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An Actress Life

A/N: You're a famous actress, that gets a part as the love interest of Dean Winchester in Supernatural. But when you realise that you have a history with Jensen everything changes. (In this Story, Danneel and Jensen never were in a relationship, because I love her too much to pretend her to be a bitch. And I really think highly of her.)

Chapter 1 || Chapter 2 || Chapter 3 || Chapter 4 ||Chapter 5 || Chapter 6 || Chapter 7 || Chapter 8 || Chapter 9 || Chapter 10 || Chapter 11 || Chapter 12 || Chapter 13 || Chapter 14 || Chapter 15 || Chapter 16 || Chapter 17 || Chapter 18 || Chapter 19 || Chapter 20 ||

A/N: sorry but I probably won’t post it on here anymore. I originally posted it on Wattpad and posted the edited version here but honestly it’s too exhausting to edit. Thanks for reading tho🫶🏻

An Actress life - Chapter 1

A/N: please excuse this bc I wrote this story like two years ago, so it might be different to the works I write now lol sksksks maybe you still enjoy it. 

PS: this was my first fan fiction ever!!!

Chapter one 

word count: 1,252 words

It is the last day on set of the tv show you have played in for 7 years. You're a bit sad about that, that it has ended. But you're also happy, because the last 3 years weren't that easy. The crew sucked sometimes and the most members of the cast didn't understand any jokes, they were serious about everything all the time. You didn't enjoy going to work, you always thought being an actress would be rather cool, it is, but at this set you haven't felt like that. This tv show has showed you the negative aspects of being an actress. On the other hand you are thankful for this time, because of this show you met your best friend Gen.

 You know her since the show has started that means for seven years and you are thankful that you are allowed to call her your best friend. She is so adorable and you love her. And because of you she is married to Jared Padalecki, why because of you? Because in 2009 you filmed 'Friday the 13th' with him, although you were in your show you managed doing both. So that you and Jared worked together,  got along very well and hung around a lot, you introduced the two with each other. One day you took Gen to a bar, where Jared and other people from the crew and cast were. They also got along quickly and went on dates but maybe you weren't the single reason why they've married. 

Gen got a small part in Supernatural where Jared has a main part as Sam Winchester. You remember like it was yesterday when they have called her, in this moment you were sitting in a tiny coffee shop, talking about everything and then she got this call. She screamed so loudly, everyone was looking at you like you two would be crazy.  But yeah that's how they met first, because of you. When they married you were her maid of honour, you felt honoured, since you two didn't know each other rather long when she chose you. Their wedding was a dream, everything seemed perfect. She looked amazing, indescribable more than words can say.

 Okay, enough story telling of your best friend's life. Your love life isn't that exciting right now you are single for two years, because your ex boyfriend has cheated on you when you were shooting for your tv show. That has happened 1 year after Gen and Jared's wedding. You two were 6 months in a relationship, so it was not that hard, like the relationship you had before. Enough of your past life. Right now you are in your hometown Austin to visit your parents, you haven't seen them for weeks even months. Your mum told you to visit her and your stepfather, because some of your family from Poland is there and you have missed them a lot.

 You knock at the door and your mum opens it, full of happiness to see you, you breath out of relief, because you thought she would be really angry with you. You go through the door to say hello to the rest of your family. You all sit down to the table where the food is already waiting for all of you. Polish food. You love it. You eat one bite and you feel like you are in heaven, because it tastes so good. Then you suddenly get a call from your manager Edward Swensen. "Sorry guys excuse me for a minute." 

Your mum looks annoyed at you, what you totally understand. You go to the kitchen and pick up. "Hey Y/N/N, sorry for interrupting your family time, but I have an amazing job offer for you." "What job, Ed?" "Eric Kripke called this morning, the producer of Supernatural." "Ed I know, who Eric Kripke is. Just keep going." "Okay, okay. They want you as a main part." Silence. You know, your ex-boyfriend Jensen has also a main part in this show. 

"Wow. That's amazing, what kind of role?" "A love interest of Dean." You think Oh shit, how are you going to survive this? Just be professional. "When do I have to answer?" "Right now, Y/N/N."  "Well, I'm not quite sure about that." "Y/N Y/L/N are you kidding? This is a big opportunity." "It's not that, I would take it if my ex-boyfriend wouldn't be Dean." "Oh shit, I totally forgot about that." "But I'm looking forward and I'll take it." "So sorry to tell you this, but the meeting will be tomorrow. In Vancouver." "Seriously?" "Yeah, I'm so sorry." 

You are so annoyed, you just have arrived and tomorrow you gonna leave for, you don't know how long. "When will the flight be?" "10 am. I'll send you the ticket via email." "Thank you." "See you tomorrow then, Y/N." "Bye, Ed." You feel like you have to tell your bestie, so you call Gen but she doesn't pick up. You can understand, she is busy with Tom and her second pregnancy. You already have forgotten about Jensen that he plays Dean. 

You have to leave in less than 16 hours. "Y/N/N what's going on?" Your cousin asks. "I have a new job, for which I have to leave at 8am because my flight will be at 10am tomorrow. " Your mum is looking angry at you. "I am happy for you but you have just arrived." Your sister says. "I know, I am so so-" Your mum interrupts you "Are you kidding me?" She asks angrily but then her anger turns to happiness. She comes to you and hugs you. "I am so proud of you, Y/N/N." She whispers into your ear. 

Tears come to your eyes, because you are so thankful for your family, that they always support you. "Thank you guys, but I have to call Gen again. And if she doesn't pick up, I will visit her." "Sure, greet her from us." "Of course." You go to the living and try to call her again but she doesn't pick up again, so you decide to go to her house. 

15 minutes later, you arrive at her house and ring the door bell. A few seconds later she opens the door in amazement. "Hey, what are you doing here? I thought you are with your family today." She hugs you and gestures you to come in. "I thought that too. I was calling you, but you didn't pick up. Then I decided to come over." "I don't even know where my phone is." She says laughing. "It's fine, I know you're busy. I have some amazing news." You say in excitement. 

You sit down on their couch. "Start, I wanna know." "I'm gonna have a main part in Supernatural." "Wow. That's amazing, we have to tell Jared." "Jared." She yells. Jared comes to the living room, you two hug each other. 

"Y/N/N, what are you doing here?" He asks with a smile. "Let me introduce you to your new colleague." Gen says proud and points at you. 

"No way!" He says happily.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 2

Chapter two

word count: 1,320 words

"This will be so nice to have my little sis on set." Jared says luckily,  but then his smile fades slightly. (He loves you like a little sister, although you're older than him xD) "What kind of role?" He asks concerned. You start to get nervous, so you just remain quiet. You already regret saying yes to Edward. 

"Uh-As the love interest of Dean." You look at the floor, feeling guilty and a bit stupid for accepting that job. He and Gen look shocked and concerned at the same time. "I don't even understand, why he asked for me." "I do, you're good at what you’re doing." He tries to smile, but all he can  think of is how jensen will be feelings about this change. "Guys, could you please stop looking at me like this the whole time….it’s getting uncomfortable." You say a bit nervously. 

"I know guys, I didn't think about Jensen and me. I guess it's better, if I call my manager and reject this offer." You grab your jacket and take out your phone to dial Ed's number. Gen and Jared look at each other, then Gen walks towards you and takes your phone away, quickly ending the call. "Maybe you and Jensen just should talk about everything...talk the whole thing out. Ask him if he and you are okay." Jared says. Jared is right, he kinda always is about things like that, but you’d never actually would admit to that.

"Are you sure? I mean you are his best friend, you should protect him of me. I know, I hurt him badly and I am sorry. I still feel really guilty about the whole thing. I let him go, for the stupidest reason. He was probably the best boyfriend, I could’ve ever had." You say with a deep sigh. "Wait, do you still love him?" Gen asks and you realize, what you’ve just said. "When yes, why did you left him?" Jared says disappointed and also kinda confused.

"I think I do. Why I left him? Because I felt so unloved and unwanted like I wasn’t good enough.” you say quietly. "Y/N, you're like a little sister to me, since we met in 2008 at the set of Friday the 13th and I am thankful for introducing that wonderful woman to me…" he points at Gen "but you're definitely dumb. I'm sorry, but Jensen was gonna purpose you and you just left him because you felt this way? Why didn’t you two just talk like adults?”  Silence, because you know he is right. You weren’t mature enough, you were like 20 or something, still a stupid child. 

"He loved you more than everything." He adds. You start to cry because you know he's right, even more than right and you hate yourself for this. Gen wraps her arms around you, hugging you close. "Everyone makes mistakes, it's okay." She whispers into your ear and puts you tighter to her as much as possible because of her baby bump."Y/N, I can't believe you're so dumb." Jared almost yells. Gen lets you go. "I'm sorry, okay?" You yell back. You’re are fighting for about five minutes and not noticing that Gen is trying to get both of your attention, for a few minutes now. 

"What's wrong?" You ask annoyed and look at her and you realise that there is puddle on the floor, already regretting how you answered her. "Oh my god." Jared says nervously. "Get her bag and get Thomas. I'll get the car." He nods and gets Thomas quickly. He goes to their bedroom, meanwhile you get Tom and Gen into the car. 

10 minutes later you arrive at the hospital...

"Just get Gen inside as fast as you can. I'll take care of everything else." You say. He nods thankfully. You park the car and take Thomas out of the car. During the drive Jared has called Jensen. This would be the first time that you see him after your breakup. You remember it wasn't that easy ,because the pressure made it a way harder for you two. 

You’ve been together for three years with him. These were the best three years of your life. You regret everything that happened so much, because you never loved a man like him. You enter the hospital with a sleepy Tom in your arms. Your heart stops, when you see Jensen for the first time, after five years. 

You feel butterflies all around your stomach, then you feel the pain and guilt in your gut. You swear you can see that his wonderful eyes are filled with anger, pain and luck. You go over to him, he tries to smile. "Hey, it's been a long, since we’ve last seen each other." He tries to be friendly. "Yeah, that’s true." You say with a weak smile. He glares all over your body and has spotted the ring on your finger. His small smile fades away. It's the ring your Grandma has given you, before she died 1 year ago. It used to be the engagement ring your grandpa gave to her. 

"They're already in, aren't they?" He nods and looks at the ring again. Tom wakes up. "Auntie Y/N/N." He rubs his eyes sleepily. "Uncle J." "Hey Buddy." Jensen says with an adoring smile and takes Tom out of your arms. You missed his smile so much. "How's life going's?" He asks. "Pretty good, what about you?" "Same old things." He smiles, you smile back. 

You sit in a awkward silence for almost an hour before Jared finally comes out and tells you that their second sun is born. His expression full of love and happiness. Y’all walk through the door to see Gen and the baby. "Hey." You whisper gently and smile at her and the baby. "What's his name?" Jensen asks. Jared and Gen look at each other. 

