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Jensen Ackles Series

An Actress Life

A/N: You're a famous actress, that gets a part as the love interest of Dean Winchester in Supernatural. But when you realise that you have a history with Jensen everything changes. (In this Story, Danneel and Jensen never were in a relationship, because I love her too much to pretend her to be a bitch. And I really think highly of her.)

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A/N: sorry but I probably won’t post it on here anymore. I originally posted it on Wattpad and posted the edited version here but honestly it’s too exhausting to edit. Thanks for reading tho🫶🏻

An Actress Life - Chapter 4

Chapter four Word count: 1,360 words

"How's life going?" You ask Ed. "Fine, what about you?" "Everything is fine Joe and I got a puppy." "Oh please show me a picture." You say excitedly and he shows you a picture of  a golden retriever. "So cute, by the way when will you and Joe get married?" You wiggle with your brows. "Next month you have to come." "Sure, but I have no one to go with." You say with a small sigh. "I believe you will find someone, if I wouldn't be gay I totally would run after you." He says jokingly, making you laugh. 

You arrive at the set of Supernatural, then you walk to the main office. Eric Kripke welcomes you. "Hello Ms. y/l/n." "Please call me y/n or y/n/n." You interrupt him almost immediately, since you don't like being too formal.  He nods, giving you a smile. "Okay, y/n so nice to finally meet you in person." "Me too, I really feel honoured to be allowed being here." You say with a smile. "Let's talk about business." Ed says jokingly, interrupting you two."So I imagined that y/n would be perfect for the role as Sophie, because when I think about this character she fits perfect." Eric explains and Ed nods. "Thanks for the compliment." You say with a smile 

"By the way you're an amazing actress and I'm glad to call you being a part of the cast." He says proudly. "Please stop." You say laughing, blushing slightly. "So, y/n you're for 100% sure you wanna have this part?" "Hell, yes I am." You press. "Amazing, I'll get the papers." Kripke says before disappearing. You wait there for about five minutes, talking about the job with Ed. Ed telling you, that he is really proud of you that you are in a show that keeps running for nearly 8 years. "So, y/n those are the papers of your contract and this is your script." He says placing both on the table.

"I'll get the contract, you the script." Ed always has to control every single word, but you can understand he wants you to be safe. "Everything seems to be correct and safe. Y/n/n, please sign here and here." You do what he says. "Thanks, see you on Monday." Eric says. "Bye." You skim through the script, it sounds so good and cute. You love it. The love story is just sweet and pure. "I love that script." "Show me." Ed says. You give him the script, before reaching inside your purse to grab your phone.  You click on Dean's contact and decide to send him a message. 

iMessage 

You: Hey I just finished the meeting.

Jensen: Fine. Where are you?

You: At the main office of the set.

Jensen: Wait there I'll be there in two minutes. 

You: 👍🏻

Okay, two minutes left, will this be weird? Again? You don't know, because he wanted to meet you. You see him, he waves at you. 

"Well, that was quick." You laugh.

"I know, but only because I was in my trailer." You nod and smile at him. 

"Can you wait I wanna say goodbye to my manager." "Sure." He says with a smile, so you go back to the office, Ed looks shocked. "What is your ex-boyfriend doing here?" "He plays Dean." You answer quickly. "Oh, shit. Already forgot about that." He says, making you roll your eyes. "We just wanna talk, so see you later." You tell him about to go back."Wait, here are your keys for your apartment and the address." He says giving you the keys. You nod with a smile, "Thanks, Ed." You leave the office and go to Jensen again. You are thankful that Ed thinks about everything. "Where should we go?" "Maybe to my new apartment?" You ask. "Sure." He nods.

20 minutes later...

You enter the apartment, it's got everything you need. You put your suitcases inside the beautiful bedroom then you kick your shoes off. You go into the kitchen, where Jensen is waiting. "Do you wanna drink something?" "Water please." You open the fridge, since you knew Ed made sure you got everything. 

"I think we really should talk about us." "I thought the same." He says, chewing on his bottom lip. You sit down on the couch in your living room, he quickly joins you. He looks again at your hand his smile fades away. 

"You're engaged?" He asks friendly. You look at your fingers, then you realise you're wearing your granny's ring on your ring finger. "What? No, It's the ring of my granny she died a year ago." You say with a sad smile. "I am so sorry I really liked her." He says softly. "I know."

"How is it going with Matt?" (Your ex-boyfriend) "We broke up 1 and a half years ago." "Oh, okay." He says with a nod. You swear you've seen some relief on his face. "How is it going with Joanna?" "We broke up one year ago." You nod also feeling relieved. "Jensen, I wanna let you know something. I'm so sorry how we broke up,  I was such a bitch. I feel so bad and guilty and I miss you as my best friend I just wanna apologise."

"I miss you too, I know you didn't mean to. I'm not that innocent too, sometimes I treated you like a piece of shit I'm so sorry I wasn't a perfect boyfriend." (You left Jensen because of Matt, because things didn't work out with Jensen at that time.But you never cheated on him.) "You were the best boyfriend I've ever had. My parents thought we would get married they loved you like a second son." He smiles looking at his fingers. 

