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NAMJOON — 'LOST!' (2024)
Kiyoi
There is something about the way Kiyoi has always been independent, aggressive, and often following the "I don't need anyone" archetype . This shows that he doesn't know what healthy relationships look like or why they matter. He never had anyone he felt he could rely on. He did not even want his friends to know what his dream was or that he took the idol thing seriously. He did not have anyone he thought would be his support if he failed and most likely assumed he would lose the artificial friendships that he did have if he showed his real self to them. His whole demeaner screams lonely, hurt, and scared.
Kiyoi has always been so sure that nobody is around him for any reason other than to use him. He does not think anyone takes him seriously. He doesn't trust that anyone could ever be sincere. That is why when Hira comes into the picture, he doesn't trust him. He seems to see it as a way to go from being used to using someone. He never truly accepted that Hira truly just wanted to be around him because of him. This is most likely why they parted ways like they did.
This has been on my mind because of the development we see later on. It becomes even more clear that Kiyoi does not want to be aggressive or the one to make the choice. He has always wanted someone to prove they take him seriously, that they want him, that they love him unconditionally.
We see Kiyoi struggle to open up and communicate and how hard it is for him. We see his tendency to flee when he is scared or hurt. We see there communication suffer because of misunderstandings. But most of all we see them fight for each other even well fighting against each other.
This leads me into the bathtub scene. Kiyoi is no longer this mean aggressive man that we once saw but instead someone who is quietly asking Hira to give him more physical attention. This is a big deal because we start out with him physically throwing Hira to the ground but now we are here.
I am leaving so so so so much out but this show really took over my brain and I don't have anyone to talk to about it. Its been a while since I watched it and these scenes still live rent free in my head.
If Takara’s Treasure got another season and a movie to flesh out their story more, it might be a true contender for knocking My Beautiful Man off the #1 spot for my favorite bl. But since we only have one season, it will rest gently in my top 5.
Episode 6 better be an hour long, after today’s episode and that preview I will literally cry if they try to squeeze everything in a short amount of time. We deserve more time seeing them finally together!! 6 episode isn’t enough!!
They literally both looked at the same rubber duck and felt the same feeling, soulmates.
Would like to add, Kiyoi was literally so happy here because he thought Hira was going to confess.
I had to pause it, that scene in the basement. Seriously. His emotion, Yusei Yag acting is beautiful. The way he can show how much pain he’s in emotionally, it’s breathtaking
Utsukushii Kare really had people doubting on the first episode but then came out swinging HARD proving itself to be one of the greatest BL Japan has ever put out
How can you.. someone like me.. I wish I knew! It makes no sense. Even though you were the one who said you liked me..and your eyes always on me…and you kissing me…and still? … Do you have any idea how I felt when you changed your number on me?! Kiyoi…. Don’t touch me! Are you fucking kidding me with this! You can go to hell! I… I love you so much I can’t bear it. You’re like a god to me and I.. I can never reach you. I…. I’m not a god. Kiyoi… I … Can I touch you? if your touch is going to be the same as always, then I don’t want it.
Utsukushii Kare ep. 6
Cara, eu realmente não sei pq gosto de "my beautiful man". Ninguém gostou, mas eu adorei assistir aquela doideira. Acabei de ver o primeiro ep da segunda temporada e o casal continua sendo doidinho.
quick doodle of alistair before bed because i miss him
i miss the boy
Felix edit 😍
Hi Babys first tumblr post👼 wanted to share my art in gif format.. i am truly not sure if i am doing this right. he is from last august