"Austin Shepherd Padalecki." Gen says a bit exhausted but happily. "And you two are gonna be the godparents." Jared says proudly. Jensen looks at you with a little smile, that you can see from the corner of your eye. You feel so indescribable happy that you're gonna be his godmother. Maybe Jensen and you will get closer again. "J can we talk for a minute?" Jared asks Jensen. "Sure." They go outside and you sit down on a chair. "Congratulations." You whisper happily. "Thank you." She smiles holding the baby in her arms. 

—Jensen PoV—

„Dude, congratulations." "Thanks." We hug. But then my thoughts get back to her, her beautiful hair, her beautiful y/e/c eyes, just everything. But when I look into her face I feel deep pain. She really hurt me, after her I didn't love a woman like her ever again. "Jensen?" Jared tears me out of my thoughts. "Yes?" "Everything alright ?" "Yeah, it's just I didn't expect to see her here after all those years." "I know, that's the thing. She got an offer from Kripke, she would play the love interest of Dean." My breath stops for a moment. "Would you be okay with that?" He asks softly and even a bit concerned.

 "I guess I have to." "Dude, I know how much she hurt you, maybe it's not the best situation." Jared says gently. "I guess I have to be professional and I will be just fine. Don't worry about me, just take care of Gen, Shepherd and Tom." I tell him. We go back inside the room. "Okay, guys I gotta go." She says and leaves the room. "J maybe you should follow and talk to her." Gen says softly. I think about that and she's right. "Okay you're right. Bye Gen." I hug her carefully. "I’m so happy for you, man." I tell Jared and hug him before leaving as fast as I can, trying to catch up with her.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 3

Chapter three

Word count: 1,246 words

I look for her till I see her waiting for a cab I think. "Should I take you home?" I ask her. "I don't wanna make you any circumstances." She says nicely. "Probably it's better if we just keep this here professionally." She adds quickly. A cab arrives just a few seconds later. "I guess I see you on set?" I ask. 

"Yeah, I guess so, bye Jensen." "Bye, y/n." These words hurt a bit. I  need to get home, since I will fly to Vancouver tomorrow at 10 am. 

—Your POV—

You are sitting in the cab that's taking you, to your parents house. Did he really run after me? After all those things I did? You ask yourself. The cab stops a moment later, you pay the driver before getting out of the car. You unlock the door and walk into the living room, your family sitting there watching a movie. "Hey guys." You greet them. "Hey y/n/n, what took you so long?" Your mum asks. 

"Gen got her baby and I helped'em with Thomas." "Oh congratulations," your mom says with a smile. "I guess, we'll see you in a few months?" Your cousin asks "It seems so, I'm sorry." You say apologetically. "I'm gonna go to sleep. I hope you know, how much I love you guys." You add. "Y/n/n, we do." Your sister says. You hug all of them good night. "We love you too." Your mum says, making you smile a bit. You head upstairs to your room, sitting down on your bed all the emotions and feeling starting to get to you. You are realising how much you love this man and what kind of mistakes you've done. Gosh.  The more you thought about it, the more you hated yourself for being such a dumbass and just idiot, stupid. Then someone knocks on the door, it's your sister, interrupting your thoughts.

"I knew something was wrong and I was right." She says pulling you into a hug. "What's wrong?" She asks softly. "I met Jensen today for the first time after all these years. I feel so bad and guilty I hate myself." You sob out. "Honey, I always knew how much you love this guy and I thought you were actually going to marry him. We all thought that, but then everything came different." She gives you a small smile. "I know, its all my fault I know that. The most difficult thing is I'm gonna work with him." You sniffle. "Wait, that means you got a part on Supernatural?" You nod. "I'm going to play the love interest of Dean,the  character he plays."  

"Oh and you're really sure you want to do this?" "I have to, it's my job, y/s/n." She nods and knows you're right, hugging you tighter. "I love you, but I want to sleep now. I have to get up early tomorrow." You say a bit sleepy. She kisses your forehead and let's go of you before leaving the room. You change into shirt and  lie down in your bed, sleep washing over you.

Next morning: 

You wake up at 6 am, not really wanting to get up, but knowing you have to, you threw the covers off your body. You slowly and unwillingly get up and enter the bathroom. You have a shower, brush your teeth, put on some make up, put on clothes and dry your hair. You grabbed the few things you've taken out of your suitcase and packed them back into your suitcase. When you finish packing you take your suitcases downstairs to the kitchen ,where your mum is already drinking some coffee. "Morning mum." You kiss her cheek. "Morning love. You want some coffee?" "Yes, please." She gives you a cup of coffee. "When do we have to leave?" "In less than an hour." You say a bit annoyed. 

"Y/n Y/l/n, I am so proud of you, with your 33 years you've achieved a lot." "Thanks mum, but I see you guys hardly , that's what makes me angry and also kinda sad." "It's okay we know you love and appreciate us." She hugs you close. "Honey? what was wrong yesterday when you came home?" Your mum and sister always know when something is off with, if you lie it would be dumb, because they will know. They always know when something is wrong.

 "I met Jensen yesterday after five years years." You say with a sigh. "How was it?" "It was totally weird, when we were waiting for Jared to tell us, that the baby was born, there was this awkward silence." "Ah I see, well I have to tell you he was and I think he is the perfect son-in-law." "Mum please, we already had this conversation three years ago." You say rolling your eyes. "I know, I'm sorry." She says softly "I regret what happened , but I had my chance." 

Your mum hugs you, because she doesn't know what to say about the whole thing with Jensen anymore. She always wanted you and Jensen to have your own family and live happily ever after. She loved him like a second son, she was really disappointed of you. "I guess, we have to leave." She says and you look at the clock in the kitchen. You grab your things, getting them inside the car. Your mum drives you to the airport, when you arrive you say goodbye. "Thanks mum for taking me." "No problem, love you and take care." "You too." You say softly kissing her cheek gently.

You enter the airport, walking to your check in. Handing your luggage over to the lady at the counter. After that you made your way to your gate and wait for your flight. 30 minutes have left so you decide, watching the last episode of season seven of Supernatural. Suddenly someone taps your shoulder, you look up and see Jensen. "Oh hey, what are you doing here?" He asks curiously. "Waiting for my flight, I guess." you say playfully and a smile appears on his face. That smile you love and missed so much.

"No, I mean what are you going to do in Vancouver?" He points at the gate. "I have a meeting with the producer of Supernatural. Jared Already told you, didn't he?" "Yes, he did. I just wanted to make sure." You nod. "It's really weird, isn't it?" He says. "Oh yes, it is. I thought, it was only me thinking that way." "Maybe we should meet after your meeting, getting a coffee, only if you want to." He suggests a slightly nervous.

"Sure, if you give me your number I'll call you later." He gives you his number, that means he really changed it in these years, but you did the same. "Flight 485868." "We gotta go." He says. "See you later." He adds. You wave. You go through the gate and enter  plane you sit down on your seat and continue watching. 4 hours later you arrive in Vancouver, you leave the plane and get your suitcases. When you exit the airport you go to the car, where Ed is waiting for you. When he sees you, a smile appears on his face. "Y/n/n, so nice to see you, I missed you." You hug him. "I missed you too, Ed." "Let's get in the car." You two get into the car.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 4

Chapter four Word count: 1,360 words

"How's life going?" You ask Ed. "Fine, what about you?" "Everything is fine Joe and I got a puppy." "Oh please show me a picture." You say excitedly and he shows you a picture of  a golden retriever. "So cute, by the way when will you and Joe get married?" You wiggle with your brows. "Next month you have to come." "Sure, but I have no one to go with." You say with a small sigh. "I believe you will find someone, if I wouldn't be gay I totally would run after you." He says jokingly, making you laugh. 

You arrive at the set of Supernatural, then you walk to the main office. Eric Kripke welcomes you. "Hello Ms. y/l/n." "Please call me y/n or y/n/n." You interrupt him almost immediately, since you don't like being too formal.  He nods, giving you a smile. "Okay, y/n so nice to finally meet you in person." "Me too, I really feel honoured to be allowed being here." You say with a smile. "Let's talk about business." Ed says jokingly, interrupting you two."So I imagined that y/n would be perfect for the role as Sophie, because when I think about this character she fits perfect." Eric explains and Ed nods. "Thanks for the compliment." You say with a smile 

"By the way you're an amazing actress and I'm glad to call you being a part of the cast." He says proudly. "Please stop." You say laughing, blushing slightly. "So, y/n you're for 100% sure you wanna have this part?" "Hell, yes I am." You press. "Amazing, I'll get the papers." Kripke says before disappearing. You wait there for about five minutes, talking about the job with Ed. Ed telling you, that he is really proud of you that you are in a show that keeps running for nearly 8 years. "So, y/n those are the papers of your contract and this is your script." He says placing both on the table.

"I'll get the contract, you the script." Ed always has to control every single word, but you can understand he wants you to be safe. "Everything seems to be correct and safe. Y/n/n, please sign here and here." You do what he says. "Thanks, see you on Monday." Eric says. "Bye." You skim through the script, it sounds so good and cute. You love it. The love story is just sweet and pure. "I love that script." "Show me." Ed says. You give him the script, before reaching inside your purse to grab your phone.  You click on Dean's contact and decide to send him a message. 

iMessage 

You: Hey I just finished the meeting.

Jensen: Fine. Where are you?

You: At the main office of the set.

Jensen: Wait there I'll be there in two minutes. 

You: 👍🏻

Okay, two minutes left, will this be weird? Again? You don't know, because he wanted to meet you. You see him, he waves at you. 

"Well, that was quick." You laugh.

"I know, but only because I was in my trailer." You nod and smile at him. 

"Can you wait I wanna say goodbye to my manager." "Sure." He says with a smile, so you go back to the office, Ed looks shocked. "What is your ex-boyfriend doing here?" "He plays Dean." You answer quickly. "Oh, shit. Already forgot about that." He says, making you roll your eyes. "We just wanna talk, so see you later." You tell him about to go back."Wait, here are your keys for your apartment and the address." He says giving you the keys. You nod with a smile, "Thanks, Ed." You leave the office and go to Jensen again. You are thankful that Ed thinks about everything. "Where should we go?" "Maybe to my new apartment?" You ask. "Sure." He nods.

20 minutes later...

You enter the apartment, it's got everything you need. You put your suitcases inside the beautiful bedroom then you kick your shoes off. You go into the kitchen, where Jensen is waiting. "Do you wanna drink something?" "Water please." You open the fridge, since you knew Ed made sure you got everything. 

"I think we really should talk about us." "I thought the same." He says, chewing on his bottom lip. You sit down on the couch in your living room, he quickly joins you. He looks again at your hand his smile fades away. 