"To be honest, I also thought we would get married in Poland with the rest of your family." He knows you love, when he includes your dreams and thoughts in everything. Since you always wanted to get married in Poland. "I am also sorry about how much I hurt you." You sobs out covering you face with one of your hands. "I'm sorry too." He says and starts tearing up. You take his hand and squeeze it gently. He looks you into your eyes. "Maybe we can have a restart?" He asks carefully. You don't know, but you still love him. "I would love that, but we should take it easy, because I want it to work out this time." You tell hike softly. He scoots closer and kisses you with all his passion he has for you. You've missed these kisses, you gently push him away a moment later. "Can you really forgive me?" You ask him seriously. "If you can." He replies also seriously.  

"Y/n, I still love you like all those years ago and I've never loved a woman after that, like I love you." You feel your heart flutter, even blushing a bit. "I love you too, J." And again he leans in to kiss you you, knowing he wants more than kissing, so do you, but NO! "Jensen stop it." You say pulling away from him. "Did I do something wrong?" He asks worriedly. "No, it's just we should stop. Like I said we should take it easy. We should save this moment for another time." You say gently. "Okay, you're right, but I think we shouldn't tell anybody for now." "Yes, you're right we shouldn't."He nods. "I just know the press and media will be going crazy, if they know I'm going to be love interest of Dean." He starts to laugh.  

"It's pretty funny to imagine that." You start to laugh too. "Do you wanna order some pizza?" You asks a moment later. "Sure, the same as always." he smiles.  

30 minutes later... 

The pizza arrives and you start watching a horror movie and eating pizza. That's how you two spend the rest of the night, until Jensen has to go. "I gotta go, its getting late." "Okay, good night." You say with a small pout. "Good night." He says and kisses your forehead before leaving the apartment.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 5

Chapter five

Word count: 1,263 words

Monday 

You spend the rest of the weekend relaxing and learning your script. You haven't done anything special, Jensen and you chatted a bit the most of the messages were GIFs. Most of them were of Jared. They were so funny. 

Today is your first day of shooting, you're really excited, because you love the script so much it's the best you've ever read, plus it's your first day. Your character Sophie appears after years, when Dean and she were younger they were in a relationship she was his first love and Dean was her first love. She is in Purgatory, for almost 10 years. Dean went to purgatory, because of Dick Roman the Leviathan. Then the two meet each other for the first time after all those years, when Dean is looking for Cas. Dean can't believe his eyes, when he sees her, he thought she was dead but she isn't. 

Okay, but now you have to leave for work. You drive to the set and check in. When you park your car a PA comes to you and shows you your trailer. 

"So you have 10 minutes to get to the make-up trailer." "Thanks." You smile at her, but she seems annoyed. You go to the make-up trailer and get in. "Oh my god. Y/n Y/l/n. So nice to meet you. I'm Liz." "So nice to meet you too Liz, but please just call me y/n." You smile at her and she smiles back. "Sure, I have one question." "Keep going." You said before sitting down on one of the chair and she started to do your hair and make-up. 

"My question is, are you the ex-girlfriend of Jensen?" You have to suppress your smile. "Yeah, why are you asking?" "I just wanted to make sure." She smiles, you kinda expected at least one person to ask you this. After 10 minutes Jensen enters the make-up trailer. "Oh, hey." He says. "Hey." You two promised each other to act on set like you two wouldn't have talked. "I come back later." He says. "Jensen please come back in 15 minutes, then my colleague will be here." "Alright." "That was weird, wasn't it?" "Totally." You lie. 

10 minutes later... 

The colleague Nicki enters the trailer.

"Oh. My. God. Y/n Y/l/n. In this trailer?Amazing." "Hey just call me y/n." You smile. Jensen enters the trailer again. You two have to hide your smiles. "Jensen sit down." Nicki says. Jensen sits down next to you. He tries not to look at you. "Okay, y/n you're ready." You stand up and smile at her. "Thank you." She smiles back. You leave the trailer and go to set where Misha is waiting for you and Jensen.  

"Oh, y/n/n. It's been a long time since we've seen each other. I missed you." He says happily "Misha, I know and I missed you too." You say softly pulling him into a hug. 20 minutes pass during this time you and Misha talk about the time you haven't seen each other, just everything. Then finally Jensen enters set. "Okay guys you're ready?" the director yells. "Yes, we are." Misha yells back. You go to your marks. "3,2,1. Action!"

Scene:

"Sophie is that really you?" Dean asks with tears in his eyes. Such a good actor, you think to yourself. "Dean?! What are you doing here?" They hug each other it's been 10 years, since they have seen each other. "It's 10 years ago, I missed you so much, I thought you were dead." 

"What 10 years?" He nods and looks sad to the ground. "I missed you too, Dean." "I'm Castiel an angel of the lord." "Wait what? Angels are real?" "Yes and demons too." Dean says with a deep sigh. "The only good thing that happened here, I have you back." He kisses her softly but passionately. Both of you smiled into the kiss, happy to have each other back. 

"I don't understand in what are you doing in Purgatory?" Sophie asks him. "Well, that's the same thing I could ask you." He says confused. 

