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ITS FUCKING T CORP LIKE TEA BUT ITS TIME BECAUSE BIG BEN OF COURSE THE BRITISH PEOPLE ARE THERE

throwing fandom characters into death road to canada is so funny.

i made some genshin characters a couple years back (kujou sara & diluc) as well as some of my lobcorp ocs (one of my flowerfield floors) and a pokemon oc (and a random oc of mine named daphne???) as well as homura. theres also my completely original dr2c oc named rebecca. Also slugcats from rain world.

last night, me and my roommate made the sinners + charon & vergilius + angela & roland

the most recent run (roommate is not an active player in this run):

me and roommate (hereon out going to be called pancake) started driving

we recruit gourmand

me, pancake, gourmand refuse monk, recruit rebecca (monk has bad traits & rebecca is actually really good)

i proceed to die to explosion in a gas station

ishmael shows up. we recruit her because yeah.

seige at a yallmart kills pancake, ishmael, and gourmand in that order

we're out of food a this point

hong lu shows up and he has the gun nut perk becuase i did not have any better perks for him LMAO

rebecca and hong lu are fighting because they are starving. rebecca kicks hong lu out and steals all his shit. roommate and i agree that hong lu might be able to survive by the zombies not realizing he has a brain.

rebecca robbed a resturant called Boiled Potatos for all of its food. car broke down. rebecca raided a tourist trap for food and a car. please be aware she is on 1 hp. i have no medical supplies.

rebecca finds rodya at a random camp and recruits her. rebecca then gets her dna zapped because why not. rodya has what i believe to be the worst perk (friend of dog) at this point [i love the dogs in this game, theyre really good, but this trait makes EVERY possible human a dog and i am playing familiar faces mode for a reason. i wish i could toggle perk stars tbh]

rodya and rebecca (aka I, the player) discover how busted guns are in a siege. i will remember this. hong lu may have saved the run.

the car breaks for a third time (not enough gasoline)

rodya suggests making moltovs which. feels in character tbh.

we recruit a doggo.

rodya tries to reason with a mob trying to kill the group but it doesnt go well and she gets hurt :(

we lose the car. again.

we find dog car. dogs are SO good when you need to go fast. they speedy :3

doggo and rebecca die trying to rescue some random guy. rodya was still at the car so she survives. random guy does some first aid. she is now soloing the road to canada. where is her bug husband and sad son.

we lose yet another car.

random dog shows up. i take the dog because at worst we get a supertrained dog and no rodya.

we find another car. is this a bad time to mention that irl idk how to drive and so its really funny how often i lose the cars in this game?

the dog gives up. rodya is alone again. girl please you have 1 day left. girl live for your maybe dead bug husband and your probably dead sad son.

diluc shows up at the final trader camp. this feels in character.

and the run ends to the seige right before the canadian border :( rip to rodya and diluc (i was built different [i was already dead])

fandoms where the blorbos are named after historical figures/classic literature/etc are so funny.

my roommate was like “imagine you’re an English major hearing us right now”

and I was like “‘why are these people talking about wuthering heights and moby dick!? what do you mean people ship wuthering heights man and moby dick man.’ ‘Why does that one talk about how much they love the sold soul to demon man!?’ ‘haha yeah the stranger guy is autistic’”. (pretending to be the hypothetical English major btw)

and YES it WAS about limbus but I just read a post talking about a character named nikola tesla and I assumed it was HI3 but no it was FGO (I think? I don’t follow either) and honestly it has the same energy as Miku binder.

my roommate singing children of the city by mili because i was talking about yam (<- yes i know thats not his name)

meanwhile i am losing my mind about neopets not giving me good shit for my weekly reward.

me: neopets the shit you are giving me is trash

my roommate: do not go home until y

a silly video about of that i made for my roommate (she is the #1 ishmael liker [that i know of])

there are some other bits in an overall video i posted to my youtube so if you want to see that thats here

i do think the eggman speech edit is funnier because a LOT of it ended up with UNINTENTIONAL pieces that i left in because I happened to move assets perfectly. shout out to the wiki.gg wiki for having sprites. i really relived my danganronpa sprite rp days.

