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Prompt - White -  “We’re not fine”  “No, but if anyone asks, lie and tell them we are”

You sat in the green room, detached from everyone else, staring at your phone trying to seem busy as your mind was a million miles away. They always said never get involved with somebody you worked with but you thought this one would work, it had worked for two years until he had left you two days before a convention where you had to be a smiles and laughs. As if going through a breakup wasn’t bad enough you had to pretend you weren’t heartbroken.

~ two days ago ~

You sat on one side of the table with Jared on the other side, tears filled your eyes but you refused to let them fall as Jared played with his hands, a sad look upon his face. Two years you’d been together, in that time you had moved in with each other and began to plan your lives together and now it was over.

“It just isn’t working, between our schedules and arguments that happen when we are together, it’s…c’mon Y/N, you know I’m right.” He had said, you shook your head as you stared at him. You’d been arguing more often as of late but that was because you were both stressed and weren’t managing it properly, not because you stopped caring or because you had fallen out of love with him. 

“Listen, I know this is awful but we have a convention in a few days and I think it’s better if we just pretend we’re fine. Dealing with the fans prodding and our friends isn’t what either of us want or need now.” Your eyes widened in disbelief before you let out a choked sob. 

“We’re not fine.” You told him coldly after taking a moment to recompose yourself.

“No, but if anyone asks, lie and tell them we are.” He was looking at you with wide, pleading eyes. You scoffed wondering why you should be doing him any favours, act like you weren’t heartbroken around some of your closest friends. They’d only have to take one look at the pair of you and realise something wasn’t right. You still agreed to pretend though, acting was your job, you could get through a few days without breaking down, right?

~ present day ~

People knew something was off but you just smiled and told them everything was fine, just a small argument, nothing to worry about. You’d spent the last two days before the convention torn between crying and getting angry. Right now though you were just sad and broken, hiding your feelings only made that pain worse, especially when you saw him laugh or smile. 

“You gonna tell me what’s wrong or have I got to guess?” You were pulled out of your thoughts by Matt Cohen, who sat next to you with a concerned look upon his face. You rolled your eyes at him but a smile appeared on your face, not feeling as fake as the ones you had let out all day.

“What makes you think there’s something wrong?” Avoiding questions is easy when you’re in the spotlight, interviewers asked things you didn’t want to answer and you were able to side step the question and turn it into something you could answer. This technique was something you’d found yourself doing all morning. 

“Come on, Y/N/N, just talk to me.” Matt pouted at you causing you to roll your eyes, thankfully though you were saved by your handler informing you that you had a panel starting with Jared, Jensen and Misha. ‘Great,’ you thought with a sigh. You said your goodbyes to Matt, trying to ignore the concern in his features as you walked out of the room.

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The panel was the longest that you’d experienced. There was a tension on the stage that everyone could feel, you didn’t have the energy to play pretend. Questions were asked but you found yourself only half paying attention, having to ask fans to repeat a question more than once. You could see Jared look at you but you couldn’t bring yourself to acknowledge him, which to the fans was a dead giveaway that something was wrong because you were always touching and joking around. Thankfully nobody asked about the tension though and once Richard came on to end the panel you were gone. 

Finding an empty room during a convention was difficult but you’d managed to, however what you failed to notice was Jared following you. Once you were in the room you cracked, tears fell down your face as you sat on one of the sofas in the room. You tried for days to keep your emotions at bay, tried to do as Jared had asked, tried to play along but you couldn’t.

“Y/N.” You heard the whispered call of your name, your head snapping you to see Jared leaning against the door, a sad look upon his face. The look sparked a bit of anger in you, why should he get to be sad when he ended things with you?

“I’m sorry, Y/N. We fought constantly, you can’t tell me you were actually happy can you? I mean I wanted to be, I really did, but it wasn’t working.” He told you as he came into the room, sitting on a chair opposite you. Tears continued to stream down your face as you refused to look at him.

“I was happy, Jared. Sure we fought but who doesn’t? I was willing to try! Willing to make an effort to find a solution instead of just ending everything! Not only is this hard but I can’t even process it because we’re doing cons and you want us to pretend everything is fine and dandy when it isn’t.” You were tired, you just wanted to go back to the hotel room and hide away from everything for a while. 

“What could we have done to find a solution? Breaking up seemed like the only solution, Y/N/N.” Finally you looked at him, his face dropping even more as he saw the tears staining yours. He reached out to grab your hand and you let him, you were mad but God you loved him more than anything. You wouldn’t beg for him to take you back but if there was a chance it could work well then you were taking it.

“There’s therapy out there for couples Jared. We could have talked more, made more time for each other, taken a few days out to just be together and reconnect. There’s so many better ways to deal with problems than just breaking things off.” You saw him register what you had said and after a long silence he spoke.

“Ok. I know I handled things badly but I do still love you, I never stopped. If you still want to be with me, I’m willing to make an effort if you are?” He asked, a small hopeful smile on his face as he looked at you with them damn puppy dog eyes.

“I am, but, it isn’t going to make things better overnight, J. You gotta be in this for the long run.” He nodded at you as he promised he would be. 

“Ca-Can I um, can I give you a hug?” He asked, voice just above a whisper. You smiled and nodded, a Jared hug, no matter how mad you were at him, was always the best thing. You knew you had a panel soon but ignored the world outside for a moment whilst you stood in Jared’s arms hoping that maybe everything would be ok. 

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I thought you never would… - Chapter 3

Chapter three

Word count: 1,761 words 

Warning: language, mention of sex

Dean was peacefully asleep when Kira started to touch his cock, stroking him as she kissed his neck. His eyes shot open as he woke up, pushing her off of him with a sigh, turning away from her. Kira frowned slightly not understanding why he did that and just shrugged to herself be for touching him again, but now sliding her hand into his boxers. Dean quickly grabbed her wrist before looking at her,  "I'm not in the mood." He told her sternly, throwing her hand off him.

She frowned at him, "why?" Dean rolled his eyes, because sometimes she wouldn't take no for an answer. "I'm not in the mood." He repeated. She rolled her eyes and got out of the bed, taking her clothes on. "Dean, you got some money for me?" She asked with a pout. Dean already got angry at this question, since he got barely money left for this month. 

"No, I don't. Why don't you just start making money on your own and stop asking me for it." He said rubbing his face. She rolled her eyes and looked at him, "why would I go to work and make my own money?" Dean frowned deeply, finally getting to his senses after almost one and a half years of relationship. "I think, it's time we two break up." Dean told her. Her eyes widened, "What? Why?" She breathed out. Dean scoffed, "Because you and I don't work out." He said with a shrug, throwing her bag into her direction. "You better pack up and get out of here." He said taking his joggers on as she stared at him in shock. 

Dean walked on the balcony, grabbing his cigarettes. He grabs one out of the box, lightning it up before he started to smoke it. He closed his eyes for a moment, just trying to calm down for a moment. He didn't think it be that easy to tell her it was over. He heard her grabbing her things all over the place as he walked back inside from the balcony. He plops down on his bed again watching her pack up. 

She eventually finished, "You really want to break up?" She asked standing in the door frame with crossed arms.  Dean looked up from his phone , "Yeah." He said. "Then I'd like to have the 100 dollars you owe me back." Dean scoffed and started laughing. "Excuse me? You lived here for free, I even gave you money and you want the fucking 100 bucks back? I think you lost your mind." He almost yelled at her as he got up. "I want my money." She insisted standing straight. 

"Kira you better get the fuck out before I lose my mind." He told her angrily. "So you really breaking up with me bc of that Hoe y/n?" She asked with a scoff. Dean frowned deeply, "what? She's just a friend! What the fuck is wrong with you?!" He yelled and she just rolled her eyes before finally leaving his little apartment. 

Dean sighed in relief, but also kind of missing her. She was his first real love and girlfriend, but he knew it was the right thing. He knew it, he knew it'll save him a lot of nerves and money. Money he could use for himself. 

He walked into his bathroom to take a quick shower, checking the time, sighing since he had to leave for work in about an hour. 

After work, Ryan stopped by Dean's place since Dean send him a voice message, telling Ryan what happened that morning. Ryan was kinda proud of Dean, that he finally ended things with Kira. Ryan noticed, that the whole thing was still kinda hard on him. Ryan suggested via text to spend the night, having a guys night. 

Dean was thankful for that, since he needed distraction or otherwise he would run back to her, asking her to come back. He needed Ryan to tell him, he did the right thing by breaking up with her. 

Ryan plugged his PS4 into Dean's tv in the living room, so they could play together and have a few drinks. "Maybe we could ask y/n to play with us." Ryan suggested and Dean nodded. "Sure." He said with a tight smile. Dean had no problem with you joining, because you were always so nice and making funny jokes. 

Dean turned his PS4 on as well, joining their voice chat while you joined as well. "Helloooooo." you said happily heading the smile in your voice, since you had a really good day so far. You went to the mall with your mom, had Chinese for dinner, went for a walk with your dog and started reading a new book.

"Hey." Ryan said with a smile. "Hey," Dean said trying to sound as happy as they do, but failing miserably. "Dean, you alright?" You asked him softly. 

"Not really...broke up with my girlfriend today." He says with a sigh lightning a cigarette, starting to smoke it. You felt sorry at how sad and kind of broken he sounded. "I'm sending you a hug." You told him softly making him a smile slightly. "Thanks, y/n." 

"If you wanna talk, let me know," you added a moment later. "Thank you, really." He said with a small smile. You kinda wished you'd live like a few miles away, but you didn't. You lived like 200 miles away, which was a lot. 

You tried to distract Dean as best as you could and he really appreciated it. He enjoyed listening to you. 

"Y/n, we have to meet up one day." Ryan asked some time later, chewing on some chips. You smiled, "yeah, one day." You said into the mic. "I'm sure, it'd be fun." Dean said a moment later, making you smile wider, biting your bottom lip. Even tho you didn't know how he looked like, you were crushing on him. Hard. 

"Yeah, since I'm eighteen now, we could arrange a meeting in the future. I'd just have for save up some money for a hotel or motel." You said, making Dean frown. "You could crash at mg place, I wouldn't mind." Dean told you, actually surprising you a bit. "Wait, really?" You asked surprised as Dean extinguishing his cigarette. "Yeah." He said casually. 

"We all could meet up at Dean's place." Ryan said with a smile causing Dean to laugh at how Ryan invited himself. Dean didn't care, since Ryan was like a brother to him.

"Sounds so much fun, really." You said happily, you really wanted to meet them, knowing it'd be fun. Dean smiled a bit, also feeling a bit excited even tho it still could take months until they would meet up in real life. It didn't bother him, he just really couldn't wait. 

"So what's your Instagram?" Dean asked you and you told him your user. Dean lied to you about, checking it out later since he did it almost immediately. You definitely were his type, he thought you were cute and pretty. 

An hour later or so, he followed you on Instagram when you all already were in bed. You looked on your phone and saw that Dean followed you. As soon as you clicked on the profile, you bit your lip. Man, he was stunning. He was hot as hell. You crush on him grew even more. 

A few weeks passed by and you met Dean's older brother Sam online, who lived on his own as well like 100 miles away from Dean, they didn't see each other as often as they wished for. "Yo Sam, what do you think of y/n?" Ryan asked after you left the voice chat. "She seems really cool, finally a girl, who has something in her brain and even has humour." Sam told them with a shrug. 

"Yeah, we wanna meet up with her next month maybe, if everything works out." Dean said to his older brother over the headset. "Sounds fun, maybe I could stop by as well." Sam said playfully. "Oh, yes!" Ryan said excitedly as Dean laughed. "You know, I was joking, right?" He told them as Dean shrugged. "Bro, we haven't seen each other in months with you studying law." Dean said with a sigh, kinda missing his older brother. 

Sam knew his little brother was right. Since Dean broke up with Kira the two of them talked a lot more and he helped Dean a lot. If it was money, their mom, who wasn't easy on Dean. Sam moved out as soon as he finished Highschool, because he wasn't getting along with his mom as well. 

Sam wished he was there, when their mom kicked Dean out. He wished, he didn't live 100 miles away and he could've took Dean in, so Dean could live with him. 

Dean lived with their dad until he was 18, since their mom kicked Dean out when he was just 17. Their dad met another women. They got a house, but unfortunately a small one sow Dean couldn't stay much longed than needed. Dean had to sleep on the couch for almost a year before he got his own place. 

That's the reason Dean didn't finish school with good grades, because the whole thing with his mom distracted him and dragged him into a deep hole. A hole only Sam or Ryan could get him out of. Dean still got his diploma, but didn't know what to study so he just started a vocational training. 

Dean was a bit ashamed that his grades weren't as good as his older brother's grades were. He also wanted to be as good as Dean, but he wasn't a person who was made for getting excellent grades. 

"Okay, just let me know the exact dates okay?" Sam told his brother. "Okay." Dean said with a slight smile. He missed his older brother a lot. They'd only see each other on birthday's and Christmas. 

"Dean, I miss you, can we meet up and talk?" A text from Kira appeared on his phone just a day later. He checks his phone, chewing on his lip. He missed her like crazy, holding her and especially the sex. Dean tried to hook up with one girl, but he didn't get hard. He was too nervous and shy, since Kira was the only one he had sex with. 

He shrugged to himself and told her to come by after work. They would be just talking, right? Dean asked himself and nodded, nothing more.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 4

Chapter four Word count: 1,360 words

"How's life going?" You ask Ed. "Fine, what about you?" "Everything is fine Joe and I got a puppy." "Oh please show me a picture." You say excitedly and he shows you a picture of  a golden retriever. "So cute, by the way when will you and Joe get married?" You wiggle with your brows. "Next month you have to come." "Sure, but I have no one to go with." You say with a small sigh. "I believe you will find someone, if I wouldn't be gay I totally would run after you." He says jokingly, making you laugh. 

You arrive at the set of Supernatural, then you walk to the main office. Eric Kripke welcomes you. "Hello Ms. y/l/n." "Please call me y/n or y/n/n." You interrupt him almost immediately, since you don't like being too formal.  He nods, giving you a smile. "Okay, y/n so nice to finally meet you in person." "Me too, I really feel honoured to be allowed being here." You say with a smile. "Let's talk about business." Ed says jokingly, interrupting you two."So I imagined that y/n would be perfect for the role as Sophie, because when I think about this character she fits perfect." Eric explains and Ed nods. "Thanks for the compliment." You say with a smile 

"By the way you're an amazing actress and I'm glad to call you being a part of the cast." He says proudly. "Please stop." You say laughing, blushing slightly. "So, y/n you're for 100% sure you wanna have this part?" "Hell, yes I am." You press. "Amazing, I'll get the papers." Kripke says before disappearing. You wait there for about five minutes, talking about the job with Ed. Ed telling you, that he is really proud of you that you are in a show that keeps running for nearly 8 years. "So, y/n those are the papers of your contract and this is your script." He says placing both on the table.

"I'll get the contract, you the script." Ed always has to control every single word, but you can understand he wants you to be safe. "Everything seems to be correct and safe. Y/n/n, please sign here and here." You do what he says. "Thanks, see you on Monday." Eric says. "Bye." You skim through the script, it sounds so good and cute. You love it. The love story is just sweet and pure. "I love that script." "Show me." Ed says. You give him the script, before reaching inside your purse to grab your phone.  You click on Dean's contact and decide to send him a message. 

iMessage 

You: Hey I just finished the meeting.

Jensen: Fine. Where are you?

You: At the main office of the set.

Jensen: Wait there I'll be there in two minutes. 

You: 👍🏻

Okay, two minutes left, will this be weird? Again? You don't know, because he wanted to meet you. You see him, he waves at you. 

"Well, that was quick." You laugh.

"I know, but only because I was in my trailer." You nod and smile at him. 

"Can you wait I wanna say goodbye to my manager." "Sure." He says with a smile, so you go back to the office, Ed looks shocked. "What is your ex-boyfriend doing here?" "He plays Dean." You answer quickly. "Oh, shit. Already forgot about that." He says, making you roll your eyes. "We just wanna talk, so see you later." You tell him about to go back."Wait, here are your keys for your apartment and the address." He says giving you the keys. You nod with a smile, "Thanks, Ed." You leave the office and go to Jensen again. You are thankful that Ed thinks about everything. "Where should we go?" "Maybe to my new apartment?" You ask. "Sure." He nods.

