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In another world, the younger me was not scared of new beginnings and could talk without feeling uneasy. That young girl was full of love and was loved back in return. She wasn’t anxious or worried about her appearance, she could just live.
I wish I wish I wish….
There was a world where my younger self was less hurt and less anxious
-Sel💜
My how times have changed…
So here’s a lil story time, the guy in the pic, that guy was MY LOVE…
When I tell you, that when I thought about having a family of my own, I could picture it fully with him being the father of my children and him as my husband…
I would have literally went to the end of the world with this one here.
I not only loved him, I was in love with him… like real real bad
When I got that notification of what was sent in that pic 2 years ago, yall my heart did a flip flop, I was all geeked and happy… I didn’t think that feeling would ever go away…
Today when that picture popped up on my Timehop, I looked at it and said “hmmmm”
Lol.
It’s just not the same anymore.
Don’t get me wrong and definitely don’t start me lying, I still love him, but it’s just different now. I don’t get the same feeling that I once did. My heart doesn’t do that flip flop that it used to do.
It was amazing while it lasted, but whatevz!
✌🏾🫶🏾
Hayat işte bazen eskiye dair ne varsa hepsini çok özlüyorum çünkü yaşadığım en gerçek mutluluğumdu çocukluğum..
Ve ben görebildiğiniz şu küçücük yaprak taneleri kadarım artık yorgun bitkin umutsuz ve yaşanmamış her şeye biraz daha hevessiz..
Sometimes I'm thinking where is first messy render art with Jatlas which I created when I was teenager! I was 15-16 probably?
I posted it on my first DeviantArt under vendesanart name which I changed on venolfy0 in 2023.
I wasn't popular there and I deleted all old renders from my DeviantArt page.
I have some on my Google account, but not only few.
But still I have this Jatlas touch in head.
Only in my mind.
Does anyone remember this shop in malls cause I would be here all the time (๑´؎`๑)
Like I just had my mind blow that I forgot about it ( ᯣωᯣ )!!!!
How dare you make me sad like this?!😭😭
some angst oh?