then walks out of the room. Almost immediately after hearing the conditions, Orpheus breaks his own neck so that it is physically impossible for him to turn it, and then demands that you gouge out his eyes for good measure. Eurydice then gets really upset because she’s convinced this is a sign that Orpheus hates her and never wants to see her again, and Orpheus is completely convinced that this was a normal and logical thing to do.

You are literally the only person in the universe who recognizes this as an act of love. They both then insult you to your face for thinking this is anything other than very normal (Orpheus), or petty hatred (Eurydice).

You are Ianthe Tridentarius.


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9 months ago

I NEEDED THIS IN MY LIFE OMG

Saw The Meme And I Just Had To Do It. Might Do A Switched Version As Well Since For These Idiots It Works

Saw the meme and i just had to do it. Might do a switched version as well since for these idiots it works both ways


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6 months ago

everyone in the fandom thinks gideon is lesbian jesus. but nobody understands, griddlehark is jesus! they’re jesus TOGETHER! see, when harrow was a child she was a prodigy prophesied to lead her people to salvation, just like *gunshot*


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Not The Best Thing I Have Ever Made But It Was Fun To Draw

Not the best thing I have ever made but it was fun to draw

I think I should have made the text on the bottom smaller


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7 months ago
One Night This Little Fantasy Pops Into Her Mind While Falling Asleep And She Hasn't Been Able To Shake

One night this little fantasy pops into her mind while falling asleep and she hasn't been able to shake it off since. She'd also rather jump off a cliff before she confesses this to anyone.


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11 months ago
Working On Some Silly Tlt Memes For My Friend's Bday And I Liked How This One Came Out

working on some silly tlt memes for my friend's bday and I liked how this one came out 🥲


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11 months ago
A Gideon the Ninth comic. Gideon Nav stands in a darkened hall, arms crossed and brooding about how much she "hates" Harrow. She's been pulled into this nerd contest against her will, and there's nothing to fight, and now the Reverend Daughter is ignoring her. Or at least Gideon thinks that - Harrow has been missing for over a day.
Behind Gideon, Palamedes And Camilla kneel by the hatch, inspecting the clues. Palamedes looks at some blood between his fingers. "Intravenous blood," he says. "HER intravenous blood."
Gideon starts and glances over. There is a moment of silence as the other two regard her...
A gif of Gideon Nav throwing herself at the hatch with all she's got. She yanks on the handle so hard her wrists nearly pop, tries to pry it open from the side, and clangs against it uselessly with the rapier as though it were a club. She is clearly panicked.

Gideon, honey, you're not even trying to hide it.


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11 months ago
I Am Being Personally Attacked By The Person Hoarding The Second Book Of This Series At My Library.

I am being personally attacked by the person hoarding the second book of this series at my library.


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