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The piano scene in S2E3 is somehow talked about SO MUCH but also not enough, and I know that doesn't make sense but hear me out. Wylan has been in the Barrel for how long with nothing from his life before, only the decency he stubbornly clings to (hence why he initially refused to make bombs for Kaz, but his desperation got the better of him) and, if we use the information from the books, his flute. And we know the significance of music in Wylan's identity: he used it to hide his disability by setting whatever was read aloud to him to a melody in his head; the music room was the only place in his father's house he was ever happy in; and, in Crooked Kingdom, he recalls sitting at the piano bench with his mother, and it's one of the few memories he has of her because she "died" when he was young, so of course his memory of her is going to be a bit foggy.

Music wasn't something he got so good at to win his father's approval the way science and maths were - music was always his. It's what makes him Wylan and not Jan Van Eck's son, and being in the Barrel has tried to separate him from that part of his identity. Yes, he plays his flute in S2E1, but he plays it out of desperation. How long has it been since he's played music because of how connected he is to it, not because he needs money? It's something he yearns to do, and so when he and Jesper break into Pekka's country estate, Wylan doesn't take his eyes off the piano when he notices it - not even while Jesper is talking to him. He yearns to feel the press of the piano keys beneath his fingers, for the comfort playing music always gave him, and I think this is beautifully signified in that frame where presses the broken piano key: he so desperately wants that comfort and security, but can't have it.

Even though it looks like he sits at the piano to encourage Alby to keep playing, it's more so because he couldn't pass up the opportunity to do what he's yearned to do for so long. It's only 30ish seconds, but he loses himself in the music he plays, in that security he's sought since he first arrived in the Barrel. He's reliving sitting at the piano bench with his mother, and a show headcanon I have is that this little piece of music was something Marya taught him or wrote for him or something he wrote for her. Either way, it's made him lose himself in those happy childhood memories of him playing the piano with her.

Then that momentary peace and comfort is snatched away from him as he snaps back to reality. He's not at his father's house playing piano with his mother: he's in the Barrel, wrapped up in the company of literal criminals, and his mother's been dead since he was eight (well, we know she isn't dead, but he doesn't). His guard goes back up, and he goes back to being Wylan Hendriks, the demolitions expert keeping a privileged past and childhood traumas close to his chest, the boy who was desperate enough to start playing criminal with a band of thugs and thieves.

(gif by me, scene credits go to @/autumnspacks on ig)

"he's insane for this" and it's just a dude with wet hair wearing a leather jacket

me when a work call interrupts my dad from listening to my long winded explanation of teen titans, dating back to why sidekicks were created and popularized

I'm getting anxious now that I can sense Sukuna's death drawing near. I hope Gege gives him a decent death—one that is gentle, and not humiliating. (Even if he doesn't deserve it)

I hope he gets to meet Gojo one last time.

Imagine Satoru playfully mocking him for losing to Yuji, and Sukuna simply gives him that soft look (TM) while saying that the damage he dealt him is the only reason they were able to succeed asdfghkdfht

i’m making my rounds to make sure all the besties are okay after this drop…

😌

I, in fact, am not okay. Not only because this happened, but also because this happened:

YEP!

Luke Hemmings for Euphoria + details

WHYYY

IM STILL HEALING FROM RUIN

w.whos gon tell him

Okay, y’all, how do we get Loki out of that fucking tree without sacrificing the point of his sacrifice and the meaning of his narrative?

#pathetic little meow meow (dilf edition)

Harryween – New York, Oct. 31

reached mag154 in my relisten but I’m gonna be so normal about it

I swear y'all if I see ONE MORE landoscar x brocedes parallels edit I'm throwing my phone across the room I can't do this anymore

During Somewhere That’s Green, if you look on the mantel when Audrey sings “in the pine sol scented air” you can see a framed picture of Audrey, Seymour, and their dog. And the best part is is that there’s actually a higher quality photo of this exact picture so we can see what it looks like up close

I love the details in this movie. They didn’t have to take a photo of Audrey and Seymour next to a dog and put it in a blurry background for a two second scene but they did 🥰

#this is my aesthetic

STOP YOU LOVE MY ACCOUNT?!?!?#,#^$&# ME??? I AM BUT A SILLY LIL GUY WDYM I LOVE UR ACCOUNT

Caught / polarpids / getting it right sound so delicious!!! omg I wanna see these so bad 😭🙏

auughhh !!! im so glad, because so far those are some of my personal favourites out of the kinktober bots !! as usual, it IS me, so dont be expecting miracles but i am hoping to get those ones out soon-ish !!!

(also feeling a little star struck rn ??? its a total honour, i love your account sm !!! <33)

Pyramid Head needs more love.

Where are y’all simpers at!?!

PYRAMID HEAD IN SILENT HILL: REVELATION (2012)

Okay, but the recent video Atz posted on instagram got me thinking…

Imagine Yunho, Seonghwa and Mingi, all of them dolled up in their expensive suits having just come back from an after party, having celebrated some new investments. You, their sweet girlfriend, was not feeling well, so you didn’t attend. But man how you wished you did when you saw them all stumbling through the front door with loosened ties and bunny ears perfectly perched on top of their heads.

They looked absolutely delicious.

It didn’t take long for them to start pampering you, kissing every part of exposed skin they could get to. The smell of alcohol and expensive cologne makes your head spin. All the boys quickly became obsessed with the idea of getting you to cum. A mission to fuck you until you pass out. Breed you like some pack of crazed rabbits. You were naked within seconds but the boys kept on their attire, only pushing their slacks far enough so they could pull their cocks out.

Mingi would be laying spread wide, on the couch with your lips wrapped perfectly around his thick shaft while Seonghwa sucked on your clit and Yunho thrusted his fingers, knuckles deep inside you. Your fingers were tightly wrapped around Mingi’s tie, tugging as you and feeling your tummy tingle and twist. You came three times before the boys were willing to change position. And when they did, your hands were clutching the cushions around your head while Seonghwa had your legs over his shoulders, bottoming you out. The way the bunny ears flopped in front of his face with his long black hair sticking to his forehead made you whimper and the fact Yunho was trying his best to distract you by sucking harshly on your breasts.

Mingi was sitting on one of the love seats watching the whole ordeal with his cock tightly in his grip. Everything was so overwhelming, too the point you were becoming a babbling mess. “Bunny…”

“What was that Baby?” Yunho sat up, glancing quickly at how Seonghwa thrusted slowly into you before looking back at your scrunched-up expression.

“Bunnies.” You repeated, moving your hand up to tug his ears slightly, patting his head. He had to laugh, Seonghwa then joining in with a sinister smirk attached to his growl.

“Yes, baby. We are your bunnies. And guess what...” He leaned down, moving your legs to wrap his waist so he could kiss along the shell of your ear “Bunnies like to breed. So hold on tight.”

And you did just that.

Min Yoongi of BTS for Grazia Magazine September Issue ‘16

ellie lost her left ring and pinky finger.

her ring finger — dina. the one she was supposed to marry. have a life with. grow old with.

her pinky — jj. the baby. the littlest. the one you take for granted until he’s gone.