Neveragain - Tumblr Posts
Prologue
I survived you.
During the first nine months of my therapy he controlled my sessions remotely. He told me what my issues were that week, I wrote it down in this book, discussed them with my therapist and wrote her responses as talking points. I then discussed with him.
Aside from being entirely ineffective as my actual issues were not being addressed, the discussion was always horrible - tense and fearful.
I rarely reiterated what my therapist actually said, because she realized, very quickly, what kind of person he was. She was very skilled at asking me questions in an attempt to wake me up without alienating me. Her focus was always on me.
I twisted her words when I spoke to him about it. Told him things he wanted to hear: that i was mixed up, and the decisions I made stemmed from a darkness inside me that had nothing to do with him. I told him how she advised me to fix myself, put him first in all things.
This was a lie. But it kept me alive.
If there was even a hint of something he didn’t like during my “session” he would threaten to pull me off of his benefits - which I got to keep for 9 months - the only thing i got out of our separation. He also accused me of painting him as the bad guy. This was always a dangerous time.
One time he wrote my therapist an email, saying he could not be a part of my mental health care anymore. I was mortified, because I had to explain to her what i had been doing.
She told me to continue to do so. Soon after she started to ask me about limits; what line would he have to cross? I really REALLY hated this line of questioning.
I can barely understand the nonsense he made me write above. It’s a sickening reminder of where my head was at.
It seems worlds away.
Here a shy, cute and buff getting surprise-hugged !!
By Poptarts-3 and a lil Eevee :3
Actually, they’re both late requests from DA. And cause they both asked the same thing...
Even though I say i expected for us to lose, that doesn't mean im not disappointed that I lost.
It's hard to encourage yourself to do better next time when there's history of your specialization losing in competitions.
There's also obvious favoritism.
Unpopular Opinion:
I hate Bridesmaids. It has everything I can’t stand in modern movies. A bitch who never gets punished for her actions, a main character who gets thrown under the bus and her so called friends don’t notice or care. Has enough gross moments that I become nauseous, and has Kristen Wiig and Melissa McCarthy in it.
I’m fine if they’re in a movie once or twice a year. But, the fact that they’re in so many films for the last decade makes me ill just thinking about it. There is such a thing as a good career and then you have overexposure.
And if you think I’m shaming them on the grounds of looks, then you’re wrong. I’m not the type of person who would body shame. They could be the hottest actresses of all time but, I still couldn’t give two shits about them.
IMO, even when they were on their respective shows I never found either of them to be funny. If anything I get irritated pretty damn fast.
Only one movie has ever changed my way of life due to watching it. This gets to be the second.
I never want to be near other women around my age.
- Confession of a 25 year old asperger girl
This was the scariest day of my life but I pushed on through as the only person to finish the course. The final zip line was about 4 times longer than the one posted here. I spent about 4 hours in these trees today and it was a major struggle to say the least. I’m so glad I did something and completed it that I couldn’t do 17 years ago as a freshman in high school. 14 year old me was terrified to just climb up the tree and grab the trapeze but 31 year old me said, “I got in a groove so don’t stop me now. This was a huge step for me and I’ll forever be grateful for this experience. @orlandotreetrek #orlandotreetrek #ropes #zipline #nature #adventure #hardestdayofmylife #proud #facingfears #ididit #dificult #neveragain #maybeagain (at Orlando Tree Trek Adventure Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/CF5xeYfnymz/?igshid=1s28ec5fmo9ju
Gun control is important to me because...
I am only in highschool. I’m not even old enough to drive yet. I don’t need to be after to go to the place where I am supposed to learn and worry about someone shooting up that very school.
I am in a class in high school that children from the ages of 2-4 come in and we interact and trying to almost teach them. I don’t need to worry about how to protect them as well. Or have to choice my life or theirs. Both of our lives are important.
‘cause they’re never coming back
Reblog and follow please!
my cousins are younger than me, first week of school there was a shooting, and I was terrified that I almost lost my cousins.
This Saturday, March 24, we March For Our Lives
If you stand with the students and activists of Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School and the 30,000 people killed by guns every year, we’re asking you to turn out for the March For Our Lives. It’s time we say #NeverAgain and end gun violence.
There are 828 sibling marches planned in conjunction with the main march in Washington DC. This is global, and chances are there is one near you.
We understand that not everyone can attend a march, so we want to make it easy for everyone to participate. Your voice matters, even if you can’t be there in person. That’s why we’re creating a virtual space with optional ways for everyone to participate:
Join us this Saturday as we livestream the March For Our Lives starting at 12 p.m. EST. The livestream will be at the top of every dashboard on every phone, computer, and tablet that uses Tumblr that day.
There’s going to be an @action-packed dashboard takeover with original art sourced from the Tumblr community and @creatrs.
Sign the petition and make your voice heard.
Donate to March For Our Lives, if you can.
You can show your support that day by posting your illustrations, your poems, your promises—anyway you want to express yourself. We even have stickers to add to your photos, if you want. They’re a collaboration between Tumblr Creatrs (@creatrs) and our friends at Kanvas.
They’re in your app now. Make sure to tag your posts with #NeverAgain so everyone can see your support.
This is it, Tumblr. This is how change happens. When people ask #WhatWillYouDo, you can point them to Saturday, March 24; To the march you participated in, the money you donated, or the messages you spread across the globe with social media.
Good luck and stay safe.