20 minutes later...

You enter the apartment, it's got everything you need. You put your suitcases inside the beautiful bedroom then you kick your shoes off. You go into the kitchen, where Jensen is waiting. "Do you wanna drink something?" "Water please." You open the fridge, since you knew Ed made sure you got everything. 

"I think we really should talk about us." "I thought the same." He says, chewing on his bottom lip. You sit down on the couch in your living room, he quickly joins you. He looks again at your hand his smile fades away. 

"You're engaged?" He asks friendly. You look at your fingers, then you realise you're wearing your granny's ring on your ring finger. "What? No, It's the ring of my granny she died a year ago." You say with a sad smile. "I am so sorry I really liked her." He says softly. "I know."

"How is it going with Matt?" (Your ex-boyfriend) "We broke up 1 and a half years ago." "Oh, okay." He says with a nod. You swear you've seen some relief on his face. "How is it going with Joanna?" "We broke up one year ago." You nod also feeling relieved. "Jensen, I wanna let you know something. I'm so sorry how we broke up,  I was such a bitch. I feel so bad and guilty and I miss you as my best friend I just wanna apologise."

"I miss you too, I know you didn't mean to. I'm not that innocent too, sometimes I treated you like a piece of shit I'm so sorry I wasn't a perfect boyfriend." (You left Jensen because of Matt, because things didn't work out with Jensen at that time.But you never cheated on him.) "You were the best boyfriend I've ever had. My parents thought we would get married they loved you like a second son." He smiles looking at his fingers. 

"To be honest, I also thought we would get married in Poland with the rest of your family." He knows you love, when he includes your dreams and thoughts in everything. Since you always wanted to get married in Poland. "I am also sorry about how much I hurt you." You sobs out covering you face with one of your hands. "I'm sorry too." He says and starts tearing up. You take his hand and squeeze it gently. He looks you into your eyes. "Maybe we can have a restart?" He asks carefully. You don't know, but you still love him. "I would love that, but we should take it easy, because I want it to work out this time." You tell hike softly. He scoots closer and kisses you with all his passion he has for you. You've missed these kisses, you gently push him away a moment later. "Can you really forgive me?" You ask him seriously. "If you can." He replies also seriously.  

"Y/n, I still love you like all those years ago and I've never loved a woman after that, like I love you." You feel your heart flutter, even blushing a bit. "I love you too, J." And again he leans in to kiss you you, knowing he wants more than kissing, so do you, but NO! "Jensen stop it." You say pulling away from him. "Did I do something wrong?" He asks worriedly. "No, it's just we should stop. Like I said we should take it easy. We should save this moment for another time." You say gently. "Okay, you're right, but I think we shouldn't tell anybody for now." "Yes, you're right we shouldn't."He nods. "I just know the press and media will be going crazy, if they know I'm going to be love interest of Dean." He starts to laugh.  

"It's pretty funny to imagine that." You start to laugh too. "Do you wanna order some pizza?" You asks a moment later. "Sure, the same as always." he smiles.  

30 minutes later... 

The pizza arrives and you start watching a horror movie and eating pizza. That's how you two spend the rest of the night, until Jensen has to go. "I gotta go, its getting late." "Okay, good night." You say with a small pout. "Good night." He says and kisses your forehead before leaving the apartment.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 5

Chapter five

Word count: 1,263 words

Monday 

You spend the rest of the weekend relaxing and learning your script. You haven't done anything special, Jensen and you chatted a bit the most of the messages were GIFs. Most of them were of Jared. They were so funny. 

Today is your first day of shooting, you're really excited, because you love the script so much it's the best you've ever read, plus it's your first day. Your character Sophie appears after years, when Dean and she were younger they were in a relationship she was his first love and Dean was her first love. She is in Purgatory, for almost 10 years. Dean went to purgatory, because of Dick Roman the Leviathan. Then the two meet each other for the first time after all those years, when Dean is looking for Cas. Dean can't believe his eyes, when he sees her, he thought she was dead but she isn't. 

Okay, but now you have to leave for work. You drive to the set and check in. When you park your car a PA comes to you and shows you your trailer. 

"So you have 10 minutes to get to the make-up trailer." "Thanks." You smile at her, but she seems annoyed. You go to the make-up trailer and get in. "Oh my god. Y/n Y/l/n. So nice to meet you. I'm Liz." "So nice to meet you too Liz, but please just call me y/n." You smile at her and she smiles back. "Sure, I have one question." "Keep going." You said before sitting down on one of the chair and she started to do your hair and make-up. 

"My question is, are you the ex-girlfriend of Jensen?" You have to suppress your smile. "Yeah, why are you asking?" "I just wanted to make sure." She smiles, you kinda expected at least one person to ask you this. After 10 minutes Jensen enters the make-up trailer. "Oh, hey." He says. "Hey." You two promised each other to act on set like you two wouldn't have talked. "I come back later." He says. "Jensen please come back in 15 minutes, then my colleague will be here." "Alright." "That was weird, wasn't it?" "Totally." You lie. 

10 minutes later... 

The colleague Nicki enters the trailer.

"Oh. My. God. Y/n Y/l/n. In this trailer?Amazing." "Hey just call me y/n." You smile. Jensen enters the trailer again. You two have to hide your smiles. "Jensen sit down." Nicki says. Jensen sits down next to you. He tries not to look at you. "Okay, y/n you're ready." You stand up and smile at her. "Thank you." She smiles back. You leave the trailer and go to set where Misha is waiting for you and Jensen.  

"Oh, y/n/n. It's been a long time since we've seen each other. I missed you." He says happily "Misha, I know and I missed you too." You say softly pulling him into a hug. 20 minutes pass during this time you and Misha talk about the time you haven't seen each other, just everything. Then finally Jensen enters set. "Okay guys you're ready?" the director yells. "Yes, we are." Misha yells back. You go to your marks. "3,2,1. Action!"

Scene:

"Sophie is that really you?" Dean asks with tears in his eyes. Such a good actor, you think to yourself. "Dean?! What are you doing here?" They hug each other it's been 10 years, since they have seen each other. "It's 10 years ago, I missed you so much, I thought you were dead." 

"What 10 years?" He nods and looks sad to the ground. "I missed you too, Dean." "I'm Castiel an angel of the lord." "Wait what? Angels are real?" "Yes and demons too." Dean says with a deep sigh. "The only good thing that happened here, I have you back." He kisses her softly but passionately. Both of you smiled into the kiss, happy to have each other back. 

"I don't understand in what are you doing in Purgatory?" Sophie asks him. "Well, that's the same thing I could ask you." He says confused. 

"I killed that monster with my dad yesterday. The monster brought me here." She says. "I killed a Leviathan, that brought me here." "A what?" "A powerful monster that feeds on humans, it was difficult to kill them." She's so confused not understanding anything. "I killed the leader and that son of a bitch brought me here." He tells her. "I see, I guess." She says confused. END of Scene. 

"And CUT!" The director yells. "That was perfect guys. One thing I have to mention next month is an event, where we're going to talk about the new season. Y/n, I hope you will come as the new cast member." He adds and smiles at you. "I think I'll come." You smile back. "Okay guys, next scene." He yells. "Oh, guys. One thing about the event please suits and dresses it's really formal and could someone tell Jared. I know he just got his second child, but he needs to know." "Sure, I can tell him." You say with a smile before going to you mark again. "Okay, in 10 secs." "10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 and action!"

Scene:

"Benny, what are you doing here?" Sophie asks and hug him. 

"I'm here to tell you that I found a way to get you out." "Really? They also want to get out." Sophie points at Dean and Castiel. "You know it's hard, you know how many monsters are walking around and looking for me, because I help you." "I know, I am sorry and of course thankful that you're helping me, but please." She smiles at him. "Okay, lets go." Benny walks in front of them, Dean stops Sophie for a second."Is he a monster?" "Yes, he's a Vampire, but a good one so don't judge him." She says a bit angry. Misha starts laughing. End Scene. 

"Sorry guys, but you had to see the expression of Jensen. It was priceless." He continues laughing and you also have to laugh a bit. 

Even the director laughs and Jensen starts laughing as well. "Okay enough laughing, back to the beginning." You shoot the scene again and the rest. 4 hours pass and you finish filming for today. "We're ready for today you can all go, except Jensen and y/n." The director says. 

What does he want? You ask yourself. 

He waits until everyone leaves the set, that until you three left. "I wanted to apologise." You wonder yourself why he says that. "Why?" Jensen asks confused. "I forgot about your past, that you're ex-boyfriend and girlfriend. It makes it kinda weird. I'm sorry." "Eric it's okay, Jensen and I talked about everything, we want to try being friends and to keep this here professional. So don't worry, everything is fine." You smile at him and Jensen does the same. "You can leave, I'm really sorry. But if you're fine with that so am I." "Bye." You say and leave. 

You write a text message to Jensen.

You: You wanna come to my apartment and hang up? :)" 

Jensen: l thought, you would never ask. ;)

You: See you then. 

You put your phone back in your bag and go to your car. You get into your car and drive to your apartment. You get out of your car, after pitting it in car before entering the elevator. You get out again and unlock the door to your apartment, entering it.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 6

Chapter six

Word count: 1,693 words

Warnings: smut

5 minutes later Jensen knocks at the door and you open it. He almost immediately kisses you. "That's what I wanted to do all day." He smiles. "You already did on set." You say sarcastically. "I mean really." He says with a huge smile and kisses you again." "Miss y/l/n, you're such a liar." He says jokingly with a British accent. "Why that?" You ask innocently. 

"He really believed you that we're 'just friends'." "I am an actress, I should be able to lie." You tell him with a shrug. He puts his hand on your waist and pulls you close to him, starting kissing you passionately. "I missed those moments." He says between kisses. "Me too. I regret everything I did. I missed you so much." You breathe out. "Me too."

 He kisses you hungrily, but you stop him immediately. "Jensen, you know what we've talked about." "Oh, please, I missed the sex with you so much." "Yeah, me too." You say biting your lip. "Fuck it." You lean in and kiss him even rougher. He lifts you up, wrapping your legs around his hips, you don't stop kissing each other. He walks you into the bedroom and lays you on the bed. He takes his shirt off and reconnects your lips.

He takes your blouse off and kisses your neck. Then down to your breasts and unhooks your bra. He looks at your naked breasts, making his cock grow even harder in his pants. He kisses you again, you drive your fingers along his muscular arms. He pulls your pants and panties off.

 After that you quickly unbutton his pants and see his hard cock in his boxers. He kisses your neck again. "I missed your body." He whispers into your ear. He starts kissing and sucking your nipples,  making you moan softly. He kisses down your body down to your lower lips. He groans softly at the sight of your sex and can't help, but gently peck your clit. You sigh softly at the feeling, moaning softly as soon as he starts sucking onto your clit. His fingers teasing your entrance. 

 Your hand drives through his hair as the other hand grasp the sheets tightly. You moan as he starts pumping his finger in and out of you. You start to get close at how good he knows your body and taps his head gently, wanting to give him the same treatment. "It's your turn." You breathe out. You sit up, he puts his hands on your shoulders, rubbing them gently. You pull his boxers down, licking your lips at the sight of his hard and throbbing cock. You look up at him as you start stroking his cock, making him sigh heavily. You lick the precum off his tip, sighing at taste, before slowly taking him inside your mouth. 

He looks down at you sighing at the sight of you sucking his cock. He grips your hair firmly as you suck his cock swirling your tongue around his tip, just like you know he loves it. He groans softly closing his eyes in pleasure since he haven't had such a good blowjob in a long time. He can't help, but buck into your mouth. You moan softly around his cock. 

He pulls you off his cock, spit all over your mouth, making him sigh at the sight. You wiped your spit away as he sits down next to you leaning in to kiss you passionately again. 

He pulls you onto his lap making you straddle him as you two make out. He sighed kissing you, cupping your ass firmly. You sigh heavily and pull on his hair as you kiss him hungrily. He grabs his cock and lines up with you, grabbing your hips as you sink down on him. "Fuck." He breathes out when he's completely inside you. You rolled your hips closing your eyes before you start bouncing on his cock. "Oh fuck." You breathe out at the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of you. He watches you bounce on his cock, your eyes closed. He groans at the sight of your bouncing boobs, cupping them firmly. He sits up and kisses you hungrily moaning against his lips as you feel him playing with your nipples. He turns you two around, so he's on top, hiding his face in the crook of your neck. He grips your hips firmly as he thrusts faster and harder inside you. You moan his name loudly as he hits your g-spot over and over. He groans at the sight of you, your lips apart in pleasure and your eyes closed. He starts to circle your clit getting you closer to your peak. You grab his arm as you get extremely close. You moan his name softly as your orgasm hits, clenching tightly around his cock. He groans at the feeling and keeps thrusting until he cums deep inside you. You two breathe heavily as Jensen gets off of you sweat-drenched. 

You smile hazily at each other, your high still kicking in as Jensen places an arm over his face. "Wow." You breathe out a moment later, smiling adoring yet hazily at Jensen. He returns the smile and kisses your nose softly, making your heart flutter at the little gesture.

"We should take a shower." Jensen says softly and you nod. "Yeah." you say and slowly get up stretching slightly before walking inside your bathroom. 

He's right behind you as you step into the shower. You turn the water on as Jensen wraps his arms around your waist making you lean into him. He kisses the back of your head. You smile turning around kissing him softly as he pulls you closer. 

You pull away a moment later wide smiles on both of your faces. You smile lovingly as he starts washing your hair. 

After you two have finished showering you lie down again, cuddling into his side. You look up at him as he cups your face gently, "I missed you so much." He whispers softly. "I missed you too." You whisper back kissing him softly. He pulls away a moment later snuggling you close. "Cuddling was probably what I missed the most." He says softly holding you close. You nod against his chest. You two cuddle the rest of the night, watching a movie. 

The next morning you wake up to your and Jensen's legs tangled. You smile to yourself as you feel Jensen rubbing your wait gently. "Good morning." you whisper softly as Jensen kisses your neck gently. "Good morning." He says softly and pecks your lips gently cuddling you close. You smile lovingly at him and kiss him softly as you hug him close. 

"I'm kinda hungry." He says softly as he pulls away feeling his stomach grumble. You giggle softly, "I could make a us some pancakes." You suggest softly and he nods happily. You get out of bed stretching your body as you walk out of the bedroom in his t-shirt and panties. Jensen grins slightly watching your ass. 

You start making pancakes as Jensen joins you yawning as he starts making coffee. You place the hot pancakes in the middle of the counter, grabbing some fruits out of the fridge. You sit down sipping the coffee Jensen just gave you. 

Jensen starts eating happily sighing at the taste of your pancakes, making you smile at him as you start digging in as well. 

"I know it kinda seem a bit forward and fast but next month....on that event...we should go public." He says hesitantly and you sigh softly. 

"I don't know, J. I think it's a bit too fast. I don't want that the press telling any lies or spreading rumours. I don't want them to mess things up between us." He cups your cheek, making you lean into his touch. "Y/n/n, I love you just like all those years ago, I don't care what they gonna tell the world." He promises you softly. "I love you too, but are there any things that happened in the last few years that could cause any trouble?" "No." He says softly and you nod with a small smile. 

"And what about you?" He adds. "Just Matt that's all, I'm just afraid of, that the press will drop news like 'After cheating back together?' you know what I mean?" You ask him. "Yes, but I know you didn't cheat on me. Jared and Gen told me, after we broke up. At first I thought you did, that's true, but I also know you and Matt started dating 2 months after our breakup. Y/n,  I fucking love you so much and I never stopped. I LOVE YOU!" He tells you honestly making you smile lovingly at him. 

"I love you too, J." You say softly pecking his lips, "I could care less about what they're going to say about us. You shouldn't either." He says softly.

"Let's make it public next month. Next month we gonna tell everyone of our friends and family." You eventually say. "I'm fine with that." He says with a huge smile and kisses you. "When I am honest I am scared of that what Jared and Gen are gonna say about that, even more of Jared that Gen." "I think Gen will be happy for us but Jared." "Jared knows that I always loved you." 

"I know, but last week, when Shep was born, I had a big fight with Jared about us. He felt really disappointed about me, because that day I realised that I still love you. You know how Jared is." "Yeah, I know but I think he will also be happy for us." "When I am happy Jared will be happy." He adds. 