"You're engaged?" He asks friendly. You look at your fingers, then you realise you're wearing your granny's ring on your ring finger. "What? No, It's the ring of my granny she died a year ago." You say with a sad smile. "I am so sorry I really liked her." He says softly. "I know."

"How is it going with Matt?" (Your ex-boyfriend) "We broke up 1 and a half years ago." "Oh, okay." He says with a nod. You swear you've seen some relief on his face. "How is it going with Joanna?" "We broke up one year ago." You nod also feeling relieved. "Jensen, I wanna let you know something. I'm so sorry how we broke up,  I was such a bitch. I feel so bad and guilty and I miss you as my best friend I just wanna apologise."

"I miss you too, I know you didn't mean to. I'm not that innocent too, sometimes I treated you like a piece of shit I'm so sorry I wasn't a perfect boyfriend." (You left Jensen because of Matt, because things didn't work out with Jensen at that time.But you never cheated on him.) "You were the best boyfriend I've ever had. My parents thought we would get married they loved you like a second son." He smiles looking at his fingers. 

"To be honest, I also thought we would get married in Poland with the rest of your family." He knows you love, when he includes your dreams and thoughts in everything. Since you always wanted to get married in Poland. "I am also sorry about how much I hurt you." You sobs out covering you face with one of your hands. "I'm sorry too." He says and starts tearing up. You take his hand and squeeze it gently. He looks you into your eyes. "Maybe we can have a restart?" He asks carefully. You don't know, but you still love him. "I would love that, but we should take it easy, because I want it to work out this time." You tell hike softly. He scoots closer and kisses you with all his passion he has for you. You've missed these kisses, you gently push him away a moment later. "Can you really forgive me?" You ask him seriously. "If you can." He replies also seriously.  

"Y/n, I still love you like all those years ago and I've never loved a woman after that, like I love you." You feel your heart flutter, even blushing a bit. "I love you too, J." And again he leans in to kiss you you, knowing he wants more than kissing, so do you, but NO! "Jensen stop it." You say pulling away from him. "Did I do something wrong?" He asks worriedly. "No, it's just we should stop. Like I said we should take it easy. We should save this moment for another time." You say gently. "Okay, you're right, but I think we shouldn't tell anybody for now." "Yes, you're right we shouldn't."He nods. "I just know the press and media will be going crazy, if they know I'm going to be love interest of Dean." He starts to laugh.  

"It's pretty funny to imagine that." You start to laugh too. "Do you wanna order some pizza?" You asks a moment later. "Sure, the same as always." he smiles.  

30 minutes later... 

The pizza arrives and you start watching a horror movie and eating pizza. That's how you two spend the rest of the night, until Jensen has to go. "I gotta go, its getting late." "Okay, good night." You say with a small pout. "Good night." He says and kisses your forehead before leaving the apartment.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 5

Chapter five

Word count: 1,263 words

Monday 

You spend the rest of the weekend relaxing and learning your script. You haven't done anything special, Jensen and you chatted a bit the most of the messages were GIFs. Most of them were of Jared. They were so funny. 

Today is your first day of shooting, you're really excited, because you love the script so much it's the best you've ever read, plus it's your first day. Your character Sophie appears after years, when Dean and she were younger they were in a relationship she was his first love and Dean was her first love. She is in Purgatory, for almost 10 years. Dean went to purgatory, because of Dick Roman the Leviathan. Then the two meet each other for the first time after all those years, when Dean is looking for Cas. Dean can't believe his eyes, when he sees her, he thought she was dead but she isn't. 

Okay, but now you have to leave for work. You drive to the set and check in. When you park your car a PA comes to you and shows you your trailer. 

"So you have 10 minutes to get to the make-up trailer." "Thanks." You smile at her, but she seems annoyed. You go to the make-up trailer and get in. "Oh my god. Y/n Y/l/n. So nice to meet you. I'm Liz." "So nice to meet you too Liz, but please just call me y/n." You smile at her and she smiles back. "Sure, I have one question." "Keep going." You said before sitting down on one of the chair and she started to do your hair and make-up. 

"My question is, are you the ex-girlfriend of Jensen?" You have to suppress your smile. "Yeah, why are you asking?" "I just wanted to make sure." She smiles, you kinda expected at least one person to ask you this. After 10 minutes Jensen enters the make-up trailer. "Oh, hey." He says. "Hey." You two promised each other to act on set like you two wouldn't have talked. "I come back later." He says. "Jensen please come back in 15 minutes, then my colleague will be here." "Alright." "That was weird, wasn't it?" "Totally." You lie. 

10 minutes later... 

The colleague Nicki enters the trailer.

"Oh. My. God. Y/n Y/l/n. In this trailer?Amazing." "Hey just call me y/n." You smile. Jensen enters the trailer again. You two have to hide your smiles. "Jensen sit down." Nicki says. Jensen sits down next to you. He tries not to look at you. "Okay, y/n you're ready." You stand up and smile at her. "Thank you." She smiles back. You leave the trailer and go to set where Misha is waiting for you and Jensen.  

"Oh, y/n/n. It's been a long time since we've seen each other. I missed you." He says happily "Misha, I know and I missed you too." You say softly pulling him into a hug. 20 minutes pass during this time you and Misha talk about the time you haven't seen each other, just everything. Then finally Jensen enters set. "Okay guys you're ready?" the director yells. "Yes, we are." Misha yells back. You go to your marks. "3,2,1. Action!"

Scene:

"Sophie is that really you?" Dean asks with tears in his eyes. Such a good actor, you think to yourself. "Dean?! What are you doing here?" They hug each other it's been 10 years, since they have seen each other. "It's 10 years ago, I missed you so much, I thought you were dead." 

"What 10 years?" He nods and looks sad to the ground. "I missed you too, Dean." "I'm Castiel an angel of the lord." "Wait what? Angels are real?" "Yes and demons too." Dean says with a deep sigh. "The only good thing that happened here, I have you back." He kisses her softly but passionately. Both of you smiled into the kiss, happy to have each other back. 

"I don't understand in what are you doing in Purgatory?" Sophie asks him. "Well, that's the same thing I could ask you." He says confused. 

"I killed that monster with my dad yesterday. The monster brought me here." She says. "I killed a Leviathan, that brought me here." "A what?" "A powerful monster that feeds on humans, it was difficult to kill them." She's so confused not understanding anything. "I killed the leader and that son of a bitch brought me here." He tells her. "I see, I guess." She says confused. END of Scene. 

"And CUT!" The director yells. "That was perfect guys. One thing I have to mention next month is an event, where we're going to talk about the new season. Y/n, I hope you will come as the new cast member." He adds and smiles at you. "I think I'll come." You smile back. "Okay guys, next scene." He yells. "Oh, guys. One thing about the event please suits and dresses it's really formal and could someone tell Jared. I know he just got his second child, but he needs to know." "Sure, I can tell him." You say with a smile before going to you mark again. "Okay, in 10 secs." "10,9,8,7,6,5,4,3,2,1 and action!"

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"Benny, what are you doing here?" Sophie asks and hug him. 

"I'm here to tell you that I found a way to get you out." "Really? They also want to get out." Sophie points at Dean and Castiel. "You know it's hard, you know how many monsters are walking around and looking for me, because I help you." "I know, I am sorry and of course thankful that you're helping me, but please." She smiles at him. "Okay, lets go." Benny walks in front of them, Dean stops Sophie for a second."Is he a monster?" "Yes, he's a Vampire, but a good one so don't judge him." She says a bit angry. Misha starts laughing. End Scene. 

"Sorry guys, but you had to see the expression of Jensen. It was priceless." He continues laughing and you also have to laugh a bit. 

Even the director laughs and Jensen starts laughing as well. "Okay enough laughing, back to the beginning." You shoot the scene again and the rest. 4 hours pass and you finish filming for today. "We're ready for today you can all go, except Jensen and y/n." The director says. 

What does he want? You ask yourself. 

He waits until everyone leaves the set, that until you three left. "I wanted to apologise." You wonder yourself why he says that. "Why?" Jensen asks confused. "I forgot about your past, that you're ex-boyfriend and girlfriend. It makes it kinda weird. I'm sorry." "Eric it's okay, Jensen and I talked about everything, we want to try being friends and to keep this here professional. So don't worry, everything is fine." You smile at him and Jensen does the same. "You can leave, I'm really sorry. But if you're fine with that so am I." "Bye." You say and leave. 

You write a text message to Jensen.

You: You wanna come to my apartment and hang up? :)" 

Jensen: l thought, you would never ask. ;)

You: See you then. 

You put your phone back in your bag and go to your car. You get into your car and drive to your apartment. You get out of your car, after pitting it in car before entering the elevator. You get out again and unlock the door to your apartment, entering it.

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Chapter six

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Warnings: smut

5 minutes later Jensen knocks at the door and you open it. He almost immediately kisses you. "That's what I wanted to do all day." He smiles. "You already did on set." You say sarcastically. "I mean really." He says with a huge smile and kisses you again." "Miss y/l/n, you're such a liar." He says jokingly with a British accent. "Why that?" You ask innocently. 

"He really believed you that we're 'just friends'." "I am an actress, I should be able to lie." You tell him with a shrug. He puts his hand on your waist and pulls you close to him, starting kissing you passionately. "I missed those moments." He says between kisses. "Me too. I regret everything I did. I missed you so much." You breathe out. "Me too."

 He kisses you hungrily, but you stop him immediately. "Jensen, you know what we've talked about." "Oh, please, I missed the sex with you so much." "Yeah, me too." You say biting your lip. "Fuck it." You lean in and kiss him even rougher. He lifts you up, wrapping your legs around his hips, you don't stop kissing each other. He walks you into the bedroom and lays you on the bed. He takes his shirt off and reconnects your lips.

He takes your blouse off and kisses your neck. Then down to your breasts and unhooks your bra. He looks at your naked breasts, making his cock grow even harder in his pants. He kisses you again, you drive your fingers along his muscular arms. He pulls your pants and panties off.

 After that you quickly unbutton his pants and see his hard cock in his boxers. He kisses your neck again. "I missed your body." He whispers into your ear. He starts kissing and sucking your nipples,  making you moan softly. He kisses down your body down to your lower lips. He groans softly at the sight of your sex and can't help, but gently peck your clit. You sigh softly at the feeling, moaning softly as soon as he starts sucking onto your clit. His fingers teasing your entrance. 

 Your hand drives through his hair as the other hand grasp the sheets tightly. You moan as he starts pumping his finger in and out of you. You start to get close at how good he knows your body and taps his head gently, wanting to give him the same treatment. "It's your turn." You breathe out. You sit up, he puts his hands on your shoulders, rubbing them gently. You pull his boxers down, licking your lips at the sight of his hard and throbbing cock. You look up at him as you start stroking his cock, making him sigh heavily. You lick the precum off his tip, sighing at taste, before slowly taking him inside your mouth. 

