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Expectant Father!Miguel

Pairing: Miguel O'Hara x Fem!Reader Summary: Sweet Miguel who's a daddy to be and trying his best to support you and prepare for the baby's arrival! Word Count: 2.7k Warnings: none, just fluff Masterlist

Imagining a Miguel who after BTSV grieves and heals from his loss and trauma. He opens up and falls in love with someone, you, a Spider-Woman from another universe. The two of you eventually get married and after a few years of a beautiful marriage life, the talk about children comes up once more. You both talked about it early on in your relationship, of course, especially with Miguel losing Gabriella. You wanted to make sure that Miguel was open to the idea of starting a family in the future.

Even after marriage, the topic came up a few times here and there. Each time, Miguel always reassured you that he was open and ready for whenever you both decided to begin trying. And so, the talk eventually started again after a few years of enjoying your marriage. You both discussed it and reassured each other that you were both more than ready to start, so at last, Miguel and you begin trying!

Surprisingly, or may not so much, you soon begin to show symptoms and before you know it, there’s Miguel and you in your shared bathroom with pregnancy tests. Miguel holds your hand as you both wait for the result, both feeling nervous because this could be it. Trying to ease your nerves and his racing heart, Miguel peppers your forehead with kisses, whispering sweet words of reassurance.

“Te amo [I love you].”

“Don’t stress if it’s false symptoms, mi vida [my life]. We’ll keep trying.”

After what feels like forever, the tests reveal the results…

Expectant Father!Miguel, who tears up and wraps his arms tightly around you before kissing your face out of pure love and affection when the pregnancy test turns out positive.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who can’t sleep that night out of excitement! Miguel holds you close to his chest while you sleep soundly, planting tender and sweet kisses to your head to avoid waking you up as he thinks about the new and beautiful change in your lives, unable to believe that this is happening. He’s going to be a dad!

Expectant Father!Miguel, who wants to tell the whole world that you’re pregnant, but who agrees not to say anything for the first trimester, just in case. Despite wanting to scream the news to all of Nueva York, Miguel also loves being able to keep the news to yourselves. It’s your little secret!

Expectant Father!Miguel, who wants you to have the best midwife, doula, ob/gyn, or whoever you wish to treat you during your pregnancy. Miguel wants to make sure you and the baby will be well taken care off during and after the pregnancy in all aspects, especially medically, so he does research like his life depends on it with you to choose the right professional. This is especially important to him because he’s aware of how often women are disregarded when it comes to their own health, so Miguel wants to make sure that whoever you both work with, takes your concerns seriously.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who goes with you to every single appointment. No matter what. Miguel will schedule things around the appointments in order to go with you because he’s not missing one. His eyes soften up every single time he looks at the screen, seeing your baby moving around. He holds your hand, smiling and filled with happiness as the professional explains the progress. He may not say it at every appointment but he always thinks about how you both, “made that” happen.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who holds the ultrasound pictures after the appointment in his hands, looking longingly at them. At home, he asks if it's okay to frame them so they can be added to the wall of photos in your living room. He personally hangs it up!

Expectant Father!Miguel, who already keeps a stock of your favorite snacks in his lab, but now that you’re pregnant, expands it. As your pregnancy progresses and you start getting weird cravings, Miguel stocks up on a mixture of food items to be ready.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who will go anywhere and everywhere to get you food when you get cravings, no matter how weird they are. Miguel will travel the multiverse, even at 4am, to satisfy the cravings you and baby have!

Expectant Father!Miguel, who gains weight during the pregnancy, too! He doesn’t mind at all, but instead smiles every time he remembers, feels, or sees the new extra weight because “estamos esperando, mi amor [we’re expecting, my love].” He’s proud of it and he doesn’t let any little joke or comment about it get to him!

