Oct302011 - Tumblr Posts

13 years ago

What?!

Sometimes i don't really know what i want. I would usually just go with the flow... Or follow whatever the people around me tell me to do. But sometimes i wonder what my life would be like if i decide on my own. What kind of person i would be like if i am in control of my life. How different the treatment i will get from the people around me... I must be crazy thinking things like this... I believe i need to sit down and have a serious talk with someone. Maybe i do need it so i'll be enlightened and get courage to face reality. Coz yknow what?? I am in the point of my life where running from reality is a bad idea. It just makes me weak and useless. Oh my! I definitely need to know what i really want now. And to focus on myself, work diligently towards my future and hopefully get that prize in the end of my journey... These challenges in the path i chose to travel in are killing me little by little but i hafta endure it. I have to! I can do this! FIGHTING!!!


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