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Supernatural and First Sons. Something about duty and how it is enforced with violence, and love and it being dispensed as anger.

And how the second child is a victim to it all.

Something about how Chuck at the beginning of it all was a second child, victim to his older sisters love and anger. Imprisoned by the wants and desires she had about his life and the way he was allowed to live it.

The First Child is always right in the end, the second child should have listened, but they are weak corruptible and wrong. Chuck destroys the world, how could he think he could ever build it.

This is the story he has always written. It’s the only one he knows.

Supernatural and First Sons. Something about duty and how it is enforced with violence, and love and it being dispensed as anger.

And how the second child is a victim to it all.

Something about how Chuck at the beginning of it all was a second child, victim to his older sisters love and anger. Imprisoned by the wants and desires she had about his life and the way he was allowed to live it.

The First Child is always right in the end, the second child should have listened, but they are weak corruptible and wrong. Chuck destroys the world, how could he think he could ever build it.

This is the story he has always written. It’s the only one he knows.

SPN Angels x teen reader

Hello wonderful person reading this. I really hope you will be enjoying this and maybe I even manage to make you smile. It would be my honor. As always I do not own Supernatrual or its characters and I have no intention to earn money with this. i just want to make people smile. Please support the great series and the people who have worked for it.

Trigger warinings: Bullied reader

This topic is important for me so I need to say a few things beforehand.

Please do never believe people when they say nasty things to you or believe it is right when they hurt you. They have no right to do so. Everyone is unique and absolutly wonderful in their own why, this includes you! Smile and never give up. One day you will meet the people you have been looking for and believe me it is worth waiting for them. It is okay to ask for help. Everyone needs help at some point of their life and never ever believe you are not freaking perfect the way you are. Never give up. There are so many poeple feeling like they do not belong, or do not fitt in. You are not alone and you will find your place.

Please never bully anyone, you would not believe how much damage you can do and trust me if you knew, if you would ever feel it, you would deeply regret it. You are not just making fun or giving someone a bad day. You hurt them, your words and actions can influence their whole life. That is nothing you want to be responsible for. Think about it. How would you feel?

If anyone wants to read this for a male reader or any other gender ask and give me advise, I gladly write a second version =) I Just always get confused with both reader types in one version ^^’‘ and was not sure if anyone even likes this story.

So it was three days before Christmas and one thing was clear this year Christmas was already and would continue to be a nightmare. You were the younger half-sister of Dean and Sam Winchester. You loved your brothers dearly and you loved how they always tried to celebrate a normal Christmas with you to give you all some happy hours together since you had been brought to them. You were ten years old at that time. Your mum and dad had just met for one night and you had never met your dad, but your mum loved you dearly. She also had been a hunter before she left. She died protecting you from a witch, which was chasing after young girls. She had stopped hunting when you were born but still taught you the basics. You never got to know why the witch had chosen to hunt you down but she did. How you survived? By the strangest sort of luck. Your mother had heard of your brothers and connected them thinking you should meet them. The date they were supposed to visit was the day your mother died. They arrived just before the witch could get to you and thankfully reacted fast enough. They took you in and took care of you from that day on. You loved your brothers dearly and would do anything for them. A few years had gone by and you were in high school now. The boys wanted you to have a normal life, well as normal as possible. Also, they do not like you going on hunts with them. They are really protective of you. Especially because the death of your mother was still hunting you. It was near Christmas and you missed your brothers, a lot. They were away since a week and to make matters worse that week had been awful. There still had been lessons and for some reason the popular kids had decided that you were their main interest of bullying for the days before Christmas. Today you had come back to the bunker holding back your tears. You had to be stronger than that. They were not supposed to get to you, still it hurt, it hurt so much, and you just wanted to see your brothers. You had not told them about the bullying afraid they would get worried or thought of you as weak even when you knew that was unlikely but you could not help feeling insecure about the matter just like about so many other subjects and the bullying was making it worse and worse. All you wanted was someone to hug you.