"I killed that monster with my dad yesterday. The monster brought me here." She says. "I killed a Leviathan, that brought me here." "A what?" "A powerful monster that feeds on humans, it was difficult to kill them." She's so confused not understanding anything. "I killed the leader and that son of a bitch brought me here." He tells her. "I see, I guess." She says confused. END of Scene. 

"And CUT!" The director yells. "That was perfect guys. One thing I have to mention next month is an event, where we're going to talk about the new season. Y/n, I hope you will come as the new cast member." He adds and smiles at you. "I think I'll come." You smile back. "Okay guys, next scene." He yells. "Oh, guys. One thing about the event please suits and dresses it's really formal and could someone tell Jared. I know he just got his second child, but he needs to know." "Sure, I can tell him." You say with a smile before going to you mark again. "Okay, in 10 secs." "10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 and action!"

Scene:

"Benny, what are you doing here?" Sophie asks and hug him. 

"I'm here to tell you that I found a way to get you out." "Really? They also want to get out." Sophie points at Dean and Castiel. "You know it's hard, you know how many monsters are walking around and looking for me, because I help you." "I know, I am sorry and of course thankful that you're helping me, but please." She smiles at him. "Okay, lets go." Benny walks in front of them, Dean stops Sophie for a second."Is he a monster?" "Yes, he's a Vampire, but a good one so don't judge him." She says a bit angry. Misha starts laughing. End Scene. 

"Sorry guys, but you had to see the expression of Jensen. It was priceless." He continues laughing and you also have to laugh a bit. 

Even the director laughs and Jensen starts laughing as well. "Okay enough laughing, back to the beginning." You shoot the scene again and the rest. 4 hours pass and you finish filming for today. "We're ready for today you can all go, except Jensen and y/n." The director says. 

What does he want? You ask yourself. 

He waits until everyone leaves the set, that until you three left. "I wanted to apologise." You wonder yourself why he says that. "Why?" Jensen asks confused. "I forgot about your past, that you're ex-boyfriend and girlfriend. It makes it kinda weird. I'm sorry." "Eric it's okay, Jensen and I talked about everything, we want to try being friends and to keep this here professional. So don't worry, everything is fine." You smile at him and Jensen does the same. "You can leave, I'm really sorry. But if you're fine with that so am I." "Bye." You say and leave. 

You write a text message to Jensen.

You: You wanna come to my apartment and hang up? :)" 

Jensen: l thought, you would never ask. ;)

You: See you then. 

You put your phone back in your bag and go to your car. You get into your car and drive to your apartment. You get out of your car, after pitting it in car before entering the elevator. You get out again and unlock the door to your apartment, entering it.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 6

Chapter six

Word count: 1,693 words

Warnings: smut

5 minutes later Jensen knocks at the door and you open it. He almost immediately kisses you. "That's what I wanted to do all day." He smiles. "You already did on set." You say sarcastically. "I mean really." He says with a huge smile and kisses you again." "Miss y/l/n, you're such a liar." He says jokingly with a British accent. "Why that?" You ask innocently. 

"He really believed you that we're 'just friends'." "I am an actress, I should be able to lie." You tell him with a shrug. He puts his hand on your waist and pulls you close to him, starting kissing you passionately. "I missed those moments." He says between kisses. "Me too. I regret everything I did. I missed you so much." You breathe out. "Me too."

 He kisses you hungrily, but you stop him immediately. "Jensen, you know what we've talked about." "Oh, please, I missed the sex with you so much." "Yeah, me too." You say biting your lip. "Fuck it." You lean in and kiss him even rougher. He lifts you up, wrapping your legs around his hips, you don't stop kissing each other. He walks you into the bedroom and lays you on the bed. He takes his shirt off and reconnects your lips.

He takes your blouse off and kisses your neck. Then down to your breasts and unhooks your bra. He looks at your naked breasts, making his cock grow even harder in his pants. He kisses you again, you drive your fingers along his muscular arms. He pulls your pants and panties off.

 After that you quickly unbutton his pants and see his hard cock in his boxers. He kisses your neck again. "I missed your body." He whispers into your ear. He starts kissing and sucking your nipples,  making you moan softly. He kisses down your body down to your lower lips. He groans softly at the sight of your sex and can't help, but gently peck your clit. You sigh softly at the feeling, moaning softly as soon as he starts sucking onto your clit. His fingers teasing your entrance. 

 Your hand drives through his hair as the other hand grasp the sheets tightly. You moan as he starts pumping his finger in and out of you. You start to get close at how good he knows your body and taps his head gently, wanting to give him the same treatment. "It's your turn." You breathe out. You sit up, he puts his hands on your shoulders, rubbing them gently. You pull his boxers down, licking your lips at the sight of his hard and throbbing cock. You look up at him as you start stroking his cock, making him sigh heavily. You lick the precum off his tip, sighing at taste, before slowly taking him inside your mouth. 

He looks down at you sighing at the sight of you sucking his cock. He grips your hair firmly as you suck his cock swirling your tongue around his tip, just like you know he loves it. He groans softly closing his eyes in pleasure since he haven't had such a good blowjob in a long time. He can't help, but buck into your mouth. You moan softly around his cock. 