He looks down at you sighing at the sight of you sucking his cock. He grips your hair firmly as you suck his cock swirling your tongue around his tip, just like you know he loves it. He groans softly closing his eyes in pleasure since he haven't had such a good blowjob in a long time. He can't help, but buck into your mouth. You moan softly around his cock. 

He pulls you off his cock, spit all over your mouth, making him sigh at the sight. You wiped your spit away as he sits down next to you leaning in to kiss you passionately again. 

He pulls you onto his lap making you straddle him as you two make out. He sighed kissing you, cupping your ass firmly. You sigh heavily and pull on his hair as you kiss him hungrily. He grabs his cock and lines up with you, grabbing your hips as you sink down on him. "Fuck." He breathes out when he's completely inside you. You rolled your hips closing your eyes before you start bouncing on his cock. "Oh fuck." You breathe out at the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of you. He watches you bounce on his cock, your eyes closed. He groans at the sight of your bouncing boobs, cupping them firmly. He sits up and kisses you hungrily moaning against his lips as you feel him playing with your nipples. He turns you two around, so he's on top, hiding his face in the crook of your neck. He grips your hips firmly as he thrusts faster and harder inside you. You moan his name loudly as he hits your g-spot over and over. He groans at the sight of you, your lips apart in pleasure and your eyes closed. He starts to circle your clit getting you closer to your peak. You grab his arm as you get extremely close. You moan his name softly as your orgasm hits, clenching tightly around his cock. He groans at the feeling and keeps thrusting until he cums deep inside you. You two breathe heavily as Jensen gets off of you sweat-drenched. 

You smile hazily at each other, your high still kicking in as Jensen places an arm over his face. "Wow." You breathe out a moment later, smiling adoring yet hazily at Jensen. He returns the smile and kisses your nose softly, making your heart flutter at the little gesture.

"We should take a shower." Jensen says softly and you nod. "Yeah." you say and slowly get up stretching slightly before walking inside your bathroom. 

He's right behind you as you step into the shower. You turn the water on as Jensen wraps his arms around your waist making you lean into him. He kisses the back of your head. You smile turning around kissing him softly as he pulls you closer. 

You pull away a moment later wide smiles on both of your faces. You smile lovingly as he starts washing your hair. 

After you two have finished showering you lie down again, cuddling into his side. You look up at him as he cups your face gently, "I missed you so much." He whispers softly. "I missed you too." You whisper back kissing him softly. He pulls away a moment later snuggling you close. "Cuddling was probably what I missed the most." He says softly holding you close. You nod against his chest. You two cuddle the rest of the night, watching a movie. 

The next morning you wake up to your and Jensen's legs tangled. You smile to yourself as you feel Jensen rubbing your wait gently. "Good morning." you whisper softly as Jensen kisses your neck gently. "Good morning." He says softly and pecks your lips gently cuddling you close. You smile lovingly at him and kiss him softly as you hug him close. 

"I'm kinda hungry." He says softly as he pulls away feeling his stomach grumble. You giggle softly, "I could make a us some pancakes." You suggest softly and he nods happily. You get out of bed stretching your body as you walk out of the bedroom in his t-shirt and panties. Jensen grins slightly watching your ass. 

You start making pancakes as Jensen joins you yawning as he starts making coffee. You place the hot pancakes in the middle of the counter, grabbing some fruits out of the fridge. You sit down sipping the coffee Jensen just gave you. 

Jensen starts eating happily sighing at the taste of your pancakes, making you smile at him as you start digging in as well. 

"I know it kinda seem a bit forward and fast but next month....on that event...we should go public." He says hesitantly and you sigh softly. 

"I don't know, J. I think it's a bit too fast. I don't want that the press telling any lies or spreading rumours. I don't want them to mess things up between us." He cups your cheek, making you lean into his touch. "Y/n/n, I love you just like all those years ago, I don't care what they gonna tell the world." He promises you softly. "I love you too, but are there any things that happened in the last few years that could cause any trouble?" "No." He says softly and you nod with a small smile. 

"And what about you?" He adds. "Just Matt that's all, I'm just afraid of, that the press will drop news like 'After cheating back together?' you know what I mean?" You ask him. "Yes, but I know you didn't cheat on me. Jared and Gen told me, after we broke up. At first I thought you did, that's true, but I also know you and Matt started dating 2 months after our breakup. Y/n,  I fucking love you so much and I never stopped. I LOVE YOU!" He tells you honestly making you smile lovingly at him. 

"I love you too, J." You say softly pecking his lips, "I could care less about what they're going to say about us. You shouldn't either." He says softly.

"Let's make it public next month. Next month we gonna tell everyone of our friends and family." You eventually say. "I'm fine with that." He says with a huge smile and kisses you. "When I am honest I am scared of that what Jared and Gen are gonna say about that, even more of Jared that Gen." "I think Gen will be happy for us but Jared." "Jared knows that I always loved you." 

"I know, but last week, when Shep was born, I had a big fight with Jared about us. He felt really disappointed about me, because that day I realised that I still love you. You know how Jared is." "Yeah, I know but I think he will also be happy for us." "When I am happy Jared will be happy." He adds. 

And your fear fades a away a bit. "Everything will be fine between us, I promise....Let's get ready for work." He says softly and pecks your lips. You two get ready, while you brush your teeth Jensen tells Jared about the event. Jared knows he has to come, but Gen won't be able to make it because of Shep.

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Chapter seven

Word count: 1,276 words

1 month later...

Everything feels like it used to be years ago, today is the event and THAT DAY! You're so nervous. How will people, friends and family react? Everything that happens at the event will be live on TV. You told your family to watch that event on TV tonight, you told Gen the same because she won't be there and Jensen told his family as well. 

Right now you're getting ready for the event, you're wearing a tight black dress that reaches your knees and it emphasises your décolleté. You wear a half bun with curls and a slightly stronger make-up. You go through your walk-in-wardrobe and put some silver high heels on and a silver clutch that fits with your dress. 

You get a call from Jensen. "Babe, are you ready?" "Yes." "Then come to the SUV that is waiting for you upstairs." He says happily. You hang up and make sure you have everything you need. You walk into the hallway of your apartment complex and lock your door before leaving the building. When you walk towards the SUV Jensen looks you up and down, a bit stunned at how good you're looking. 

"Wow." He breathes out as he places his hands on your waist checking you out. He gives you a quick, but gentle kiss. 

"You look....breathtakingly hot." You tell him as he lets out a small laugh. "Well, I could say the same thing about you." He tells you honestly, making you smile. "But you know what's the best about the night?" "What?" You ask curiously. "I'm the lucky one who's going to undress you tonight." He whispers into your ear making you clench your thighs together. He grins at you as he pulls away from your ear as he sees you blushing. 

"Let's get in the car." He says with a huge grin. You get into the back of the car, he puts his hand on your thigh to calm you down, rubbing it gently. He knows you're nervous. "I love you, y/n/n." "I love you too, J." He cups your cheek with his other hand and pecks your lips softly. 

After 20 minutes you arrive at the location.

"Y/n/n, don't be nervous. Everything will be fine, I will always be by your side." You nod. "Let's get out." He says confidently. He gets out first, when he opens the door the only things you see are the flashlights of the cameras. He reaches for your hand, so you he can help you out. You two intertwine your fingers and walk to the entrance. You already hear the first paparazzi, calling your names. 

"Jensen and y/n are you back together?" 

"Yes, we are." Jensen answers quickly while passing by. He keeps asking questions about your relationship, but you ignore them. When you walk through the door, you see a shocked yet happy Jared. 

"Guys, you're back together?" He asks with a big smile. "Yes, man." Jensen answers happily. 

Jared can't stop grinning. 

"I told you he will be happy." Jensen whispers to you. "Jar?" you say hesitantly.

"Yes, y/n/n?" "I think I have to apologize. I'm sorry." He hugs you from the side. "I also have to apologise, I'm so happy for you two. You are meant to be together, that's why Gen and I decided to make you two godparents of Shep. So that you two can get closer again." He says casually making your eyes go wide. He chuckles and kisses your temple gently before letting go. 

"What were you two talking about?" Jensen asks curiously. "About that fight last month." 

"But everything is fine now?" "Yes." 

"Guys can you come here?" Jared yells from where the paparazzi are taking pictures. 

You and Jensen nod and walk on the red carpet. 

"Y/n, can we take a picture of you two?" 

"Sure." You answer and Jensen puts his arm around your waist and kisses the side of your head. 

"Jared come over here." You yell and he runs to you. You three stand there, you in the middle, Jensen left next to you and Jared right next to you. When you're about to leave one of the interviewers asks for an interview, so you and Jensen decide to give them a  quick interview. 

"Hey y/n and Jensen, how is it going?" The interviewer asks. 

"Fine. Thank you." "The question that everyone is asking, are you two back together?" 

"Yes, we are." You say nodding and look at Jensen with a loving smile, who puts his arm around your waist.

"I'm more than happy to have her back." He says happily looking at you first and then into the camera. "How did that happen?" 

"Since we two are working together now, we say down and talked. We noticed there still are mutual feelings." You tell them honestly. "Thank you guys for telling." They say and you nod with a smile. 

You two get to your seats, where Jared is already waiting for you. You sit down right next to Jared and Jensen sits down on your left side. Jared leans towards you. "You guys have to tell me, how you two got back together." "After the show?" 

"Maybe at y/n's?" Jensen asks. You both nod. 

"How are Gen, Tom and Shep doing?" 

"Pretty well, you two have to visit us when we're ok a break." He says happily. "Of course, Jensen and I would love to." You say softly. "Yes." Jensen adds. 

The event starts and the two narrators talk about: the vampire diaries, pretty little liars and then one of them starts talking about Supernatural. "Now, let's talk about Supernatural. Supernatural has a new season and cast member. Y/n y/l/n plays the love interest of Dean." "Wow, I heard Jensen and y/n are back together." "Yeah me too and I'm very happy for them. They're such a perfect couple." Jensen looks at you with a smile on his face caressing your hand gently. 

"Let's welcome them. Jensen, Jared and y/n come join us on stage." The first narrator yell enthusiastically. All of you walk on stage, Jensen and you intertwine your fingers. Everyone claps their hands while passing them. Jensen helps you go up the few stair up. "Hey you three, what will you tell us about the rest of season 8?" 

"First of all, hey to everyone and thanks for being here." Jared says happily. "Oh Jared how is the second baby doing and congratulations." 

"Pretty well and thank you." Jared says with a smile. "But now, let's talk about Supernatural." Jensen adds. 

