Im Confessing Publicly Because Saying This To Strangers Online Is More Comforting Than Rejection - Tumblr Posts
4 years ago
I still think about the blue highlighter you gave me. I pretended I didn't really want it, but you insisted that I needed it-- it was drying out anyway, you said. I put it in my pencil case, where I later put more highlighters. But it's okay because-- I can always pick out your blue one by its missing stickers and how the transparent plastic turned grey from your use. Even when I do pick it out, I can never bring myself to use it for more than a couple seconds. I've kept it just like you gave it to me. A little dried out, but still warm from when you last touched it. I think it could be the comfort of familiarity, but I just want to carry that piece of you inside my pencil case forever.
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crush?
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wlw longing
why am I like this
i'm so tired
i like you
i like you so much and it's okay that you didn't like me bsck
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idk why
im sad because it's not like i ever confessed to you
confession
im confessing publicly because saying this to strangers online is more comforting than rejection
friendship
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excerpt from a story i'll never write