And your fear fades a away a bit. "Everything will be fine between us, I promise....Let's get ready for work." He says softly and pecks your lips. You two get ready, while you brush your teeth Jensen tells Jared about the event. Jared knows he has to come, but Gen won't be able to make it because of Shep.

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Chapter seven

Word count: 1,276 words

1 month later...

Everything feels like it used to be years ago, today is the event and THAT DAY! You're so nervous. How will people, friends and family react? Everything that happens at the event will be live on TV. You told your family to watch that event on TV tonight, you told Gen the same because she won't be there and Jensen told his family as well. 

Right now you're getting ready for the event, you're wearing a tight black dress that reaches your knees and it emphasises your décolleté. You wear a half bun with curls and a slightly stronger make-up. You go through your walk-in-wardrobe and put some silver high heels on and a silver clutch that fits with your dress. 

You get a call from Jensen. "Babe, are you ready?" "Yes." "Then come to the SUV that is waiting for you upstairs." He says happily. You hang up and make sure you have everything you need. You walk into the hallway of your apartment complex and lock your door before leaving the building. When you walk towards the SUV Jensen looks you up and down, a bit stunned at how good you're looking. 

"Wow." He breathes out as he places his hands on your waist checking you out. He gives you a quick, but gentle kiss. 

"You look....breathtakingly hot." You tell him as he lets out a small laugh. "Well, I could say the same thing about you." He tells you honestly, making you smile. "But you know what's the best about the night?" "What?" You ask curiously. "I'm the lucky one who's going to undress you tonight." He whispers into your ear making you clench your thighs together. He grins at you as he pulls away from your ear as he sees you blushing. 

"Let's get in the car." He says with a huge grin. You get into the back of the car, he puts his hand on your thigh to calm you down, rubbing it gently. He knows you're nervous. "I love you, y/n/n." "I love you too, J." He cups your cheek with his other hand and pecks your lips softly. 

After 20 minutes you arrive at the location.

"Y/n/n, don't be nervous. Everything will be fine, I will always be by your side." You nod. "Let's get out." He says confidently. He gets out first, when he opens the door the only things you see are the flashlights of the cameras. He reaches for your hand, so you he can help you out. You two intertwine your fingers and walk to the entrance. You already hear the first paparazzi, calling your names. 

"Jensen and y/n are you back together?" 

"Yes, we are." Jensen answers quickly while passing by. He keeps asking questions about your relationship, but you ignore them. When you walk through the door, you see a shocked yet happy Jared. 

"Guys, you're back together?" He asks with a big smile. "Yes, man." Jensen answers happily. 

Jared can't stop grinning. 

"I told you he will be happy." Jensen whispers to you. "Jar?" you say hesitantly.

"Yes, y/n/n?" "I think I have to apologize. I'm sorry." He hugs you from the side. "I also have to apologise, I'm so happy for you two. You are meant to be together, that's why Gen and I decided to make you two godparents of Shep. So that you two can get closer again." He says casually making your eyes go wide. He chuckles and kisses your temple gently before letting go. 

"What were you two talking about?" Jensen asks curiously. "About that fight last month." 

"But everything is fine now?" "Yes." 

"Guys can you come here?" Jared yells from where the paparazzi are taking pictures. 

You and Jensen nod and walk on the red carpet. 

"Y/n, can we take a picture of you two?" 

"Sure." You answer and Jensen puts his arm around your waist and kisses the side of your head. 

"Jared come over here." You yell and he runs to you. You three stand there, you in the middle, Jensen left next to you and Jared right next to you. When you're about to leave one of the interviewers asks for an interview, so you and Jensen decide to give them a  quick interview. 

"Hey y/n and Jensen, how is it going?" The interviewer asks. 

"Fine. Thank you." "The question that everyone is asking, are you two back together?" 

"Yes, we are." You say nodding and look at Jensen with a loving smile, who puts his arm around your waist.

"I'm more than happy to have her back." He says happily looking at you first and then into the camera. "How did that happen?" 

"Since we two are working together now, we say down and talked. We noticed there still are mutual feelings." You tell them honestly. "Thank you guys for telling." They say and you nod with a smile. 

You two get to your seats, where Jared is already waiting for you. You sit down right next to Jared and Jensen sits down on your left side. Jared leans towards you. "You guys have to tell me, how you two got back together." "After the show?" 

"Maybe at y/n's?" Jensen asks. You both nod. 

"How are Gen, Tom and Shep doing?" 

"Pretty well, you two have to visit us when we're ok a break." He says happily. "Of course, Jensen and I would love to." You say softly. "Yes." Jensen adds. 

The event starts and the two narrators talk about: the vampire diaries, pretty little liars and then one of them starts talking about Supernatural. "Now, let's talk about Supernatural. Supernatural has a new season and cast member. Y/n y/l/n plays the love interest of Dean." "Wow, I heard Jensen and y/n are back together." "Yeah me too and I'm very happy for them. They're such a perfect couple." Jensen looks at you with a smile on his face caressing your hand gently. 

"Let's welcome them. Jensen, Jared and y/n come join us on stage." The first narrator yell enthusiastically. All of you walk on stage, Jensen and you intertwine your fingers. Everyone claps their hands while passing them. Jensen helps you go up the few stair up. "Hey you three, what will you tell us about the rest of season 8?" 

"First of all, hey to everyone and thanks for being here." Jared says happily. "Oh Jared how is the second baby doing and congratulations." 

"Pretty well and thank you." Jared says with a smile. "But now, let's talk about Supernatural." Jensen adds. 

"Well the end will be really emotional between Sam and Dean." You tell them. "Interesting. What about Sophie and Dean?" "A lot of romantic things." Jared says laughing. 

"So Jensen and y/n, how did that happen that you two are back together?"

"I think we already got asked that question like three times." You say with a small laugh looking at Jensen. "It's because of Supernatural and the chemistry between our characters, so that we fell in love again." Jensen says with a smile. 

"But we're not here to talk about our relationship, so let's keep talking about Supernatural." You say. You tell them a few things you're allowed to tell, after that you go to your seats and listen to them for an hour.

"You see it wasn't that bad." Jensen says softly and cups your faces and kisses you softly before looking at the stage again. 

"Let's wait till tomorrow." You mutter and he places his hand on your thigh sighing softly.

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Chapter 8

Warning: smut

Word count: 1,277 words

1 hour later...

The event has ended and you three are on your way to your apartment. Even some celebrities have wished you luck, you were kinda surprised about that. You arrive at your apartment some time later and enter it with the two men. You look at your phone and see 20 missed calls from Gen and 10 missed calls from your family.

Family group chat:

Mom: Oh my god, you two are back together? Call me! 

Your sister: So happy for you!

Your cousin: CALL US! 

"Guys I'm gonna call Gen." Jared says with a smile and goes into the kitchen. "Okay." You say with nod.

"I always knew your family loves me." Jensen says playfully, gazing at your phone with a smile.

"You should call them and put them on speaker." He says with a happy smile, making you laugh. 

You dial your mom's phone number and just after two rings she picks up, feeling excited for the two of you. "Kurwa, we're so happy for you two." 

"Thank you." Jensen says laughing. 

"Oh hey Jensen, how are you?" 

"Pretty good, how are you?" "Thanks, fine." 

"Nice to hear that." Jensen says softly.

Jared comes back after a few minutes. "Y/n/n, Gen wants to talk to you.""Mum, just keep talking to Jensen, I'll be right back." You tell your mom and hand Jensen your phone before looking at Jared with a smile. He gives you the phone and you walk inside the kitchen.

"Gen?" She screams into the phone and you hold the phone away from your ear. "Oh my God. you have to tell me everything." She exclaims happily. You laugh slightly and shake your head before you tell her the whole story about you two getting back together, starting with the day you arrived on set. 

"I hope you told him the truth that you felt the same way." She interrupts you. "Of course I did. After that we got emotional and I even started crying, then he kissed me and asked me if we could try again. And I said yes, here we are." You say with a small laugh. 

"Jared told you why we wanted to make you the godparents, didn't he?" She asks with a raised eyebrow even though she knew, you wouldn't be able to see it. "Yeah he told me, I hope you didn't choose us only to get us back together?" You asked with a quiet sigh.  "Of course not, we chose you and J because you are my best friend, J is the best friend of Jared." "Awww, I love you Gen."

"I love you too, y/n/n." You smile to yourself. 

"How are Shep and you doing?" "Pretty good, but I miss you guys." "I miss you too." "I hope you will visit us." "Maybe next week, because we will be in Austin, entering the wedding of my manager." "I would be really happy about that, if you two stop by." She says softly. "Me too." "Okay, have fun, see you next week hopefully." "Thank you, love you." "I love you too." You smile before hanging up. You walk into the living room again handing Jared his phone back before plopping down on the couch. 

"I caught up with the whole...love thingy with you and Jensen." Jared says gesturing his hands at you and Jensen. Jensen rolls his eyes playfully as you just laugh before Jensen looks at you. 

"Y/n/n, now my mum wanna talk to you." Jensen says with a laugh a moment later, giving you his phone. "Hey Donna." "So nice to hear from you, y/n." "I am glad you two are back together." His father yells in the backround. "Yeah,me too." You say with a happy smile. "When will you two come for dinner?" His father asks. "Maybe next week, if that's okay." "Of course,  it's okay, so happy to see you again." His dad tells you. "Me too." "Okay, bye. See you next week." 

You hang up and give Jensen his phone back, smiling happily at him. You feel so relieved. 

"Your parents want us to come for dinner,when we are in Austin next week." "Your parents too." He says  with a small laugh. "And Gen also wants us to visit her and Jared." "I hope you will." Jared says with a raised eyebrow. "Of course." Jensen tells his best friend. 

"Y/n/n, I heard you were scared of my reaction." you blush. "Yes, because of that fight we had. You were really angry with me and disappointed, so I thought you wouldn't be too happy." He gives you a small smile before scooting over to you and pulling you into a hug. "I am so sorry, about what I've said." "You were just being honest." You say softly and Jared sighs softly, "I know, but I could've said it nice tho." He says honestly and you nod. "It's fine, really." You say softly and he smiles at you as he pulls away from the hug. 

You all hang out for the rest of the night before it's time for Jared to go home. "Its getting late, I'll leave." Jared says softly and hugs you and Jensen. "Take care." You say softly. "You too. See you next week." Jared tells you before he leaves. "What did my mum tell you?" You ask Jensen. "That she is really happy about that we are back together and that I am her dream son-in-law." He says with a huge grin and laugh. You roll your eyes, "she'll always love you more than me." You say playfully, making him laugh before he cups your face and leans in to kiss you, you both smile into the kiss.

"Now we dont have to hide from anything anymore." He says. "Yeah, finally." You say as you walk into the bedroom to get changed and try to get your dress off. "Can you please unzip that dress?" You ask loudly from the bedroom. He  opens the door with a smile. While he unzips your dress he can't help, but kiss your neck gently, making you lean into him. "You look so good in this dress." He whispers into your ear. You hum with closed eyes. He looks at you through the mirror biting your neck gently, "I don't think I want a taste anymore, I think I want my dinner now." He breathes into your ear, making shivers run down your neck. 

You opens your eyes and look at him through the mirror, seeing the lust in his eyes as you turn your head slightly. He doesn't waste any second before crashing his lips onto yours kissing you hungrily as he pulls the dress down, leaving you just in panties in front of him. He groped your breasts as he kisses you hungrily, making you sigh at the feeling while he gently pushes you on the bed. 

He kisses your neck, then your breasts and takes your left breast into his left hand, squeezing firmly. He takes your nipple into his mouth and starts licking your right nipple. You moan and arch your back. He kisses down your belly and reaches your panties, pulling it down your legs. You sit up and kiss him, when he comes back up. You unbutton his grey shirt and shove it off his shoulders . 

You look at his abs and bite your lip as you admire him. You make eye contact with him and he pulls you in for a heated and passionate kiss. You unbuckle his belt and pull his pants down his perfect shaped bow legs.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 9

Chapter 9

Warnings: smut, hate and language 

Word count: 1,374 words

"C'mon stop teasing me babe." He says desperately. "Teasing is more fun." You say seductively as you pull his slacks down his ankles and look up at him. He looks at you and steps out of his pants. 

You slide up his body with your hands trailing up his body from his calves to his chest and then your hands grab his face. You bring his face down to kiss him roughly. While you two kiss he gently pushes you onto the bed. 

"I like it rough." He whispers into your ear between kisses. "I know." You breathe out. He starts kissing down your body to your bottom lips. He licks a stripe up your folds and you sigh heavily grabbing the sheets. His tongue finds your clit quickly before he starts sucking your clit harshly. Two of his fingers tease your dripping hole, pumping them slowly in and out of her. 

He slides them in in and out in a quick pace a moment as he sucks your clit fast, almost sending you out off the edge. "F-Fuck, Jay." You moan out yelling as you tangle your fingers in his hair. He groans which sends vibrations through your body and clit. "I'm gonna-." You moan in pleasure and he suddenly stops.

"Seriously?" You say out of breath as he crawls up your body until he meets your eyes. 

"You teased me all night with your dress since I laid eyes on you." He pauses and kisses your neck again, making you sigh softly and leaning into him. He kisses you roughly and stands up. 

You sit up and hook your fingers inside his boxers and slowly slide them off. His thick cock springs free and hits his stomach. This cock makes you drool since it always male you feel good and you just love his damn cock. You love sucking it and feeling it inside your pussy. When you are about you take him into your mouth, he stops you and gets off the bed. He kisses you harshly and lays you on your back. He doesn't waste any second and gets on top of you, teasing your entrance. He grins as he notices you bucking your hips and slams inside you making you almost scream.

He lifts your leg and rests it on his shoulder. He slides himself in and out of you at reasonable pace until you need more. "Faster, Jay!" you moan loudly. He does what you say. He hits your g spot every time he thrusts into you. Moans and groans fill the room as he goes faster and harder.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck." You yell out in pleasure as you get extremely close. The pleasure gets so big that you clench tightly around him and cum tightly on bis cock. He keeps thrusting until he hits his peak as well. 

"That was hot." He says a few minutes later as he plops next to you. You turn your head and look at him. "It was." You say with a nod as he puts his arm around you cuddling you close to his chest. His fingers drive through your hair, you look around the room and see the clothes laying all over the ground, making you grin. 

"I love you, y/n/n." Jensen says cupping your cheek, making you lean into his touch. "I love you too, Jay." You say softly noticing the loving smile on his lips, before he closes his eyes. He falls asleep a moment later and you think about the fact how happy you are. You haven't felt so much happiness in a long time. You love him so much. How could you've been so selfish? This man is the one of your dreams.

Next morning...

You wake up and notice Jensen isn't in the bed.  You get up ans put his shirt on before entering the kitchen where he is making breakfast. He doesn't notice you, until you walk behind him and wrap your arms around his waist. 

He holds a pan in his hand. "Good morning, handsome." You say softly and back away. "Morning, beauty." He says happily ans puts the pan with eggs down to kiss you softly.

"You made breakfast?" You ask happily with a loving smile. "For the woman I love, I had to." He smiles lovingly and kisses you one more time. 

"Breakfast is ready, sit down." He says softly as he pulls away, smiling lovingly. "Wait I'll get my phone." You tell him.

You go back as fast as you can to the bedroom and take your phone. "You look good in my shirt." He yells after you. You smile and grab your phone from the nightstand. While you walk inside the kitchen again you notice ten missed calls from Ed.

"Babe what's wrong?" Jensen asks as he sees your expression, you see the headline from the website that Ed has sent you. "Y/n Y/l/n and Jensen Ackles back together after y/n has cheated on him?" You read swallowing hard, before showing it to Jensen.

"Look at this." You say with tears in your eyes. 

His expression turns from concern to anger. 

"I knew it." you sob out. He pulls you close making you sit down on his thigh. He kisses your forehead gently, when you cry even more. "Read more." You son. "Y/n was such a bitch, why did Jensen choose her again?" One comment says. "Y/n, I love you and you're definitely not a bitch." Jensen promises you honestly."Look under the picture you posted on your instagram." 

Comments: "Die, bitch, die."

