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Don’t Let Me Love You | Chapter 5

pairing: Felix x fem reader; Chan x fem reader

genre: smau, fake dating, crack, angst, fluff, non!idol au

pov: 1st/2nd person (depending on how you view it)

warnings: swearing, mention of food, fat shaming, Bai

summary: With the upcoming wedding of her cousin and her ex, Y/n is in desperate need of a date for the wedding that will show the happy couple that she moved on.

word count: 1,372 (unedited)

screenshot count: 4

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"Felix," You sigh when you open the front door of your apartment to find your fake boyfriend holding flowers, a brown paper bag, and a coffee cup. You let him in and head back to your room to finish your makeup.

"I can't show up empty handed, Y/n. You don't want your parents to think you're dating a loser." He closes the door behind him

"Well, you haven't slept with my cousin so you're already an upgrade from my ex." You say flatly. You put the finishing touches to your look before joining Felix out in the living room.

"This is for you. One ice cafe mocha." Felix hands you the coffee cup.

"Keep this up and I'll marry you." You take the a sip from the straw and hum in delight when the taste hits your tongue.

"I figured you could use a pick me up after last night. Or is it technically this morning?"

"God, don't remind me. I still don't know how most of files got corrupted in the first place. I'm just glad we were able to recover most of them. Thanks for that by the way."

"No problem, I know a bit about computers. You and Hyunjin might have killed each other if I didn't." You laugh at the image of you and Hyunjin fighting last night. You two were in the middle of a small screaming match by the time Felix had come over to bring the coffee.

"Hyun would have lost instantly. The man is weak. Anyway, let's take some pictures before we go." You take another sip before pulling out your phone to snap some pictures.

Felix grabs your hand as you two stood outside of your parents' front door. You're not sure if it's from the two shots of espresso in the cafe mocha or nerves. Felix is holding the flowers in his free hand while you hold the brown paper bag, which you learned holds a homemade cinnamon crumb cake.

The front door finally opens and instead of being greeted by one of your parents, you're met with the witch witch of the west herself. She throws her arms around you, giving you a quick hug that you don't return.

"Y/n! You're finally here. I was starting to think you bailed. And you must be ...Felix." She has an expression that you can't read on her face.

"Nice to meet you. Bai, right?" Felix gives her a tight lipped smile before she moves out of the way to let us in.

"Your mom is in the kitchen and your dad is in the attic with Chris." She says.

"Thanks, Bai," You say with a fake smile.

Both you and Felix walk straight through to the kitchen. Your mother is hunched over the oven, finishing dinner. You smile fondly at her, remembering how you used to spending time in the kitchen watching her cook when you lived with her. You miss living at home, but after everything went down with Bai and Chan, you needed to leave. You couldn't be in the same house as her.

"Mom?" You call softly, being sure not to startle her while she's next to open flames.

"Y/n! You're here!" She puts the spoon she was holding down and wipes her hands on her apron before running to you to give you a hug. You melt into her hug.

"Mom, this is my boyfriend, Felix." You say once you seperate.

"Nice to meet you, ma'am. This is for you." Felix hands her the bouquet of flowers.

"Y/n, honey, will you put these in a vase for me please? And you, don't call me ma'am. You can call me mom. You've been dating my daughter long enough." Felix looks to you for help.

"Mom, give the man time to breathe. He also made a cake for tonight." You put the brown paper bag on the counter and go to find a vase.

"You made a cake? From scratch? Y/n, this one's a keeper, don't let him get away." You freeze for a second. Your mother probably didn't realize what she said. You tilt your head slightly and go back to putting the flowers in a vase.

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"Here. I knew you'd want some sort of dessert before dinner so I brought this." Felix pulls out a neatly wrapped brownie from his jacket pocket.

You had gone out enough with Felix during the past week for him to pick up on your habit of having dessert before your actual meal, a habit you picked after watching Remember Me with Chan when you first started dating. Felix had watched you try, and fail, to convince your mom to let you have a piece of cake.

