Lyr - Tumblr Posts

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till i found her

now i find her everywhere

shes always there /lyr

drew my lil ghost of chicago :)

made a few more variants cuz i was vibin to the looped song and so that chicago gets haunted by all our ghosts /j (ftu! made on wigglypaint by me :DD)

SHE GETS MARRIED TOMIORROW OHWHENIMGONEFORNOW(??)UHHHSOMETHINGIDK BADABABADAABADBABDABDAAA BDADBADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

/more lyr cuz the ending just blasted in my ears and istg im addicted to music like weed cuz that felt so nice

CW: Vent, Depictions Of Mutilation, Suicidal Ideation, Brief Mention Of SH, Brief Mentions Of SA, S1vt Shaming, Mentions Of A Past Unhealthy Relationship, Bad Grammmar

(Please Be Mindful Of Your Mental State Before You Hit Read More! Please!)

I Feeel So Sick Like I’m About To Fucking Pop I Can’y. Keeep Doing This.

I Was Friends With A Fucking Psychopath That Ruined My Fucking Life That Wanted Yo Rake Me Down With Them. They Were So Obsesssed With How I Was, But Kept Tricking Me Into Thinking That They’ve Moved On And Are Proud Of Me.

I Hate Them. I Hate Them I Hate Thaem.

Now If I Dare Try And Show Any Emotion Of Anger Or Burnout, I Immmediately Want To Hurt Myself Because That’s Not Who I’m Suppposed To Be!!! What I Want To Be!!!!! You Wouldn’t Want To Go Back To Being An Abusive Prick, Would You!?!!!?!!!!!

But Was I Ever An Abusive Prick In The First Place?

Almost Ever Freidn. I Never Had A Areal Friend Until Almost Two Years Ago.

I Was Just Used. For Something That I Was Tooo Young To Be Having Taken.

I Was Nothing But A BROTHEL TO THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS.

AND THEY WANTED ME TO BE A BROTHEL FOR THEM. FUCK THAT.

I Can’t Do This. I’m Trying Not To Cry At Work And Everything’s Settting Me Offf And I Feeel So FUCKING Miserable I Just Want To FUCKING Dive Offf A FUCKING CLIFFF.

I Want To TEAR MY BODY OPEN. I DON’T WANT TO BE IN MY SKIN. IT’S TOOO PAINFUL. FEEEL TRAPPPED.

I’m So Sorrry. But God I Can’t. I Don’t Know _Where_ I Can Properly Vent This Shit To. I Apologize.

I know a powerful Todd?

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GIRL HELL 1999 - FEMTANYL

[Verse 1] I like lying to myself that I like everyone I meet It's a funny little cycle, do it while I fall asleep If I do it everyday and if I do it every week Then I just might become a better man you wanted out of me

[Chorus] I got cellophane wrapped around the lining of my throat If you ever hear me breathing then that breathing is a joke Please be nice to me and I will do exactly what I'm told Simple, I get to be dumb, you get to exercise control Exercise control Exercise control

[Verse 2] Can you please just check again? I'd become fucking destitute before I'd be your man There are wires overhead and there are wires in your hand You pull the plug on me, I switch you up again (It's your problem)

[Bridge] It's your problem It's your problem It's your problem It's your problem I just make this shit so you can lose your-

PUSH UR T3MPRR - FEMTANYL

[Verse] You got exactly what you want I got exactly what I wanna be I was inspired not to cut When you told me that you wanna see IV tube inside my arm I've always struggled with my honesty But now I'm honest like I'm Abe 4am I'm on an odyssey I got your beat down to the pulse You're in the red like all the cars I see Break new ground I blam the blunt I get clocked like its a job to me

[Chorus] Push your temper Push your temper Push your temper Push your temper

[Verse] I got a guy and we're best friends, I hopе we get to kill ourselvеs together Grab me by the hips and flip the switch and lose your temper People never change but skin will rot in any weather Come with me lets play pretend I know you'll feel great Its not cause I don't like you, I don't wanna see your face Bitch I do not miss you, I miss how you used to taste Put your cigs out on my tummy smoke three packs a day I'm just here to push your temper, put me in my grave

P3T - FEMTANYL

[Verse 1] Blood-red, symptomatic, vomit on my bed Wellness check at 2AM, bitch they will find me dead I don't leave my house, I don't even leave my bed Open sores cover my body, treat me like your pet I live in your LCD screen, I live in the rubber Chemical, I hit your block and all your windows shuttered Treat me like I'm single-use, don't treat me like your lover I pick up your singles and I throw them in the gutter

[Chorus] Pet Pet Pet Pet Treat me like your pet Pet Pet Pet Treat me like your pet Pet Pet Pet Treat me like your pet Pet Pet Pet

[Verse 2] Novocaine, lobotomize me, teach me how to think I know what's inside of you, it's all just red and pink Hit me with your blade and then put me under covers Wait until I rot and then explain it to my mother Teach me how to lie, teach me how to trace the caller I come with a keychain, you can buy me for a dollar I glitter in the strobe light and I bloat under the water I never wanna go outside again, it's for the better, I'm your-

[Chorus] Pet Pet Pet Pet Treat me like your pet Pet Pet Pet Treat me like your pet Pet Pet Pet Treat me like your pet Pet Pet Pet Treat me like your-

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Heroes in a half-shell (Turtle Power!) Rising up against evil, paint the city green Raph is ready for a fight Leo's making a scene Mikey's got mad skills Donnie rocks machines With each other they discover their destiny and RISE (COWBUNGA)

Rise of the... Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Rise of the) Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

Growing up in shadows, New York City underground Uncovеring the power that's been hiding all around The city needs hеroes when there's trouble on the prowl Four brothers from the sewers rise to take the villains out! (Rise of the!)

Rise of the... Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Rise of the) Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles

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