He pulls you off his cock, spit all over your mouth, making him sigh at the sight. You wiped your spit away as he sits down next to you leaning in to kiss you passionately again. 

He pulls you onto his lap making you straddle him as you two make out. He sighed kissing you, cupping your ass firmly. You sigh heavily and pull on his hair as you kiss him hungrily. He grabs his cock and lines up with you, grabbing your hips as you sink down on him. "Fuck." He breathes out when he's completely inside you. You rolled your hips closing your eyes before you start bouncing on his cock. "Oh fuck." You breathe out at the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of you. He watches you bounce on his cock, your eyes closed. He groans at the sight of your bouncing boobs, cupping them firmly. He sits up and kisses you hungrily moaning against his lips as you feel him playing with your nipples. He turns you two around, so he's on top, hiding his face in the crook of your neck. He grips your hips firmly as he thrusts faster and harder inside you. You moan his name loudly as he hits your g-spot over and over. He groans at the sight of you, your lips apart in pleasure and your eyes closed. He starts to circle your clit getting you closer to your peak. You grab his arm as you get extremely close. You moan his name softly as your orgasm hits, clenching tightly around his cock. He groans at the feeling and keeps thrusting until he cums deep inside you. You two breathe heavily as Jensen gets off of you sweat-drenched. 

You smile hazily at each other, your high still kicking in as Jensen places an arm over his face. "Wow." You breathe out a moment later, smiling adoring yet hazily at Jensen. He returns the smile and kisses your nose softly, making your heart flutter at the little gesture.

"We should take a shower." Jensen says softly and you nod. "Yeah." you say and slowly get up stretching slightly before walking inside your bathroom. 

He's right behind you as you step into the shower. You turn the water on as Jensen wraps his arms around your waist making you lean into him. He kisses the back of your head. You smile turning around kissing him softly as he pulls you closer. 

You pull away a moment later wide smiles on both of your faces. You smile lovingly as he starts washing your hair. 

After you two have finished showering you lie down again, cuddling into his side. You look up at him as he cups your face gently, "I missed you so much." He whispers softly. "I missed you too." You whisper back kissing him softly. He pulls away a moment later snuggling you close. "Cuddling was probably what I missed the most." He says softly holding you close. You nod against his chest. You two cuddle the rest of the night, watching a movie. 

The next morning you wake up to your and Jensen's legs tangled. You smile to yourself as you feel Jensen rubbing your wait gently. "Good morning." you whisper softly as Jensen kisses your neck gently. "Good morning." He says softly and pecks your lips gently cuddling you close. You smile lovingly at him and kiss him softly as you hug him close. 

"I'm kinda hungry." He says softly as he pulls away feeling his stomach grumble. You giggle softly, "I could make a us some pancakes." You suggest softly and he nods happily. You get out of bed stretching your body as you walk out of the bedroom in his t-shirt and panties. Jensen grins slightly watching your ass. 

You start making pancakes as Jensen joins you yawning as he starts making coffee. You place the hot pancakes in the middle of the counter, grabbing some fruits out of the fridge. You sit down sipping the coffee Jensen just gave you. 

Jensen starts eating happily sighing at the taste of your pancakes, making you smile at him as you start digging in as well. 

"I know it kinda seem a bit forward and fast but next month....on that event...we should go public." He says hesitantly and you sigh softly. 

"I don't know, J. I think it's a bit too fast. I don't want that the press telling any lies or spreading rumours. I don't want them to mess things up between us." He cups your cheek, making you lean into his touch. "Y/n/n, I love you just like all those years ago, I don't care what they gonna tell the world." He promises you softly. "I love you too, but are there any things that happened in the last few years that could cause any trouble?" "No." He says softly and you nod with a small smile. 

"And what about you?" He adds. "Just Matt that's all, I'm just afraid of, that the press will drop news like 'After cheating back together?' you know what I mean?" You ask him. "Yes, but I know you didn't cheat on me. Jared and Gen told me, after we broke up. At first I thought you did, that's true, but I also know you and Matt started dating 2 months after our breakup. Y/n,  I fucking love you so much and I never stopped. I LOVE YOU!" He tells you honestly making you smile lovingly at him. 

"I love you too, J." You say softly pecking his lips, "I could care less about what they're going to say about us. You shouldn't either." He says softly.

"Let's make it public next month. Next month we gonna tell everyone of our friends and family." You eventually say. "I'm fine with that." He says with a huge smile and kisses you. "When I am honest I am scared of that what Jared and Gen are gonna say about that, even more of Jared that Gen." "I think Gen will be happy for us but Jared." "Jared knows that I always loved you." 

"I know, but last week, when Shep was born, I had a big fight with Jared about us. He felt really disappointed about me, because that day I realised that I still love you. You know how Jared is." "Yeah, I know but I think he will also be happy for us." "When I am happy Jared will be happy." He adds. 

And your fear fades a away a bit. "Everything will be fine between us, I promise....Let's get ready for work." He says softly and pecks your lips. You two get ready, while you brush your teeth Jensen tells Jared about the event. Jared knows he has to come, but Gen won't be able to make it because of Shep.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 7

Chapter seven

Word count: 1,276 words

1 month later...

