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a man with the most beautiful laugh in the world ♡

A 9-year-old Julian Bashir who has had nightmares about evil doctors in an alien hospital for as long as he can remember. He doesn't tell his parents though because "he's a big boy now" and nightmares are for little kids, so he knows he should deal with them alone. And even if he'd like a hug sometimes, his mum only gives him hugs for doing well, not for doing badly, so he figures there's no point bothering her

A 15-year-old Julian Bashir who realises that the nightmares he used to have were based on the apparently very real alien hospital his parents had taken him to as a kid, and spends hours trying to figure out what were real memories and what his mind had made up over the years as he slept. The nightmares come back with an intensity, but they're nothing compared with how he's feeling when he's awake, and pretty soon they become a normal background noise of his life.

A 19-year-old Julian Bashir who's finally been moved into a solitary room after his third roommate in as many weeks complained about the almost-nightly screams. His advisor asks if he wants to speak to anyone: he claims they're just night terrors and he doesn't actually remember them. Besides, even if he could talk about what was in them, he probably wouldn't, because he's fine - he's used to them by now.

A 24-year-old Julian Bashir who gets woken from his nightmares by warm hands and gentle kisses, and learns what is like to be soothed back to sleep by the soft voice of Palis Delon

A 32-year-old Julian Bashir who has a different nightmare every night. The last year's been difficult. But then, it's been difficult for everyone, and he knows he's far from the only one to be suffering from nightmares at the moment.

A 34-year-old Julian Bashir who can't stop dreaming about the torture he went through four weeks ago, who's missing Ezri and who Miles is increasingly concerned about. When the O'Briens offer him their spare room for a while, he warns them multiple times about his nightmares, and is pathetically grateful when that doesn't change their minds. "We have nightmares too, Julian," says Keiko. "We can cope with yours."

A 34-year-old Julian Bashir who is confused when, three days later, Miles remarks, "You are having a bad run of those nightmares, aren't you?"

"They've been better than usual, actually," he replies awkwardly. "It's been really nice being able to go back to sleep afterwards, for once -- you and Keiko have been so generous in coming and checking on me."

"Course we're gonna come and check on you," says Miles gruffly. "You woke up terrified. We're not letting you do that alone."

"I'd be fine, Miles," Julian reassures. "I'm hardly going to expect one of you to come in every night."

Miles pauses. "...How long are you expecting to have them 'every night' for?" he asks, with some concern. "I mean, after a thing like this, how long does it usually take them to settle down?"

Julian stares at Miles. "I... have nightmares, Miles," he replies, frowning. "Just like you. Nightmares happen every night."

"No, they don't," says Miles, equally confused. "Don't get me wrong, they can do: after something big then sure, they're like that for a few weeks - a couple of months, even. But eventually they fall down to once, twice a week..."

Julian is looking at Miles incredulously. "That might be how it works for you," he says. "I guess my brain's different to yours. Mine don't stop, they just... mix. Change. Get confused with one another, eventually. I've had more dreams about being genetically modified by Sloan in the Dominion camp than I care to remember, you know?"

Miles' concern has turned into abject dismay. "You're saying you've had nightmares every single night since the Dominion took you?" he exclaims.

"Well, maybe not every single night!" retorts Julian, a little unsure what Miles is getting so het up about. "I do have some days when I don't... But yeah, pretty much. I've had nightmares most nights since I was fifteen, it's just how my brain processes stuff."

"Fifteen?"

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A 34-year-old Julian who finds out that having nightmares every night for two decades is, apparently, "not normal" and something he should be seeking help for.

If Ezri comes back alive, he supposes he might take it up with her.

don't touch me i'm down bad rn

Okay but thinking of comforting yuji makes me so soft. Like he would be all distraught and immediately would feel comfortable and safe enough with you. To finally give sweet sunshine boy a place to talk and vent HE DESERVES IT😭💕 I just want him to be safe and loved in this essay I-

Omg what are you doing to me? Poor baby Yuuji! It breaks my heart anytime I see him suffering and blaming himself. Ok, imagine:

Yuuji comes back from his mission, and you can tell immediately that something is very wrong. Your heart clenches painfully when you see him staring off into space, lost in his thoughts, the usual sparkle in his honey eyes missing. And the worst thing is that Yuuji is hugging himself. He's standing there, holding himself looking so lonely and broken, and it's just not fair that someone as kind and selfless as him is looking so lost.