"If you hurt him again, I'm gonna kill you." 

"What a whore!" , "I'm gonna kill you, you little bitch.", "Jensen, I love you, but her again?" 

"I can't understand so disgusting." 

COMMENTS END

"I can understand those comments, I really hurt you, I'm n-" "Stop saying that." He interrupts you. "They are not even real fans, if they don't accept my decisions." He adds. While you're looking at these headlines and comments Gen calls you. "Wait, it's Gen." You pick up sniffling and go to the bedroom and sit down on the bed.

"Hey." You sniffle. "Hun, I've read these comments, are you okay?" "Yeah." "Why are you lying?" Gen asks you softly. "Gen, I don't wanna bother you with my problems. You have a baby that needs all your attention now." You sniffle.

"Are you kidding me? You're my best friend and I know how hurt you are because of those stupid words. Jared and I always have your back, ok?" "I know." "And Jared, Jensen, your family and I know the truth, that's what is important. Most of the times you wouldn't care about something like this, Why now?" She asks softly.

"I-I don't know, I'm so afraid that those people are gonna ruin our relationship. Gen, I-I love him so much and I don't know, if I'm gonna survive this when we break up again." More and more tears roll down your cheeks. "I know, I know. I think this time your love with Jensen will last forever."

"Why are you so sure?" "Because he always loved you, do you know how many times he came to our house completely drank, that's only because he missed you so much. He always wanted to talk to you in person about this, but you never were at any parties of ours in these years. He never had the chance, because you were busy with shooting. When he was with Joanna he wasn't really happy, he tried to forget you, but he couldn't. That's why I am so sure." She explains as you let out a sob. 

"And I know you never loved Matt, he was just a comfort, because you and Jensen had your issues." She adds. "I guess you're right." You say with a sniffle. "Y/n/n, I love you. See you next week, if not I'm gonna kick your ass."  She says playfully with a laugh. "I love you too, Gen. See you next week." You say laughing and you hang up, feeling a bit better after talking to your best friend, knowing she's right. She always gives the best advice.

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Chapter 10

Warnings: none

Word count: 1,152 words

Jensen knocks on the doorframe and you look at him with a small smile. He walks over to you and looks you in the eyes, in his eyes you can see pain, anger and concern. He pulls you into a tight hug and kisses your forehead gently.

"I don't care, what they're saying about you. I love you no matter what." He says softly and honestly.

"I love you too." You say looking up at him with a small smile and red and puffy eyes.

He leans down and gives you a gentle peck on the lips before brushing your hair out of your face. "But now let's have a cold breakfast." He says with a laugh trying to lighten up the mood. You let out a small laugh and get up with him, walking back inside the kitchen. 

"What did Gen tell you that your mood got so much better than like it was moments ago?" He asks curiously and you shrug with a smile. "She just knows how to make me feel better." You tell him. 

A few weeks later...

The last few weeks have passed really quickly and the comments of the people have calmed down too. There still have been mean and hateful comments, but you decided to ignore them. You guys finished shooting for the season and go on break. Jensen and you have decided to stay at his house in Austin for the time. 

Right now you are waiting for your flight to Austin, Texas. Then a fan approaches you asking to take a picture with Jensen after that, they've taken the picture, the fan calls you a bitch and you sit there in shock, bot knowing what to say or how to react. 

"What's your problem? You come here to call my girlfriend a bitch? You're not even a real fan if you're acting that way. Don't you have any respect?" He asks angrily, still in a normal tone, and the fan looks shocked, swallowing hard at how Jensen has reacted.  The fan disappear with wide eyes walking back to the people she's there. "Babe, I'm so sorry." Jensen tells you softly taking your hand in his and squeezing it gently. 

"It's not your fault." You say with a weak smile, feeling horribly and also overwhelmed for hearing something like that in real life. "Flight 678912." The airport calls out. "C'mon, our flight back home." You say to change the topic. Gen told you to be confident and strong, you remind yourself, but it doesn't seem to help right now. You enter the plane and go to your seats. "Misha?" Jensen asks confused. "Oh, hey guys." Misha says with a smile. "What are you doing in a plane to Austin?" Jensen asks curiously. "Ehmm..." "Because Gen and Jared have a barbecue tomorrow, you forgot about that?" You ask Jensen and save Misha, smiling at them. 

You want to throw a birthday party for Jensen and Misha and everyone will be there. 

"Oh yes." Jensen says laughing. By the way Gen and Jared really have a barbecue tomorrow. 

Today is the wedding of Ed, it's really an advantage that the marries so late that day. Jensen puts his arm around your shoulders, so that you can lay your head on his shoulders, because you're pretty tired since you didn't sleep so much that night. You were busy packing your suitcase and making sure you got everything. 

4 hours later...

"Babe, wake up we are landing." Jensen wakes you up  gently, causing you to whine slightly. You rub your eyes and give him a tired smile. You get out of your seats and go to the station where you get the baggage. You get your things and walk outside where Gen and Jared are waiting for you to pick up. 

"Hey you two." You say hugging both of them, with a smile before Jensen and Misha do the same. "Where is lil Shep?" You ask with a huge smile. "Sleeping at home." "Sad to hear, I wanted to see him." You say with a pout. "You will see him tomorrow, but now we will get you home." Gen tells you softly. You nod with a slight pout. Jensen, Misha and you get in the car.

20 minutes later...

"Thanks for picking us up." You say gratefully. "No problem." Jared says smiling. You and Jensen take your suitcases out and Jared and Gen drive away.

"Keys?" You asks and Jensen gives you the keys before you walk to the door and unlock it. When you open it, you see a lot of rose petals. "How did you do that?" You say with a huge smile. "Not me, but Gen." He tell you. You enter the house and he closes the door behind you. 

"Y/n/n, do you want to move in? Again?" He asks hesitantly with a shy smile. "I know you have an apartment just 20 minutes from here but I-" 

"Of course I want to move in. Again." You interrupt him laughing, smiling lovingly. "Really?" He asks kind of surprised and you nod. He kisses you lovingly, both of you smiling into the kiss.

"I love you." He says between the kisses. 

"I love you too." He kisses you again with more passion, but you stop him, smiling lovingly at him. 

"We should get ready for the wedding." You say softly patting his chest. 

"But I wanna do some other things." He says with a pout and starts kissing your neck. "Jensen stop." You say giggling. He pouts at you and squeezes your ass gently before pulling away. 

You take your suitcases upstairs to the bedroom, while you walks upstairs, Jensen slaps your ass playfully. You giggle and shake your head before opening your suitcases to look for your dress. Then you walk inside the bathroom and realise, nothing has changed. It makes you smile. 

It's a bit weird to move in for the second time, but you can live with that. Jensen's home has always been more home than the apartment you have 20 minutes away. You get out of your clothes putting them into the laundry basket, since you sweated duding travelling. Jensen walks inside the bathroom grinning widely, when he sees you naked. You turn around and blush slightly at the way he's observing you. He bites his lip, when you see him checking you out. You turn the water on and get in the shower. 

"I'm gonna take a shower, you wanna join?" You ask him softly a moment later. "Yes." He says almost immediately and takes his clothes off to join you. 

You wash your hair and he does the same with his hair. You wash the rest of your body, until he stops you. "I want to do this." He says with a smile and washes your whole body. You close your eyes, enjoying how he touches your body.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 13

Chapter 13

warnings: rape, language 

word count: 2,016 words

"We should undress you." He tells her softly. "Are you okay with that?" He asks her softly and she nods. "O-Okay." She says and Jensen starts taking her shoes off. When he wants to takes her dress off she backs away and he nods in understanding. He takes his button up off and his t-shirt too before giving his shirt to her. She takes it with a shy smiles before taking it on, after pulling her dress down her legs. She lies down on the bed as Jensen takes his slacks off and lies down next to her. 

He pulls her into his arms and she snuggles into his chest. Jensen rubs her arm gently, "You're safe." He whispers softly and kisses her forehead. 

"Thank you." She whispers, before they doze off to sleep. 

The next morning when Jensen wakes up, Y/N is still asleep as he climbs out of bed and takes his slacks on, before leaving the room to call Gen. He tells Gen everything that has happened the day before. He feels so helpless and clueless about what happened. He doesn't know, how to help or make her feel better, but Gen tells him, all Y/N needs is him to be there for her. Jensen thanks her and walks back inside the room he shares with Y/N. 

He smiles at the sleeping form of her, at least in her sleep she looks peacefully. When closes the door of the room, Y/N slowly stirs awake and Jensen smiles lovingly at her as he sits down on the bed next to her.  "Good morning." He whispers softly and kisses her head as she snuggles into his side. He rubs her arms gently smiling at her, but frowns as he notices the dark bruises her wrist carries. "Are you okay?" He asks her softly as he looks at her wrist and she quickly covers it with the blanket. She nods and Jensen can look right through her lie, but doesn't say anything. 

She gives him a small smile and disappears into the bathroom. She looks at herself in the mirror, gripping the sink tightly as she feels herself tear up. She feels disgusted by just looking at herself. She's so thankful, that she's found a moment, where she could free herself from him. She's never seen Jensen hit someone and he's only done that because of her. She washes her face and dries it with the towel, before taking her dress on she's taken with her inside the bathroom.

Y/N walks out of the bathroom and returns Jensen's T-Shirt, she's been wearing the night before. Jensen gives her a smile and she returns it slightly.

She walks back into the bathroom and closes the door. She lean against the door  and takes a deep breath. You got this. You're safe with Jensen. 

Jensen knocks on the door, "You okay. Y/N/N?" He asks you softly. "Yeah." She tells him, lying to him and herself. She walks out of the bathroom a moment later. Jensen is still in front of the bathroom and places his hands on her shoulder. "Talk to me baby." He says softly and she starts sobbing as he pulls her into his arms. He hushes her softly and hugs her close, rubbing her back gently. 

He cups her cheek gently and when he looks at her, she looks away. "None of what happened yesterday is your fault, you hear me?" He says softly. She nods as she still sobs. When she looks up at him, he notices how broken she looks. The shine he loves to see in a her eyes seems gone. 

Few hours later...

Y/N and Jensen have been home for quite some time. During the drive home, they haven't talked a lot nor did they when they've got home. Y/N has disappeared into bathroom for about an hour to shower, trying to wash off Matt's dirty hands and touches. Jensen's felt devastated, because he hates seeing the woman he loves so hurt and broken. He thinks for now, he should give her some space, because she doesn't want to talk and he has to accept that. 

She's curled up on the couch in the living room, watching Jane the Virgin, trying to distract herself from the events from yesterday. 

The doorbell rings and she gets off the couch to answer the door. "I'll get the door." She yells. "Fine." Jensen yells from his office. She opens the door, surprised to see Gen. "Hey, what are you doing here?" She asks in confusion and Gen just walks past her. "We'll see us in a few hours." Y/N tells Gen. 

"I know, but I wanted to talk to you." 

The two of them walk into the living room and sit on the couch."About what do you wanna talk?" She asks her curiously. 

"I know what happened last night." She tells you with a small sigh and smile, pulling you into a tight hug.. "I'm so sorry." Gen whispers. Seems like Jensen told her. Great. "It's okay." She lies. Gen sighs softly as she pulls away from Y/N. "Y/N, don't lie to me, I can see through your mask." Gen tells her softly and Y/N looks away from her, chewing on her lip. 

"I'm gonna kick his ass, I mean Jared will." She says playfully, laughing slightly and trying to cheer you up. "I'm just thankful, that I freed myself and that Jensen was there." She says as she feels herself teat up again and Gen hugs her close. When she is around Y/N just feels comfortable, she can be herself around Gen and just let her feeling and emotions free. Y/N tells Gen, how she went to the restroom and Matt followed her. 

"What a son of a bitch," she says angrily and shocked. "How can a man do something like this to a woman you've been with, I cannot understand that." She says as Jensen enters the living room. "Hey Gen, thanks for coming." They hug. "I'm gonna leave you two alone." Jensen says. "No, stay." Y/N tells Jensen and he nods with a small smile, sitting down next to her. 

"Y/n/n, you have to talk about what has happened. I know it hurts, but you have to." Gen starts and she looks at Jensen. "I'm- we are always there for you." He says and Y/N nods. She tells them everything what has happened in details, when she finishes, she sobs so hard. Jensen looks hurt, angrily and sorry for her at the same time.

"This fucking son of a bitch, how could he wait for a moment like this? Just to get you to sleep with him?! I can't believe that!" Jensen exclaim in anger.  "Jensen chill out." Gen says softly, while Y/N is still crying. She feels so much better, after telling them what exactly happened. "Thank you guys." She sniffles with puffy red eyes. "For what?" Gen asks confused. 

"For everything, for always being there when I need you, for being by my side and having my back all the time." Gen kisses Y/N's cheek. "You're my best friend and I-I love you. Of course I am always there for you and have your back. Like you always got mine." She says hugging her. She stands up a moment later and smiled at them. 

"But now I gotta go and prepare everything for the BBQ." She says goodbye to Y/N and Jensen and leaves. Y/N sits down on the couch and continues watching 'Jane the Virgin'. Jensen sits down next to her. She looks at him with a small smile. He puts his arm around her and she snuggles into his chest. He kisses her head gently. 

"We don't have to go to this BBQ, Jared and Gen would understand." Jensen tells her softly and she knows, he means well. "I know, but I need to be around the people I love." She tells him and he smiles. She really needs the distraction from that what has happened last night. She doesn't want to think about what happened too much. 

"You are around me." He says playfully with a smile, she rolls her eyes playfully, smiling slightly and playfully hit his chest. "Jensen you know how I meant that." "I just wanted to see you smile." He says softly. 

"I love you, you know that?" She says with a smile. 

"I know." He says softly and kisses her. He deepens the kiss and kisses her more passionately until she pulls away, because she knows where it ends. 

"Jay, I-I can't do this." She says and gets up. "Did I do something wrong?" He asks in concern and gets up as well to pull you in a hug, but she backs off.

"No, it's just- I just feel so disgusting and dirty. I'm sorry." "I am sorry, you have no reason to apologize. I guess, I rushed a bit." He is about to leave her, but she stops him. "Jensen, it's not your fault. I-I'm so sorry that I am so different towards you, you don't deserve this. But he broke something inside me and I don't know what. When I think about Sex it was always something enjoyable but now? It's something I'm afraid of because of him. I'm so sorry. 

I love you, but I don't feel ready." She says and walks into the kitchen. 

He follows her and reaches for her wrist gently. "I know, we just had sex yesterday." 

Wait, did he really just said that? 

"Are you fucking kidding me?! Is this all about sex?!" She almost yells at him.

"You're just thinking about sex right now?! Seriously?!" She adds. "No no no, I-I didn't mean it like that, I-I meant-" He stutters.

"How did you mean it then? That you're just thinking of sex?! Getting your dick wet, that's what's important now?!" She yells at him, feeling every kind of emotion right now, but disappointed is probably the strongest emotion she's feeling.

"No! I didn't even have a chance to to speak out!" Now he starts raising his voice. 

"Then speak out!" She yells at him. 

"What I meant, was that many things have changed in than less 20 hours. And it breaks my heart to see you this way. And I'm so sorry I rushed it, I-I'm...I-I'm really sorry." 

This incident definitely changed something between her and Jensen, although she knows he would never force her to do anything against her will. She doesn't know, if she'd enjoy sleeping with him. It feels so much different, just thinking about it. She sighs, still feeling angry with him, even though she knows how he meant it. 

Everything seemed perfect, then that shit happened to them. She also knows, what came out of his mouth was meant different, than it has sounded. When she looks up at Jensen, she sees the guilt and pain he's feeling right now and she also feels sorry about going off at him like that. 

"I know, you're really sorry and I know you didn't mean that. Yesterday, everything seemed so perfect with you. But today nearly everything is changed, I know he didn't rape me, but that he tried. I'm so thankful that you were there, but now when I think about sleeping with you it feels different." She tells him, barely looking at him. 

Jensen walks over to her and pulls her into a hug. "I hope you know, that i didn't mean it like that. All of that, just because of him. I would never force you to have sex with me, when you don't want that, never. It hurt's to see you like that, because you're the person who love to be happy and have fun, but that person seems lost somewhere inside you." He tells her quietly. She hugs him close as they both tear up, holding onto each other.