Everything feels like it used to be years ago, today is the event and THAT DAY! You're so nervous. How will people, friends and family react? Everything that happens at the event will be live on TV. You told your family to watch that event on TV tonight, you told Gen the same because she won't be there and Jensen told his family as well. 

Right now you're getting ready for the event, you're wearing a tight black dress that reaches your knees and it emphasises your décolleté. You wear a half bun with curls and a slightly stronger make-up. You go through your walk-in-wardrobe and put some silver high heels on and a silver clutch that fits with your dress. 

You get a call from Jensen. "Babe, are you ready?" "Yes." "Then come to the SUV that is waiting for you upstairs." He says happily. You hang up and make sure you have everything you need. You walk into the hallway of your apartment complex and lock your door before leaving the building. When you walk towards the SUV Jensen looks you up and down, a bit stunned at how good you're looking. 

"Wow." He breathes out as he places his hands on your waist checking you out. He gives you a quick, but gentle kiss. 

"You look....breathtakingly hot." You tell him as he lets out a small laugh. "Well, I could say the same thing about you." He tells you honestly, making you smile. "But you know what's the best about the night?" "What?" You ask curiously. "I'm the lucky one who's going to undress you tonight." He whispers into your ear making you clench your thighs together. He grins at you as he pulls away from your ear as he sees you blushing. 

"Let's get in the car." He says with a huge grin. You get into the back of the car, he puts his hand on your thigh to calm you down, rubbing it gently. He knows you're nervous. "I love you, y/n/n." "I love you too, J." He cups your cheek with his other hand and pecks your lips softly. 

After 20 minutes you arrive at the location.

"Y/n/n, don't be nervous. Everything will be fine, I will always be by your side." You nod. "Let's get out." He says confidently. He gets out first, when he opens the door the only things you see are the flashlights of the cameras. He reaches for your hand, so you he can help you out. You two intertwine your fingers and walk to the entrance. You already hear the first paparazzi, calling your names. 

"Jensen and y/n are you back together?" 

"Yes, we are." Jensen answers quickly while passing by. He keeps asking questions about your relationship, but you ignore them. When you walk through the door, you see a shocked yet happy Jared. 

"Guys, you're back together?" He asks with a big smile. "Yes, man." Jensen answers happily. 

Jared can't stop grinning. 

"I told you he will be happy." Jensen whispers to you. "Jar?" you say hesitantly.

"Yes, y/n/n?" "I think I have to apologize. I'm sorry." He hugs you from the side. "I also have to apologise, I'm so happy for you two. You are meant to be together, that's why Gen and I decided to make you two godparents of Shep. So that you two can get closer again." He says casually making your eyes go wide. He chuckles and kisses your temple gently before letting go. 

"What were you two talking about?" Jensen asks curiously. "About that fight last month." 

"But everything is fine now?" "Yes." 

"Guys can you come here?" Jared yells from where the paparazzi are taking pictures. 

You and Jensen nod and walk on the red carpet. 

"Y/n, can we take a picture of you two?" 

"Sure." You answer and Jensen puts his arm around your waist and kisses the side of your head. 

"Jared come over here." You yell and he runs to you. You three stand there, you in the middle, Jensen left next to you and Jared right next to you. When you're about to leave one of the interviewers asks for an interview, so you and Jensen decide to give them a  quick interview. 

"Hey y/n and Jensen, how is it going?" The interviewer asks. 

"Fine. Thank you." "The question that everyone is asking, are you two back together?" 

"Yes, we are." You say nodding and look at Jensen with a loving smile, who puts his arm around your waist.

"I'm more than happy to have her back." He says happily looking at you first and then into the camera. "How did that happen?" 

"Since we two are working together now, we say down and talked. We noticed there still are mutual feelings." You tell them honestly. "Thank you guys for telling." They say and you nod with a smile. 

You two get to your seats, where Jared is already waiting for you. You sit down right next to Jared and Jensen sits down on your left side. Jared leans towards you. "You guys have to tell me, how you two got back together." "After the show?" 

"Maybe at y/n's?" Jensen asks. You both nod. 

"How are Gen, Tom and Shep doing?" 

"Pretty well, you two have to visit us when we're ok a break." He says happily. "Of course, Jensen and I would love to." You say softly. "Yes." Jensen adds. 

The event starts and the two narrators talk about: the vampire diaries, pretty little liars and then one of them starts talking about Supernatural. "Now, let's talk about Supernatural. Supernatural has a new season and cast member. Y/n y/l/n plays the love interest of Dean." "Wow, I heard Jensen and y/n are back together." "Yeah me too and I'm very happy for them. They're such a perfect couple." Jensen looks at you with a smile on his face caressing your hand gently. 

"Let's welcome them. Jensen, Jared and y/n come join us on stage." The first narrator yell enthusiastically. All of you walk on stage, Jensen and you intertwine your fingers. Everyone claps their hands while passing them. Jensen helps you go up the few stair up. "Hey you three, what will you tell us about the rest of season 8?" 

"First of all, hey to everyone and thanks for being here." Jared says happily. "Oh Jared how is the second baby doing and congratulations." 