"Well the end will be really emotional between Sam and Dean." You tell them. "Interesting. What about Sophie and Dean?" "A lot of romantic things." Jared says laughing. 

"So Jensen and y/n, how did that happen that you two are back together?"

"I think we already got asked that question like three times." You say with a small laugh looking at Jensen. "It's because of Supernatural and the chemistry between our characters, so that we fell in love again." Jensen says with a smile. 

"But we're not here to talk about our relationship, so let's keep talking about Supernatural." You say. You tell them a few things you're allowed to tell, after that you go to your seats and listen to them for an hour.

"You see it wasn't that bad." Jensen says softly and cups your faces and kisses you softly before looking at the stage again. 

"Let's wait till tomorrow." You mutter and he places his hand on your thigh sighing softly.

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Chapter 8

Warning: smut

Word count: 1,277 words

1 hour later...

The event has ended and you three are on your way to your apartment. Even some celebrities have wished you luck, you were kinda surprised about that. You arrive at your apartment some time later and enter it with the two men. You look at your phone and see 20 missed calls from Gen and 10 missed calls from your family.

Family group chat:

Mom: Oh my god, you two are back together? Call me! 

Your sister: So happy for you!

Your cousin: CALL US! 

"Guys I'm gonna call Gen." Jared says with a smile and goes into the kitchen. "Okay." You say with nod.

"I always knew your family loves me." Jensen says playfully, gazing at your phone with a smile.

"You should call them and put them on speaker." He says with a happy smile, making you laugh. 

You dial your mom's phone number and just after two rings she picks up, feeling excited for the two of you. "Kurwa, we're so happy for you two." 

"Thank you." Jensen says laughing. 

"Oh hey Jensen, how are you?" 

"Pretty good, how are you?" "Thanks, fine." 

"Nice to hear that." Jensen says softly.

Jared comes back after a few minutes. "Y/n/n, Gen wants to talk to you.""Mum, just keep talking to Jensen, I'll be right back." You tell your mom and hand Jensen your phone before looking at Jared with a smile. He gives you the phone and you walk inside the kitchen.

"Gen?" She screams into the phone and you hold the phone away from your ear. "Oh my God. you have to tell me everything." She exclaims happily. You laugh slightly and shake your head before you tell her the whole story about you two getting back together, starting with the day you arrived on set. 

"I hope you told him the truth that you felt the same way." She interrupts you. "Of course I did. After that we got emotional and I even started crying, then he kissed me and asked me if we could try again. And I said yes, here we are." You say with a small laugh. 

"Jared told you why we wanted to make you the godparents, didn't he?" She asks with a raised eyebrow even though she knew, you wouldn't be able to see it. "Yeah he told me, I hope you didn't choose us only to get us back together?" You asked with a quiet sigh.  "Of course not, we chose you and J because you are my best friend, J is the best friend of Jared." "Awww, I love you Gen."

"I love you too, y/n/n." You smile to yourself. 

"How are Shep and you doing?" "Pretty good, but I miss you guys." "I miss you too." "I hope you will visit us." "Maybe next week, because we will be in Austin, entering the wedding of my manager." "I would be really happy about that, if you two stop by." She says softly. "Me too." "Okay, have fun, see you next week hopefully." "Thank you, love you." "I love you too." You smile before hanging up. You walk into the living room again handing Jared his phone back before plopping down on the couch. 

"I caught up with the whole...love thingy with you and Jensen." Jared says gesturing his hands at you and Jensen. Jensen rolls his eyes playfully as you just laugh before Jensen looks at you. 

"Y/n/n, now my mum wanna talk to you." Jensen says with a laugh a moment later, giving you his phone. "Hey Donna." "So nice to hear from you, y/n." "I am glad you two are back together." His father yells in the backround. "Yeah,me too." You say with a happy smile. "When will you two come for dinner?" His father asks. "Maybe next week, if that's okay." "Of course,  it's okay, so happy to see you again." His dad tells you. "Me too." "Okay, bye. See you next week." 

You hang up and give Jensen his phone back, smiling happily at him. You feel so relieved. 

"Your parents want us to come for dinner,when we are in Austin next week." "Your parents too." He says  with a small laugh. "And Gen also wants us to visit her and Jared." "I hope you will." Jared says with a raised eyebrow. "Of course." Jensen tells his best friend. 

"Y/n/n, I heard you were scared of my reaction." you blush. "Yes, because of that fight we had. You were really angry with me and disappointed, so I thought you wouldn't be too happy." He gives you a small smile before scooting over to you and pulling you into a hug. "I am so sorry, about what I've said." "You were just being honest." You say softly and Jared sighs softly, "I know, but I could've said it nice tho." He says honestly and you nod. "It's fine, really." You say softly and he smiles at you as he pulls away from the hug. 

You all hang out for the rest of the night before it's time for Jared to go home. "Its getting late, I'll leave." Jared says softly and hugs you and Jensen. "Take care." You say softly. "You too. See you next week." Jared tells you before he leaves. "What did my mum tell you?" You ask Jensen. "That she is really happy about that we are back together and that I am her dream son-in-law." He says with a huge grin and laugh. You roll your eyes, "she'll always love you more than me." You say playfully, making him laugh before he cups your face and leans in to kiss you, you both smile into the kiss.

"Now we dont have to hide from anything anymore." He says. "Yeah, finally." You say as you walk into the bedroom to get changed and try to get your dress off. "Can you please unzip that dress?" You ask loudly from the bedroom. He  opens the door with a smile. While he unzips your dress he can't help, but kiss your neck gently, making you lean into him. "You look so good in this dress." He whispers into your ear. You hum with closed eyes. He looks at you through the mirror biting your neck gently, "I don't think I want a taste anymore, I think I want my dinner now." He breathes into your ear, making shivers run down your neck. 

You opens your eyes and look at him through the mirror, seeing the lust in his eyes as you turn your head slightly. He doesn't waste any second before crashing his lips onto yours kissing you hungrily as he pulls the dress down, leaving you just in panties in front of him. He groped your breasts as he kisses you hungrily, making you sigh at the feeling while he gently pushes you on the bed. 

He kisses your neck, then your breasts and takes your left breast into his left hand, squeezing firmly. He takes your nipple into his mouth and starts licking your right nipple. You moan and arch your back. He kisses down your belly and reaches your panties, pulling it down your legs. You sit up and kiss him, when he comes back up. You unbutton his grey shirt and shove it off his shoulders . 

You look at his abs and bite your lip as you admire him. You make eye contact with him and he pulls you in for a heated and passionate kiss. You unbuckle his belt and pull his pants down his perfect shaped bow legs.

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Chapter 9

Warnings: smut, hate and language 

Word count: 1,374 words

"C'mon stop teasing me babe." He says desperately. "Teasing is more fun." You say seductively as you pull his slacks down his ankles and look up at him. He looks at you and steps out of his pants. 

You slide up his body with your hands trailing up his body from his calves to his chest and then your hands grab his face. You bring his face down to kiss him roughly. While you two kiss he gently pushes you onto the bed. 

"I like it rough." He whispers into your ear between kisses. "I know." You breathe out. He starts kissing down your body to your bottom lips. He licks a stripe up your folds and you sigh heavily grabbing the sheets. His tongue finds your clit quickly before he starts sucking your clit harshly. Two of his fingers tease your dripping hole, pumping them slowly in and out of her. 

He slides them in in and out in a quick pace a moment as he sucks your clit fast, almost sending you out off the edge. "F-Fuck, Jay." You moan out yelling as you tangle your fingers in his hair. He groans which sends vibrations through your body and clit. "I'm gonna-." You moan in pleasure and he suddenly stops.

"Seriously?" You say out of breath as he crawls up your body until he meets your eyes. 

"You teased me all night with your dress since I laid eyes on you." He pauses and kisses your neck again, making you sigh softly and leaning into him. He kisses you roughly and stands up. 

You sit up and hook your fingers inside his boxers and slowly slide them off. His thick cock springs free and hits his stomach. This cock makes you drool since it always male you feel good and you just love his damn cock. You love sucking it and feeling it inside your pussy. When you are about you take him into your mouth, he stops you and gets off the bed. He kisses you harshly and lays you on your back. He doesn't waste any second and gets on top of you, teasing your entrance. He grins as he notices you bucking your hips and slams inside you making you almost scream.

He lifts your leg and rests it on his shoulder. He slides himself in and out of you at reasonable pace until you need more. "Faster, Jay!" you moan loudly. He does what you say. He hits your g spot every time he thrusts into you. Moans and groans fill the room as he goes faster and harder.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck." You yell out in pleasure as you get extremely close. The pleasure gets so big that you clench tightly around him and cum tightly on bis cock. He keeps thrusting until he hits his peak as well. 

"That was hot." He says a few minutes later as he plops next to you. You turn your head and look at him. "It was." You say with a nod as he puts his arm around you cuddling you close to his chest. His fingers drive through your hair, you look around the room and see the clothes laying all over the ground, making you grin. 

"I love you, y/n/n." Jensen says cupping your cheek, making you lean into his touch. "I love you too, Jay." You say softly noticing the loving smile on his lips, before he closes his eyes. He falls asleep a moment later and you think about the fact how happy you are. You haven't felt so much happiness in a long time. You love him so much. How could you've been so selfish? This man is the one of your dreams.

Next morning...

You wake up and notice Jensen isn't in the bed.  You get up ans put his shirt on before entering the kitchen where he is making breakfast. He doesn't notice you, until you walk behind him and wrap your arms around his waist. 

He holds a pan in his hand. "Good morning, handsome." You say softly and back away. "Morning, beauty." He says happily ans puts the pan with eggs down to kiss you softly.

"You made breakfast?" You ask happily with a loving smile. "For the woman I love, I had to." He smiles lovingly and kisses you one more time. 

"Breakfast is ready, sit down." He says softly as he pulls away, smiling lovingly. "Wait I'll get my phone." You tell him.

You go back as fast as you can to the bedroom and take your phone. "You look good in my shirt." He yells after you. You smile and grab your phone from the nightstand. While you walk inside the kitchen again you notice ten missed calls from Ed.

"Babe what's wrong?" Jensen asks as he sees your expression, you see the headline from the website that Ed has sent you. "Y/n Y/l/n and Jensen Ackles back together after y/n has cheated on him?" You read swallowing hard, before showing it to Jensen.

"Look at this." You say with tears in your eyes. 

His expression turns from concern to anger. 

"I knew it." you sob out. He pulls you close making you sit down on his thigh. He kisses your forehead gently, when you cry even more. "Read more." You son. "Y/n was such a bitch, why did Jensen choose her again?" One comment says. "Y/n, I love you and you're definitely not a bitch." Jensen promises you honestly."Look under the picture you posted on your instagram." 

Comments: "Die, bitch, die."

