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Please read my Satanist x Christian story! :D
Kidnapping story part 1.
Immy and his parents are getting ready for church. He still lives with them despite being old enough to move out. This is because Immy is extremely sheltered from his strict parents. They walk to the church, which is pretty close to their house. Being devout Christians, they pick the house that would be close to the church. They're at church doing their thing and praying while outside Mors is vandalizing the church with a can of red spray paint. Spray painting a giant pentagram on the back of the church. He goes around doing this to all the churches in the area, and this is the first time he's found this church. He's a self-proclaimed Satanist even though satanists wouldn't accept him due to some fucked up shit he endorses and does. He likes to fuck with Christians by vandalizing their churches. As he's doing this he sees immy through the window praying on his knees. instantly Mors’ eyes widen and light up. something about immy makes Mors infatuated with him. He whispers under his breath. I have to cut him… immy's parents stay for the weekly parent meeting while immy starts to walk home. Mors walks up to immy. Hey there, what's your name? He says. I'm not really supposed to talk to strangers. immy replies. It's okay I won't be a stranger for Long… hey I have something to show you. mors practically pulls immy along to the back of the church. He shows him the pentagram he spray-painted. Immy starts to cry, he's sensitive like that. What did you do to our house of God? I gave it a little makeover doesn't it look beautiful? No it doesn't, you monster! Oh you think that's bad you don't know the half of it my love. love? Are you a homosexual? You know that's a sin right? Mors pins him down onto the floor and takes out his knife. Immy starts to yell. Hey, what are you doing!? Mors covers his mouth. Sshhh it's okay I won't do anything to you that I wouldn't do to myself. He caresses his arm. Your skin is so soft. He glides his knife across his arm making a slash and it starts bleeding. He smells his blood and looks in love. Your blood is amazing, you know that right? Immy is struggling to escape. please let me go, he says muffled. Mors gets off him. I'll see you tomorrow love. don't call me that.. then tell me what's your name. I- it's Immy… immy goes home but doesn't tell his parents about what happened because he's worried that they'll be disappointed in him for following a stranger. Even though he was practically pulled along without his consent. When his parents ask about the cut he just says that a fence scraped him on the way home. You know that's God's way of punishing you if you've done something wrong. Immy's mother says. Immy thinks to himself that this is his punishment for following a stranger. We'll go to church tomorrow for you to pray for forgiveness. Immy's dad says. Immy is terrified knowing that Mors will be back
Just made some new OCs. Black hair is Alex, blonde is Max. I just did this because gay
Them in public vs. them in private
Some OC questions!
--Does Immy eventually leave his faith, or does he try to stay committed to Christianity? Sorry if that's going into spoiler territory.
--Where did Mors learn the satanic beliefs he has now?
Oooo that's a good question. I'm not really sure yet but immy does get corrupted a little bit and he's going to be drugged out of his mind for the majority of the rest of the story so I feel like religion is the last thing he has to worry about. Although I don't think he'll stop believing in God even with Mors kidnapping him and all this bad stuff happening. I feel like he'll continue to be Christian because he'll never really be able to shake that part from him away.
Mors became a Satanist because of his strong hatred for Christians, although we don't know why he feels this way yet. But real satanists don't really hate Christians and are about equal rights and self-expression, so he wasn't really accepted into that. So he's kind of his own branch of Satanist where he actually is evil.
Kidnapping story part 3.
