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Humans were never meant to exist (Yap session)

Some of the most tragic homes I've seen were merely a shelter, something to fend against the elements, and nothing more. It leads me to wonder which is the real tragedy? Is it being forced to abandon what we could've been, our morals, or whatever It may be to simply survive? Is it a tragedy when it is no longer an option to live but a choice to not die? Is that the real tragedy? The loss of desire? The lack of want? The right to live being taxed? In which all that remains is need? Though there isn't a loss or lack of desire, is there? It is surely there but neglected out of necessity; all that remains is unfulfilled longing. The tragedy, which is our system that ensures we no longer need to be animals, we no longer need to survive and hunt and defend, that we can be civilized, continues to fail? And oftentimes on purpose. What is wrong? What is wrong with this system? What is wrong with those who made it? Is that not a question we often find ourselves asking? What is wrong?

What is wrong with the brain? The body? The systems and the histories and the children and the economy and environment! What is wrong with it all! With me! With them! Is that not why we create science and philosophy and religion? to figure out what is wrong with it all? And do we not categorize to determine what is right? Maybe not; I am not a scientist, nor am I a philosopher, and I'm certainly not religious. I think. It's surface leveled of me to simply say it is about the wrong with our world. I know better, I know that it is also about our curiosity, our seemingly never-ending hunger for understanding. But bear with me. Isn't it something we often find ourselves asking? What is sin? What is immoral? What is the issue, the problem, what is wrong? And we have a variety of answers to choose from. We've had a millennium to decide for ourselves, to pose the question. I sometimes wonder if we are what's wrong? Is the common denominator simply us? Humans? Are we always trying to discover what is wrong because we know intuitively that we are simply wrong as a species? Humans were never meant to exist. We Were a 1 in a million chance. Is that perhaps the problem? Is it simply that nothing we do or think or feel will ever be right because our mere existence was wrong, and flawed and parasitic to begin with? Are humans just inherently wrong? But wait--my mother told me that by saying we were "never meant to exist" would imply there is an order, that there is some code, something that predetermines existence. Life, What is meant to be, and what is right. That statement would imply something fateful. If we were never "meant" to exist, then why do we? If there is some divine set of rules and codes determining the privilege and curse of existence, why did it mess up? Am I wrong? Perhaps I'll never be right if this is the case.

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i love yapping

I am also desperate for zombie Polites, it’s so cute. If you have the time and energy, please share

Okay so yapping time about this AU! (Ignore any mistakes, it is midnight here 👍)

okay, so first things first; Polites, Odysseus and Eurylochus work for the same company as Odysseus as CEO and they have to go on a lot of different business trips. The last one they go on before the apocalypse was to Greece, meaning once it began they got stuck there.

A few months passed and while most things have became chaotic, Odysseus managed to keep things under control with Eury and Poli, motivated by wanting to return home to his wife and son (of course).

But one day, after getting ambushed, Polites gets scratched in the leg by a zombie. Odysseus is acting as if it’s fine, silently praying that because it wasn’t a bite, that Polites would be okay. Unfortunately, Polites does turn.

Eurylochus and Odysseus argue about what they should do with their friend, Eurylochus thinks it’s too dangerous to keep him around and that they should just put him out of his misery, but Odysseus refuses, stating that one day there might be a cure. Eurylochus hesitantly agrees but makes a deal that Polites will stay muzzled.

To both of their surprises, Polites is fine with being muzzled and doesn’t even try to attack them. If anything, he seems more clingy than usual. Odysseus uses this as another reason to keep Polites alive.

Polites is basically like their guard dog, super affectionate around them but doesn’t hesitate to defend his friends. He doesn’t usually act on his urges to kill humans but one day Eurylochus has a pretty bad wound and Polites goes feral for a bit, especially since his muzzle has fallen off. They are both fine afterwards but Eurylochus makes sure to be nowhere around Polites when he’s hurt.

That’s basically all I have for now, there is still some plot to be worked on but I do know Polited does get cured and is (mostly) okay!

Also silly doodle of him since I absolutely adore this man

(This does not count for day 11 btw)

I’ve decided to make a little side-blog for ramblings and outtakes and stray thoughts and updates, so find me over @bloombun if you’re into that!

WAIT WAIT WAIT YOU'RE SILLY SYSTEMS !!!!!!!!!!!! SICKKKKKKK /gen /srs

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WAIT WAIT WAIT, you didn't know???

Bro in the sillysystems intro this blog is tagged in the "about the owner" and in my system community sideblogs masterlist I have sillysystems tagged 😭😭😭 /nbr

Yeah I'm sillysystems, is one of my like 20 sideblogs LMAO

Everytime you send an ask there I'm like "Oh, it's them :D"

Me fr. I fucking love dnb! Non-among us Sam is literally based off of dnb it’s literally my hyper fixation. X3 even if I don’t yap bout dnb Justin always listens to me! I also like when he yaps. Sillyness, love that guy.

I mostly based it off of basic dnb but looked at some pictures of yambo and took the eye look. Then threw on my classic top hat and bow tie (hat and bow based on my roblox avatar)

Fuck I ramble on so much.