"If you hurt him again, I'm gonna kill you." 

"What a whore!" , "I'm gonna kill you, you little bitch.", "Jensen, I love you, but her again?" 

"I can't understand so disgusting." 

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"I can understand those comments, I really hurt you, I'm n-" "Stop saying that." He interrupts you. "They are not even real fans, if they don't accept my decisions." He adds. While you're looking at these headlines and comments Gen calls you. "Wait, it's Gen." You pick up sniffling and go to the bedroom and sit down on the bed.

"Hey." You sniffle. "Hun, I've read these comments, are you okay?" "Yeah." "Why are you lying?" Gen asks you softly. "Gen, I don't wanna bother you with my problems. You have a baby that needs all your attention now." You sniffle.

"Are you kidding me? You're my best friend and I know how hurt you are because of those stupid words. Jared and I always have your back, ok?" "I know." "And Jared, Jensen, your family and I know the truth, that's what is important. Most of the times you wouldn't care about something like this, Why now?" She asks softly.

"I-I don't know, I'm so afraid that those people are gonna ruin our relationship. Gen, I-I love him so much and I don't know, if I'm gonna survive this when we break up again." More and more tears roll down your cheeks. "I know, I know. I think this time your love with Jensen will last forever."

"Why are you so sure?" "Because he always loved you, do you know how many times he came to our house completely drank, that's only because he missed you so much. He always wanted to talk to you in person about this, but you never were at any parties of ours in these years. He never had the chance, because you were busy with shooting. When he was with Joanna he wasn't really happy, he tried to forget you, but he couldn't. That's why I am so sure." She explains as you let out a sob. 

"And I know you never loved Matt, he was just a comfort, because you and Jensen had your issues." She adds. "I guess you're right." You say with a sniffle. "Y/n/n, I love you. See you next week, if not I'm gonna kick your ass."  She says playfully with a laugh. "I love you too, Gen. See you next week." You say laughing and you hang up, feeling a bit better after talking to your best friend, knowing she's right. She always gives the best advice.

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Chapter 12

warnings: language, rape

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I pat his shoulder. "Thank you." He says with a huge smile. I walk to y/n, when I notice her annoying and disgusting ex-boyfriend. He talks to her and I can tell, she's definitely uncomfortable, so I walk towards them and wrap my arm around Y/N's waist. 

"Is everything alright?" I ask her softly, caressing her waist gently. "Yes." Matt answers.

"I didn't ask you." I told him firmly, looking disgustedly at him. She looks me in the eyes, giving me a small smile. "Jens, everything is fine." She says softly before taking my hand and leading us to our seats and table. I let go of her hand halfway before walking back towards Matt, looking him in the eyes. "If you ever harass or touch her again, I'm gonna hurt you." I tell him angrily. 

"Try that." He says with a provocative smile and I took a deep breath, so I wouldn't cause a scene. 

I grab another drink, some food and go back to our table, where y/n/n is eagerly waiting for me. "What did you say to him?" She asks with a small sigh, rubbing her temple. "Nothing special, why are you asking?"I tell her innocently, casually sipping my drink.  "Well, I don't want my boyfriend and ex-boyfriend cause a scene." She says with a sigh.

"What did he want from you?" I ask curiously. 

"He said, that he misses me and that he's sorry about what happened and bla bla." She says annoyed and rolls her eyes. "What happened?" "He cheated on me." She says putting some food in her mouth. I clench my hand tightly around my drink, sighing heavily. "What an asshole." I breathe out. 

"I told him, that I'm the happiest woman on earth with you by my side." She says happily, kissing my cheek. "And I'm the happiest man because of you." I say, cupping her face and lean in to kiss her softly. We both smile into the kiss, before I get too carried away, I pull away and rest my forehead against hers. "I love you." I tell her softly. "I love you too, Jensen." I give her a loving smile and kiss her forehead, before completely pulling away. I take her hand in mine, giving it a gentle squeeze.

4 hours later...

-omniscient POV-

Jensen had a lot of drinks and is really drunk.

He tells the people many funny stories and how much he loves y/n. Y/n talks to Ed's best friend. 

"I think I have to pee." She says laughing and goes to the toilet. Matt just waited for a moment like this to follow her. He's been watching her the whole night, waiting to catch her alone. He follows her and grips her wrist tightly.

She frowns slightly and feels her heart hammer as someone grips her wrist tightly, almost painfully. She looks up and her eyes widen, when she see it's Matt. "Let me go." She tells him firmly, but he just grips her wrist just tighter. "Why would I? You little slut." He says and pushes her against the wall. She swallows hard, getting kind of scared. "Matt, you're hurting me." She tells him as she tries to get out his grip. "You miss my cock don't you?" He tells you, his face just inches away from yours. You can smell the alcohol, he must've been consuming all night. "N-No." She tells him shaking her head. He grins not believing her, that she doesn't miss his cock, not even caring that she's here with Jensen. He starts kissing her neck and drives his hand under her dress, squeezing her ass. She feels herself tear up and he places his hand on her mouth. She lets out a sob as he tries to pull her panties down, just as Matt bends down slightly she kicks him into his balls. 

She cries for help and sobs as she runs into the main hall, everyone's looking at her. Jensen frowns not understanding anything as he gets to his feet. "Hey, hey, what's going on?" He says softly as he grabs her shoulders gently. She feels a lump form in her throat as she sobs shaking her head.  He frowns not understanding anything as she hugs him close, sobbing into his chest as Matt enters the main hall, rubbing his man hood. Jensen feels his anger built up and helps Y/N sit down, before walking towards Matt. "You did that to her?" Jensen says dangerously low, feeling his lip twitch. Matt grins and shrugs, but before Matt can say anything, Jensen grabs him by his collar. Jensen pushes him against the wall firmly, "I told you, if you ever ever touch or harass her again, I'm going to hit you." Jensen almost yells, before his fist hits Matt's face. Matt looks at him with a grin, "I touched that slut's ass." He says and Jensen feels his blood boil. Jensen's fist collides with Matt's face so hard, the hielt sends him to the ground. 

Before Jensen can hit him again, Ed pulls Jensen away. "Hey, stop it!" He tells Jensen and Jensen breathes heavily, trying to control himself. Jensen closes his eyes for a moment, trying to compose himself. "What's going on?" Ed asks calmly as Jensen looks at Matt in disgust. "He touched Y/N." He tells him, still breathing heavily. 

"What happened?" Jo asks Y/N softly,

who is still crying a lot. "He tried to rape her!" Jensen yells. "That's a lie, she wanted to have sex!" Matt yells back. 

She is crying not understanding what's happening. She feels so many emotions right now, but what she feels the most is dirty. She feels dirty. A man has touched her, a man who isn't her boyfriend. She feels so overwhelmed, not knowing how to process what just happened. 

"Cut the shit, Matt. You stupid shit tried to rape her!" Jensen yells wanting to approach and hit Matt again, but Ed stops him. Jensen's a bit surprised at how much power, the little man holds. So he backs off from Matt and sits down next to Y/N. "Matt, if you don't leave, I'm calling the police." Ed tells Matt. 

"It's my fault, I should go." She says really confused, sniffling slightly. You grab your purse, swallowing hard. Ed and Jensen both frown. "Hey, where you're going?" Jensen asks softly as he pulls her into a hug. She feels paralysed or likes she's the n trance. She doesn't hug him close. Everyone's talking to her, but she doesn't hear them. It's a blur for her and all she hears is muffled voices. 

To be honest, Jensen is really shocked himself, since he's never seen her like that. He's never seen her so vulnerable and small. She's usually the one, who's strong and comfortable, standing her ground. All of this suddenly seems gone. 

"Matt, one more warning you better leave now." Ed tells him one more time. "Why would I leave? She just said herself, it's better if she leaves." He says with a shrug wiping his nose. "Just leave." Jensen tells him tiredly. "Aww, her bodyguard tells me now to back off?" He says and Jensen has to concentrate to not burst towards him and kick his ass. Jensen decides to ignore it, but quickly decides against it, when Matt shoves his shoulder. Y/N stumbles slightly, so he sits her down gently. Ed and Jo approach her and try to talk to her, when Jensen grabs Matt by his collar one more time and drags him outside. Matt stumbles to the ground and Jensen spits on him, "Now leave." He tells him before walking inside her again. 

"I am so sorry, Ed. I'm sure that's how you two didn't imagine how your wedding would go." Jensen tells him, feeling a bit embarrassed. Ed places one hand on Jensen's shoulder, giving him a small smile. 

"It's not your fault and you don't have to go, but I thinks, it's better for her." He tells Jensen softly and Jensen nods. "Do you know by any chance if here is a motel or hotel around, because I can't drive and neither can she." 

"Yes, just 5 minutes from here by foot. You have to go along the street, then you'll see it." Ed tells Jensen with a small smile. "Thank you so much." Jensen tells him gratefully, before grabbing their things. He lifts Y/N up into his arms and carries her bridal-style out of the location.

Jensen pays for their room and the employee gives him the keys for the room. Jensen carries Y/N to their room and enters the room with her in his arms. 

He places her gently on the bed, before taking his shoes off. He turns around to place their things on the table. "I-I'm so s-sorry." She sobs out, causing him to turn around and kneel in front of her. 

"You don't have to apologise." He tells her softly and kisses her forehead gently. "You should get some rest, I'll be right back." He says softly. "No, p-please don't leave." She sobs and he nods. He sits down next to her on the bed and hugs her close, rubbing her back gently. She sniffles, "It's okay, I'm here." He whispers softly. She snuggles close and holds onto him as Jensen rests his head on top of hers.

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Chapter 13

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"We should undress you." He tells her softly. "Are you okay with that?" He asks her softly and she nods. "O-Okay." She says and Jensen starts taking her shoes off. When he wants to takes her dress off she backs away and he nods in understanding. He takes his button up off and his t-shirt too before giving his shirt to her. She takes it with a shy smiles before taking it on, after pulling her dress down her legs. She lies down on the bed as Jensen takes his slacks off and lies down next to her. 

He pulls her into his arms and she snuggles into his chest. Jensen rubs her arm gently, "You're safe." He whispers softly and kisses her forehead. 

"Thank you." She whispers, before they doze off to sleep. 

The next morning when Jensen wakes up, Y/N is still asleep as he climbs out of bed and takes his slacks on, before leaving the room to call Gen. He tells Gen everything that has happened the day before. He feels so helpless and clueless about what happened. He doesn't know, how to help or make her feel better, but Gen tells him, all Y/N needs is him to be there for her. Jensen thanks her and walks back inside the room he shares with Y/N. 