You sighed and went to the kitchen you did not feel like eating but you knew you had to. You wanted to cut a few carrots to eat them with a bit of meat, yes you had adapted both Sam and Deans way to eat. But the knife slipped out of your trembling hands, and you cut yourself. You cursed and pushed the knife away from you but knocked over a glass in the process which shattered to pieces on the floor. With the glass also a full glass bottle bier fell. Now you were surrounded by shards. You were at the bridge of tears as you tried to step over the shards yet there were so many you could not avoid all and felt some smaller once cutting your feet. You hissed in pain and sat down when you finally were at the end of all the shards. Tears were now flowing without a stop. That had been the last straw. You could not take it anymore. Your last thought before dark thoughts and sobs gained full control of your body was to call for one of the angles your bothers were In some way friends with or at least began to tolerate them. You, yourself loved them dearly. Castiel seemed to always calm you down und Gabriel would always find a way to cheer you up, while Balthazar always was so kind to you and Lucifer, yes you liked him too, he was really caring towards you and quiet protective. The other angels, at least the ones you knew seemed to be quite nice too, but this four actually took the effort to get closer to you. To everyone else you were just the little sister of the Winchester brothers but to them, you always seemed to be (y/n). Castiel was the first to warm up to you and soon after Gabriel followed and so things went on until even Lucifer seemed to somehow like you. In a way it was like you had four more brothers. But should you really call them? What would be if they were disappointed or had more important things to do or were just annoyed by you. Your thoughts got darker by every second until…”Princess~ What is that with you and such harmful thoughts” You shakenly looked up and to your great surprise Lucifer was sitting at the kitchen counter only a few steps away from you. “Luci..” a whimper escaped you making the archangel give you a small calming smile. “What happened? Little one, who did dare to hurt you?” Balthazar walked in the room his eyes immediately on you. Then there was a warm hand on your cheek “Oh, (y/n) what has happened?” “Cas?” You looked in his blue calming eyes and had trouble to not cry even more and just hide at his chest. “Please stop crying cupcake, everything is going to be just fine.” Gabriel had appeared next to you and was now stroking your hair. “We all sensed you were in pain and felt you thinking about us. We became concerned and came to check on you, Cupcake” Gabriel explained for you. “I honestly was not expecting a war field in your kitchen, what happened, princess?” Lucifer wondered. “Don’t you think we should first take care of the important things, brothers?” Balthazar spoke up. “Of course” Cas muttered and took you on his arms gently carrying you away from the kitchen to your room. He gently set you down on your bed and soon Lucifer followed with a bowl of water. “I am sorry angel, but we need to get the remaining shards out of your feet, before we can heal you. That will hurt a bit, but I try to be gentle okay?” You nodded whipping away some of the tears still finding their way down your cheeks. You did not even want them to waste their mojo on you, but you knew there was no way arguing with the four angels on this matter “Don’t you ever think that again, cupcake.” Gabriel had come to your room and now set down next to you and made you look in his eyes: “You are worth everything we ever do for you and even more, okay?” As Lucifer began to clean the wounds at your feet Cas und Gabe tried to distract you with jokes and stories, while they both held your hands and had a protective arm around your shoulder and waist. Finally, Lucifer finished his work and you felt his grace heal your feet and your hand. He stood up and placed a gently kiss on your forehead “Such a good and strong girl.” You felt Gabe stroke away some of your last tears and suddenly you were in more comfy clothes. Then Balthazar came in with a tablet and you smelled your favorite dish. “I figured you would be hungry. Oh, and I took care of the mess in the kitchen, so do not worry about a thing.” “Thank-you, thank-you all so much.” They all smiled warmly at you. They all told you stories and joked around while you ate, making you smile.