Expectant Father!Miguel, who massages your swollen feet to ease your discomfort! He tenderly massages them and rubs lotion to keep them soft. Talking about this, Miguel will do your toenails if you don’t get them done professionally. He surprisingly does a great job and he finds that this is another great way to continue pampering you in the future. Miguel also helps you put your shoes on, tying them when it's necessary when you find it too difficult as your pregnancy progresses.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who always tells you how beautiful you are, but especially now that you’re pregnant. Miguel thinks you’re absolutely gorgeous with your pregnancy glow, that's how he sees you, but he also knows that you could easily get ideas about your body not looking good or feeling self-conscious, so he makes sure to tell you often how stunning you are. Miguel wants you to know he loves you no matter what your body looks like!

Expectant Father!Miguel, who buys you the prettiest maternity clothes! He doesn’t care to spend money on clothes or anything else because he wants to you to feel beautiful and comfortable all throughout your pregnancy. Every time you go shopping, he always wants to buy you something, even when you tell him that you have enough clothes but again, Miguel wants you to feel beautiful and comfortable. Plus, Miguel is sure the maternity clothes will come in handy again in a few years!

Expectant Father!Miguel, who holds you tenderly and whispers in your ear how beautiful and strong you are when you have those moments of self-consciousness. He gently reminds you it’s okay to feel that, he knows your body is experiencing changes, but he also reminds you that in his eyes, you’re absolutely beautiful. “Eres una diosa, mi amor [you’re a goddess, my love]”, he whispers.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who starts reading books about parenting and babies! Miguel is an avid reader (you cannot change my mind about this; the man loves to read, but with so many duties as the leader of the Spider Society, our current Miguel doesn’t make much time for it, but he’s def a bookworm), so it’s no surprise that a neat pile of books always sits on his nightstand, but the difference is that his books suddenly turn from science and fiction genres to books about parenting, children, and childbirth to educate and prepare himself as a father. As the pregnancy progresses, Miguel stays up late reading while you’re curled up at his side, sleeping soundly. He rubs your back tenderly with his free hand, partly to comfort you in your sleep but also because physical touch is one of his love languages. Miguel takes little breaks here and there just to admire your sleeping figure, wondering what he did to deserve you and the life he has with you.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who loves cooking to spoil you! He already enjoyed cooking for you before but now he finds double the happiness because he knows you’re eating for two! Also, Miguel will cook anything and everything for you; from your favorite dishes to new ones you’re suddenly craving, even if he’s never cooked it before.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who has to keep his emotions in check during the first trimester because you both agreed to keep your pregnancy a secret to avoid raising suspicions. You both agreed to keep it a secret until the first trimester just in case there are complications, which thankfully do not come up. Despite both of you agreeing to behave normally, people at HQ begin to wonder why Miguel is suddenly extra smiley. Some spider members ask him about it, which makes him realize he’s not doing too great of a job acting normal (but like, you can’t blame him! Miguel is just so, so, so happy that you’re going to be parents!). During the first trimester, some spider members dare ask why he’s so much more cheerful, so he always hits them up with, “Can’t I just smile?” He then puts on a grumpy face for show and to quiet down the suspicions, even though he’s so happy he’d buy a holographic billboard to announce your pregnancy to the entire population of Nueva York if he could, which financially he can, but he’s certain you wouldn’t appreciate that too much.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who no longer bothers to hide his happiness and excitement once the first trimester has passed and you announce it to your friends and coworkers at HQ because the pregnancy is going well. He doesn’t care to hide his excitement when someone asks him how you’re doing or if he’s ready for possible sleepless nights.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who truly, and I mean truly, doesn’t care about the baby’s gender! You guys talk about it as the weeks go by, wondering and guessing for fun, but Miguel truly doesn’t care. Whether it’s a girl or a boy, Miguel is going to love, cherish, and protect that child until his last breath!