This is the yan doodle, or a yoodle as my roommate calls it. Feel free to use this as a reaction image (i have already used it to ask her to please reconsider stuff using this)

Also yes this is the Ayin grip meme

My roommate and I just had a sudden realization that ishqueg (limbus specifically lol) and madohomu are like. Very very similar ships.

Anyways, how are we all doing today?

Guys help i have Pavlov’d my roommate to start singing Mili when i talk neopets. Please help.

"Flickering glyphs of understanding? No, how 'bout a gun. Enjoy that one, bitch."

- my roommate, fighting Grant Us Love

I’m showing my roommate red eyes uptie story and i just played the brimming glass of spiders audio.

Here’s some dialogue from roommate while she reads:

“She’s literally being eaten alive by spiders and she’s just having a stareing contest with their mother!”

“SHES FUCKING TAUNTING IT!!! THEYRE JUST FUCKING HAVING A STARING CONTEST OH MY GOD [high pitched, unintelligible]”

“‘The fault of the parent’ As in… as in its not the kids fault they’re fucking dumb or its her f- spiderbud’s fault the kids are dumb.”

“She gentle to baby spiber……” (me)

“She’s just bleeding out and she’s like ‘No. Nuh-uh. Get out from behind my fucking arm.’”

“TWO ego weapons!?”

“Niolet of voon.” *puts head in hands* “Noon of violet.”

*losing her mind at the sfx of ryoshu smacking yi sang* “THAT WAS NOT GENTLE.”

“GLOOMFACE!?”

*jamming out to first warning* “All the clerks just died~” *continues jamming out*

“She really knows how to make eyes glow. She’s b-EYE-oluminecent.”

“Oh! I was right! The clerks all did die!”

“It wasn’t the violet, it was vacation bullets!”

“I love that [Netzach’s dialouge] is in the lobcorp style text box.” (We proceeded to panic over ‘make the future’ since it’s meant to be ‘build the future’.)

“HIS BRAIN IS PICKLED OH MY GOD.” (“Keep your brain pickled till the end.” “NOOOO”)

*laughing at the Tiffany lore*

“NO NOT HER CIG. Oh poor girl. She’s going to be so upset in 5 seconds when her brain reconnects.”

“Ryoshu supports netzach’s transition” (me)

*sees the SF abbreviation* “Stupid fuck? Skull fucker? I dunno.”

“EGO DUALWEILDING!? SHES SO FUCKING BADASS.”

“Yep definitely Kali—“ (sounds of dectruction) “BITCH— I LIKE YOUR CUT G”

“She’s so bloodthirsty~! I don’t want her anywhere near me~ If I got near her she would totally kill me.”

I tried doing the rainworld random buffs sephirah challenge w/ my roommate and the tiphereth one ended up crashing the game but not before me and roommate lost our minds at how much my controller vibrates when tiph has her little temper tantrum (she makes it precycle and precycles cause rain, rain makes the controller shake)

I was like “tiph please 😭” and my controller did not stop shaking until the game crashed.

A meme I made/edited for my roommate

Me and my roommate every time a song on the Angelacore playlist has Angela vibes: omg this is so Angela

"My brain just told me to throw a temper tantrum, and I was like what the fuck?? No??" -Roommate

"Me when the Library manipulates my emotions." -Me

barks and bites and i need to share the hyperspecific lyrics in the angelacore playlist feel free to ignore

angelacore, which is a made up word i use a lot here, is my catchall word for anything that makes me think of Angela from Lobotomy Corporation/Library of Ruina.

do not expect in depth lyrical analysis on why a specific lyric makes me think of angela. this is me dropping a bunch of lyrics from 8 or 9 different songs and saying "see how this is the blue haired robot lady"

There are spoilers for both Lobotomy Corporation and Library of Ruina.

for context: the angelacore playlist was something i started after listening to Language of the Lost by RIProducer which has the following lyrics