"Pretty well and thank you." Jared says with a smile. "But now, let's talk about Supernatural." Jensen adds. 

"Well the end will be really emotional between Sam and Dean." You tell them. "Interesting. What about Sophie and Dean?" "A lot of romantic things." Jared says laughing. 

"So Jensen and y/n, how did that happen that you two are back together?"

"I think we already got asked that question like three times." You say with a small laugh looking at Jensen. "It's because of Supernatural and the chemistry between our characters, so that we fell in love again." Jensen says with a smile. 

"But we're not here to talk about our relationship, so let's keep talking about Supernatural." You say. You tell them a few things you're allowed to tell, after that you go to your seats and listen to them for an hour.

"You see it wasn't that bad." Jensen says softly and cups your faces and kisses you softly before looking at the stage again. 

"Let's wait till tomorrow." You mutter and he places his hand on your thigh sighing softly.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 10

Chapter 10

Warnings: none

Word count: 1,152 words

Jensen knocks on the doorframe and you look at him with a small smile. He walks over to you and looks you in the eyes, in his eyes you can see pain, anger and concern. He pulls you into a tight hug and kisses your forehead gently.

"I don't care, what they're saying about you. I love you no matter what." He says softly and honestly.

"I love you too." You say looking up at him with a small smile and red and puffy eyes.

He leans down and gives you a gentle peck on the lips before brushing your hair out of your face. "But now let's have a cold breakfast." He says with a laugh trying to lighten up the mood. You let out a small laugh and get up with him, walking back inside the kitchen. 

"What did Gen tell you that your mood got so much better than like it was moments ago?" He asks curiously and you shrug with a smile. "She just knows how to make me feel better." You tell him. 

A few weeks later...

The last few weeks have passed really quickly and the comments of the people have calmed down too. There still have been mean and hateful comments, but you decided to ignore them. You guys finished shooting for the season and go on break. Jensen and you have decided to stay at his house in Austin for the time. 

Right now you are waiting for your flight to Austin, Texas. Then a fan approaches you asking to take a picture with Jensen after that, they've taken the picture, the fan calls you a bitch and you sit there in shock, bot knowing what to say or how to react. 

"What's your problem? You come here to call my girlfriend a bitch? You're not even a real fan if you're acting that way. Don't you have any respect?" He asks angrily, still in a normal tone, and the fan looks shocked, swallowing hard at how Jensen has reacted.  The fan disappear with wide eyes walking back to the people she's there. "Babe, I'm so sorry." Jensen tells you softly taking your hand in his and squeezing it gently. 

"It's not your fault." You say with a weak smile, feeling horribly and also overwhelmed for hearing something like that in real life. "Flight 678912." The airport calls out. "C'mon, our flight back home." You say to change the topic. Gen told you to be confident and strong, you remind yourself, but it doesn't seem to help right now. You enter the plane and go to your seats. "Misha?" Jensen asks confused. "Oh, hey guys." Misha says with a smile. "What are you doing in a plane to Austin?" Jensen asks curiously. "Ehmm..." "Because Gen and Jared have a barbecue tomorrow, you forgot about that?" You ask Jensen and save Misha, smiling at them. 

You want to throw a birthday party for Jensen and Misha and everyone will be there. 

"Oh yes." Jensen says laughing. By the way Gen and Jared really have a barbecue tomorrow. 

Today is the wedding of Ed, it's really an advantage that the marries so late that day. Jensen puts his arm around your shoulders, so that you can lay your head on his shoulders, because you're pretty tired since you didn't sleep so much that night. You were busy packing your suitcase and making sure you got everything. 

4 hours later...

"Babe, wake up we are landing." Jensen wakes you up  gently, causing you to whine slightly. You rub your eyes and give him a tired smile. You get out of your seats and go to the station where you get the baggage. You get your things and walk outside where Gen and Jared are waiting for you to pick up. 

"Hey you two." You say hugging both of them, with a smile before Jensen and Misha do the same. "Where is lil Shep?" You ask with a huge smile. "Sleeping at home." "Sad to hear, I wanted to see him." You say with a pout. "You will see him tomorrow, but now we will get you home." Gen tells you softly. You nod with a slight pout. Jensen, Misha and you get in the car.

20 minutes later...

"Thanks for picking us up." You say gratefully. "No problem." Jared says smiling. You and Jensen take your suitcases out and Jared and Gen drive away.

"Keys?" You asks and Jensen gives you the keys before you walk to the door and unlock it. When you open it, you see a lot of rose petals. "How did you do that?" You say with a huge smile. "Not me, but Gen." He tell you. You enter the house and he closes the door behind you. 

"Y/n/n, do you want to move in? Again?" He asks hesitantly with a shy smile. "I know you have an apartment just 20 minutes from here but I-" 

"Of course I want to move in. Again." You interrupt him laughing, smiling lovingly. "Really?" He asks kind of surprised and you nod. He kisses you lovingly, both of you smiling into the kiss.

"I love you." He says between the kisses. 

"I love you too." He kisses you again with more passion, but you stop him, smiling lovingly at him. 

"We should get ready for the wedding." You say softly patting his chest. 