"God, I love you. Thank you." You take the brownie from Felix and take a small bit.

"You still do that?" Chan asks. He hasn't spoken to you directly all night. His eyes widen, realizing that he voiced an internal thought.

"Uh, yeah. I guess some habits die hard." You mumble, taking another bite. You had to fight the urge to look at Chan then entire time you were sitting together. Looking at him made your heart hurt, but something still drew you to him.

"I'm surprise you still do. But I guess you have a boyfriend now so you don't have to care about your appearance as much. I'm sure they make bigger sizes of the bridesmaid dresses I'm looking at." Bai chimes in, sipping her water.

Your parents are in the kitchen, finishing dinner. Bai would never talk to you like that in front of them. At least, not so obviously, it would mess with the image they have of her. She's mostly creative with her insults around them.

Losing your appetite for the brownie, you wrap it back up and put it on the coffee table. Chan gives Bai, who looks completely unbothered, a look that you recognize as his "what are you doing?" look. Felix grabs the brownie and urges you to keep eating it.

"Y/n looks fine. Appearance doesn't matter but her soul and her body are equally perfect. And if she does end up gaining weight, there'd just be more of her to love." Felix says before trying to get you to eat another piece of pr brownie. You couldn't help but blush before taking the brownie and eating it. Bai rolls her eyes and leans back in her chair.

"Dinner's ready!" Your dad calls from the dining room.

"Y/n, how's the comic going?" Your dad asks over dinner.

"It's going good. Hyun and I sent in the manuscript for the next volume this morning for printing. We're going to go to Jeju Island in a few weeks to do some research for next year's volume." You explain before taking more food in your mouth.

“Just the two of you?” Bai asks, picking at her food.

“Of course. It’s a work trip.” You respond, not looking at your cousin.

“Are you okay with that Felix? Those two are awfully close. They even lived together for a while.” She directs her attention to Felix, a smug smile on her face.

Your grip tighten around your fork as you try to bite your tongue. You're practically shaking with anger when Felix calmly slips his and into yours and squeezes.

"Of course I'm okay with it, I'm not insecure." He says, looking her directly in the eyes. You watch as Chan's mouth twitches, trying to hide a smile. Bai's face turns red in anger, but she somehow manages to remain calm. You, on the other hand, look at Felix, who has a smug smile on his face, in amusement.

***

A few minutes into your walk, Felix crouches down to the floor and lets out a concerning scream. You look around to you see what could have caused this sudden reaction. He stays crouched on the ground, hands in his hair, muttering something to himself.

"F-Felix? Are you okay?" You hesitate to approach him.

"Remember how I said I was getting over a girl?" He asks, not looking up at you.

"Yeah?" You ask confused, not sure what that has to do with anything.

"The girl is Bai."

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Our Story Won't End - Lee Felix

Synopsis: "I refuse to give up on us." Pairing: College Student!Lee Felix x fem. reader

Genre: Angst. Established relationships, arguing with one another, fighting for one another with one another.

Word Count: 2.8k

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Felix re-read your text message to him over and over again. How could he be so ignorant? It felt like he had the opportunity of a lifetime, but he had just wasted it.

He had to make things right.

Last night, Felix took you out on a date. A first date, to be exact. Everyone had been waiting for the moment where he finally confessed his feelings to you. I mean, everyone seemed to see there was a connection between the two of you besides the two of you. For him, he just had to build up his own courage to believe you were were interested in him.

The two of you met through Hyunjin, who shared an Art History seminar with you. One day, when Felix was waiting for Hyunjin to get out of class, he saw you emerge from the building. Instantly, Felix had to find out your name.

Just finding out who you were led to this beautiful friendship. But the friendship slowly was beginning to transform to mutual pining. You had always found Felix attractive. The first thing you noticed about him was his freckles, which looked like as if they were kisses from angels across his cheeks. And he noticed your bright smile. You had the ability to light up whatever room you stepped into, capturing everyone's attention.