I don't need forgiveness I just wanna talk and for you to listen

I thought that I was safe, now I'll never be the same Tossed aside for making a scene Do I know who I pretend to be? Of whom am I a copy? Yes it made me who I am, but I'll never understand Why it had to happen to me

and heres a mix of chorus lines

On my knees, I try to crawl Fire breaking in the walls Calling out for somebody, knowing I'll get no reply

If I'm a robot or a doll Am I anything at all? Maybe a thing like me doesn't yet deserve to know

and the final chorus

Not robot nor a doll I'm not anything at all I'm just an entity finding out the way to go But these fingers and these palms Full of love despite the scars They show indisputably I have so much more to grow Oh, I can change, I can evolve I can get up when I fall I'll live contentedly, I don't need a reason why Standing tall and standing strong I have found where I belong In the arms of somebody, there is no more need to cry

the second song on the playlist is Pathological Facade by Ghost which. yeah. (cw for medicines and medical shit if you listen to it)

A year ago, I was told that I would be a miracle Something theoretical, I guess It's kinda like a psychedelic lie, and yet it tries to be A line between the villains and the rest Nostalgia from a wall of barricaded faded memories Impartial to the carnal scenery Apparently, guarantees are only found peripherally Drinking to a total mystery

Stars always watching from afar, turning who you are In the end, it left me delicately scarred beyond pathological facade Don't you find it odd? Secretarial speaking Go on, praise me like a god

(Stars always watching from afar, turning who you are is not really important to why its in the angelacore playlist but i included it because otherwise it felt weird)

Bye-bye-bye goes the time, turning on a dime Gone without a reason or a rhyme So flip a coin, let's rejoin our family in the mirror world Where everybody's crooked by design

A year ago, I was told that I would be a miracle Something theoretical, I guess It's kinda like a psychedelic lie, and yet it tries to be A line between the villains and the rest The Tower's gonna fall, and you'll silently rebuild it all Knowing someone else would be appalled You're crying as you call out Halt and move on without someone that you think a lot about

then we have fucking Hymn for a Scarecrow by Tally Hall which I have ALWAYS considered this song angelacore.

im gonna try not to post the entire fucking song but just trust me the entire song is angelacore, here is the bit that is MORE angelacore than the rest

You hang around for a living Somewhere between all the land and the sky Being by never forgiving Nobody knows you and neither do I Birds may believe at a distance You wear a grin and keep perfectly still Driven away with persistence I wonder if they have wondered or will ever wonder Ever wonder

Mother Earth's love whispered to me (and it wasn't her fault) Real is a feeling and feeling is real All of you are flowing through me But you wouldn't know how to fathom or feel When the wind blows The wind knows The wind knows Oh, scarecrow Maybe the wind knows Whether you wonder Who's calling your name Shame how nobody knows you Only who wonders if you are to blame

then we have the uncanny x deathbody mashup (gore art tw).

Attuned inside, alluded, denied I feel my breath pressed into contact Undo the seal, the vague and unreal I shouldn't pry, a child sighs and hides away

hold my hand even if i cry i need to feel like i'm human through you hold on tight till the tears run dry the things i see are a dread to undo

All this time, I've waited My death was recreated So this would last forever Accepting agony Cruel indifference, lonely sufferance Returning to a time when I was still alive

and yeah while more of this falls into uncanny i feel like deathbody fits any character who falls into the "i am a robot and yet i do not wish to be" trope (for me, deathbody is a five pebbles song)

talked about this one in the last post about the angelacore playlist but this specific lyrical cover of Satori Maiden ~ 3rd Eye

Stop— Every moment trapped in someone else’s hell: No love is unconditional where there is fear to be found. If that’s the case, then it may be just as well To hide it all away underground. Stop— Though I look away, I’ve seen it all before: Another ugly truth lies behind these cold, brittle locks. Dig even deeper; there must be something more: A last hope at the bottom of the box?

had to stop from posting the entire lyrics to this but GAH its so angelacore. why is angela and satori the same character (they are objectively NOT)

now we have hello world by Louie Zong, which is the shortest little song on the list, but its there.