When you had finished Gabe took the plate from you and Cas scouted closer to you putting an arm around your shoulders at first you were confused, but then you saw their serious faces. You realized, they knew, they knew about the bullying and the feelings you held for yourself and they wanted to talk about it. Castiel was the one of them with the most calming aura so he might sure to be close to you. Suddenly you wanted to run away, you did not want to talk about it, you could not…”Hey, hey hey (y/n) calm down, everything is fine, hey it’s okay, you are fine. It’s okay” Cas calmly spoke to you and then a wave of calm was washing over you, that was surely his doing. You felt safe, more than safe and your breathing that had started to speed up slowed down again. Your eyes began to get heavy and you had trouble to not fall asleep. “Hey little brother, that is quiet enough we still want to be able to talk to her. You can help her sleep a bit later.” Gabriel chuckled. “Cas, I know you want to keep her from harm, but it is not a good thing when she never talks about this stuff” Lucifer added. Cas grip on you got a bit stronger, but was still comfortable for you: “Our brother always so protective” Balthazar snickered. The other three angels sat down in front of you. Your bed was pretty large, because Gabe found it fitting one day when he found both of your brothers sleeping at the ground next to you, just to make sure you felt save after a nightmare. You looked down unsure of what to do, what to say… how were you supposed to talk about this. You knew, they only wanted to help, but just the thought about the whole thing made you scared. They threatened you not to tell anyone…what would they do…also when you told the angels what they said, might they realize it is true and that you are not worth their attention, anyone’s attention… a broken sob escaped you and a tear fell from your cheeks “(y/n)…” you heard Castiel mutter and the overwhelming feeling got a bit better. “Cupcake, look at me…sweetheart just look in my eyes and take a deep breath, okay?” Gabe gently lifted your chin, making you look at him. “There, that is our girl. Keep breathing dear.” “Angel, you can tell us, no matter what it is, it will not change what we think or feel towards you okay?” Balthazar spoke. You nodded weakly, making Gabe losing his grip a bit. “They told you not to tell anyone, did they not? Bullies are always such cowards. Little one, we would never let them hurt you. If one of them even tries to come near you again we will be there protection you, okay?” Lucifer gently stroke your head. With the way he was caring for you, people sometimes find it hard to believe that he is really THE Lucifer. You took another deep breath and slowly began to tell them, first the easier things but once you started talking you found yourself not able to stop anymore and so you told the angels everything. From the girl who always made fun of you in front of everyone, to the boys, that decided to punch you until you had a hard time to get up anymore, or the group who tied you up, so that you got locked in for  a few hours until the janitor found you, to your great luck and how the bulling got even worse, the punches were okay, you could live with that, but the things they said got worse and worse and you started to believe them. Not your while class was like this, but all the others were too afraid to stand up for you. Just today they had stolen your sketchbook and had thrown it out of the window, so it got all wet from the rain and all your little works ruined. When you finally finished you realized it had gotten warmer and something soft was stroking against your arms, legs, hands and feet. You needed a moment to realize that they had put their wings around you, to shelter you from this world and just materialized them enough for you to feel them but not to see, cause that would hurt your eyes. The angels were all looking at you in warm, yet sad way but in the same time kind of proud. “We are sorry cupcake, we should have noticed sooner, something was wrong, should have watched more over you” “N-no you all have more than enough to do” you stammered. “Still from now on, we will watch over you little one, in a way we already are your guardian angels, I think we should start to doing this the right way.” Balthazar decided. “You are right brother, what better way to make sure our little angel is always alright.” “You have to decide princess, if you want, we all become your guardians?” Lucifer spoke softly, caressing your hair. You looked a bit puzzled at him, what exactly did that mean or what would come with it? Was there really something like guardian angels you always thought it was a matter of speech. “Sometimes” Cas explained “certain people, people who have an important task to do in the future get to be watched over by an angel. The angel mixes a really tiny portion of his grace with the soul of this person. That way he can always find him or her even when she is out of radar for every other angel, but that is not the only thing it also makes it easier to tune in your thoughts, you know we can read them when we are near you or when we concentrate on you, but once we become a guardian it gets really easy for us no matter how far away and your praises would be louder for us, then the praises of others, also we would be always able to know how you feel and would immediately notice when you would be in pain or scared. Actually mind reading how you call it, gets a lot easier even from a far distance and if we wanted to we could even see and hear everything you do. Of course, we would always respect your how did Dean put it personal space?” That made you laugh “Cas, you do not even know the word, how do you want to respect it then?” “It is nice to hear you laugh again” Gabe smiled at you. “You do not have to answer us now (y/n) and it would be more than okay, to say no, we just want to protect you” Balthazartold you.