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UGHHH this is Sooo cutesy, it might be my fave so far

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jacklesfan real 🙏🏼

girlblogger is this too much to ask? 😭

destiel4ever literally obsessed with their friendship

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gibson_g1rl y/n serving cunt all day, every day

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The Fan | Jensen x Reader | Oneshot

Summary: Y/N has an unhealthy obsession with a man with a filthy mouth and an oral fixation he’s hell bent on ruining her life with. 

Rating: 18+

Pairing: Jensen x Reader

Tags: audio porn, porn AU, dirty talking, daddy kink, praise kink, slight degradation, oral fixation, oral sex galore, use of sex toy, masturbation, public masturbation, Jensen has a filthy filthy mouth in this one, it might make you feral be warned…

WC: ± 4K

A/Ns: I shouldn’t be trusted to write porn when I’m feeling feral because this is absolute filth and I just wanna thank Laura for commissioning it and sending me further down my crazed rabbit hole. <3

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“Oh fuck, baby girl, you take Daddy’s cock so fucking well in that tight little cunt, don’t you?” he coos as your whole body starts to break out into a light sweat. “Best damn pussy I’ve ever fucking had, sweetheart.” 

You whine, your back arching off the bed, your head fuzzy with your impending orgasm as your eyes flutter closed and you try to stave it off just a little while longer. 

“Look at you, so fucking perfect, you were made for me, made for my cock inside you. Daddy’s perfect little slut,” he growls, gasping for breath at the end of his sentence, moaning deep from his chest. “Tell me what you are, I wanna hear you say it.” 

“I’m your perfect little whore, Daddy,” you whine out, your fingers working your clit to the very edge of sweet release.

“That’s fucking right you are, baby, feel so fucking good on my cock, fuck, making Daddy wanna fucking cum. Do you want that? Hm? Do you want Daddy’s cum deep in that pussy? Maybe I should put your panties back on you and send you out. Let you walk around the store with my cum dripping down your thighs. Oh you like the fucking sound of that, don’t you?” he chuckles darkly, and you gasp for air, the feeling of the cock pistoning in and out of you almost too much to bear anymore. 

“You’re not going to cum again are you?” he asks. “You know how I feel about you cumming when my mouth isn’t down there to taste it. Do you need my tongue in that cunt again, baby girl? Or are you still craving Daddy’s cock? Look at you, so fucking desperate you don’t even know what you want anymore, you just want to be used, don’t you? You just want Daddy to use that fucking cunt over and over until I’m through with it. I’ve fucking got you, baby girl, you’re mine and everyone fucking knows it. I’ve marked you up good, you wanna see your skin, fucking covered in my claim.” 

You can’t take anymore, and you cum hard, screaming out in pure ecstasy as your climax washes over every inch of you, and you’re left gasping for air, squirming on the edge of over-stimulation as the cock continues to piston in and out of you at the steady pace you’d set it at. 

Your eyes flutter open and you’re brought back to the room, your earbud falling out, letting the natural ambience of your bedroom fill your eyes, the very faint sound of the actor’s voice still bleeding through the forgotten earpiece. Your body is still trembling, goosebumps erupting over every inch of you as you finally reach for the dial beside you and slow the machine down until it’s come to a stop, and you carefully remove the toy from inside you and whimper at the loss of contact, even if you are thoroughly done. You reach for your phone to pause the audio, realising there’s still ten minutes left. You never can make it to the end of one of his audios. That man is far too good at what he does, and it’s a crying shame he doesn’t do videos, though you realise that audio gets you off far better than visual does nowadays. You don’t even think you’d care what the guy looks like, if he can make you cum that hard and that many times with just his words, he could look however he wants and you’d still fuck him. 

Somehow, the guy seems to be all your biggest fantasies wrapped up in one dirty mouthed human, and you’re actually starting to worry about your real dating life, given you’re never going to find a guy that will ever come close to your favourite audio actor, you’re sure of it. Still, it doesn’t stop you from trying, even if your nights do end like tonight; alone and getting yourself off with your best investments yet; your fuck machine and Patreon subscription to ‘Dean Winchester’.  You hadn’t even needed a machine before Dean, and you actually had more real life sex with real life men, but over time you ended up settling for mediocre one night stands less and less, rathering going home to Dean, instead. You know your obsession is borderline unhealthy at this stage, but if the guy would stop putting out the best audios you’ve ever heard, then maybe you’d stand a chance. 

*

Work is so mind-numbingly boring, you find yourself watching the clock on the wall and praying that the last twenty minutes would hurry up, so you can get out of the office for the weekend. With the weekend upcoming, you don’t have time to start a new project, but you finished your last one two hours ago, and have been desperately trying to seem busy for your boss’s sake since then. You sigh and twist yourself left to right in your office chair, and practically leap at your phone the second it goes off next to you. Finally, something to do. 

You’re quick to glance around you when you realise that the notification is from Patreon, and you open it cautiously to see Dean has posted a new audio. It’s rare for him to post something mid afternoon on a Friday, and you read the title and the audio information, eager to find out what your Friday night is going to entail. 

Daddy can’t get enough of eating that sweet pussy (with toys)

Contains: Excessive oral sex, daddy kink, use of toys, praise, degradation, slight humiliation, mocking for multiple orgasms, soft dom, aftercare 

You look around the office, feeling your pussy getting uncomfortably wet already, and rub your thighs together, reaching into your purse and grabbing your headphones, before quickly making your way towards the bathroom. You would normally at least try to wait the extra hour, and for  the comfort of your own home, but this one sounds too good to wait. You just want a little glimpse; at least that’s what you tell yourself as you lock yourself into a bathroom stall and eagerly put an earbud in, making sure your phone is definitely connected to it before you turn the volume up a little. 

“Hey, baby girl,” Dean hums through the headphone, and instantly the wetness doubles.

You shift uncomfortably in your heels, and take a seat on the closed toilet lid, hitching your dress up enough to get to your soaked panties. You can just have a little play, it’s not like you’re busy, and no one will know what you’re doing in here. 

“Have you missed me? Aw, I can tell,” he coos, “have you been waiting for me all day? I’ve had a long week, and I was thinking I could use some stress relief,” he explains. “I’ve been thinking about you since I left you naked in bed this morning, been thinking about that sweet little pussy, about how good you taste. My cock has been hard all fucking day just thinking about tasting you when I got home.” 

You try your best not to moan out loud, your fingers now pulling the ruined material of your panties to one side as you take a shuddered breath in and start to tease your swollen clit. 

“You don’t mind if I help myself, do you?” he asks, and then a low hum rumbles through him. “Fuck, let me take those panties off, wanna see that dripping little pussy properly. It’s gonna taste so fucking good, you always taste so fucking good, you’ve got Daddy addicted, d’y’know that?” 

You rush to remove your panties over your heels, wanting to keep up with the fantasy now playing in your mind’s eye, and you quickly stuff them into your blazer pocket. 

“Don’t worry about making dinner, I’ve got enough to feast on right here,” he chuckles lowly, and then the sound of his lips smacking over something fills the quiet, and he moans under his breath. “Tastes fucking good, baby girl,” he praises. “That pussy was made to be eaten, and look at it, practically dripping for me, such a naughty little slut, hm? You want a finger inside you?” 

Instantly you slide one finger inside your warm, wet cunt, and your eyes roll as you throw your head back. 

“So fucking tight, baby girl, you like having something inside you when I eat that pussy, don’t you?” he laughs, “then why don’t you use the dildo I got you? It’s right here, I’ve got it, let me see if I can make it fit.” The sound of vibrations accompany Dean’s hums of approval, and you wish with everything in you that you were home right now, where you could reach for your own vibrator and slide it inside you like Dean’s doing in your fantasy right now. “Fuck, baby girl, you take it so well, does that feel good? It’ll feel better when my tongue is back on that clit.” 

“Jesus,” you whisper under your breath, pushing a second finger inside you in a desperate attempt to mimic the toy you’re imagining. 

“Don’t worry about me, baby, I’ve had a cockring wrapped around my cock all day, I’m gonna be fucking you for hours yet. Now you just lie back and let me take care of that sweet little cunt.”

The bathroom door opens outside of the stall, and you jump to remove your fingers, even though whoever has entered won’t see what you’re doing, you still don’t want to get caught out somehow.  The obscene noises of Dean ‘eating you out’ are still playing into your ear, and you rush to pause the audio in an attempt to calm yourself down a little, hearing the clicking of heels on tile as someone enters the stall next to you.

“Y/N?” you hear Amber call out. 

“Yeah?” you call back, your voice shaky and not trustworthy, right now.

“You coming to the bar with us?” Amber asks. 

You stand up and flush the toilet to complete your facade, heading out of the stall and quickly beginning to wash your own juices off of your fingers before Amber somehow notices. 

“Not tonight,” you insist, your mind very much on the remaining twenty three minutes of Dean’s new audio, and the date with your machine you’ve found yourself with suddenly. 

“C’mon, you’ve not been out in forever, plus, Sascha insists that this new bar has the hottest guys,” Amber explains as she also exits her stall and stands at the sink beside you, washing her own hands. 

“I gave up on men a long time ago,” you remind Amber with a chuckle. 

“Oh c’mon, I’m all for silicone friends, but you’ve gotta get a real dick at least once in a while, and girl for you, it’s been a while.” You laugh at her bluntness and shake your head. “You’re coming, even if I have to pay for your drinks all night,” Amber insists. 

You sigh and roll your eyes, before nodding reluctantly, guessing one drink won’t hurt if it gets Amber off your back. 

“Great,” Amber beams, reaching forward to undo the top button of your dress so your cleavage is far more on show than it was before. “There, let’s go.”

*

One drink has somehow turned into three, because every time you say you might leave, Amber is quick to buy you another cocktail, and you feel bad wasting her money by not drinking it first. You’re hyper aware of the fact your panties are still stuffed into your blazer pocket, and your pussy is completely bare and exposed under your dress, and the only thing you can fully focus on is the remainder of Dean’s audio you want to listen to. You really do have a problem, apparently. 

By the fourth drink, you offer to pay, feeling bad that Amber is footing your bill all night, and you guess you owe her one drink before you finally go home to your machine. You stand at the bar and shift uncomfortably from foot to foot as you wait to be served, your mind running wild with all the ways Dean is going to fuck you tonight, and when the barman finally stands in front of you, you realise you’ve forgotten what Amber wanted. You guess your way through a list of a few different cocktails, figuring one of the girls will drink them even if Amber doesn’t, and as the barman moves away to make your long order, you hear a scoff beside you. 

You turn your head to look at the man, and are kind of taken for a moment because he’s pretty attractive. Sascha was right, the men at this place really are better looking than the rest of the bars around town. Maybe they have some weird lighting, or something. 

“Sorry, sweetheart,” he laughs easily, and his voice shoots straight to your core. Jesus, has it really been that long since a hot guy has talked directly to you? “It’s just I’ve been stood here for over five minutes, and that bar man is only serving the hot girls,” he explains. 

Your brain takes a second to process what he’s saying, and then you scoff and shake your head. 

“Clearly not, he just served me,” you counter. 

“I stand by what I said,” the stranger insists, after his green eyes have raked up and down your body a couple of times. Is this guy actually flirting with you? You find yourself staring for a moment. There’s something very familiar about him, but you’re fairly sure you’d remember ever meeting a guy this attractive. 

“Do I know you?” you ask him, frowning. 

His green eyes light up and he laughs softly, shaking his head. 

“Urm… don’t think so,” he finally offers, shaking his head. But his hesitance only confuses you more. 

“Are you sure? I swear I know you somehow,” you insist. 

The guy begins to blush, and he clears his throat before looking around himself. 

“Well, what if I said my name is… Dean,” he slowly offers. 

Your eyes widen immediately, and you’re not sure if you want the ground to swallow you whole or if you want to kiss the man. His voice that’s what you know, that’s what’s so familiar, and that’s why you’re having this kind of reaction to just talking to some guy. So you’re not that desperate, after all… or maybe you are, depending how you look at it. You would’ve never placed him as Dean Winchester, no matter how intimately you know his voice, because you never would’ve actually expected him to be more attractive than the picture you’d painted in your head. And you never would’ve expected to bump into him at a bar in town of all places. 

But then the realisation hits you fully. If this guy is Dean Winchester then he knows that you listen to his stuff, and he knows that you listen enough to recoginise him. 

“Oh my god,” you gasp, your cheeks burning. “Oh my god, I’m so embarrassed, I’m so sorry,” you fumble to apologise, but Dean just laughs and shakes his head. 

“Why are you sorry? I love meeting fans.” 

The word fan only makes your skin crawl more, he’s going to think you’re some psycho, some desperate woman that needs audio porn to get her kicks. 

“Oh god,” you groan, now feeling your skin crawling in shame. 

“Don’t be embarrassed, sweetheart, really,” he reassures you, reaching out to grab your shoulder. “Honestly, I’m flattered a girl like you listens to me.” 

“Oh sure,” you scoff, not believing him for one second. You want to tell him you don’t really listen to his stuff that much, but then you realise that might be insulting, and you don’t want to tell him you’re as big a fan as you are, or you’ll just look even more pathetic to him. “Listen, I’ll leave you alone,” you conclude. 

“Oh,” he replies simply, before licking his lips and nodding his head. “Yeah, sure, if that’s what you want.” 

You can’t help but feel like you’ve insulted him somehow, and you swallow hard, rushing to explain. “I don’t wanna seem like some creepy fan,” you excuse. 

“Sweetheart, I’m the one that hit on you,” he laughs. 

Your eyes only widen further, “you were hitting on me?” 

“Yeah, well… I thought I was… I did call you hot, didn’t I?” 

“I guess,” you agree, now feeling embarrassed for a whole new reason. The guy that has given you more orgasms than all the other men in your sexual history put together has hit on you. “I’m sorry, I just always assumed that a guy like you would be married, or at least dating someone.” 

“Nah, my work is just as much for my benefit as it is yours, trust me,” he laughs softly. “So, can I at least buy you a drink, even if it’s just to thank you for liking my work?” 

*

“I can’t believe I’m going to tell you this,” you confess, already drunkenly laughing behind your hand as you look over at him. 

Dean – or Jensen, you’ve now been told his real name is – seems to wait patiently for your confession, and in the two or so hours you’ve been sitting together drinking and getting to know each other, you somehow feel like you’ve known him for years. Maybe that’s because of the porn, but either way, you’re actually about to say this out loud. 

“The audio that you released today?” you prompt, and a smirk grows over Jensen’s plump lips.

“Yeah…” he prompts. 

“Well, I didn’t get to finish it, but let’s just say I started it in work… in a bathroom stall… and I’m still a mess. I was dying to get home to finish it.” Your confession doesn’t leave you as embarrassed as you thought it would, not when Jensen only smirks harder, and then bites his bottom lip as his green eyes look around the bar. 

“Well… why don’t I just… show you what the rest was like?” he asks, blinking at you. 

“What?” you ask, feeling yourself beginning to sober up at just the very thought of what Jensen’s implying. 

“What if we… y’know, re-enacted it?” 

*

“So how far did you get?” Jensen asks, breathing against your neck.

You crane it, pushing your head back further into your pillow as you moan softly, dragging your nails through the soft hair on the nape of his neck. 

“Not very, you’d just pulled out a vibrator,” you explain breathlessly, your heart thudding in your chest. If this man is this good at kissing, you’re not sure you’ll survive the rest of it. And you already know what a filthy mouth he’s got from the dirty talking. And from talking to him tonight, you were more than excited to find out that his audios are a true reflection of his own kinks.

“Do you have one?” Jensen prompts, and you blindly reach under your bed for the box that holds your toys, throwing the lid off carelessly and wrapping your hand around your favourite vibrating silicone friend. 

You produce it in front of you, stopping Jensen in his tracks as he smirks, taking it from you and throwing it to the bed next to you both. 

“I don’t have a cock ring though,” you add with your own smirk, and Jensen chuckles lowly. 

“Don’t worry, I’m covered,” he tells you smugly, taking your hand and pushing it under his boxers. Your hand meets soft, warm velvety skin, and as it gets a little lower, you feel the rubber ring at the very base of his swollen cock. 

“Do you always go to bars wearing one of those?” you sass, wrapping your fingers around his erection and growing pleasantly surprised at the thickness. 