He smiles at the sleeping form of her, at least in her sleep she looks peacefully. When closes the door of the room, Y/N slowly stirs awake and Jensen smiles lovingly at her as he sits down on the bed next to her.  "Good morning." He whispers softly and kisses her head as she snuggles into his side. He rubs her arms gently smiling at her, but frowns as he notices the dark bruises her wrist carries. "Are you okay?" He asks her softly as he looks at her wrist and she quickly covers it with the blanket. She nods and Jensen can look right through her lie, but doesn't say anything. 

She gives him a small smile and disappears into the bathroom. She looks at herself in the mirror, gripping the sink tightly as she feels herself tear up. She feels disgusted by just looking at herself. She's so thankful, that she's found a moment, where she could free herself from him. She's never seen Jensen hit someone and he's only done that because of her. She washes her face and dries it with the towel, before taking her dress on she's taken with her inside the bathroom.

Y/N walks out of the bathroom and returns Jensen's T-Shirt, she's been wearing the night before. Jensen gives her a smile and she returns it slightly.

She walks back into the bathroom and closes the door. She lean against the door  and takes a deep breath. You got this. You're safe with Jensen. 

Jensen knocks on the door, "You okay. Y/N/N?" He asks you softly. "Yeah." She tells him, lying to him and herself. She walks out of the bathroom a moment later. Jensen is still in front of the bathroom and places his hands on her shoulder. "Talk to me baby." He says softly and she starts sobbing as he pulls her into his arms. He hushes her softly and hugs her close, rubbing her back gently. 

He cups her cheek gently and when he looks at her, she looks away. "None of what happened yesterday is your fault, you hear me?" He says softly. She nods as she still sobs. When she looks up at him, he notices how broken she looks. The shine he loves to see in a her eyes seems gone. 

Few hours later...

Y/N and Jensen have been home for quite some time. During the drive home, they haven't talked a lot nor did they when they've got home. Y/N has disappeared into bathroom for about an hour to shower, trying to wash off Matt's dirty hands and touches. Jensen's felt devastated, because he hates seeing the woman he loves so hurt and broken. He thinks for now, he should give her some space, because she doesn't want to talk and he has to accept that. 

She's curled up on the couch in the living room, watching Jane the Virgin, trying to distract herself from the events from yesterday. 

The doorbell rings and she gets off the couch to answer the door. "I'll get the door." She yells. "Fine." Jensen yells from his office. She opens the door, surprised to see Gen. "Hey, what are you doing here?" She asks in confusion and Gen just walks past her. "We'll see us in a few hours." Y/N tells Gen. 

"I know, but I wanted to talk to you." 

The two of them walk into the living room and sit on the couch."About what do you wanna talk?" She asks her curiously. 

"I know what happened last night." She tells you with a small sigh and smile, pulling you into a tight hug.. "I'm so sorry." Gen whispers. Seems like Jensen told her. Great. "It's okay." She lies. Gen sighs softly as she pulls away from Y/N. "Y/N, don't lie to me, I can see through your mask." Gen tells her softly and Y/N looks away from her, chewing on her lip. 

"I'm gonna kick his ass, I mean Jared will." She says playfully, laughing slightly and trying to cheer you up. "I'm just thankful, that I freed myself and that Jensen was there." She says as she feels herself teat up again and Gen hugs her close. When she is around Y/N just feels comfortable, she can be herself around Gen and just let her feeling and emotions free. Y/N tells Gen, how she went to the restroom and Matt followed her. 

"What a son of a bitch," she says angrily and shocked. "How can a man do something like this to a woman you've been with, I cannot understand that." She says as Jensen enters the living room. "Hey Gen, thanks for coming." They hug. "I'm gonna leave you two alone." Jensen says. "No, stay." Y/N tells Jensen and he nods with a small smile, sitting down next to her. 

"Y/n/n, you have to talk about what has happened. I know it hurts, but you have to." Gen starts and she looks at Jensen. "I'm- we are always there for you." He says and Y/N nods. She tells them everything what has happened in details, when she finishes, she sobs so hard. Jensen looks hurt, angrily and sorry for her at the same time.

"This fucking son of a bitch, how could he wait for a moment like this? Just to get you to sleep with him?! I can't believe that!" Jensen exclaim in anger.  "Jensen chill out." Gen says softly, while Y/N is still crying. She feels so much better, after telling them what exactly happened. "Thank you guys." She sniffles with puffy red eyes. "For what?" Gen asks confused. 

"For everything, for always being there when I need you, for being by my side and having my back all the time." Gen kisses Y/N's cheek. "You're my best friend and I-I love you. Of course I am always there for you and have your back. Like you always got mine." She says hugging her. She stands up a moment later and smiled at them. 

"But now I gotta go and prepare everything for the BBQ." She says goodbye to Y/N and Jensen and leaves. Y/N sits down on the couch and continues watching 'Jane the Virgin'. Jensen sits down next to her. She looks at him with a small smile. He puts his arm around her and she snuggles into his chest. He kisses her head gently. 

"We don't have to go to this BBQ, Jared and Gen would understand." Jensen tells her softly and she knows, he means well. "I know, but I need to be around the people I love." She tells him and he smiles. She really needs the distraction from that what has happened last night. She doesn't want to think about what happened too much. 

"You are around me." He says playfully with a smile, she rolls her eyes playfully, smiling slightly and playfully hit his chest. "Jensen you know how I meant that." "I just wanted to see you smile." He says softly. 

"I love you, you know that?" She says with a smile. 

"I know." He says softly and kisses her. He deepens the kiss and kisses her more passionately until she pulls away, because she knows where it ends. 

"Jay, I-I can't do this." She says and gets up. "Did I do something wrong?" He asks in concern and gets up as well to pull you in a hug, but she backs off.

"No, it's just- I just feel so disgusting and dirty. I'm sorry." "I am sorry, you have no reason to apologize. I guess, I rushed a bit." He is about to leave her, but she stops him. "Jensen, it's not your fault. I-I'm so sorry that I am so different towards you, you don't deserve this. But he broke something inside me and I don't know what. When I think about Sex it was always something enjoyable but now? It's something I'm afraid of because of him. I'm so sorry. 

I love you, but I don't feel ready." She says and walks into the kitchen. 

He follows her and reaches for her wrist gently. "I know, we just had sex yesterday." 

Wait, did he really just said that? 

"Are you fucking kidding me?! Is this all about sex?!" She almost yells at him.

"You're just thinking about sex right now?! Seriously?!" She adds. "No no no, I-I didn't mean it like that, I-I meant-" He stutters.

"How did you mean it then? That you're just thinking of sex?! Getting your dick wet, that's what's important now?!" She yells at him, feeling every kind of emotion right now, but disappointed is probably the strongest emotion she's feeling.

"No! I didn't even have a chance to to speak out!" Now he starts raising his voice. 

"Then speak out!" She yells at him. 

"What I meant, was that many things have changed in than less 20 hours. And it breaks my heart to see you this way. And I'm so sorry I rushed it, I-I'm...I-I'm really sorry." 

This incident definitely changed something between her and Jensen, although she knows he would never force her to do anything against her will. She doesn't know, if she'd enjoy sleeping with him. It feels so much different, just thinking about it. She sighs, still feeling angry with him, even though she knows how he meant it. 

Everything seemed perfect, then that shit happened to them. She also knows, what came out of his mouth was meant different, than it has sounded. When she looks up at Jensen, she sees the guilt and pain he's feeling right now and she also feels sorry about going off at him like that. 

"I know, you're really sorry and I know you didn't mean that. Yesterday, everything seemed so perfect with you. But today nearly everything is changed, I know he didn't rape me, but that he tried. I'm so thankful that you were there, but now when I think about sleeping with you it feels different." She tells him, barely looking at him. 

Jensen walks over to her and pulls her into a hug. "I hope you know, that i didn't mean it like that. All of that, just because of him. I would never force you to have sex with me, when you don't want that, never. It hurt's to see you like that, because you're the person who love to be happy and have fun, but that person seems lost somewhere inside you." He tells her quietly. She hugs him close as they both tear up, holding onto each other.

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warnings: drunk!reader, mad!jensen, fighting, embarrassment, talk about rape

word count: 1,675 words

A/N: sorry, that I changed the POV completely; but my 16-year-old self thought, that was a good idea to change it in the middle of a story sksksks sorry! 

"I'm sorry, that I believed you would just care about sex right now." She says quietly, feeling extremely guilty for actually believing that Jensen, the Jensen she loves so much, would only think about sex in this kind of situation. "It kinda sounded that way...and I'm really sorry it did." He says quietly, he loves you more than anything, he would never want that you feel pressured by him, the man you love so much. "I don't want to keep fighting with you." She mumbles into his chest, holding tightly onto him. 

"Me neither. I just...I just want you to be alright and what's best for you." He says softly, hugging her closer. "I know, that's why I feel so selfish sometimes." She says with a deep sigh, she feels like it's always about her, he's thinking way too much about her feelings. "No chick flick moments, Dean would say." She adds a moment later to brighten the mood. When she hears him chuckle, she feels her heart skip a beat. "He definitely would." He says playfully before kissing her head gently. 

They hold onto each other enjoying the moment. Jensen looks around the kitchen noticing it's almost 5:23 PM. "We should get ready." He whispers softly into Y/N's ear. She looks up at him with a small pout, causing him to smile lovingly at her. She looks at the clock, knowing he's right. She sighs softly and nods pulling away, "You're right, we should get ready." 

The two of them walk upstairs and separate their ways. Jensen's gets a shower, while Y/N gets dressed into something that aren't joggers and a top. She grabs a comfy jeans and a hoodie her mom gave her, before she flew to Vancouver to sign the papers for her role in Supernatural. Jensen walks into the bedroom a moment later and she can't help, but check him out. She notices how low the towel is wrapped around his hips, his toned abs, his perfectly shaped bow legs, are running through her mind. As much as she doesn't like thinking about sex right now, she can't help, but stare at the beautiful Jensen Ackles. "You okay?" Jensen's voice interrupts her thoughts, she just had about him. She blinks and looks at him, nodding, not really trusting her own words. 

He nods and gives you a small smile as he grabs a pair of boxers, a jeans and a flannel. He takes his clothes on, before applying some cologne. "You ready?" He asks her softly and she nods getting off the bed. They walks downstairs into the hallway to take their shoes on. When they're about to leave Y/N remembers the beer in the fridge. 

"Wait, the beer." She heads into the kitchen and takes the beer out of the fridge. "I almost forgot about that." He says with a small laugh. 

"Good, that I remembered." She says, smiling at him. Jensen walks out of the house after her and closes the door, making sure it's locked, before they walk to Jared's house. He takes her hand in his as he carries the beer with the other hand. 

A few minutes later, Y/N rings the doorbell and smiles lovingly, when she sees Gen with baby Shep in her arms. He sleeps peacefully, sucking onto his pacifier. "Hey." Y/N whispers softly and hugs Gen's side, kissing Shep's head gently. "Hey." She whispers back and smiles at them, before leading them inside. 

