Im At Peace - Tumblr Posts

I feel mostly fine now... I think I just got triggered a bit after seeing various otherkin haters on YouTube (I didn't know what I was expecting...) That shit keep popping out my recommend feed. I've started ignoring that though... But right now I still haven't found a stable answer... I wish to confirm my lost identity, but I still question whether or not this is a waste of time... as much as I absolutely believe on Reincarnation and the Multiverse theory, I don't know if speculating on something truly passed is worth it... I'm growing up now, I'm starting to have a life, would it matter if I'm a dragon once in my past??? I see a lot of people with issues of their own, they truly feel like they're not of this body, while I.... am very comfortable with it. I feel proud of my body mostly despite feeling I was being held back by it's weaknesses sometime... But overall what I hated is my mental state... I feel absolutely torn on many things, and what's worst is that I completely feel that my problems are petty... I guess... I'm still at that state... completely unsure of my self... But as I'm writing this down I'm starting to feel fine little by little... I hardly think my past memories might comeback, I'm not too interested in living in the past, I just want to know why I'm like this now, and if it turns out I am what I think I am then I'll move on, take into my heart what I once was but not letting it rule who I am now... Because I am a human now... and that's reality...

Turns out I really making covers for my ocs stories is very therapeutic. I’m at peace.