“I had it on for the audio this morning, y’know, for authenticity, and figured I’d leave it on because I was so horny. Meeting you was just the bonus,” he explains. 

“What else do you do for authenticity?” you tease, gasping when Jensen’s teeth sink into the delicate skin on your neck. “Do you…” you struggle to regain your composure, grinding your core up against his bare thigh, your slick coating his skin. “Do you actually eat pussy?” you finally manage to ask. 

“Unfortunately not. It’s been a while since I got to eat a pussy… don’t mind if I fill up on you, do you, baby girl?” 

“No, Daddy,” you whimper, not even ashamed at how quickly you submit to him. 

“Oh, someone’s been listening to my work… such a good little whore, f’me, aren’t you? Bet you taste fucking delicious.” 

Suddenly, Jensen’s face is gone, and you feel his hands grab the backs of your thighs and push your legs backwards, spreading you open. He doesn’t waste any time dining on your pussy, making sounds far more obscene then the audios could ever capture, and just when you thought this man couldn’t get you off any harder, you’ve finally felt his tongue for real, the stubble on his face rub along your delicate skin, you’ve finally felt exactly what this man can do to you. 

Your fingers comb through the hair on the top of his head, and Jensen only ever pauses to bite and suck on the flesh at the insides of your thighs, before returning to licking and sucking your pussy like a starved man. Your back arches into his touch, and you nearly lose your mind when you see him blindly reach for the dildo you’d given him, turning it on to a low rumble as he presses the tip to your entrance. 

“So fucking tight, baby girl, you like having something inside you when I eat that pussy, don’t you?” he growls, his voice slightly deeper and far more reminiscent of his “Dean” persona. 

You moan loudly, bucking your hips desperately as he begins to fuck you with your vibrator, and you find yourself torn between wanting his mouth back on your pussy, and wanting his cock replacing your toy. Amber’s right, sometimes you just need the real thing. Especially when the real thing is as tempting as Jensen’s. 

“Fuck, Daddy, feels so good, please don’t stop,” you beg, feeling his mouth back on your cunt in an instant, and he laps at your arousal and moans loudly around your clit when he sucks it between his lips. “Holy fuck,” you shout, staring up at the ceiling, not sure you’re even going to survive this. 

Jensen’s rutting against your mattress, but seems to be in no rush to finish eating you out any time soon, and your thighs tremble either side of his head as he coaxes your orgasm to the surface. 

“That’s it baby,” Jensen pauses for a brief second to say. “Cum f’me,” he growls. “Cum on Daddy’s tongue, c’mon, perfect little cunt, tastes so sweet, you’re gonna cum for me, aren’t you?” he chuckles, looking up grinning at you like the devil. 

“Yes,” you whine, encouraging his mouth back on your clit as he now fucks your vibrator in and out of you so much better than the machine has ever managed to. 

Jensen doesn’t stop to talk again, he just hums and moans against your skin until you’re cumming hard and fast on the toy, and he’s quickly removing it to lap at your juices that are practically flooding out of you. 

As always when you listen to his work, your first orgasm does little to stave off the arousal he’s elicited from you, but luckily, it seems Jensen’s not done with you, because he licks his lips clean and hums, rising back to his knees between your legs. He begins stroking his cock in his hand, his eyes several shades darker as he looks down at you. 

“So,” he smirks, guiding the tip of his cock towards your soppy entrance, only teasing it with his tip before tapping the heavy length on your sensitive clit, making you squirm. “Which of my audios should we re-enact next?” he asks. 

“Any one that requires that inside me,” you reply, watching Jensen chuckle under his breath. 

“I couldn’t agree more.”

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summary: after seeing that one edit of your husbands best friend, you can’t seem to control yourself. (part 2)

word count: 7.5k words 🥱

warnings: smut (18+ mdi) swearing, dirty talk, fingering, oral (m & f receiving), bullying (kinda) cheating, forced cream pie, grammar & spelling mistakes (prolly more idk)

a/n: omgg this took so long to write >.< but first post yay! (finally lmao) pls lmk how it is! i feel maybe it’s kinda long and it feel’s boring at times idk i was high writing this lmaosjs. fr tho lmk what i can do better. ALSO I DO NOT CONDONE CHEATING BUT IN THIS CONTEXT ITS KINDA HOT NGL

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“babe, you almost ready?” your husband jared asks, appearing in the doorway of the bathroom, the shirt you picked out for him was halfway up his arms. you completely ignored him as your eyes traced every muscle in his arms, then in his broad shoulders and chest and finally his abs that were still glistening from the shower he took just minutes ago. i’m so lucky you thought as you soaked up the greek god you called your husband. just the sight of him like this made ache. you let out a small breath and walked up to him, standing on your tippy toes to pull him in for a deep kiss. he froze for a second, taken off guard but then kissed you back, just as deeply. you moan softly into his mouth as your hand trails from his chest down his abs, your nails scratching his skin ever so lightly. he knows what that means. you’re horny. and you want him. no, you need him. “(y/n)” jared chuckled and pulled away. “we’re gonna be late” “please baby,” you pouted, reaching up and placing a small kiss to his ear lobe before whispering “i only need you for a couple minutes” leaving a trail of kisses down his neck “(y/n) i-“ the sound of the door bell ringing cut him off but you already knew what he was gonna say. you sighed in defeat and jared gave you half crooked smile before kissing your cheek and finally slipping his shirt over his head before going to answer the door for the baby sitter. 

ignoring the feeling of sexual frustration you began to get dressed, settling on a short, spaghetti strap dress with pink and white floral designs. you slipped on your sneakers and checked yourself out in the full length mirror. the dress hugged your body perfectly, you had just the right amount of cleavage and your ass to waist ratio was insane. you looked fucking hot, and jared would be crazy if he wasn’t dying to pound that little pussy the second he was alone with you. smirking and pleased with the way you look, you quickly finished getting ready. spritzing some expensive purfume, getting the rollers out of your hair and accessorizing your ankle with your favourite gold anklet, off the chain dangled a small heart with a diamond initial “J” on it. jared bought it for you many years ago for your first ever anniversary. you never really leave the house without it and you probably consider it one of your most prized possessions. its the first thing he got you and it just holds so much love for you.

you grabbed your purse and met your husband downstairs, your greeted the babysitter and kissed your kids goodbye before leaving the house. 

-

“jared, please” you whined in the passenger seat. you’re thirty minutes into your hour long drive and jared’s hand has been firmly placed on the inside of your thigh, and every time he hit a red light he would subconsciously rub small circles with his thumb. it’s driving you absolutely insane, you need this man right here, right now. “i want youu” he chuckled again “i’m driving babe! what’s gotten into you?” deep down you know exactly what’s gotten into you but you’d rather die than be honest with your husband right now. 

a couple nights ago you were up late bored and scrolling through tiktok. it’s not really uncommon for random videos to jared and jensen to show up on your for you page, but what is uncommon is the random thirst trap edit of your husbands best friend. the edit showed clips of jensen at the concert he’d done recently. he wore white jeans and a black shirt with the sleeves cut off. his hair was damp and hanging in front of his eyes while his skin glistened with sweat, the veins in his thick neck popped as he sang the high note perfectly, his tattooed bicep flexed as he gripped the mic harder. it’s like you were entranced, you watched and watched and watched probably over ten times before jared started to stir in the bed next to you. you quickly closed the app and laid next to your husband. as you drifted off to sleep, your mind created the most perverted dream you’ve ever had. it was of you and jensen, it was after his show, you and him was in his dressing room. he had you pinned against the wall while he fucked up into your wet pussy. you felt him, he was big, and heavy and he stretched you out so good. he snuck his hand around and grabbed your throat, tilting your head back. he towered over you as he looked down into your eyes with such animalistic lust, just this look can send you over the edge. his grunts, your screams and skin slapping together filled the room as he sped up his thrusts. “you like your little pussy fucked like this, don’t you sweetheart?”  he was rough and honestly, it hurt a little bit but you enjoyed it, hell, you loved it. this is just what you wanted. “he can’t do it for you, huh?” he chuckled mockingly, “he can’t fuck you like i do, he can’t say filthy things to you like i do, he can’t make you scream his name like i do.” you woke up completely soaked. you never spoke of the dream and tried your very best to forget about it…but when you were alone, your mind wondered off. you missed how good he felt inside you, how his words made you so wet, how he fucked into you so hard you felt the tip of his cock pound into your cervix.

you love jared so much, he’s such a good husband and father and you really lucked out with him, he’s perfect.. but, he’s a bit too vanilla for you. you’ve expressed your desires to him before, how you want him to be rougher and more talkative during sex, how you want to try different positions and maybe bring in toys. but he protests, he says he doesn’t wanna hurt you or say degrading things to you. which a part of you found sweet and the other part was disappointed. jared definitely satisfied you during sex, he’d make sure you were okay, and make you cum at least twice, he’d always feel so good and fit perfectly in. but sometimes the same position and pace got boring and the moans and grunts that flew around the room grew to feel awkward. you just need a really good and rough fuck.. like jensen gave you in that dream. 

-

you thought that you would be normal around jensen, like you usually are, but you thought wrong. after you and danneel practically jumped in each others arms and had an ‘i missed you’ war, she lead both you and jared out to the back yard where jensen stood at the barbecue, a beer in one hand and a metal spatula in the other. he wore blue washed jeans, a black t shirt that hugged his arms and shoulders and a black backwards cap that kept the hair out of his eyes. sucking in a deep breath your nostrils filled with his cologne and his scent engulfed all your senses and your mind flashed back to the dream you had. you never looked at jensen as anything other then an older brother, you love jared and danneel is basically a sister to you. but seeing jensen there in all his glory, his new hair cut, his beard, his perfectly toned and muscular body and his tattoo that barely poked out under his shirt was doing things to you, and you couldn’t deny the butterflies in your lower abdomen. “it’s been so long!” jensen exclaimed and pulled your husband in for a tight hug. he then hugged you. “too long” he muttered in your hair. the hug didn’t last for long but it was enough to make your legs weak. and his low mumble in your ear sent shivers down your spine. why did he say that just to you?  

“i'll make us drinks” danneel said before dragging you away to the kitchen. “something strong please” you sat at the kitchen island while danneel quickly whipped up some pina coladas, putting extra rum in yours, and serving it to you with an extra shot, which you took no time to down before taking a sip of your drink. “how you been babes?” you sigh and your mind flashes back to everything that happened in the pass year that you two were separated. you’ve both been super busy, jensen filming the boys and jared filming walker. then jensen and dani moved over an hour away. you honestly can’t believe you haven’t seen them in a whole year. you were so excited when they finally had free time and invited you both over for a late night barbecue. jensen’s laugh snapped you out of your thoughts and you realized you left danneel on heard. panicking, you blurted out the sex problem you’ve been having with jared. danneel listened and showed sympathy but didn’t really offer much help. instead she said, “well, the kids are at my parents for the night. so, we can dance and drink all night!” and that’s exactly what we did. jensen made the most amazing burgers and danneel made a homemade cheesecake, the music never died down and the drinks never stopped coming. you and danneel are drunk in the kitchen, laughing and giggling and dancing to “or nah” by the weekend. you were bent over shaking your ass while danneel gripped your waist tightly and moved her hips along with yours. this is a very normal thing that happens when the both of you get too drunk. “can you let me stretch that pussy out or nah!” you sung loudly together, you then would turn around to face your best friend, flipping your hair in the process, dani placed her hands on your hips while yours traced down her body. “ahem” you jumped and turned around to see jensen standing in the doorway. “hey, don’t stop for me. i was enjoying myself” a dirty smirk painted his lips and every feeling and thought that you drank away came rushing back to you. “shut up, loser” danneel joked “no, for real. you guys are hot. i wonder what would have happened if i didn’t interrupt” he said lowly, staring down danneel with an even bigger smirk on his face. jensen was always dirty minded, it’s no secret. he would open talk about sex and make dirty jokes, but this is probably one of the dirtiest things he said in front of you which caused you to choke and spill your wine, all over your dress. jensen burst out laughing and dani went into full mom mode. “oh no! quick take it off it’s gonna stain!” she grabbed your hand and pulled you into the laundry room, where you pulled off your dress and handed to to dani, she sprayed strain remover before throwing it into the wash. “just where this for this” she handed you a random shirt “this is jensens” you stated. “don’t worry, he won’t care” without protest you slipped on the huge shirt that fit you like a dress, ending a little lower then your previous dress. it was the shirt he was wearing in that one edit, the shirt he wore while he fucked your hard in your dream. it smelled like him, even though it was freshly washed, the mixture of laundry soap, jensen’s s musky scent and the chokehold this shirt has around your next warmed your entire body, right down to your core. 

while waiting for your dress to get done, you joined your husband on the couch, crossing your legs and leaning into his side. jensen came from the kitchen with more drinks in his hands, this time four glasses of scotch. he leaned to give jared his glass and then went to give you yours, not before very blatantly checking you out. “love that shirt” he mumbled just loud enough for you to hear and no one else. he shot you a wink and went to sit across from you, next to dani. ignoring him and the red hot blush forming on your cheeks you turn to jared and place a hand on his thigh “babe, it’s getting late, we should probably go soon” you checked your phone to see it’s 11:43 pm “you guys aren’t going home,” jensen started. why does he start his sentences like that? “i think jared here, had a bit too much to drink” he glanced over at your husband and only then you noticed just how drunk he actually is. “and besides, the funs just starting” he looked down at you, flashing a smug grin. thank god dani is just as drunk as jared right now. 

for the next half hour or so you and danneel have been in deep conversation, though it’s quite hard considering the looks jensen is giving you. his eyes darkened and he scanned over your body for the sixth time in ten minutes, he’s been shifting uncomfortably in his seat and he keeps saying dirty things while maintaining heavy eye contact with you. he sat with his legs wide open, his large hands  constantly running down his thighs. jared and danneel got drunker and drunker while jensen was sobering you up fast. “excuse me a second” you muttered and got up and left to the kitchen to be alone for a second. it was all too much for you, the eye contact, his actions, his voice. your husband is right there! so is your best friend aka his wife! how can he be so- but when you really thought about it, there was not a part of you that didn’t like the attention, especially from a man like him. its so naughty and him being so obvious and your husband being so clueless makes you wet. if jared and dani was as sober as you and jensen -god, you don’t even wanna think about what will happen. after running your hands under cold water, you searched in the fridge for something nonalcoholic to drink. that’s when you felt a large presence behind you. “how you been (y/n)?” his voice was deep as he leaned on the counter, finishing the last little bit of scotch. you grabbed a water and turned to face him. “i-im great, how about you?” he ignored the second part of your question “are you, though? ‘cause im heard some things” panic quickly spread over your face. he knows. somehow he knows about the dream. “wh-what? what did you hear?” he began to walk closer to you, subconsciously you took a step back only to bump into the fridge, causing jensen to grin. “that you’ve been having some trouble getting laid.” your eyes widened and your gasped. “what? no, im getting laid!” jensen’s eyes softened and he nodded sarcastically “mhm, sure you are. but just not in the way you want too” your nerves are going through the roof right now. how does he know all this? and most of all why is he bringing it up? “what? jared told me.” he said casually as if this is just a normal thing. “he actually asked me for advice. you’re welcome by the way” “what did you say?” you asked with anticipation, you, at have just found a loophole for your little problem. “tsk, have patience sweetheart, you’re gonna have to wait and see” by now, there’s only a couple inches separating the both of you, your fully trapped between the fridge and jensen’s hard body, “thing i don’t understand is,” he started in a low whisper, his green eyes dark and he’s maintaining heavy eye contact “how can he not fuck you like that, y’know, the way you deserve” you were too stunned to speak, your body temperature is so high your about to break out in a sweat and the butterflies in your stomach make you wanna throw up. it feels like your dreaming and you brain can’t process anything. “i mean…if things were different or whatever, i don’t think i’d be able to stop myself from bending you over every table in this house.” he dipped his head down and whispered in your ear, in a low and deep voice “while you’re wearing my shirt”

this isn’t right. okay, you can’t deny it, if you could, you would happily let jensen fuck you anyway he wants. but you’re married! and you love jared, not to mention your best friend with his wife! this is insane.

you both heard a thud from the living and then a mixture of jared and danneel laughing. you slipped away from jensen and saw danneel on the floor with jared laying sideways across her stomach. jensen burst out laughing and went to help them both up. “i was trying to carry him upstairs and then i don’t know what happened!” dani was practically jello in jensen’s arms, she’s had way too much to drink and so did your husband. “looks like you need to call the babysitter, sweetheart” jensen spoke and began leading his wife upstairs. with a sigh you agreed, you’d rather stay the night then risk something bad happening if you let jared drive. “i’m gonna put her to bed, i’ll be back to grab the overgrown man child” jensen would flip danneel over his shoulder and carry her upstairs like she weighed nothing. his muscles and neck veins popped as he let out a soft grunt. squeezing your legs together, trying to get some type of relief. 

you reach for your phone to call the baby sitter to tell her the change of plans but jared grabbed your wrist and with one swift motion he had you on his lap. his hands were everywhere, under your (jensen’s) shirt, grabbing and squeezing at your tits, they then trailed down and grabbed two handfuls of your ass. “you’re so fucking sexy right now” he grunted and thrusted his hips up, making you lose your balance and jolt forward. “so hot” he pulled you in and instantly started making out with you, it was hot and heavy and everything you wanted from him. he even smacked your ass which caused you to moan in his mouth. his hands was placed firmly on your hips while he grind them down on his crotch. you felt how hard he actually is and moaned, quite loudly this time. your clothed pussy grinding down on your husbands cock through his jeans almost sent you straight to euphoria. this is exactly what you need, just some relief. you needed someone to just use you, use your body as they please and do whatever they want to you, to fuck you hard and fast and make you scream, to fill your little pussy up with cum. your pussy is now throbbing and you need the release so bad. is this what jensen was talking about earlier? “fuck” you breathed and you pulled away for air, only for jensen to be standing right in front of you, shirtless and wearing a pair of grey sweatpants, his hair was messy and it hung in front of his eyes. “hey, hey, hey!” he grabbed jared shoulder. “not on my new couch, take it to the bedroom kids!” jared put his hands up on protest and muttered a series of apologies as jensen guided him off the couch and upstairs “you coming?” he asked, you husband half cautious and clinging onto jensen. “yeah, just gotta call the baby sitter.” “don’t take too long” he winked and disappeared with your husband, you rolled your eyes and texted the sitter, letting her know that you and jared will be spending the night. 

