Military Brat - Tumblr Posts
Every time i see one of these opal coraline a couple other movies as well like over the garden wall i feel a gnawing i guess guess tingling feeling in my chest and just sadness i dont know what it is i just feel sad wishful i wish i could read this as a comic i guess i wish i could get closure i wish i were a kid i wish i wish i wish i loved this animation the style bring a wierd melancholy the song a hopeful but dead tune and the expressions stress anxiety and something i dont know the the feeling is like the end of summer break the end of a weekend the end of my childhood i feel as though i lost something i dont know im sorry for whoever reads this i just feel dead
Thats what my comment is i think i might be depressed idk maybe cause im now 18 or just cause thats a part of a childhood i lost i loved living in westpoint i felt accepted i moved every two years my entire life ive move more then every two years actually 11-13 times jesus i lost every person i trusted there every friend cause none had cellphone and everyone of them were also used to losing everyone they knew so why try ya know i guess what i have say is i dont think i wanna try to live anymore i feel empty fuck me
i sat down for dinner
she told me, we're moving.
(but, mom)
how can i tell her
that i haven't carved my name in the trees
they don't know my coffee order by heart
i can't call any of them best friends yet
and the boy who meets my eye in the grocery store will never learn my name
i can't measure my height on those walls again
my soles aren't worn yet
that i won't graduate here, once again
how can i tell her?
that this place isn't mine to call yet, and i won't be remembered cause i have to leave, once again.
Hey, real fuckin quick:
My dad is in the military, Navy to be specific. He is out at sea right now. He and my mom had been messaging back and forth for a while, so when she asked if he was coming home (jokingly) he said, even if they were turning the ship around, the tugboats would have to pull them into dock.
But the thing is, he’s supposed to be coming home soon in the first place, before Trumps shit show.
The Tugboat workers are federal employees, who, because of the government shit down( my phone auto corrected from ‘shut’ to ‘shit’, but I saw no real difference, so we’re keeping it.) aren’t working. But my point is, someone else’s mom or dad in the Navy/Military can’t come home right now because the federal workers aren’t there. And damnit, I miss my dad, and I’m sure there are plenty of kids and teens who miss their parents too.
So if Trump doesn’t get his shit together and take control of his fucking party, bitch, imma go to DC myself and fuck some shit up. Because if the tugboats aren’t being operated, he and the crew will have to sit somewhere in the water off shore, and wait for who-knows-how-long. And just for a heads up to anyone who didn’t know, regular military workers like my dad, aren’t getting paid till this is over.
And honestly, it’s fucking despicable how CHIP and DACA (two amazing, life saving programs) are being held hostage by Mich McCoward and the other republican representatives. Fuck them. Honestly. They could have funded either of those at any given time, but they didn’t because they want to hold a part of the American population hostage unless their wishes to deport Mexican-American citizens are met.
I really fucking hate the American political system right now. And I don’t see why any reasonable person would approve of anything the Republicans are trying to pull right now.