A yawn escaped your lips: “I think you should sleep a bit” Castiel suggested but you shook your head frankly, when you slept they would go and at the moment you really did not want to be alone, were scared to be alone. “Princess, no one said we are leaving” Lucifer gently stroke your cheek “My little brother is right, your mind and body a screaming for a good night’s sleep and it is already pretty late” He spoke softly. You took a firm hold of his hand as if to make sure he would not go. You did not even realize your action you were too tired already, but it made the archangels heart feel warm. He scooted a bit closer and began to stroke your hair with his other hand. Gently making you lay back into Castiels embrace who shifted a bit so that you could lay down completely while your head was on his chest. Gabe just shrugged and laid down next to you putting his arm around you and laid one of his wings over you take make sure you would stay warm and comfy. While Balthazar grabbed your other hand and set down in a way that he could stroke your cheek from time to time. “Sleep (y/n), I promise we keep you safe, you won’t be alone. We will meet you in your dreams. Relax and let me guide you “Castiel whispered Gabe added “Smile little one, we will have lots of fun.” He was also speaking in calming voice lulling you in further and then Lucifer began to sing a calming song, you did not understand a word, but it sounded beautiful and old. Cas looked surprised at Lucifer that was the same song Gabe had sang to him as he was just a fledgling. Gabe spoke softly too low for you to even notice “Cas where do you think I knew this song from. The first time you heard it by the way was not from me, it was when you were just a new born and you would not stop crying until Lucifer got you in his arms and started to sing this song. He had sang the same thing to me when I was young and since we both loved it I continued to sing it for you” With the end of his words Gabriel began to sing with Lucifer and soon the other two angels joined in. You fell asleep at their watch and had the most beautiful dreams. When you woke up again all four were smiling at you, they had kept their word and stayed. In their eyes was so much protectiveness and love that you forgot that what you were thinking “Guys…if…if you still want to I would love for you to be my guardian angels” you looked down shyly making all four laugh. “Then you just need to grant us the permission to do so” Gabe spoke warmly “Permission granted? “ he asked you with a loving smile looking deeply in your eyes making it impossible for you to look away, just if he had to see in your eyes that you answer was the truth and nothing but the truth “Permission granted” you nodded. Gabriel smiled and softly kissed your forehead. “Would the beautiful young lady also give me the same permission? “ Balthazar asked you, also looking directly in your eyes. “Yes” you spoke softly, and he kissed you hand. “(y/n) would you be so kind to also allow me access and to become your guardian?” Castiel questioned you in warm tone , his eyes to were looking directly at your soul. “Of course Castiel” you smiled. “Now then princess “Lucifer spoke and to your surprise he seemed a bit nervous “would you grant me the same permission?” “Yes, definitely, permission granted” you spoke softly while smiling at him. His blue eyes got a kind look and he smiled back at you “then so it will be” he spoke while kissing your forehead “Sleep little one, sleep and do not worry about a thing” he gently touched your forehead with two of his fingers and before you could even quite understand your eyes closed and you fell in a deep sleep. As you woke up again you were alone in the room but strangely you did not feel alone. You felt like the four angels were still with you in a way. Before you could really understand the situation there was a knock on the door and Gabriel came in shortly after “Good morning cupcake. You should stand up or you’ll be late to school and I really do not want to answer your brothers’ questions why you missed two days of school in a row. “ “Two days?” you asked confused. “Yes Lucifer made you sleep through one since we realized you had not slept enough in a long time. Come stand up there is breakfast.” You really did not want to go to school because of the bullying and thought about simply staying in bed but Gabriel picked you up and throwed you over his shoulder “Nope~ You are not going to stay in bed. You always wanted to go to school and learn you will not stop it because of some brats” “Gabe “you squeaked but it was no use. You both went into the kitchen and he put you down on a chair.

There was already breakfast waiting for you. Balthazar put it down in front of you “Eat up Sweetheart. You must be hungry.” Castiel was standing at the kitchen counter and was packing your schoolbag. You could not help but smile as you saw him packing a cupcake as an extra to your normal lunch. “They teach you about religion at school?” he asked a bit confused about your books . “Yes, well they try but honestly they are messing up, but they are not to blame, they simply do not know better.” “Let me guess” Lucifer shipped in “I am the all bad monster responsible for everything?” “Sorry Lucifer, yes they blame you a lot” you sweet dropped.

You sighed “guys do I reeeeally of to go to school?” you whined. “Yes.” Came from all four. You looked down. You did not want to go back there. Honestly you were scared. Suddenly there were two strong arms around you. Gabriel was hugging you and you had to be honest that calmed you more than you would admit. “Princess, we will not let anyone, and I mean anyone hurt you, okay?” Lucifer comforted you. “You are not alone anymore (y/n)” Castiel noted “and you will never again be “ Balthazar assured. You could not help it tears were flowing down your cheeks making Gabriel hug you more. “Thank-you guys, Thank-you so much” you sobbed “Hey, it’s okay. Everything is perfectly alright” Gabe whispered in your ear lightly rocking you back and forth.

After a while you calmed down a bit and started to eat your breakfast, which was delicious.

After that you got ready for school and to your great surprise Lucifer decided to bring you. He took you just a street away from school since just zapping in front of the school would get you unwanted attention. You just were about to go after thanking him ,when he pulled you in a hug and kissed your hair. Then he kneeled down a bit so that you were at eye Level “Do not be scared little one. I promise we watch over you.”

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