“he’s all yours sweetheart” jensen smirked in the doorway. your husband was in bed and barely conscious. “thanks” you replied quietly and began to shut the bedroom door but jensen stopped it. “if you need anything, at all, i’ll be in my office” he left down the hall and you shut the door, finally feeling like you can breathe. you climbed into bed and poked jared’s shoulder. “babe?” the only reply you got was a loud snore and him shifting in bed, placing his arm and leg over you, essentially holding you hostage in bed. 

that bastard, he fell asleep on you! you groaned in frustration and tried your best to sleep. you probably only slept an hour or two because your mind kept making up dirty thoughts..about jensen. the way he looked today, the signals he was sending, all that shit he said to you in the kitchen. it was too much and you couldn’t help yourself. with very careful actions, you moved your hand down and into your underwear, gasping at how wet you really are, your panties are soaked from the arousal you’ve pretty much had all day. you pressed your finger hard to your clit and sighed in relief. you began to rub small circles, trying not to moan out loud no matter how good it feels. unfortunately though, your movements caused your husband to shift again in his sleep and now his arm is over yours, trapping your hand so that you can barely wiggle your fingers. 

“fuck this” you whispered before prying your husband hands off and slipping out of bed. honestly, you don’t know what you were expecting or even looking for, but a small part of you hoped that jensen is still up. you crept down the hallway and looked for any evidence of an office. your foot managed to find and step on the loudest creek ever and you froze in place, in fear that you woke someone up (or maybe in fear that you’ll be caught) “(y/n)?” you heard a deep voice say behind you. you whipped around and immediately began to apologize “i’m so sorry i just-“ “can’t sleep?” you nodded, to put it simply. he stepped aside and motioned with his head for you to come in. you listened to him and he shut and locked the door behind you. 

“so, what’s got you up at night?” he asked with a cheeky grin plastered on his face. he knows exactly what but he enjoys seeing me suffer. “i’m guessing he went lights out on you?” you sighed and nodded, there’s no point to deny it anymore. he sighed as if he’s personally affected too and slumped down in his chair, legs wide open as he swung side to side lightly. “i’m sorry sweetheart, ‘s gotta suck” he laughed and your glared at him. why is he being such an asshole right now? “can you stop?” you snapped, sassily which only caused jensen to put his hands up in defence “hey, i tried everything i could, i gave him strict instructions and if your still getting blue balled, it’s not my problem” 

full of frustration, you turned on your heel to leave. coming here was a mistake, you must’ve gotten mixed signals or just hallucinated the whole- “…unless” jensen started again, you turned slowly to look at him. the light from the one small lamp on the desk made him look like he was glowing, the shadow pa contouring every muscle p, his hair was super messy from running his hands through it all day. he looked so…delicious. he made a ‘come here’ motion with his finger and without even thinking, your legs started to move and you were right in front of him. he reached out grabbed your thighs, pulling you closer so your now in between his outstretched legs.”unless, i show you what i told him”  he began slowly running his finger tips up and down the sides. “sit” he said plainly. sit? sit where? on his lap!? your brain needed a couple seconds to process everything. but that was a couple of seconds too long for jensen, he spun you and aggressively pulled you down to his lap, your back now against his chest. your legs were spread wide and stretched over his. your breath hitched has he continued rubbing your thighs, “when i tell you to do something, i expect you to fucking do it.” his hand getting closer and closer to your clothed pussy. “je-jensen,” was all you managed to get out before he brushed his hand against your core. a gasp left your lips and jensen smirked down at you. “i barely even touched you yet and your already a mess” he finally slipped his hand past the hem of your panties and pressed his whole hand against your pussy. 

“fuuck, already soaked for me, were you walking around like this all day?” he asked and you nodded, feeling embarrassed. he started to rub small and slowly circles at your clit and you sighed, melting into him completely. his rough fingers felt amazing and he applied just enough pressure. he started to speed up a bit, spreading your wetness everywhere. “i bet your pussys real pretty, bet it taste sweet too” those words made your pussy clench. his voice was so deep and he spoke with such experience and smoothness, “jensen i-i” his movements slowed and he spoke softly “use your words” in your ear. “wha-what about danneel, and jared? i don’t wanna hurt them” jensen began to leave soft kisses down your neck as your voiced your concerns, his fingers still rubbing hard circles on your clit. “they won’t found out” he mumbled “you wanna stop?” no. yes. you don’t know. you’re so conflicted, you love jared but jensen is working your pussy like never before. “i just love them so much” was the best answer you can give him. “i know baby,” he bit your ear lobe and sped up his movements faster then before, his other hands reached around your head to cover your mouth “i love them too, but right now, i think i love you more” and with that he plunged two fingers deep inside you, you arched your back as he began to pump them in and out at an extraordinary pace. if you could you would be screaming right now. jared’s fingers are long but jensen’s are thicker, it almost hurts. this is what you needed. you needed jensen to finger fuck you like this. “so fuckin tight around my fingers, i can’t imagine how my cock will feel” he curled his fingers upwards, his finger tips brushing against your g-spot as he moved his whole arm up and down, trying to force an orgasm out of you this soon. you felt like you were gonna explode, this much pleasure all at once was too much for you. “no cumming, unless i say so” he turned my head to look me in the eyes, showing me that he’s dead serious about this. i squeezed my eyes shut and tried to focus on anything other then cumming all over your husbands best friends fingers “fuckk” you moaned but it came out muffled from jensen’s tight grip. “you’re close, i can feel it. but remember, not until i say so.” he reminded and you nodded. it was all that you could do. you squirmed against him, unable to move from how tight he held you down. the pleasure in your lower abdomen built up over the course of the next couple seconds and you turned your head to face him with pleading eyes. “please,” you clenched around on his skilled fingers and your legs began to shake, you finally broke one hand free and went to grab his wrist. the pleasure was too much, your body already exhausted. you dug your nails into his thin skin, but it did nothing, your strength is nothing compared to his, his pace was still hard and fast. “please” you cried out. “hm? please what?” he muttered in your ear. you hate him for the way he is torturing you right now. “i need to cum, please!” he let out a light laugh,“hmm, no” he stopped all his motions and loosened his grip. “no!” you whined and grabbed his hand, pulling it back to your pussy but he pulled away. “why?” you were literally seconds away from a mind blowing orgasm, from finally getting the relief you needed since days. you stood up extremely frustrated but didn’t realize how weak your legs actually were, you leaned back against his desk and took a couple seconds to catch your breath. he fully leaned back in his chair and looked up at you with a smug smile, he was proud of himself and he wasn’t scared to show it to you, even though your glared at him with such hatred. “jensen.” you said as he ignored your first question. he brought his fingers up to his mouth and sucked up the tip of his middle finger. a deep and satisfied growl erupted from his chest and as he sucked your sweet taste off his fingers. “so fukin good, so sweet” he complimented. “why’d you stop? i was almost there” you said just above a whisper.

“cause” he stood up to his full height and pressed his body against yours, causing you to fully lean against his desk. he reached his hand up and wrapped it around your throat, pressing his thumb into your jaw to make your head turn to the side, he leaned down and whispered in your ear. “i’m not done with you yet” he reached under your shirt and grabbed the sides of your black lacey underwear, roughly pulling them down to your ankles as he crouched down in between your legs. you subconsciously spread your legs a little wider and jensen groaned at the sight of your exposed pussy. “fuck baby, such a pretty little pussy” you clenched at his words and felt your arousal start to drip down your thighs, he reached and scooped up your juices with his fingers and brought them to your mouth. “taste how pretty you are” grabbed his wrist once again and took his fingers in, sucking on them and swirling your tongue around his fingertips. you hummed at the taste and he muttered  “that’s it baby, such a good little slut for me.” he grabbed your tight with his other hand and placed it over his broad shoulder. “you want me to keep going?” you nodded eagerly, his fingers still in your mouth. “hm, beg for it” 

“what? i-i don’t” 

“beg for it.” he repeated. “beg for me to fuck you, to make you cum. tell me just how bad you need it.” his words melted you as you tried to form words but your brain is completely mush right now. “i-i need you so bad jensen please, please fuck me.” he scoffed and gave you a look that said “that’s it?” fuck. “your fingers felt so good, i need them, i need you, please, just please make me cum, fuck me the way i deserve” once he was satisfied with your pleas, he finally drived in. licking a long strip up your pussy, your hands instantly tangled up in his hair. shaking his head from side to side to get deeper, he began to alternate between sucking and kicking your clit, occasionally gently biting down just hard enough to make you gasp. “fuckk, feels so good, keep going please.” you moaned out quite loudly, not caring if someone heard you. jensen’s tongue is working wonders on your clit and you just can’t help it. he’s making you feel so damn good. he reached up and grabbed your hand from his hair  and placed it on your clit, wanting you to run circles while he licked at your entrance, you did as you was told while his tongue darted in and out of your hole. the whole room was filled sucking, slurping and your breathy moans and jensens muffled groans. you felt the pleasure build up again and you threw your head back. “close” was all your managed to get out but that’s all that jensen needed, he pushed your hand away and replaced it with his mouth, sucking and licking harder then before, he shoved two fingers in your pussy and pumped them in and out, wiggling them to stimulate your g-spot. “fuck!” you shouted and felt a hard smack to your thigh. “i know it’s hard baby girl, but you gotta shut the fuck up” you nodded, eyes still squeezed shut “‘m sorry, i just, gonna..fuckk, need to-“ you were a mess. heavy breathing, sweaty, can’t even form a proper sentence thanks to jensen. your body felt like jello and your legs would not stop shaking. “shh,” he placed a free hand over your mouth again. “you wanna cum? right here on my fingers?” he asked despite already knowing the answer. all you could do was nod as the pleasure burned, you were about to explode any second. “then cum.” 

you let go, finally getting the release you craved from him. “fuck, fuck, fuck.” you breathed out as jensen licked and finger fucked you through your first orgasm, still hard and fast. the taste of you on his tongue made him groan against your cunt, the vibrations and the stabby feeling of his beard was all too much for you. you wanted to scream out his name and show him how good he’s making you feel but you can’t, his grip is tight over your mouth. your body shook and convulsed from how powerful of an orgasm he pulled from your body. “that’s it baby, cum for me” 

after a couple more seconds you found your breathing starting to regulate and you opened your eyes to see jensen at his full height and him staring you down. “you look so pretty when you cum. such cute sounds you make.” his fingers still deep inside you, he flexed them upward towards your g-spot. the sensitivity causing your body to jerk. he chuckled and removed his fingers to which you whined at the empty feeling. “thank you” you said for the compliment and the mind blowing orgasm he just gave you. you expected him to move out of the way but he didn’t, his eyes still staring into yours like a predator staring down its prey. “je-“ i’m still not done” was all he said before pulling his pants down just enough for his hard cock to spring free. once again, your eyes widened, at the size, the pre-cum dripping from his head, and how hard he actually is. you instinctively reached how for it, wanting to make him feel as good as he made you feel. “no” was all he said before grabbing you by the neck again, making you look up at him. his thumb traced your jawline and up to your bottom lip, slightly pushing it past your lips so you can suck on it, which you happily did. matching his heavy eye contact, you innocently took his thumb in and hollowed out your cheeks while you sucked the tip of his thumb gently. he groaned at the sight of you, while he pumped his length a few times. 

“please can i taste it?” you asked. jensen stood silent for a few seconds, not expecting you to ask that. “i wanna make you feel good” you reached out and lightly scratched down his abs, an action you reserved for your husband to show him your in the mood. you didn’t even realized what you did, it just happened subconsciously. jensen smirked at your action, it seems like he knew what that meant but you were sure, nor did you care right now. “you want it that bad?” you nodded, and he finally took a step back, freeing you from being trapped between him and his desk. “then get on your knees” wasting no time, you slid down and sat on your knees, looking up at the glorious man you call your best friends husband. he seems so tall and big from this angle. his muscles are tense from all the build up and his cock hard and red. he pumped himself a few times before grabbing a hard fistful of her hair and lining himself up on your bottom lip. the butterflies showed up again and you can feel yourself getting wet once again. poking your tongue out, you gave his tip a few kitten licks before sucking softly on the tip. you swirled your tongue around his head, savouring the taste of his pre cum. you heard jensen groan in frustration and without any warning, he shoved his entire length down your throat, the tip of your nose smashing into the soft skin above his cock. “if you’re gonna beg to suck my cock then fuckin’ suck it!” he growled when his tip hit the back of your throat. you gaged and tears immediately welled in the corners of your eyes. this isn’t what you had in mind but you should’ve known jensen doesn’t like things slow. tightening his grip on your hair, he placed another hand tightly around your throat and began to thrust in and out. “ha, i can feel my dick in your throat!” he said in pure amusement, meanwhile your struggling not to throw up from how deep he’s down your throat. a couple more thrusts and groans from jensen before he pulled you off. finally. you gasped and immediately began coughing, hot tears streaming down your cheeks. “tsk, knew you couldn’t handle it” he shook his head as if he’s disappointed in you. maybe he is.. “shame cause your mouth felt amazing” he laughed, mocking you and the state you're in right now. you were about to protest and argue back with him but he lifted you to your feet, turned you around and with a firm grasp on the back of your neck he pinned you down on his desk. you were stuck in his position before you even knew what was happening. you felt his thumb swipe down your folds which sent a shiver down your spine. without you seeing, jensen would put his thumb in his mouth and suck it clean from your juices. he would never admit this to you but you have the best tasting pussy out of all the women he’s been with..including his wife. he reached down for another taste, this time shoving two fingers in as deep as he could. “hmm” he hummed at the taste of you, he just can’t get enough. it’s almost like he’s addicted. right then and there he decided that this wasn’t gonna be a one time thing. he needed you and your sweet little pussy. “you get wet sucking cock?” he asked and left a hard smack to your ass “or just mine?” you didn’t answer him..but it’s just his. another hard smack in the same spot left your skin stinging and hot. unbeknownst to you, a red hand print already started forming. 

you heard him shift behind you and soon felt the tip of his dick press against your folds. he rubbed his head up and down your entire pussy, gathering and using your juices as lube even though it’s extremely unnecessary from how wet you already are. “ready sweetheart?” he asked and you nodded, whining eagerly “are you gonna be a good girl for me? gonna be quiet?” you felt his tip at your entrance, barely in but you still clenched down, in a desperate attempt to feel him. “yes, yes i will, i promise just please fuc-“ you were cut off by a gasp. he shoved his full entire length in your pussy, bottoming out and groaning when his tip hit your cervix. he began to move slow and give you sometime to adjust. he knows you needed it. jared might be taller but jensen is bigger, in every way. you let out a small sigh and tried your best to relax. he’s so deep and you feel so full. there’s a vein on the underside of his cock and feels so amazing brushing against your g-spot, you can’t help but moan. “fuck me” you whispered not necessarily to jensen but he still listened and snapped his hips forward hard, making a loud slapping sound in the process. “such a dirty little mouth” he grunted out and sped up his movements, fucking your pussy at a fast but pleasurable pace that just makes you melt underneath him. he’s making you feel so good and it’s getting so damn hard to stay quiet. your nails are scratching at the varnish on his desk and your biting on the inside of your arm to muffle your moans. if the circumstances were different, you would be screaming. screaming his name, moaning and groaning as loud as you can, letting anyone near by hear how good he’s fucking you. unfortunately the only people near by is your husband and his wife. 