Expectant Father!Miguel, who is over the moon when your baby bump starts showing! His gaze softens every time his eyes land on it, his heart elated with happiness. Miguel loves to cup it in his large hands, filled with awe that a little being half him and half yours is growing in your tummy. He obviously knows how the process works but either way, Miguel is always filled with such awe as he caresses and cups your bump.

Expectant Father!Miguel, whose eyes widen and mouth parts the first time he feels the baby kick. He looks at you, his expression one of love and tenderness while he feels the soft kicks under his hands. He kisses you sweetly before he kisses your bump and whispers softly, “Mi familia [my family].” He laughs softly as baby keeps kicking and jokes about having “un futbolista [a fútbol player]” in the family, which only seems to fuel the kicks. This is how you both discover that the baby loves listening to him talk.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who talks to your tummy every day once you both discover that the baby loves listening to his voice. Miguel talks about how excited he is for the baby to arrive, about how loved they will be by both their parents. He often reminds the baby that, “I’ll always protect and love you.”

Expectant Father!Miguel, who is involved in a very part of putting together the nursery because he’s so excited about it. You catch him smiling to himself very often while you both work on the nursery little by little over the months. He builds the crib, making sure that it’s assembled properly for the baby’s well being, and every other piece of furniture that needs to be put together. Talking about furniture, Miguel makes sure there’s a bookcase included, one you both slowly fill with children’s books. He helps hang up the picture frames you both decided on with cute photos appropriate for a baby nursery. He buys the most comfortable chair/couch for the room so that you’re both always comfortable while tending to the baby. You try to keep a budget for the room, but Miguel tells you to not worry about that! Miguel has more than enough money to provide for you and the baby, and he doesn’t care to spend it on the two of you, so he has no budget when it comes to setting up the baby’s room because he wants to make sure you and the baby have everything that’s needed!!

Expectant Father!Miguel, who goes with you to every class you attend to prepare for the baby’s arrival. It doesn’t matter if it’s in the middle of the day. Just like how he schedules things around doctor appointments, Miguel also fits these classes in not only to make sure he’s there as a supporting spouse but also to learn and be prepared to assist and support you when the baby arrives.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who smiles warmly when members from the Spider Society throw you a surprise baby shower. He looks at the cute and small clothes with affection, filled with some amusement as well when he sees some of them are spider theme.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who reads to the baby and you because he learned from somewhere that this is beneficial for children. He does this late in the evenings when you’re both cuddling on the couch, his hand tenderly caressing your stomach. Due to his gentle voice, he usually lulls you to sleep right there on the couch. If you don’t wake up soon, Miguel carries you to bed.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who also plays music for the baby and you. Again, he read something about this having benefits, so he’ll play different genres but usually it’s calm tunes you both choose to play.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who sits with you to decide on a name once you find out the gender of the baby. You ask him about his opinion on the choices you’ve both selected, but he can’t settle on one. He never realized how hard it’s to choose a name, something your child will have forever. You think it’s cute how his eyebrows furrow in deep thought as he contemplates on his personal choice.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who sits on the floor while you sit on the chair you decided on for the nursery while the two of you pack the hospital bag when you’re in the last few weeks of your pregnancy. He checks the bag about a thousand times to make sure you and baby will have everything that’s needed while at the hospital, trying to make sure neither of you have forgotten something.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who makes sure your place is clean right before the baby arrives so that when you come home, the place will be spotless. He also makes sure that all the devices for the baby, such as the baby monitor, are ready to go.

Expectant Father!Miguel, who holds your hand as you’re about to have the baby and refuses to leave your side no matter what! He quietly and sweetly tells you how much he loves you, how strong and beautiful you are. He knows his words of encouragement might do little to ease your pain and discomfort, but the words spill from his mouth regardless because he truly believes what he’s saying. He brings your hand to his lips before he kisses the back of it with misty eyes, filled with so many emotions.

Papa!Miguel, who wipes his tears when the nurse hands you the baby for the first time. He gazes at you with so much love and affection while you hold your baby for the first time, noticing how gentle and natural you are at motherhood. He saves the image in his mind, knowing he'll remember that moment for the rest of his life.

