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An Actress Life - Chapter 5

Chapter five

Word count: 1,263 words

Monday 

You spend the rest of the weekend relaxing and learning your script. You haven't done anything special, Jensen and you chatted a bit the most of the messages were GIFs. Most of them were of Jared. They were so funny. 

Today is your first day of shooting, you're really excited, because you love the script so much it's the best you've ever read, plus it's your first day. Your character Sophie appears after years, when Dean and she were younger they were in a relationship she was his first love and Dean was her first love. She is in Purgatory, for almost 10 years. Dean went to purgatory, because of Dick Roman the Leviathan. Then the two meet each other for the first time after all those years, when Dean is looking for Cas. Dean can't believe his eyes, when he sees her, he thought she was dead but she isn't. 

Okay, but now you have to leave for work. You drive to the set and check in. When you park your car a PA comes to you and shows you your trailer. 

"So you have 10 minutes to get to the make-up trailer." "Thanks." You smile at her, but she seems annoyed. You go to the make-up trailer and get in. "Oh my god. Y/n Y/l/n. So nice to meet you. I'm Liz." "So nice to meet you too Liz, but please just call me y/n." You smile at her and she smiles back. "Sure, I have one question." "Keep going." You said before sitting down on one of the chair and she started to do your hair and make-up. 

"My question is, are you the ex-girlfriend of Jensen?" You have to suppress your smile. "Yeah, why are you asking?" "I just wanted to make sure." She smiles, you kinda expected at least one person to ask you this. After 10 minutes Jensen enters the make-up trailer. "Oh, hey." He says. "Hey." You two promised each other to act on set like you two wouldn't have talked. "I come back later." He says. "Jensen please come back in 15 minutes, then my colleague will be here." "Alright." "That was weird, wasn't it?" "Totally." You lie. 

10 minutes later... 

The colleague Nicki enters the trailer.

"Oh. My. God. Y/n Y/l/n. In this trailer?Amazing." "Hey just call me y/n." You smile. Jensen enters the trailer again. You two have to hide your smiles. "Jensen sit down." Nicki says. Jensen sits down next to you. He tries not to look at you. "Okay, y/n you're ready." You stand up and smile at her. "Thank you." She smiles back. You leave the trailer and go to set where Misha is waiting for you and Jensen.  

"Oh, y/n/n. It's been a long time since we've seen each other. I missed you." He says happily "Misha, I know and I missed you too." You say softly pulling him into a hug. 20 minutes pass during this time you and Misha talk about the time you haven't seen each other, just everything. Then finally Jensen enters set. "Okay guys you're ready?" the director yells. "Yes, we are." Misha yells back. You go to your marks. "3,2,1. Action!"

Scene:

"Sophie is that really you?" Dean asks with tears in his eyes. Such a good actor, you think to yourself. "Dean?! What are you doing here?" They hug each other it's been 10 years, since they have seen each other. "It's 10 years ago, I missed you so much, I thought you were dead." 

"What 10 years?" He nods and looks sad to the ground. "I missed you too, Dean." "I'm Castiel an angel of the lord." "Wait what? Angels are real?" "Yes and demons too." Dean says with a deep sigh. "The only good thing that happened here, I have you back." He kisses her softly but passionately. Both of you smiled into the kiss, happy to have each other back. 

"I don't understand in what are you doing in Purgatory?" Sophie asks him. "Well, that's the same thing I could ask you." He says confused. 

"I killed that monster with my dad yesterday. The monster brought me here." She says. "I killed a Leviathan, that brought me here." "A what?" "A powerful monster that feeds on humans, it was difficult to kill them." She's so confused not understanding anything. "I killed the leader and that son of a bitch brought me here." He tells her. "I see, I guess." She says confused. END of Scene. 

"And CUT!" The director yells. "That was perfect guys. One thing I have to mention next month is an event, where we're going to talk about the new season. Y/n, I hope you will come as the new cast member." He adds and smiles at you. "I think I'll come." You smile back. "Okay guys, next scene." He yells. "Oh, guys. One thing about the event please suits and dresses it's really formal and could someone tell Jared. I know he just got his second child, but he needs to know." "Sure, I can tell him." You say with a smile before going to you mark again. "Okay, in 10 secs." "10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 and action!"

Scene:

"Benny, what are you doing here?" Sophie asks and hug him. 

"I'm here to tell you that I found a way to get you out." "Really? They also want to get out." Sophie points at Dean and Castiel. "You know it's hard, you know how many monsters are walking around and looking for me, because I help you." "I know, I am sorry and of course thankful that you're helping me, but please." She smiles at him. "Okay, lets go." Benny walks in front of them, Dean stops Sophie for a second."Is he a monster?" "Yes, he's a Vampire, but a good one so don't judge him." She says a bit angry. Misha starts laughing. End Scene. 