"But I wanna do some other things." He says with a pout and starts kissing your neck. "Jensen stop." You say giggling. He pouts at you and squeezes your ass gently before pulling away. 

You take your suitcases upstairs to the bedroom, while you walks upstairs, Jensen slaps your ass playfully. You giggle and shake your head before opening your suitcases to look for your dress. Then you walk inside the bathroom and realise, nothing has changed. It makes you smile. 

It's a bit weird to move in for the second time, but you can live with that. Jensen's home has always been more home than the apartment you have 20 minutes away. You get out of your clothes putting them into the laundry basket, since you sweated duding travelling. Jensen walks inside the bathroom grinning widely, when he sees you naked. You turn around and blush slightly at the way he's observing you. He bites his lip, when you see him checking you out. You turn the water on and get in the shower. 

"I'm gonna take a shower, you wanna join?" You ask him softly a moment later. "Yes." He says almost immediately and takes his clothes off to join you. 

You wash your hair and he does the same with his hair. You wash the rest of your body, until he stops you. "I want to do this." He says with a smile and washes your whole body. You close your eyes, enjoying how he touches your body.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 13

Chapter 13

warnings: rape, language 

word count: 2,016 words

"We should undress you." He tells her softly. "Are you okay with that?" He asks her softly and she nods. "O-Okay." She says and Jensen starts taking her shoes off. When he wants to takes her dress off she backs away and he nods in understanding. He takes his button up off and his t-shirt too before giving his shirt to her. She takes it with a shy smiles before taking it on, after pulling her dress down her legs. She lies down on the bed as Jensen takes his slacks off and lies down next to her. 

He pulls her into his arms and she snuggles into his chest. Jensen rubs her arm gently, "You're safe." He whispers softly and kisses her forehead. 

"Thank you." She whispers, before they doze off to sleep. 

The next morning when Jensen wakes up, Y/N is still asleep as he climbs out of bed and takes his slacks on, before leaving the room to call Gen. He tells Gen everything that has happened the day before. He feels so helpless and clueless about what happened. He doesn't know, how to help or make her feel better, but Gen tells him, all Y/N needs is him to be there for her. Jensen thanks her and walks back inside the room he shares with Y/N. 

He smiles at the sleeping form of her, at least in her sleep she looks peacefully. When closes the door of the room, Y/N slowly stirs awake and Jensen smiles lovingly at her as he sits down on the bed next to her.  "Good morning." He whispers softly and kisses her head as she snuggles into his side. He rubs her arms gently smiling at her, but frowns as he notices the dark bruises her wrist carries. "Are you okay?" He asks her softly as he looks at her wrist and she quickly covers it with the blanket. She nods and Jensen can look right through her lie, but doesn't say anything. 

She gives him a small smile and disappears into the bathroom. She looks at herself in the mirror, gripping the sink tightly as she feels herself tear up. She feels disgusted by just looking at herself. She's so thankful, that she's found a moment, where she could free herself from him. She's never seen Jensen hit someone and he's only done that because of her. She washes her face and dries it with the towel, before taking her dress on she's taken with her inside the bathroom.

Y/N walks out of the bathroom and returns Jensen's T-Shirt, she's been wearing the night before. Jensen gives her a smile and she returns it slightly.

She walks back into the bathroom and closes the door. She lean against the door  and takes a deep breath. You got this. You're safe with Jensen. 

Jensen knocks on the door, "You okay. Y/N/N?" He asks you softly. "Yeah." She tells him, lying to him and herself. She walks out of the bathroom a moment later. Jensen is still in front of the bathroom and places his hands on her shoulder. "Talk to me baby." He says softly and she starts sobbing as he pulls her into his arms. He hushes her softly and hugs her close, rubbing her back gently. 

He cups her cheek gently and when he looks at her, she looks away. "None of what happened yesterday is your fault, you hear me?" He says softly. She nods as she still sobs. When she looks up at him, he notices how broken she looks. The shine he loves to see in a her eyes seems gone. 

Few hours later...

Y/N and Jensen have been home for quite some time. During the drive home, they haven't talked a lot nor did they when they've got home. Y/N has disappeared into bathroom for about an hour to shower, trying to wash off Matt's dirty hands and touches. Jensen's felt devastated, because he hates seeing the woman he loves so hurt and broken. He thinks for now, he should give her some space, because she doesn't want to talk and he has to accept that. 

She's curled up on the couch in the living room, watching Jane the Virgin, trying to distract herself from the events from yesterday. 

The doorbell rings and she gets off the couch to answer the door. "I'll get the door." She yells. "Fine." Jensen yells from his office. She opens the door, surprised to see Gen. "Hey, what are you doing here?" She asks in confusion and Gen just walks past her. "We'll see us in a few hours." Y/N tells Gen. 

"I know, but I wanted to talk to you." 

The two of them walk into the living room and sit on the couch."About what do you wanna talk?" She asks her curiously. 

"I know what happened last night." She tells you with a small sigh and smile, pulling you into a tight hug.. "I'm so sorry." Gen whispers. Seems like Jensen told her. Great. "It's okay." She lies. Gen sighs softly as she pulls away from Y/N. "Y/N, don't lie to me, I can see through your mask." Gen tells her softly and Y/N looks away from her, chewing on her lip. 