Immy's eyes slowly open as he's still partially unconscious like when you're waking up but you can still hear and see your dreams. He's in a dark concrete basement with nothing but a single light bulb hanging from a string to light the room. The light is a warm orange color. His arms and legs are chained up with the chains connecting to a hook on the ceiling. As he becomes more conscious he realizes he's completely naked. Terrified, Immy starts looking around and then sees Mors standing there with a warm smile across his face. It's so weird seeing this terrible man with such a friendly facial expression. Immy tries to speak but his words are slurred from the drugging. Hello Immy, Mors says, welcome to my home. I hope you're feeling scared because you should be, but that's okay, I like you like that and soon you'll like you like that too. Immy tries to stand up but Falls back down the chains holding his arms up. While you were sleeping I drugged you even more to keep you sedated so you won't put up much of a fight as the first time I cut you. Such wonderful memories. You know I love you Immy, I just have a different way of showing it. Immy knows God can be very cruel at times and often punishes Humanity. Maybe this is also God's way of showing he cares for me, Immy thinks. And don't worry I didn't do anything to you when I undressed you. I would never do something like that to you, Immy. Well not yet anyways. Mors says then smiles. Anyway now that you're awake I'm going to leave you down here for a while to prepare you for what's next, mors says as he turns off the light. Goodbye love. Immy is left down there for 3 days. In his drugged state in the silently cries as he's left in this dark basement. Day one: because of the drugs in his system Immy is constantly fading in and out of consciousness but not long enough for him to fall asleep. The basement looks Pitch Black static. Immy has cried for the 11th time today. To be fair you really shouldn't count it separately because it's been a continuous cry with little breaks to rest his voice. After he's tired out all his cries he stares into the pitch black feeling severely understimulated his mind starts to wander into thoughts of depression questioning his fate and memories. Memories of his family, wondering if he'll ever be able to see them again, wondering if he'll ever be able to go to church again and talk to the other people there. He feels if this is God's way of teaching him he wonders what he did wrong. He feels shame and sadness with himself, not really anger because he is never angry. He's too shy to ever express anger. He wonders for hours what he did to deserve this and why God was testing him. Day two: he's starting to see things moving in the basement but he's not sure if it's real or just his brain Playing Tricks on him. But then he starts to wonder what if it's creatures sent by God to torture him even more? he wonders what if it's Fallen Angels coming to claim him? If this is the end? What if he's going to hell? What if he failed God's test by being kidnapped in the first place? The room looks like it's made out of bugs and Immy starts to see faces. Probably because of the constant exposure to darkness paired with the effects from the drugging. Day three: Immy is starting to break. He is desperate for physical touch from another human being, he was coddled by his parents quite a lot so he's used to being hugged and stuff. Immy's stomach growls. It's 3 days now and he's so hungry.
Kidnapping story part 4
Just then, Mors comes down to give Immy his “medicine”. Mors pokes him with a needle and injects Immy with some unknown drug, probably a special blend made by Mors. Immy immediately starts to blush and cling to Mors, desperate for physical touch. Aaaww I did somebody miss me? Instead of putting a bandage on after Mors pulls out the needle, he starts licking the area where the needle was. Immy blushes more and squirms around, letting out soft moans. foo- food… Immy mumbles. Oh yes, of course I should probably feed you. I don't want you dying. Mors goes upstairs and comes back down with a home cooked meal. I'm not like other kidnappers, Immy. I want to treat you well but I also want you to be hurt and scared… Mors starts feeding Immy himself and helps Immy chew and swallow by grabbing his jaw and gently moving it then holding his mouth closed. Mors kisses him on the cheek after he's done eating. Now, just four more days down here, my love. Immy starts to cry. wh- wha nn- nnuuu. It's okay, you should be happy. I was originally going to leave you down here for a month, but that made me feel bad for you because I do care for you regardless of what you think. Mors goes upstairs. Immy starts crying, and she tries to beg Mors to stay, desperate to talk to anyone, but Mors walks upstairs and locks the door. Day 4: Immy is breaking. He cries and screams and freaks out, needing to be interacted with. Day five: Immy finally starts to be able to sleep more. Day six, he spends sleeping mostly. Day 7: he's finally broken, I mean, it can get worse, but he's pretty beaten down. Morris comes down with a wooden cross and rope. Mors sets up the cross and redrugs Immy. He takes his limpy body and ties his arms and legs to the cross. You see, I wanted to put you on your symbol that you insist on praying to, to mock you and your God. I love you and me, but you are very stupid he says flirtally. But I didn't want to nail your hands and feet into it. That would be too far. Again, I would never do anything to you that I wouldn't do to myself. All of a sudden, Mors takes out a knife, and Immy starts to freak out, well, as much as he can, being drugged out of his mind. Morris takes the knife and holds Immy's arm and glides the knife across it, making a slash. Immy starts making unintelligible noises and tears stream down his face. Mors starts to lick his cut and drinks his blood. He then kisses Immy gently on the lips, feeding him his own blood, and Immy tries to spit it out, but Mors forces him to swallow. Good Boy~. He then goes to the other arm and starts to slice all the way down, cutting his arm open. Immy cries loudly in a mumbled gargle. Mors starts to cry from happiness seeing Immy like this. He sits down next to the cross and bathes in the euphoria he's getting from doing this. He unties Immy and snuggles him on the floor as they both cry. Mors takes out a medical kit. It's time to sew you up so you don't bleed out. Immy sits there and cries like a baby as Mors sews him up. Mors constantly reassures him that it's going to be okay and that he loves him. After he's done, Mors starts to head upstairs. See you later, my love. W- aaaaait! Immy cries. pl- please don't leave me down here… Immy gargles through his tears. Aw, do you want me to stay with you? Come here, love. You look so adorable like this. Mors holds Immy in his arms and stays with him for an hour, cuddling, before leaving. Immy doesn't love Moors, but he's so desperate for human contact after being isolated for so long.