Its So Weird To Think About Yknow?? - Tumblr Posts
1 year ago
Anyone else ever feel like you’re faking because of how many alters are in your system??? Blue and I feel like that a lot and then we look at each other and go:
“We’ve literally had full blown conversations with these people. We literally cannot control them.”
But like… we’re nearly 400 alters (that we’re aware of). We feel really… unnaturally big. Anyone else feel this way?? Because we know they’re all real and not imaginary. But like… it’s still weird. Y’know??
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it feels like we might be faking because of how large this system is
especially since Blue had a lot of doubt due to the size of this system when they first discovered it
like… especially since we were all designated as imaginary friends by them
but they also mention how we’d act of our own accord often
how nothing was really planned but just… played by ear for everything
it’s so weird to think about Y’know??
yes I’m rambling in the tags
no I will not apologize because it’s fun for me
anyway yeah
sometimes I myself get that feeling that I’m not real and that I’m probably just an imaginary friend
yay imposter syndrome/dissociation/derealization!!!