Papa!Miguel, whose eyes spill more tears when you hand the baby to him so he can experience holding his child for the first time, too. His soft gaze captures every detail of his child’s face, searing it into his memory forever. He notes how light and small they feel in his arms, the warmth from their little body, and the beautiful scent coming from his child. He turns to look at you, smiling, and in that moment, he wonders if he’s dreaming all of this. If so, Miguel silently wishes that he never wakes up from this beautiful dream.

Finally got to post this one; it's been in my Notion vault since April 💀but anyway, thank you for reading!

Alondra❤️

Can we take a moment his first thought is anime NICE 🤣 I’m so keen to him

Drew myself in free draw on roblox

The way this looks better than the art I’ve made on procreate 😭 (I drew this on my phone)

ALSO someone drew my Roblox character and it’s sooooo cutteeee 😭

Everytime I want to amuse myself and cheer myself up, I remember how much of dumpsters on fire are Book Jaime and Sansa concerning Brienne and The Hound. 

Jaime being all: stupid, stubborn, ugly wench, why on earth do I bother, but Gods please give her strength, keep her safe, I wonder what she’s doing, she’s so gentle, I’m just gonna dream about her all the time, naked preferably, because she’s so ugly. She’s just too annoying and I want her out of my life, I want nothing to do with her so I’m gonna give her my most precious possession and send her to restore my fucked up honor, and she’s so ugly but I’m gonna stare at her astonishing eyes. She’s so boring so I’m gonna do everything I can to get her to talk to me cause I want so desperately to make her take me seriously. ‘Ser Jaime”, oh my god, she called me Ser Jaime, not Kingslayer, heavy breathing. I don’t care about her at all, and her fucking boring sense of honor, so I’m gonna tell her my heavy guarded secret, I never, ever told anyone nor I plan on doing so ever. You stupid, pigheaded wench! Here, take my precious sword, also I had armour made specifically for you cause I totally didn’t pay attention to your naked body after staring at you like a goat, and why would I, it’s enough I dream of you naked with a glowing sword being the only light I have left, here, take this horse that’s as ugly as you are, but it’s so beautiful, *shoves Podrick*. I wanted to kill you, and fuck if I care what happens to you, so I’m gonna lose the most important part of my body, which is my sword hand, to protect your honor, while wanting to stripe you of it myself, and I’m gonna fuck off from my safe return to my loving sister I so wanted to go back to to jump into a bear pit to save you unarmed and one handed because I totally hate you and you’re so stubborn and ugly…

Then there’s Sansa: He’s so repulsive, oh Gods, why is he so cruel? He’s no true knight, so dishonorable and violent, so I’m just gonna hope I can get him to be less cruel and try to get to him because I know he won’t hurt me, but damn he’s the cruelest man ever.  He has no morals, no chills and no honor, but he saved me, so I’m gonna think about him all the time. I dream of a handsome prince and knights in shining armour so I’m gonna spend every moment of my day and night thinking how I want this fucked up man to kiss me. I’m not a stupid girl anymore, I will learn to play the game and know what to do, so I’m just gonna imagine this dog of a man kissing me everytime I think of having anything to do with a man. So dishonorable, running away from a battle, please give me something to remember you by. He was just Joffrey’s cruel hound, but I’m gonna keep his blood stained cloak and put it on my shoulders every time I feel sad and lonely. He’s so disgusting, so when I thought I was being forced to do my duties as a wife, I imagined him in my bed instead of the man I was married to, and damn this hound, how dare he kiss me and make me sing and leave me nothing but a bloody cloak. I hate his cruelty and everything about him but Father please gentle the rage inside of him, keep him safe so I can still imagine him kissing me whenever someone else tries to. Now, I don’t want to think of this brute, I’m just gonna hug his dirty cloak cause he so means nothing to me…

But then, Brienne and The Hound are no better either.