"Sorry guys, but you had to see the expression of Jensen. It was priceless." He continues laughing and you also have to laugh a bit. 

Even the director laughs and Jensen starts laughing as well. "Okay enough laughing, back to the beginning." You shoot the scene again and the rest. 4 hours pass and you finish filming for today. "We're ready for today you can all go, except Jensen and y/n." The director says. 

What does he want? You ask yourself. 

He waits until everyone leaves the set, that until you three left. "I wanted to apologise." You wonder yourself why he says that. "Why?" Jensen asks confused. "I forgot about your past, that you're ex-boyfriend and girlfriend. It makes it kinda weird. I'm sorry." "Eric it's okay, Jensen and I talked about everything, we want to try being friends and to keep this here professional. So don't worry, everything is fine." You smile at him and Jensen does the same. "You can leave, I'm really sorry. But if you're fine with that so am I." "Bye." You say and leave. 

You write a text message to Jensen.

You: You wanna come to my apartment and hang up? :)" 

Jensen: l thought, you would never ask. ;)

You: See you then. 

You put your phone back in your bag and go to your car. You get into your car and drive to your apartment. You get out of your car, after pitting it in car before entering the elevator. You get out again and unlock the door to your apartment, entering it.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 6

Chapter six

Word count: 1,693 words

Warnings: smut

5 minutes later Jensen knocks at the door and you open it. He almost immediately kisses you. "That's what I wanted to do all day." He smiles. "You already did on set." You say sarcastically. "I mean really." He says with a huge smile and kisses you again." "Miss y/l/n, you're such a liar." He says jokingly with a British accent. "Why that?" You ask innocently. 

"He really believed you that we're 'just friends'." "I am an actress, I should be able to lie." You tell him with a shrug. He puts his hand on your waist and pulls you close to him, starting kissing you passionately. "I missed those moments." He says between kisses. "Me too. I regret everything I did. I missed you so much." You breathe out. "Me too."

 He kisses you hungrily, but you stop him immediately. "Jensen, you know what we've talked about." "Oh, please, I missed the sex with you so much." "Yeah, me too." You say biting your lip. "Fuck it." You lean in and kiss him even rougher. He lifts you up, wrapping your legs around his hips, you don't stop kissing each other. He walks you into the bedroom and lays you on the bed. He takes his shirt off and reconnects your lips.

He takes your blouse off and kisses your neck. Then down to your breasts and unhooks your bra. He looks at your naked breasts, making his cock grow even harder in his pants. He kisses you again, you drive your fingers along his muscular arms. He pulls your pants and panties off.

 After that you quickly unbutton his pants and see his hard cock in his boxers. He kisses your neck again. "I missed your body." He whispers into your ear. He starts kissing and sucking your nipples,  making you moan softly. He kisses down your body down to your lower lips. He groans softly at the sight of your sex and can't help, but gently peck your clit. You sigh softly at the feeling, moaning softly as soon as he starts sucking onto your clit. His fingers teasing your entrance. 

 Your hand drives through his hair as the other hand grasp the sheets tightly. You moan as he starts pumping his finger in and out of you. You start to get close at how good he knows your body and taps his head gently, wanting to give him the same treatment. "It's your turn." You breathe out. You sit up, he puts his hands on your shoulders, rubbing them gently. You pull his boxers down, licking your lips at the sight of his hard and throbbing cock. You look up at him as you start stroking his cock, making him sigh heavily. You lick the precum off his tip, sighing at taste, before slowly taking him inside your mouth. 

He looks down at you sighing at the sight of you sucking his cock. He grips your hair firmly as you suck his cock swirling your tongue around his tip, just like you know he loves it. He groans softly closing his eyes in pleasure since he haven't had such a good blowjob in a long time. He can't help, but buck into your mouth. You moan softly around his cock. 

He pulls you off his cock, spit all over your mouth, making him sigh at the sight. You wiped your spit away as he sits down next to you leaning in to kiss you passionately again. 

