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Magdalene Grieving (1605) by Caravaggio.
People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didnโt care for me at all.
I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldnโt be more different.
I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didnโt feel as real as Iโd hoped.
There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me
haha lol yeah I animate reaction gifs for myself
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me at 5: i canโt wait until iโm a teenager iโm gonna have so much fun
me at 15:i canโt wait until iโm in my twenties iโm gonna have so much fun
me at 20: i canโt wait for the sweet, sweet embrace of death
ancient mgs doodles scanned at long last
OC artists are so fucking cool. you made up some fellas and now theyโre in a world
Kids today are so spoiled. Back in my day we had to fap to Giovanniโs mysterious silhouette and now he just runs around willy-nilly in a goddamn Speedo.
Iโm so glad that there is an entire genre of person whoโs trans masc awakening was Dr. Alto Clef himself.