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@shawnmendes i MISS you💔 see you tomorrow baby:) #amore #milano #shawnmendes #piazzaduomo #shawnoccupyduomo #pic #love #italy #mondadori #handwritten #songs #live #music (presso Piazza Duomo Milano)
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Theres a light thats trying so hard to be seen..❤️💙 @shawnmendes #happiness #happy #concert #music #summer #fabriquemilano #shawnmendes #shawnmendestourmilan #milan #pic #love #amore #italy (presso Fabrique Milano)
Then let me be the one to bear the pain. Oh if this is what it takes, I’ll break down these walls that are in our way, If this is what it takes.😶 #shawnmendes shawnmendesitaly #xfactor #hotel #milan #pic #love #selfie (presso ME Milan - Il Duca)
"Stay here and lay here right in my arms, it's only a moment before you're gone and I am keeping you warm, just act like you love me so I can go on" ♥️ #zeropositivo #music #lovequote #shawnmendes #handwritten #illuminate #illuminatetour #milan #italy #bergamo #stezzano #leduetorri #instore #love #amore #hug #pizza #music #benjimascolo #federicorossi #benjiefede #2005 (presso Centro Commerciale Le Due Torri)
"When you fall asleep tonight Just remember that we lay under the same stars" ⭐️❤️ #instagood #instagram #shawnmendes #illuminatetour #illuminatetourmilan #love #pic #forum #assagoforum #mediolanumforum #music #pic #people #illuminate #sing #song #magic (presso Mediolanum Forum)
Money can't buy us happiness..well i've got something to say about it ❤️ #illuminatetourmilan #shawnmendes #illuminatetour #mediolanumforum #pic #love #milan #italy #instagram #instagood #ticket #concert (presso Mediolanum Forum)
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sometimes i wish i wasn't a shawn mendes fan, my life would be much easier
ouch. wtf lmao
15 and 6 I DARE YOU WRECK ME
6. “there’s nothing you could say that would ever make me stop.”
15. “do you love me?”
✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧✧･ﾟ:
warning: there is lots of swearing in this!
✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧✧･ﾟ:
it’s been like this for two months. you would wake up to a cold empty bed and empty apartment. you hate the fact that you’ve gotten used to it. before you’d wake up and he always there. the last thing he wanted to be when he was back home was away from you and lately that seems like its exactly what he wanted. the sad part was you knew why. when you go on and check your phone you see you had a text from shawn.
“went to the gym! also saw we had no milk to i’ll stop by the store and grab some. love u xx”
you throw the phone across the bed and laid back down. the gym? you thought to yourself. it’s sunday and they don’t open until 12 o’clock. he wasn’t even trying anymore and you sadly didn’t care enough to confront him about it.
it took you about 30 minutes to finally get out of bed and do your usual routine. then you ate some toast and proceeded to clean the apartment. anything to keep your mind busy. as you grabbed shawn’s dirty clothes from the bathroom floor you couldn’t help but notice the strong scent coming from it. it was his outfit from last night, you remember, and it reeked of women’s perfume.
“babe!?” his voice interrupted your thoughts. “y/n!”
you looked at the clock on the wall and it was already 1pm. the morning went by so fast.
“yeah!” you walk down the hallway. “what’s up?” you finally say meeting him face to face.
he raises his eyebrows at you before slowly making his way to you. something about this was making you sick, you didn’t even want to be in the same room as him.
“what do you mean ‘what’s up?’” he wraps his arms around your waist, “you don’t see me all morning and that’s all you say to me?”
you let out a breathy chuckle, “well who’s fault is that?”
shawn rolls his eyes, “i wish you could just be sweet and kiss me,” he presses a kiss on your forehead, “like a normal girlfriend would.”
“yeah? like the girl from last night?” his eyes widened and his arms fell off from your waist, “i bet she was sweet and kissed you all over like you deserve.” you peck his cheek before walking pass him and heading to the kitchen.
shawn didn’t know what to say. he didn’t even know from where that came from.
“y/n…”
you look up at him, “where’s the milk?”
“i-i i must’ve forgotten but can you just sit down and talk to m-”
you shake your head no, “you said you’d get milk.”
“fuck that!” he slams his fists on the counter, “fuck the milk would you just stop being so weird and sit down y/n!”
“and do what, shawn? what do you wanna talk about with me that i don’t already know?”
shit! you murmur to yourself as you felt your eyes water. that’s the last thing you wanted to do.
“babe there wasn’t a girl last night,” he began, “i mean there was! but it was brian’s date.”
you chuckle in disbelief.
“do you think i’m stupid? oh did brian’s date give you that fucking hickey on your neck too?! how thoughtful of her!” you pat his neck a little roughly.
he quickly made his way to the mirror in the hallway and you wasted no time in following him. he started running his thumb over the bruise.
“i can explain y/n…”
you cross your arms, “explain what? that you were balls deep in a random girl last night? i rather skip that.”
“jesus!” he exclaims, “y/n just shut up.”
you felt like you were losing your mind at this point. your boyfriend of almost 4 years has been cheating you and you’re cracking jokes. you were surprised.
“why do i have a feeling that it isn’t a random girl?” you admit. “your clothes smell the exact same as the ones you wore last night.”
you start pacing back and forth. mumbling things giving shawn a headache. you were about to make a dent on the floor.
“y/n stop!” he grabbed your arm stopping your movements, “you’re making me anxious!”
you quickly got out of his grip, “well then just tell me!” you cried.
you had never felt this much pain or anger in your life. it was consuming you and you hated it. most of all you hated how shawn kept you around forcing to live in this monotony.
“tell you what?!”
you thought your heart could come out of your chest at any second. you were scared of the words that were about to come out of your mouth.
“that you love me.”
shawn sat down on the couch with his head in his hands. he didn’t know if he could do this anymore, no matter what he did someone always ended up getting hurt.
“shawn,” you kneel down in front of him and take his hands off his face, “do you love me?”
he started crying. he was really crying.
“no. you don’t get to cry.” you stand up letting go of his hands.
he stands up after you, he tries to touch you but you keep backing away, “you don’t get to cheat on me for god knows how long and cry to try and make me feel bad.”
he shakes his head no, “y/n listen please!”
“i’m not going to stand here and listen to you tell me that you don’t fucking love me anymore!”
“of course i love you!” he defends. “i love you so much but i just,”
you motion him to keep talking, “you what? you what, shawn!?
“i love her too! i don’t know how it happened but it just did.”
you didn’t know if you wanted to scream or for the earth to swallow you whole or both.
“and there’s nothing you could say that would ever make me stop…” he admits.
you felt like he’d just stabbed you in the chest. the pain was unbearable and so were the things going through your head right now.
“then this is where we part.” you say.
shawn brought you in for a hug. wrapping his arm around your body leaving you no choice but to embrace it after all it was probably the last time he’d hold you like this.
he runs his fingers through your hair gently, “i’m sorry.”
“i know.”
what if i sin? and what if i break? then am i the monster?
Shawn Mendes, Justin Bieber