That sheer observation made it more urgent Felix makes a move before someone decided to come along and sweep you off your feet first. He at least wanted the opportunity to prove his capability of being the man you needed.

Your friends and Felix's had taken it upon themselves to get you two together, one way or another. It had been a struggle for a few weeks, but eventually, Felix got the bravery to finally ask you out.

He had anticipated this date for a week and a half. The only reason why the date was pushed back so far was due to midterms. He completely understood as he had his own papers and projects to turn in. Any amount of time would be worth it to finally get some one-on-one time with you.

He promised to take you out to a nice dinner in town followed by a walk along one of the bridges connecting downtown to another part of the city. It had a breathtaking view of the city. A hopeless romantic, he knew the view wouldn't compare to you though. All he wanted was to bring you somewhere to show you off and wow you. Word had traveled from Hyunjin that you were growing frustrated with dating, the lack of effort people were putting into planning dates.

Felix saw the challenge and wanted to beat it. The ultimate victory would be claiming you as his.

However, the date itself was a recipe for disaster.

First of all, it started raining that afternoon and wasn't forecasted to lighten up until the next day. There was no way that Felix would postpone the day, not when you both had been counting the days. Adding an extra day seemed torturous to the both of you. He promised that he would come up with an alternate plan for the bridge after dinner, something that would keep the night going and keep you both wet and warm.

That part at least was out of his control. Everything else that proceeds unfortunately was caused by him.

Changbin and Minho had came home from an early afternoon gym session, their own way to combat the dreary afternoon. After every gym session resulted in a feast by the two. Mainly by Minho because Changbin most likely would cause a fire. Felix decided to join in and enjoy the meal with his two friends.

He wasn't going to pick you up until 6pm. He would be fine. Besides, if he ate now, he wouldn't overstuff himself at dinner.

A full stomach led to a sleepy Felix. And his bed seemed so tempting. A quick nap wouldn't harm. He would be able to stay out all night, if you wanted.

However, Felix missed a key detail. He never set his alarm or asked any of his housemates to wake him up, so he had ample time to get ready for the date.

5 Missed Texts from y/n 1 Missed Call from y/n

Felix jolted awake from the feeling of vibrations against his bed. He looked down to se you had attempted to call him, and now you were in the process of leaving a voicemail. What is going on? Is she okay?

Seeing the time flash on his phone, his eyes widened and heart dropped. 5:45pm. Fuck.

Quickly, he began to frantically text you.

"Hey sweet girl, I'm sorry. I took a nap 🥲 Let me hop in the shower and I'll be over"

What crushed Felix the most was that you texted back almost instantly. He wouldn't be surprised if you cancelled the date. Not when he treated it like it was nothing by foolishly taking a nap.

"No worries! Just text me when you're heading over"

God, he didn't deserve you.

By the time Felix showered, got dressed, and was ready to go, it was 6:20pm. Probably the fastest shower he's ever taken but still didn't feel fast enough considering you were waiting on him.

"Hey, aren't you supposed to be on your date?" Chan asked him. "Yeah, yeah, I'm going," Felix muttered back.

He had no time in side conversations as he was late as it is. Chan, sensing the irritation of the young man, put his hands up in defense and walked away. Felix hated being short with people, not wanting to be rude or inconsiderate. He was definitely getting inside his own head for being so irresponsible.

"heading over right now" "ok! drive safe and text me when you are here 🩷"

At least you didn't seem too mad at him.

Felix rushed out to his car in lightening speed. It was moments like this when he wished superpowers weren't fictional. If he could, he would snap his fingers and already arrive at your doorstep. Anything to cut down on the time you were waiting for him.

The drive was quite smooth considering how much it was rain. Puddles were already starting to gather on the roads. Of course, Felix wasn't driving recklessly despite the pressure he was facing. He was trying to remain as cool and collected, especially as people tend to drive unpredictable when there were hazardous conditions. The last thing Felix wanted was to cause a bigger mess by letting his frustrations get the best of him.