Hello, world Programmed to work and not to feel Not even sure that this is real Hello, world

next there's JubyPhonic's cover of Dramaturgy

Knew it already fine, misery inside At myself, I would laugh, fallen down behind But I don't know a thing, love or losing, see? So I threw to the side any human in me If I live a lie of shallow words and empty replies "Then what am I?" Hitting the walls of a stage that I couldn’t break Then it stuck to my head, gotta run away Playing out like a scene, posing every lead Near the end of the show, waiting in the wing, see? Run to the front stage, you're all actors anyway No one to watch, you're all part of the play

There’s no one inside me There's no one that's hiding Always been me, empty, a body but nobody here to see

We were young, never bound by a single sin Til before we could see, we were monsters in skin But even if I had tried to move on why can't I leave my past? "Considering it's you, better give up soon" "Cause no matter what you do, you will always lose" And then I was alone way before I knew Blocking every little thought that I couldn't sit through All they want now is safety from what's around Waiting for help but never learning how

The world that I locked out is nowhere to find The people who mocked me are gone from my sight Emotions and feelings are useless to keep The tears that had fallen were not mine to mine weep The kindness and warmth, I can't feel them at all The hands that are offered, I'm scared that I’ll fall The hole dug inside me can't hold any love Instead, you can see me break down from above Hey, remember when you saw that they were nearing their end? And you looked like you were laughing at the pain they were in But what did you see? Oh, really what could it be Well, take a breath 'cause you'll need it, so c'mon, saying

overall the song is very angelacore (because of the whole concept of dramaturgical theory

then we have Dizzy Paranoia Girl by VocaloKAT.

Expectations high from the start I’ll just mess it up “Congratulations, you fell apart” Fuck, I messed it up! They tell me I just need to grow up But I know that they think that I’m not enough Pirouette your view and you’ll see There’s no cure for burnt out and naive

Spinning all around, I think I spun out My fault by default Thoughts racing up and down, oh what to do now? Follow protocol But I hate this, I don’t wanna play ball I just wanna end this once and for all

Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Laugh through every day No matter what I do, nobody has a clue, life’s always been this way I hate hate hate hate this arbitrary game No matter what you heard, you’ll never hear the words nobody dares to say

Stab me with an IV But I know you won’t protect me And I can’t keep on ignoring When you make me wanna bleed Cynicism inbound Common sense nowhere to be found I’ll bottle up the thought that I'd be better off left underground

Think I’m at the end of a road traveled far too long And I keep screaming out the lyrics of this idiotic song Hate me just because I never wanna play along But I don’t wanna live a life where I live in the wrong

and finally, Left Behind Generation by VocaloKAT (s//cide tw according to vocaloid lyrics wiki)

Playing pretend, praying that one day this will end All of us already know the support’s for show, and they all let go Maybe one day, one day We won’t have to take our mistakes to the grave Give your heart and your soul, down to the bone, just to fight alone

So tell us How can we keep on living life? As every other person passes by We cross our hearts and hope to die another million times And if all of the effort was in vain If nothing was ever worth the pain We’ll try again Until the end

So tell me Why I should keep on living life While every other person passes by I’ll cross my heart and hope to die another million times And if all of the effort was in vain If nothing was ever worth the pain We'll sit and obey just to get thrown away

thats everything on the playlist right now. maybe one day I'll do a more in depth lyrical analysis on why these specific lyrics but. i am going to go insane if i do not post this soon.

this INSANELY funny screenshot from mine and roommate's COTL run where all of our little guys are project moon characters. for context A had existed for 3 seconds.

It’s been 4 minutes and he hasn’t responded i think i won this battle lmao

If you met a perfect mirror of youself, what would be your reaction? How would you feel? Would you do anything?

make them my roommate /hj

for context my roommate and i have the same name irl (first AND middle), we both have the same interests, neurodivergencies, etc... the only difference is that i'm right handed and shes left handed

ok but if it were an actual like. mirror clone i'd probably be freaked out.

Piano man: blows up wife with mind

Roland: my fucking wife

just killed my roommate by calling "its been so long" rolandcore