You quickly abandon what you are doing to cross the room until you're standing in front of him. He was so lost in his own mind that he didn't even see you until now. But now he's looking at you, with a haunted expression on his pretty face, eyes silently begging you to do something.

"Yuu, what's wrong?"

He isn't even able to say anything, but you see his eyes becoming shiny with tears, and that's when you reach out and wrap your arms around him.

You feel him melt against you instantly, his arms coming around you too, and he's clinging to you desperately as if you are his lifeline.

You hold him tightly, stroking his back in soothing circles and whispering to him that it's ok. You feel some of the tension leaving him as he slumps against you, almost making you fall because he's so heavy. But he needs this, needs you and the comfort your embrace brings, and you give it to him willingly.

It's heartbreaking because Yuuji buries his face into the crook of your neck, and you hear a pained sob and feel his hot tears against your skin.

He mumbles into your neck, tells you about what happened on the mission. "I had to... I killed them... I can't take this anymore, all the pain and the death. It's not right. All of those bad things happen because of me."

"It isn't your fault, Yuuji. You aren't a murderer. You did what you had to do. You did it to protect someone else, right?"

You keep on reassuring him and petting his hair and holding him until he's calmed down enough to look at you and ask you:

"Do you really think I'm a good person?"

"Of course you are. You are the best person I know. You're so kind and always put others first. I know that you would never hurt anyone who didn't deserve it. And you always do your best to save others."

You can see the light coming back to his eyes before he pulls you into another embrace, holding you so tightly that it's hard for you to breathe. But it's ok because Yuuji is feeling better and you are glad that you can help him.

He doesn't want to let go of you the whole evening, and he doesn't have to. So you make sure to spend a lazy evening with him in bed where you re-watch his favorite movies. Only funny ones, though, so he won't get sad again!

Yuuji snuggles against you, resting his head on your chest and sighing happily when you run your fingers through his soft pink hair and keep telling him how sweet he is and how kind and brave and just so so good.

You give him all the reassurance and comfort that he needs. You show him that he is worthy of love and affection. Because that's something, Yuuji can't quite grasp. But you are making it your top priority to always make him feel loved and safe, and you can tell that it's working by the way Yuuji is smiling his sunshine smile again and doing his stupid little impersonations of the characters on the tv screen.

Later that night, when you are both about to fall asleep, cuddled up comfortably with Yuuji's head tugged under your chin and your arms wrapped safely around him, Yuuji quietly thanks you for being there for him. And he knows that you'll be here all night even when the nightmares come to haunt him. You will be there to hold him and kiss him and make him feel loved, and that gives him such a warm feeling.

Love watching TPOPP and seeing my silly lil’ blorbo (sorry, sorry I mean definitely tough and NOT silly mob boss)

the cutest bun

This is soooo beautiful!!! Frog boi!! (。♋﹏♋｡)🤍🤍🤍✨

Fake Peppino doodle (Recent vs Last Year)

Rewatching Naruto once again and god I can’t wait to fall in love with kakashi all over again.

some of my fave boo moments

980116: Happy Seungkwan Day!

Just a gentle reminder from our birthday boy💖

i was about to save a picture of hongjoong of ateez and instead of my kpop board popping up in the recommended boards, the "pretty things" board did and quite frankly pintrest, i agree

-`♡´- HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN YOONGI (09.03.1993) -`♡´-

↳ happy dancing butterfly 🦋 HOPE ON THE STREET [2024]

Ok so I need you to look very closely

He has has 2 piercings in his ear at one point

And he's so yummy for it

BUT LOOK YOU CAN SEE THEM THEY ARE THERE

so what if I wanna give him the world 🥹 bonus:

11 DAYS OF YOONGI ∟ Prompt: Comfort Yoongi 

(video cr. namuspromised | trans cr.)

some unique art of Barry in this promotional PAX 2023 poster thingy. look at how cute and smiley he is :) he's so excited!

happy tae day ♡ [cr. qdeoks, dwellingsouls] +

This is literally the first time I’ve seen fan art of my darling Rumble and I am in love

“Love at first sight with Bobble”

one head, one crown.

kendall roy you slimy rat bastard.

peak devastation