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3 years ago

First time weighing myself after the binge a couple of days ago, and im back at it again thank god lol. BUT im still very teriffied for tge next 3 days like what do i do , i can't purge after every meal and i doubt ill be able to work out so like tf am i suppoesed to doooo??!??!?


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3 years ago

I miss the early stages of my ed where i never even thought of bingeing, burned of every cal consumed, now i am just this big fat mess who cant resist food,like i binge twice a week now and cry about it all the time i hate myself and my nonexistent willpower i keep on gaining and droping the same 4 kg its so embarassing:/


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3 years ago

Okay i finally gained some self control looked at lw pics of myself cried a lot, ate a disgusting amount of food wich made me gain 9kg!!! I HATE MY SELF FOR IT.So i decided to get back on track for real this time. I haven't eaten anything since monday and im *trying* to workout daily. Im not giving up untilim at my ugw and this time i wont let myself go. Everyone is having dinner now and im sitting here looking at thinspo and drinkig water, i do kinda feel superior ngl.

Okay I Finally Gained Some Self Control Looked At Lw Pics Of Myself Cried A Lot, Ate A Disgusting Amount

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3 years ago

Im kinda scared Im going home tommorow and i have to eat. Im scared it will turn into a binge. Gotta be careful,dont want to be fat again lol. Im gonna meal plan tonighttt


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