It was while driving he began to realize just how full he was. Maybe the rushing around to get ready or sleeping on his stomach upset his stomach. What he did know was that he couldn't sit down for a full meal as he promised to you. "Shit," he sighed. You had been so understanding so far. He was sure you'd get it.

The GPS was guiding Felix to your apartment. Every now and then, he would glance to make sure he was heading in the right direction. Once he saw he arrived, he turned it off to begin to hunt down for a parking spot. There were times Felix was grateful for having a car, as it helped him get around easily around the city. Yet, moments like this, when there seems to be no available parking made him wish he didn't drive.

The only available parking spot was about a block and a half away from your apartment. It was still raining, but nothing as crazy as it was when he left his own apartment.

"hey! just arrived" "oh perfect, I'll head down. see you soon!"

His heart fluttered at your text messages. The date had started on a rough start considering he was late, but he was determined to make sure it was still a good date. One that at least would land him a second date where he could really win you over.

Turning off the ignition, he stepped out of the car. However, he was immediately met by a car splashing water on him as they sped by.

"You've got to be kidding me!"

How can this get any worse?

Buzz buzz

He glanced down to see your name flash on the screen. He tried his best to let the anger subside before picking up the phone. Not exactly the best tone to start off the evening.

"Hello?" "Hey! I don't see you."

Felix's eyebrows furrowed together and he frowned. He glanced around his surroundings as he stood on the sidewalk. What? Did he put in the wrong address?

"Are you positive? I'm like across the street from you."

There was a pause. Maybe you were checking your surroundings? Maybe you didn't quite catch him the first time because of the passing traffic?

"Yeah, Lix, I'm positive. Are you on Oakwood?"

Oakwood Avenue? Felix was about to respond but he glanced up at the light post at the corner of the sidewalk. He squinted his eyes to see the green street sign to indicate where he was. Instantly, his confidence flattened.

Gates Street.

"Oh y/n, I'm sorry. I'm on Gates." Felix began to look around to try to figure out which way he should walk, so he could get to you. What an impression he was making, huh?

"Don't worry, Felix! I can start walking in that direction. You're about one block away from me. I'll start walking right now." "Ok."

Felix hung up first before sliding his phone away in the pocket of his rain jacket. The bottom half of him was still soaked from being splashed, including his shoes and socks. This was just a disaster. The only saving grace was that he was finally going to be able to see you.

That was why Felix remained where he was. If it was anyone else, he would have just turned on his heels back to his car and head home. He couldn't do that to you, not when he kept you waiting both for the day of the date but for himself. He had to try to salvage the rest of the evening.

From a distance, Felix saw you approaching him. His eyes widened to see how you were dressed. Even despite the rain, you went above and beyond. For him. You were wearing a black silk skirt with white tennis shoes, a mix of different styles but still spoke true to your personality. You also wore a black ribbed shirt underneath your pink rain jacket. You had your hair down in your natural hair. Felix always loved how your hair looked. He wanted so desperately to drive his fingers through it. He also took note of the gold earrings you wore. You looked heavenly.

And it made him feel like absolute shit. The fact he was dripping wet didn't hide his outfit choice. He wore a simple pair of jeans, a black hoodie, and black sneakers. It was almost as if he just picked whatever clothes he thought were clean.

"Hi Felix," you greeted him, a wide smile on your face. "Hi y/n," he smiled weakly.

Not much was exchanging between the two of you. Felix did open the passenger door for you, to help you in. He quickly jogged around to the driver side before slipping in. One of the things you adored about Felix was his bubbly personality. He was the definition of sunshine. Unfortunately, it seemed like the sunshine was being blocked out by the rain.

"So I was thinking maybe we can go out to eat and just sit by the bridge? I know it's not the same as walking it, but I figured we could still go see it?" "Oh yeah, that sounds great! Are we still doing korean barbecue?"