"I'm gonna kick his ass, I mean Jared will." She says playfully, laughing slightly and trying to cheer you up. "I'm just thankful, that I freed myself and that Jensen was there." She says as she feels herself teat up again and Gen hugs her close. When she is around Y/N just feels comfortable, she can be herself around Gen and just let her feeling and emotions free. Y/N tells Gen, how she went to the restroom and Matt followed her. 

"What a son of a bitch," she says angrily and shocked. "How can a man do something like this to a woman you've been with, I cannot understand that." She says as Jensen enters the living room. "Hey Gen, thanks for coming." They hug. "I'm gonna leave you two alone." Jensen says. "No, stay." Y/N tells Jensen and he nods with a small smile, sitting down next to her. 

"Y/n/n, you have to talk about what has happened. I know it hurts, but you have to." Gen starts and she looks at Jensen. "I'm- we are always there for you." He says and Y/N nods. She tells them everything what has happened in details, when she finishes, she sobs so hard. Jensen looks hurt, angrily and sorry for her at the same time.

"This fucking son of a bitch, how could he wait for a moment like this? Just to get you to sleep with him?! I can't believe that!" Jensen exclaim in anger.  "Jensen chill out." Gen says softly, while Y/N is still crying. She feels so much better, after telling them what exactly happened. "Thank you guys." She sniffles with puffy red eyes. "For what?" Gen asks confused. 

"For everything, for always being there when I need you, for being by my side and having my back all the time." Gen kisses Y/N's cheek. "You're my best friend and I-I love you. Of course I am always there for you and have your back. Like you always got mine." She says hugging her. She stands up a moment later and smiled at them. 

"But now I gotta go and prepare everything for the BBQ." She says goodbye to Y/N and Jensen and leaves. Y/N sits down on the couch and continues watching 'Jane the Virgin'. Jensen sits down next to her. She looks at him with a small smile. He puts his arm around her and she snuggles into his chest. He kisses her head gently. 

"We don't have to go to this BBQ, Jared and Gen would understand." Jensen tells her softly and she knows, he means well. "I know, but I need to be around the people I love." She tells him and he smiles. She really needs the distraction from that what has happened last night. She doesn't want to think about what happened too much. 

"You are around me." He says playfully with a smile, she rolls her eyes playfully, smiling slightly and playfully hit his chest. "Jensen you know how I meant that." "I just wanted to see you smile." He says softly. 

"I love you, you know that?" She says with a smile. 

"I know." He says softly and kisses her. He deepens the kiss and kisses her more passionately until she pulls away, because she knows where it ends. 

"Jay, I-I can't do this." She says and gets up. "Did I do something wrong?" He asks in concern and gets up as well to pull you in a hug, but she backs off.

"No, it's just- I just feel so disgusting and dirty. I'm sorry." "I am sorry, you have no reason to apologize. I guess, I rushed a bit." He is about to leave her, but she stops him. "Jensen, it's not your fault. I-I'm so sorry that I am so different towards you, you don't deserve this. But he broke something inside me and I don't know what. When I think about Sex it was always something enjoyable but now? It's something I'm afraid of because of him. I'm so sorry. 

I love you, but I don't feel ready." She says and walks into the kitchen. 

He follows her and reaches for her wrist gently. "I know, we just had sex yesterday." 

Wait, did he really just said that? 

"Are you fucking kidding me?! Is this all about sex?!" She almost yells at him.

"You're just thinking about sex right now?! Seriously?!" She adds. "No no no, I-I didn't mean it like that, I-I meant-" He stutters.

"How did you mean it then? That you're just thinking of sex?! Getting your dick wet, that's what's important now?!" She yells at him, feeling every kind of emotion right now, but disappointed is probably the strongest emotion she's feeling.

"No! I didn't even have a chance to to speak out!" Now he starts raising his voice. 

"Then speak out!" She yells at him. 

"What I meant, was that many things have changed in than less 20 hours. And it breaks my heart to see you this way. And I'm so sorry I rushed it, I-I'm...I-I'm really sorry." 

This incident definitely changed something between her and Jensen, although she knows he would never force her to do anything against her will. She doesn't know, if she'd enjoy sleeping with him. It feels so much different, just thinking about it. She sighs, still feeling angry with him, even though she knows how he meant it. 

Everything seemed perfect, then that shit happened to them. She also knows, what came out of his mouth was meant different, than it has sounded. When she looks up at Jensen, she sees the guilt and pain he's feeling right now and she also feels sorry about going off at him like that. 

"I know, you're really sorry and I know you didn't mean that. Yesterday, everything seemed so perfect with you. But today nearly everything is changed, I know he didn't rape me, but that he tried. I'm so thankful that you were there, but now when I think about sleeping with you it feels different." She tells him, barely looking at him. 

Jensen walks over to her and pulls her into a hug. "I hope you know, that i didn't mean it like that. All of that, just because of him. I would never force you to have sex with me, when you don't want that, never. It hurt's to see you like that, because you're the person who love to be happy and have fun, but that person seems lost somewhere inside you." He tells her quietly. She hugs him close as they both tear up, holding onto each other.

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