Brienne *I’m so clueless how great my feelings for this man are, so my dumpster fire brain will turn it all into undying respect and saving his honor, and I’d rather hang than betray him and Ser Jaime this, Ser Jaime that * of Tarth

Sandor *this stupid little girl knows nothing of the world, and she’s so naive and damn I hate stupid little birds, but I’m protecting her with everything I have and trying to warn her how cruel life can be, and Little Bird I won’t hurt you, come with me I will kill everyone who tries to hurt you and whine about you to your sister with my dying breathe * Clegane

Hi my name is Jerrica Jem Hologram Benton and my alter ego is a hologram (that’s how I got my name) with blue eyebrows and blonde hair that reaches my shoulders and icy blue eyes like limpid tears and a lot of people tell me I look like Jacqui Benton (AN: if u don’t know who she is get da hell out of here!). I’m not related to Pizzazz Gabor but I wish I was because she’s a major fucking hottie. I have pale white skin. I’m also a businesswoman, and I’m in a band called Jem and the Holograms where I’m a lead singer. I’m a prep (in case you couldn’t tell) and I wear mostly pink. For example today I was wearing a pink suit with shoulderpads and a pink miniskirt, pink leggings and heels. I was wearing pink lipstick, foundation, black eyeliner and pink eye shadow. I was walking outside Starlight Music. It was sunny, which I was very happy about. A lot of Misfits stared at me. I put up my middle finger at them.

i had to think about a song but! how about save room for us by tinashe

Yesssss, queen Tinashe!!! Adding this song to by playlist!

It's giving lovers to exes trope with Bokuto 🥺💔

warnings: angst.

You & Bokuto were high school & college sweethearts. You've always thought that the two of you were going to the the couple that stayed together forever. The two of you had plans of getting married, having a family. He was the one! Until he wasn't, or so you thought at least :(

The two of you got engaged when he was at the peak of his career being a pro volleyball player. Bokuto was always busy with practices & traveled a lot for games, training & all that pro athlete stuff. You knew this was what you signed up for, but sometimes you couldn't help but feel a little neglected. Even though Bokuto always made sure to call & facetime you as much as possible whenever he was away, but it just wasn't the same. You saw your friends who were in relationships, & other people around you who were in relationships, & got to do fun things with their s/o. You envied that. You just wanted Bokuto by your side. & it wasn't like you could pick up & leave with him whenever he went out of town or something because you had to work. So when Bokuto brought up wanting to take you with him for an overseas game, you flipped. You were angry because he knew you didn't have the privilege to just take off work just to tag along with him. You asked him how long he'd be going for & when he told you he'd be gone for a few months all you could do was shake your head. You were going to be left alone again. You let your frustration speak for you when you told him you couldn't do this anymore. Bokuto was confused at first by what you meant, but when you took off your engagement ring & placed it on the coffee table in front of him he understood.

A year after ending the engagement, Bokuto is now dating someone else. You heard about it on the sports entertainment new outlets & weren't too bothered by it at first, until you saw him for the first time since you broke things off with him. You met him in the snack aisle of the grocery store. You were reaching for something at the top rack when someone grabbed it & handed it you. A mixture of feelings rushing through your body when you saw him. The two of you exchanged hellos & how are yous when the person he was now dating popped up next to him locking their arm around his muscular one. He introduced them to you, & you felt your heart break into a million pieces. The way he smiled at them, just like the way he used to smile at you. You cried in the car on the way back to your place. You didn't realize how much you had missed him being in your life until then. You didn't realize how dumb you were for letting him go. How selfish you were for letting distance separate you from your true love.

From then on, whenever you saw news about them on the internet or tv you couldn't stand it. You wanted him back into your life, but did he even want you back? Did he still love you because you still loved him.

send me a song, & i'll give you a scenario.