Felix's stomach churned at the thought of eating that much food. He quickly shook his head as he buckled himself into the seat. You couldn't help bur frown. You had been looking forward to going to the restaurant since he proposed the idea when he asked you out.

"I'm sorry, y/n. My stomach hurts a bit. Why don't we just do drive thru so we can eat in the car and not get wet anymore?"

Trying to be optimistic, you nodded your head. You kept a gentle smile on your face. You were still getting the chance to spend time with Felix. He at least still showed up for the date. It was something better than nothing.

"Yeah, Felix, that sounds good." "McDonalds?"

Maybe you spoke too soon.

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Staring at the text you sent Felix, you let an exasperated sigh. You really wanted things to work out with Felix. He seemed like a genuine guy, someone down to earth and unafraid to express himself. You needed a change from the typical guy you go for. And Hyunjin hyped up what a great guy Felix was.

And it was evident from how much Felix texted you. You had been under the impression that he was into you, especially with how detailed he was about your plans for the first date. You had gotten so excited just for it to burst.

You tried your damn best to be understanding. Things change, and dating in college doesn't always mean you have to have the most romantic first dates. You had just be hyped up to expect more to be left with next to nothing.

Part of you was also upset just that he seemed not to care when he met up with you in person. He seemed to say all the right things to lure you in, and maybe he assumed he didn't need to impress you? That you were already his?

If that's the case, you didn't want to be a part of it. You wanted someone who was going to put in effort, just as you did. Or at least as much as they could. You realized that putting 100% effort is an unrealistic ask, but you at least wanted someone to communicate with you. You just couldn't shake off that Felix seemed to be in such a sour mood throughout most of the date.

Did he really not want to be with you? Did he only go out with you because you knew Hyunjin? It just left you feeling shitty.

Knock knock

You looked up from your phone, which laid on your comforter, to look towards your bedroom door. Your roommate was peaking her head in with a soft smile. You couldn't help but raise an eyebrow and match her smile.

"What did you do?" You playfully asked. "I didn't do anything. All I'm saying is that you might want to come downstairs."

And just like that, she slipped away. Your curiosity was peaked, so you had to go investigate. Slowly, you pushed yourself off the bed to go venture downstairs.

"Hi y/n."

That voice. Your eyes looked down the staircase to see Felix standing at the front of the door. He had an apologetic smile on his face as he stood within the threshold. There was a bouquet of flowers in his hand with a small plastic container of brownies, or at least that's what you believed from the distance.

"Oh, hi Felix. I guess this is why you left me on open," you laughed awkwardly.

He shared in that awkward laughter. You couldn't deny that your heart swelled that he still showed up at the door, but why was he here?

"Y/n, I know I don't deserve a second chance. I really fucked up our first date. Literally has to go down in history as the worst first date of all time."

Well, there is no arguing with that. Yet, you still were willing to hear him out. You made your way down the staircase until you reached the foyer, only a few feet away from him now. Up close, you could see more of the freckles that made you weak in the knees.

"I've been waiting for the chance to take you out, to treat you special and I failed. Of course, getting to see you was amazing. You're even more incredible than Hyunjin described. I owe you a massive apology for wasting your time and treating you poorly. If you could, I would love a chance to make things right."

"Brownies are a good start," you said.

His eyes widened slowly, registering what you just said to him. "Really?" he whispered.

You couldn't help but giggle, genuinely this time. You nodded your head as you stepped closer to him, taking the flowers into your arms. "Come on, we can go to the kitchen. I can make some tea or something. Maybe we can watch a movie and eat these brownies?" You suggested.

This definitely was the second chance Felix prayed for.

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Unfortunately based on a real date I had this past weekend just with an alternative ending that I would've liked. Essentially had to end things with a cute guy for putting in very little effort 😅

Dating in yours 20s is definitely an *experience* let me just say that