He pulls you onto his lap making you straddle him as you two make out. He sighed kissing you, cupping your ass firmly. You sigh heavily and pull on his hair as you kiss him hungrily. He grabs his cock and lines up with you, grabbing your hips as you sink down on him. "Fuck." He breathes out when he's completely inside you. You rolled your hips closing your eyes before you start bouncing on his cock. "Oh fuck." You breathe out at the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of you. He watches you bounce on his cock, your eyes closed. He groans at the sight of your bouncing boobs, cupping them firmly. He sits up and kisses you hungrily moaning against his lips as you feel him playing with your nipples. He turns you two around, so he's on top, hiding his face in the crook of your neck. He grips your hips firmly as he thrusts faster and harder inside you. You moan his name loudly as he hits your g-spot over and over. He groans at the sight of you, your lips apart in pleasure and your eyes closed. He starts to circle your clit getting you closer to your peak. You grab his arm as you get extremely close. You moan his name softly as your orgasm hits, clenching tightly around his cock. He groans at the feeling and keeps thrusting until he cums deep inside you. You two breathe heavily as Jensen gets off of you sweat-drenched. 

You smile hazily at each other, your high still kicking in as Jensen places an arm over his face. "Wow." You breathe out a moment later, smiling adoring yet hazily at Jensen. He returns the smile and kisses your nose softly, making your heart flutter at the little gesture.

"We should take a shower." Jensen says softly and you nod. "Yeah." you say and slowly get up stretching slightly before walking inside your bathroom. 

He's right behind you as you step into the shower. You turn the water on as Jensen wraps his arms around your waist making you lean into him. He kisses the back of your head. You smile turning around kissing him softly as he pulls you closer. 

You pull away a moment later wide smiles on both of your faces. You smile lovingly as he starts washing your hair. 

After you two have finished showering you lie down again, cuddling into his side. You look up at him as he cups your face gently, "I missed you so much." He whispers softly. "I missed you too." You whisper back kissing him softly. He pulls away a moment later snuggling you close. "Cuddling was probably what I missed the most." He says softly holding you close. You nod against his chest. You two cuddle the rest of the night, watching a movie. 

The next morning you wake up to your and Jensen's legs tangled. You smile to yourself as you feel Jensen rubbing your wait gently. "Good morning." you whisper softly as Jensen kisses your neck gently. "Good morning." He says softly and pecks your lips gently cuddling you close. You smile lovingly at him and kiss him softly as you hug him close. 

"I'm kinda hungry." He says softly as he pulls away feeling his stomach grumble. You giggle softly, "I could make a us some pancakes." You suggest softly and he nods happily. You get out of bed stretching your body as you walk out of the bedroom in his t-shirt and panties. Jensen grins slightly watching your ass. 

You start making pancakes as Jensen joins you yawning as he starts making coffee. You place the hot pancakes in the middle of the counter, grabbing some fruits out of the fridge. You sit down sipping the coffee Jensen just gave you. 

Jensen starts eating happily sighing at the taste of your pancakes, making you smile at him as you start digging in as well. 

"I know it kinda seem a bit forward and fast but next month....on that event...we should go public." He says hesitantly and you sigh softly. 

"I don't know, J. I think it's a bit too fast. I don't want that the press telling any lies or spreading rumours. I don't want them to mess things up between us." He cups your cheek, making you lean into his touch. "Y/n/n, I love you just like all those years ago, I don't care what they gonna tell the world." He promises you softly. "I love you too, but are there any things that happened in the last few years that could cause any trouble?" "No." He says softly and you nod with a small smile. 

"And what about you?" He adds. "Just Matt that's all, I'm just afraid of, that the press will drop news like 'After cheating back together?' you know what I mean?" You ask him. "Yes, but I know you didn't cheat on me. Jared and Gen told me, after we broke up. At first I thought you did, that's true, but I also know you and Matt started dating 2 months after our breakup. Y/n,  I fucking love you so much and I never stopped. I LOVE YOU!" He tells you honestly making you smile lovingly at him. 

"I love you too, J." You say softly pecking his lips, "I could care less about what they're going to say about us. You shouldn't either." He says softly.

"Let's make it public next month. Next month we gonna tell everyone of our friends and family." You eventually say. "I'm fine with that." He says with a huge smile and kisses you. "When I am honest I am scared of that what Jared and Gen are gonna say about that, even more of Jared that Gen." "I think Gen will be happy for us but Jared." "Jared knows that I always loved you." 

"I know, but last week, when Shep was born, I had a big fight with Jared about us. He felt really disappointed about me, because that day I realised that I still love you. You know how Jared is." "Yeah, I know but I think he will also be happy for us." "When I am happy Jared will be happy." He adds. 

And your fear fades a away a bit. "Everything will be fine between us, I promise....Let's get ready for work." He says softly and pecks your lips. You two get ready, while you brush your teeth Jensen tells Jared about the event. Jared knows he has to come, but Gen won't be able to make it because of Shep.

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