“pussy feels s’ good” he groaned out and leaned over, changing his angle so now he’s fucking up into your cervix. “so fuckin’ wet and tight, all for me” his words made you clench around him which caused him to let out and gutteral groan “yes! it’s all yours just for you” was the only thing you could say in response. your mind is so fucked out and your body is close behind, you’re completely mush underneath him, just a toy for him to use “say it again” he’s fucking you so good and rough that you actually weren’t paying attention to what you just said. “who’s pussy is this?” he rammed his hips into your ass, “yours, it’s all yours” you breathed out. “fuckin’ right it is. all fucking mine” he growled and reached around to rub hard and fast circles on your clit. “fuuckk” you cried out, you started to feel the pleasure build up, quickly. “close” you said barely above a whisper. you hope he’ll let you cum without being an asshole. you have no more strength to hold it. “i know baby, just wait a bit longer” you whined out as he sped up his movements. “fuck” he groaned “almost there” 

“jens-don’t..” 

“hm? use your words, sweetheart.” he knew exactly what you were trying to say. “d-don’t cum..fuck” you were trying to pled with him to not cum in you. he obviously wasn’t wearing a condom and your not on birth control. “still don’t understand what your tryin’ to say” you can hear the smirk in his voice. “fuck please” you groaned in frustration. “don’t cum in me!” you finally got out, pleasure still building up and you felt like you can cum any second. “sorry sweetheart. my house, my rules” your eyes widened and you tried to push him off with whatever strength you had left. obviously it didn’t work. even at your full strength to you couldn’t make this man budge. “think you’re gonna come to my house all cute and frustrated, wear my fuckin shirt, dance like a little slut with my wife, beg me to fuck you and then tell me i’m not allowed to cum balls deep inside you?” he laughed, still fucking you hard, deep and fast. “don’t work like that, sweetheart. i’m gonna put a fuckin baby in you” he would sped up his movements to shut you up of any further argument. he said what he said and meant it. “fuck, i’m cumming” you whined and squeezed your eyes shut, releasing and clenching down tightly around jensen, stilling his movements. your orgasm crashed through your entire body and your legs were shaking uncontrollably. “that’s it baby girl, cum on my cock. let me hear those pretty sounds.” your orgasm triggered jensens as you felt hot spurts of cum shoot against your cervix. he let out a deep growl and dug his nails into your hip so tightly, you know you’re gonna have fully formed bruises tomorrow. he kept himself buried deep inside you while he painted your walls with this thick, creamy cum. “fuck, fuck” you said at the feeling of him cumming deep inside you, like he said he would. you can’t deny how good it feels to cum around his cock, to feel him filling you up, to have jensen growling and grunting in your ear, feeling his sweaty body on yours.

the two of you stayed in that position for a couple seconds while you both caught your breath. he fucked into you deeply a few more times trying to push his cum deeper. he finally pulled out and left yet another smack to you ass. “so fuckin good” he breathed out and ran a hand through his hair. you ignored him and tried to push his cum out. this could be really bad and you aren’t ready to have your marriage break, but nothing came out, it’s too deep and the panic started to set in. “no, no sweetheart” he crouched down to grab your underwear from around your ankles, he slowly lifted them up and put them back on you, he then leaned over and growled in your ear. “i want you to go back and climb in bed next to your husband, with every single drop of my cum deep in your pussy” 

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Summary: Jensen’s held up his ‘family/good guy’ image for a long time. When that image is gone or threated, then he’s forced to do something he really doesn’t want to do. Can he learn to love her before it’s too late, and can she forgive him for the way he’s treated her since the bigging?

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Chapter: Borderline Domestic Violence, Language, Smut, Unprotected Smut, Jensen is a dick for a large part of this series. *Chapters will be warrened accordingly.*

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Heart beats fast. Colors and promises. How to be brave. How can I love when I’m afraid to fall. But watching you stand alone. All of my doubt, suddenly goes away…..

Summery: A soulmate’s purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master. – Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love

A new town, a new job, and a new life, one that you didn’t even expect……

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Warnings will include… Smut, language, unrequited/ requited love, cheating, and possibly more. This is brand new, so I will add to it as I know. Chatpers will have warnings of their own if need be….

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Summary: Life changes, nothing ever stays the same. With most change comes with some degree of pain, that’s how we grow.

Jensen thought he had his whole life planned out, written for him in the bright lights of Hollywood. One failed marriage later, and a lifetime of lessons learned, lead him home to a place he thought he’d left behind him when he was only a teenager.

He thought his life was over. He felt like he’d lost everything, but who knew one little trip to the local diner that had just opened up outside of town would turn his whole world upside down. All because he met you. Maybe a little slower pace of life isn’t such a bad idea after all…

Warnings:  Language, Angst, mention of past OC character death, mention of grief, dealing with a divorce. Drinking. Smut, unprotected smut, injured!reader, regret, angst, fluff. I think that’s it. Each chapter will be warned. 

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Summary: Jensen’s held up his ‘family/good guy’ image for a long time. When that image is gone or threated, then he’s forced to do something he really doesn’t want to do. Can he learn to love her before it’s too late, and can she forgive him for the way he’s treated her since the bigging?

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Just like you'd done thousands of times over the years, you stepped out of the airport terminal into the cool early morning air that no matter the time of year always seemed to take you by surprise. It was such a contrast from the morning Texas air you'd left behind.

You pull your ball cap down a little lower on your face and pull the jacket that still smells like him around you tighter as you scan the line of cars, looking for the familiar black SUV to pull up and collect you, just like it had done thousands of times before over the last five years. 

Getting your phone out of your pocket you text Jensen. 

I'm here.

Not five minutes later the black SUV pulls up and stops in front of you. You grab your bag that was laying at your feet. Opening the back door you climb into the welcoming warm air of the SUV. Cliff nodded at you shortly. You nodded back. You had hoped that Jensen would be here to pick you up with him. 

People always talk about the other woman like she's just some home wreaking trash. That she's some gold digger that just wants the man's money, or whatever he could get for her.

For you though. That wasn't true. See you'd been the other woman for five years now. Living in secret, traveling a day behind Jensen when he would have to fly to conventions, or back and forth from Texas and Vancouver; so that the two of you wouldn't get caught. 

Jensen would always have a hotel waiting for you if it was a convention. In Texas you had an apartment less than five miles from his house. No one knew that though. Everyone in your building just assumed that you were an intern that worked from home. Doing writing transcripts for a local Texas publishing company. Which you did do on the side. You never took a dime form Jensen to support yourself. Even though he would leave money for you. Even after you told him to stop. You didn't do this because of the money.

In Vancouver you stayed with Jensen at his apartment unless his wife was due to come with the children, or if she was just coming in general. Which was so rare that it never was a problem. The only problem you had was hiding form Jared. 

The only soul alive that knew about you and Jensen was Cliff, and Jensen had sworn him to secrecy, which so far he'd kept. Jared had almost caught you though once. Being able to quickly think on your feet you lied to Jared and told him that Jensen had hired you to clean his apartment for him. Thank God he believed you. 

You had no social media, no real friends or outside contact. That's the way it had to be. Not that Jensen said it had to be that way. You did. So that you could protect him. If someone found out about the long on going affair you two had, it would hurt his career. He'd worked to hard to lose it all over you. You just wouldn't allow it. 

It wasn't fun living this way, but in your mind it was worth it. 

You loved Jensen, and he loved you. There was not a shadow of a doubt in your mind that he did. He wanted to be where ever he was. Which explains why you always traveled a day behind him to catch up with him.

Your phone buzzed in your hand and you looked down to see a text from him. 

Sorry baby girl I had to work later tonight than was planned. I'll be home before you get there though. Love you.

Taking a deep breath you looked at your window. Watching Vancouver fly by in a blur of lights and misty rain. You where ready to get to him. Even though it had been less than 48 hours sense you'd woken up in his arms back in Texas. 

You spent more time with him than his 'wife' did. When he was sick in Vancouver or Texas he called you. When he was upset or needed something. He called you. You played the roll that she never would step up to the plate and except. 

For five years Jensen and yourself had been successful in keeping your secret from everyone else, but Jensen resolve was starting to waiver. Your mind going back to the conversation you two had just had in Austin as you laid your keys on the counter of the apartment that the two of you shared in Vancouver. Walking over to the refrigerator and pulling out what you needed for Jensen's supper tonight.

"I'm tired of doing this baby. I'm tired of having to hide you from everyone. I'm tired of having to hide us. I'm tired of having to tolerate Danneel in public places. I'm just done."  Jensen said on the other end of the phone that you where holding to your ear as you packed your bags to fly to Vancouver in two days. He'd just left your apartment and was already hid in a storage closet calling you. No doubt Danneel had already done something to set him off. 

"Supernatural only has one more season to go babe. Don't mess this up. It's almost over. I your tired of it. Just a little longer. Than we can be together without all the drama. Remember you put 14 years of work into this. You don't want to mess it up now."

You had that conversation with Jensen more times than you really cared to admit. You knew that he was getting pretty fed up with Danneel and her mess. Both of you knew she'd been sleeping with Jensen's friend Steve long before Jensen found you, but she'd used JJ to trap him in the marriage so she could keep her lavish lifestyle. 

You where different. You didn't want to be in the spotlight. You where happy living with very little really. As long as you had Jensen and the two of you where together that's all that really mattered to you. 

You flipped the oven on and placed Jensen's dinner inside to finish cooking. You walked over to the TV in the living room and turned it on. Flipping through the channels ideally until Jensen's face came across the TV screen. It was an interview that he and Jared where doing for Entertainment tonight. 

Settling down watching him you couldn't be more proud of what he'd accomplished. Even though you knew all these last where hard on him. Like comic con had been. Everything seemed to be going well on the interview. The boys going through the motions like they'd gotten so accustom to doing. Until Jensen reached up with his left and ran it down his face. 

His wedding ring wasn't present. You sit there frozen. You knew that you weren't the only one that was going to notice that. 

Picking up your phone you did what you never did. Googled. Sure enough there it was rumors of Jensen and Danneel's marriage troubles. You at there staring at your phone. Remembering the conversation that the two of you had before he went to leave for the awards show. 

"I'm not hiding it anymore baby. I'm done. I don't care what people say. My personal life shouldn't effect my job. Hell if they are such big fans then they should support me. Not judge me because I've filed for Divorce." Jensen said. His voice stranded with stress. 

"Jensen. Did you just say that you've filed for a divorce." You said. You heart hammering hard in your chest. You wanted more than anything to be with him with all the secrets, but you loved him enough not to want him to lose anything either. He had kids to think about after all.. That's something you couldn't give him.

"No, I haven't filed yet. I'm calling my lawyer though when I get back to Vancouver." 

You heard the keys in the door and stood up the phone still in your hand to meet Jensen when he came in. You where more than ready to wrap your arms around him. You didn't know what he'd done exactly, but you where pretty sure you where about to find out.

"Hey, How was your flight?" He said. Wrapping you in a bone crushing hug. You missed this. Feeling his arms around you. The way he'd always brush is lips over your jawline before bringing your lips to his. Kissing you slowly. Enjoying the feeling of you on his lips.

When you where finally able to think straight you looked at him. Trying to evaluate his state of mind before you brought up the subject of his missing wedding ring. That wasn't even present now. 

"It was fine. We need to talk though." Before you could finish the your statement though he brought his hands up to the side of your face and kissed you to stop you. "Shh. I know what your going to say, and it's to late. I've filed for Divorce before I left the states." 

You stood there with your jaw on the floor. Not able to move. "Jensen! Are you sure about this?" 

He didn't answer you. Just pulled you in closer to him if that was possible. "It was time. She was caught kissing Steve at a bar in Austin. So I took my chance. We're still going to have to lay low for a little while. So that people don't figure out how long you and I have been together, but the end is in sight. This is almost over."  He said. Leaning in. Kissing you deeply, passionately. Needy. 

Picking you up and carrying you to the bedroom of your apartment. Laying you down carefully on the bed. Your body buzzing under his touch as he laid you there under him. His body hovering over yours. His hands roaming over ever part of you. Exploring all the places he's missed the most. 

Kissing your jaw line. Your neck. The sensitive skin at your pulse point. Biting lightly at your shoulders as he rid you of your shirt and bra quickly.

"God I missed you." He said in a husky voice. Making a shiver run down your spine. 

"Jay it's only been two days." You say with a slight giggle. 

"That's two days to long." He said. Quickly ridding you of the rest of your cloths. Then himself.

His hands roamed over your body as he kissed your drunk. Making your head spin. Man this guy had an effect on you that you just didn't really understand. Skipping the foreplay completely you gasp in shock as he slid his thick length into you and stilled there. 

Looking you deep in the eyes. His own eyes hooded and lust blown. You loved seeing him this way. 

Slowly he started to rock himself above you. Never pulling himself completely from you. "You've been so patient with me and I didn't deserve it." He said. His voice deep and rough. "I love you, and I'm going to do right by you baby I promise. I'm going to make up for these past five years." 

Reaching over into the nightstand drawer he stilled above you for a moment then hiding something form you he quickly distracted you by pulling his full length out of you then siding back in quickly. Picking up his pace with each thrust. Driving you both quickly toward the edge. Both of you a moaning mess as he pushes you both to your finish. Laying he head down on your shoulder thrusting deep inside. Kissing your neck and shoulders softly. 

You feel him messing with your hand, but you didn't pay it that much mind. You mind was pretty else where occupied with the white hot not forming in your stomach as you pulsed around his length. Bringing a deep groan from him as he spilled deep inside of you. Lazily thrusting into you. Dragging out the high for the two of you. 

Finally stilling above you and sliding himself from you. You whimper at the lose of contact. 

Rolling onto his side he pulls you close to his shoulder. Wrapping you tightly in his arms. He starts kissing your left shoulder. Working his way down your arm. Stopping at the ring that wasn't on your hand a few moments ago.

You look from him, to you hand. He smiled at you. A look on his face you didn't quite recognize. "Baby I love you, I have sense the moment I meet you. You put up with more from me than anyone I've ever thought would. You put me first, even when I know it was hard to live this way, and got tired you never complained. I should have done this a long time ago, but I can't live without you. Now with what was blocking up out of the way, baby will you do the honor of being my wife."

You sat there for a moment looking at him like you'd been slapped in the face. You didn't see that coming at all! "Baby say something." You couldn't say anything as tears fell from your eyes. Your heart felt like it was going to explode. You reached up and crashed your lips to his. His tongue rolling over you with ease. 

"Yes." You whispered to him when you both finally had to break for air.

All the years of living in secret. All the times you had to be separated when you really wanted to be wrapped in his arms. All those times that you had to watch and he had to act like he was still in love with her. Finally. It was all over. Finally you were going to be together. 

You knew people where still going to talk. You knew that word was going to get out now. There was nothing either of you could do about it, but you also didn't care. You where his and he was yours, ONLY yours, and that was all that would ever matter.

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