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Of Mice and Men? Finished

TikTok that my sister sent? Watched

What? The actual fuck

Oh no....my mind is running with ideas. May I use this as inspo??????

After an explosion at the military headquarters…

This is the bloody draw i mentioned yesterday that i was working on. Earlier today i almost had a heart attack ‘cause my Paintool Sai wouldn’t open no matter what i did and my brother tried to help but nothing worked…i ended up uninstalling it and getting a portable version, but because of that i lost my brushes and only got the base ones *pulls hair*

Well, anyways, i was thankfully able to finish this and post it now.

Roy’s trying to help Ed get up, but i don’t think neither of them are in condition to get on their feet lol.

And yeah, Ed most likely fucked up his right arm on the accident considering his shitty luck XD

Huh… hope you guys like it ^^’

almost lovers | brian may x reader

“They look at each other like they were almost lovers, like they should have kissed and made love and laughed in bed together, but they chose to stay friends instead. They look at each other with what ifs and could haves and hearts full of regret.”

Brian and Y/N have been best friends for as long as they could remember. They went through high school together, university together, and even survived after the big blow up of Queen. Y/N and Brian were inseparable, but the two had a unique friendship. For years, the Brian and Y/N spent their days together. Whether it be “cuddling” on the couch during rainy days, or going out together, the two were always together. This led to suspicion from many though. Everyone that knew y/n and Brian suspected the two were in love with each other, but were too afraid to admit it. In fact, it got to the point where y/n and Brian both tried to be a couple, but they decided it was best to remain friends.

However this thought did not last forever. As Queen grew bigger and bigger, Y/N put her major in publishing to good use. Queen hired her as their publicist, allowing Brian and Y/N to still remain the good friends they were. As they traveled the world together and attended parties and celebrations together, y/n began to realize she had feelings for her best friend. When she finally came to terms with her feelings, she considered telling Brian, but stopped when she remembered a past conversation.

The two laid side by side on the lawn of Hyde Park talking about anything and everything.

Y/N turned to look at Brian “Ya know Bri, with the amount of time we spend together, we might as well she be boyfriend and girlfriend” y/n said jokingly followed by a giggle.

“Honestly... I’ve thought about that” Brian said, causing Y/N to give him her full attention “But then I realize how good we are as best friends. We hang out like a couple, we go on ‘dates’ like a couple, but in the end we don’t have the stress like real couples do. And with the band becoming big now, I don’t think a relationship would be good for me. I don’t want it coming in between my career.” He spoke

Y/N continued to stare at him “I’m proud of you Bri. For making your dreams happen”

Y/N couldn’t tell Brian about her feelings. He even told her himself; he couldn’t be in a relationship. It would ruin his career. So instead of confessing her feelings, she chose to bottle it up.

Days. Weeks. Months. Y/N’s feelings grew by the minute. She always watched him while he performed, but now... she stared at him with a longing in her eyes and everyone could see it. All of Y/N’s friends knew she was in love with Brian. Even the rest of the band. But they too knew not to say a word to Brian.

As the band finished their last set, Y/N followed her routine and made her way backstage to greet her friends. She congratulated Roger, John, and Freddie and then finally made her way over to Brian who was taking a shot that definitely was not his first.

“Hello love did you enjoy the show?” Brian said as he gave that cheeky smile he always gave Y/N.

“Oh very much Bri” She smiled as she hugged him.

The group celebrated their successful show for hours, drinking many drinks and just having a wonderful time.

When midnight came around, Brian decided he was ready to go home.

“Come with me?” He looked at Y/N followed by a nod from her.

The two said their goodbyes and then made their way outside to call a cab. Y/N definitely wasn’t as drunk as Brian, so she helped him keep his balance as they waited. When the cab finally arrived, she helped him inside and then took her place next to him as he lied his head on her shoulder.

“Y/N... have i ev-ever told you how great you are?” He slurred as she helped him into his house.

“Not enough Bri. Not enough” she giggled, setting him on the couch.

She sat next to him as she turned on the TV. She continued to watch as she noticed Brian staring at her in the corner of her eye.

“Can I help you?” She giggled once more.

“Have I ever told you how beautiful you are?”

She replied with a blush.

“Honestly.. I’m stupid for never making a move on you. You’d be the perfect girlfriend love.” He said as he scooted closer to her.

Y/N’s heart began to raise. He was looking at her in the way she dreamed of at night. Like she was somebody who mattered.

Brian brushed a piece of hair behind her ear as she noticed he was slowly leaning in. She was freaking out inside. Brian May. The man she secretly loved for a long time was finally about to kiss her. She was about to kiss him. But she couldn’t...

As she watched him lean in, all she could hear were the words he said months ago.

“It would ruin my career.”

As much as Y/N wanted to kiss Brian. As much as she wanted to fall in love with him and spend forever with him... she knew she couldn’t.

“Brian” She whispered before he could plant his soft pink lips onto hers.

He looked at her with confusion.

“W-we can’t..” she said with sadness in her eyes “We’re just friends remember?”

Brian quickly backed away with an apology. He started to panic, thinking he overstepped. This hurt y/n. She wanted nothing more than to be in his arms. But then his panic was replaced with an unfamiliar look.

“If we’re just friends.. then why do you look at me the way you do?”

Y/N was caught red handed. He knew of her feelings. She knew she couldn’t keep herself hidden. She remained silent.

“If anyone were to be the right match for me, it would be you Y/N. You’ve been here for me s-since the beginning. I know you feel the same as I do” He slurred his words.

Y/N knew Brian was heavily intoxicated, so she used that to her advantage.

“How do you feel Bri?” she questioned him.

“When I look at you, all my fears disappear y/n. If the band doesn’t succeed, I know that you’ll b-be here in the end. That’s all that matters.” He looked at her.

He was lying.

She wanted to. She wanted to lean in, kiss him the way she has always wanted to. Tell him her feelings. Tell him she loved him.

But she couldn’t. She would never forgive herself if she took away Queen from him. If he was too focused on her to rehearse. She would hate herself forever. So instead, she gave him a soft smile and helped him to bed. She tucked him in and turned out the light before she began to walk away. But she was stopped.

“stay” he said.

She sighed as she slipped into her side of the bed. The same side where her and Brian spent their days watching movies and eating popcorn. Where she wished they were cuddling as lovers and not best friends.

She closed her eyes as she fell asleep to the sounds of Brian’s soft breathing. Knowing in her head that when he woke in the morning, he’d forget everything he ever said to her and she would go back to pretending.

Fallen Angel

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