Jensen and Y/N walk into the backyard, where Jared, Misha, Mark and some other friends of the crew already are. Jared gets of his chair almost immediately up, when he sees them. "Hey." He says softly and pulls Y/N into a tight hug as Jensen greets the others first. 

"I'm so sorry." He whispers and kisses her head gently. She gives him a weak smile, nodding before she pulls away. Misha suddenly comes to her and pulls her into a hug, without saying a word, what she totally prefers in that moment. "Who's hungry?" Jared asks with a huge smile. Jared loves throwing barbecue parties. Jared loves, when the whole crew and cast gets together. "Me, I'm starving." She says with a small laugh, before Jared and Jensen walk to the grill. 

Y/N and Misha sit down and start catching up on each other. Thankfully,  Misha doesn't bring up the thing from the day before. 

''Dude, I don't know what to do.'' Jensen tells Jared, rubbing his chin. He looks up from the grill and looks at Jensen. "I'm so sorry, when Gen told me what happened, i didn't really know what to do. I just don't get, how men do that to women ?" Jared says with a small sigh. "I don't understand either." Jensen says with a small sigh and Jared gives him a sympathetic smile, patting his back. "Everything will be fine, just give her some time." Jensen nods with a small smile, before looking at Y/N and watching her laugh about something Misha said, thanks Misha. 

"But Jar." "Yeah?" Jared says and looks up from the grill to look at Jensen. "Since a week or so,  I have been thinking about...about proposing to Y/N and-." "You what?" Gen interrupts quietly, standing behind them. 

Jensen turns around and sees a huge smile on her face, then he looks back to Jared, who also smiles. "Nice to hear that, but isn't that a bit too fast?" Jared asks gently, just wanting his friends to be safe and happy. "Maybe, but I don't want to wait anymore. I love her, man. I want her to be my wife, like now. I want to make her happy and spend the rest of my life with her." He tells his friends. Gen and Jared look at each other, before smiling at Jensen. "Do you have a specific plan?" She asks curiously, since she thinks her best friend deserves the most beautiful proposal. 

"I thought about traveling through Europe and then in Venice or Amsterdam or Rome I want to purpose to her." He rambles a bit, excitement rushing through him. "Oh my God, you are so romantic." Gen says and hits his shoulder playfully. "But don't forget about JIBCON." Jared says with a laugh. "I never could." "I will help you with your plan." Gen says happily and excitedly. Jensen nods and smiles thankfully at her. 

"This will be amazing, when my best friends are finally getting married." He says happily. "I hope she's gonna say yes." "She will." He assures Jensen. 

"Who will what?" Y/N asks curiously. "Uh- My mom will be happy to see you again." He stutters nervously. "I will be happy too." She says with a smile, even tho she notices his nervousness. "Jensen, can I talk to you for a minute?" Jared asks. "Sure." He says and they walk into Jared's office.

That was weird, he's hiding something, Y/N tells herself. She looks around and notices all the alcohol, wanting to drown herself in it. She grabs herself a drink, a heavy one. To be honest, Y/N isn't much of a drinker, but right now she just wants to get drunk and forget about what happened. 

She sits down between Jared and Misha, while Jensen and Gen sit across from them. They eat and talk, have some laughs, but the drinks for Y/N kept coming. Jensen feels angry with her, if he's being honest, not understanding why she's drinking so much.

 "Y/N, maybe you should stop." Jensen says gently and is about to take the drink out of her hands, but she grips it tighter, turning away from him. "No, I-I don't think so." She slurs and finishes the drink in one go. Jared and Gen look worriedly at each other, before looking at Y/N again. 

She refills her glass with whiskey one more time and Jensen grows angrier. Gen walks over to her. "Honey, I don't know how you're feeling, but-". "Yes, you're right you don't know how I'm feeling." She snaps at her and cuts her off, sipping her drink. Jared and Jensen come over to the two. 

She refills it again and finishes it fast. "You'll definitely got enough." Jared says and takes her glass. She pouts in protest, slurring something they can't figure out. "Jensen, please just take her home, I-We don't want to fight with her. I mean she's completely drunk." Gen says soft, not really being mad at Y/N. "I'm so sorry, guys." Jensen says rubbing his face in embarrassment. "Y/N we go. Now!" He tells her firmly and grabs her wrist before  dragging her through the front door.

“What the fuck is wrong with you?!" He yells at her, but she just laughs at him. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" She mocks him laughing, she really can't take him seriously at all. He walks in front of her and turns around. "I don't know what is going on inside your head, but you never drink your problems away, y/n/n." She just laughs. 

"It's senseless, you take nothing serious right now." He says with a sigh, rubbing his face. A few minutes later he opens the door, leading the two of them inside.  She looks at her phone, it's 5 minutes after midnight.

"Happy birthday Baby." She slurs and starts kissing him messily. Jensen feels a bit uncomfortable as hs pushes you away gently. "Thank you, but you're drunk. You will regret this next morning." He tells her softly. "I don't care." She slurs and starts kissing him harshly. 

"Y/N we can't do this." He swallows hard. "Of course we can, it's your birthday." She kisses his neck sloppily. "Enough, y/n!" He exclaims and pushes her gently away. "Just get some sleep." He says quietly. "When it's that what you want." She slurs and he sighs. She walks into living room and plops down on the couch, falling asleep almost immediately.

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She wakes up the next morning and feels a pounding headache. She opens her eyes, already forgotten, that she fell asleep in the living room. She looks at the coffee table and notices a note, a glass of water and aspirin.

Note: Hey, I thought you might need these, when you wake up. -Jensen

She takes the glass of water in her hands and swallow the aspirin quickly, finishing the whole glass. She starts realising, how she snapped at Gen and Jared. How she tried to drink her problems away and although she didn't want to have sex, she really tried to sleep with him, because it's his birthday. She feels more than embarrassed, she wishes the floor would swallow her, like right now. Oh shit the party. It's 11 am. She dials Gen's number and waits for her to pick up.

"Hello?" She says not too thrilled, when she sees Y/N's number and she can't blame Gen.

"Gen, it's me y/n/n, I-" she sighs and run a hand through her hair. "I-I wanted to apologise, how I acted, how I snapped at you I'm so sorry. How I ruined the party, I'm so sorry."

"Hey honey come down, it's fine. I know you're sorry, but you have to try dealing with and eventually forgetting it for your own sake, okay? Promise me that." She says softly with a small smile.

"I promise you that." Y/N chews on her lip.

"Anyway, you know my plans for today don't you?" She asks her.

"Uh yeah, Jared is gonna pick Jensen up at 1pm and I will come over at 1:20." She answers, nodding to herself. "Thanks. For everything. Bye." "Bye." They hang up. She walks into the bathroom and takes a quick shower. She dresses herself in ripped jeans and a blouse. When she walks into the kitchen, Jensen's busy with his phone, probably checking his twitter.

"Good morning, birthday kid." She says softly with a loving smile, but he doesn't respond the smile nor says anything. She frowns slightly, thinking he's giving her the silent treatment. "Is anything wrong?" She asks him and he looks at her for the first time.

"If anything is wrong? Did you really just asks that?" He scoffs.

"Since when do you drink your problems away, huh?" He adds and she sees him clenching his jaw. Great, now he's angry at me. "Look, uh- I'm sorry, Jensen. I know, what I did wasn't the right way to cope with my feelings and I'm really sorry, I know how angry you were-are, it's just I just wanted to get drunk...probably not my smartest move."

"Wasn't the right way, damn right it wasn't. Why did you get drunk in the first place?" "I'm sorry okay, I really am. I'm sorry how I acted when we got home, it's so embarrassing, just thinking about it. I don't want to fight on your birthday." She says with a sigh and small smile, walking to him and wrapping her arms around his neck. He doesn't look at her still feeling mad at her, they way she acted.

"I'm sorry, Jensen. It will never happen again I promise. I try to cope with it the right way, trying to move on, okay?" "Just do that never again." He scolds at her."I promise." He gives her a small smile and wraps his arm around her waist.

"What do you have planned for today?" He asks curiously and smirks, knowing you almost ten years, he just knows you have something planned for him. "Nothing much, just relaxing with my boyfriend on his birthday. Why are you asking?" she says, smiling innocently.

"Are you sure you didn't plan anything?" He raises his eyebrow at his girlfriend. "I'm pretty sure." She nods. "Good." "Jared picks me up at 1, I hope that's okay?" "Of course, why shouldn't be that okay?" "I don't know, because you wanted to spend some time with me." He says softly and hugging her closer. "We can do that afterwards." She says, smiling lovingly and pecks his lips.

"Do you wanna watch an episode of Jane the Virgin?" He asks hopefully and her eyes widen.

"Since when do you wanna watch that show? I knew you like that show!" She exclaims and hits his chest playfully. "Guilty." He smirks innocently and she laughs, shaking her head as she walks into the living room, Jensen close by her heels.

After a few episodes the doorbell rings. "I got it." She says softly and rushes to the door, opening it. "Hey." He says and hugs her from the side. "How long do I have to distract him?" He whispers. "For about three hours." She whispers and Jensen enters the hallway.

"Hey Dude, happy birthday." Jared says happily and gives him a tight hug. "Ready for golf?" Jared asks him after the hug. "Oh yes!" He exclaims happily. Jensen bids his goodbye to Y/N, so does Jared, before they leave. They leave the house and drive away.

About 20 minutes later Gen arrives and Y/N starts preparing food, drinks and a birthday pie. An hour later Misha and Mark arrive. "Hey guys." She says happily, while opening the door. She hugs both of them and they follow her into the kitchen. "Y/N/N what did you buy for his birthday?" Misha asks before he takes a sip of his water. "I bought him a trip with me." She says cheerfully. "That's amazing, dear." Mark says with his British accent and Gen looks at you.

"That's so romantic." Gen says dreamily, making Y/N laughs slightly. The doorbell rings one more time. "That might be my sister and her hubby." She says and walks to the door. "Hey sis." She says after opening the door and hugging her sister. "Hey Brad." Y/N hugs her brother-in-law.

"Thanks for the invitation." He says.

"Oh, it's my pleasure, Jensen will be happy to see you two." She smiles.

A few minutes later the doorbell rings. Again.

She opens the door to see Jensen's sister.

"Oh gosh, y/n/n. I am so happy to see you."

Mackenzie says hugging Y/N tightly.

"And you don't know how happy I am." She says happily and gestures for her to come in. "When will l Jensen be back?" She asks curiously while they go into the kitchen. "In a few minutes." Y/N says softly.

"Oh, then I am in time." She says happily.

"I guess so." Y/N says with a smile. "Oh hey, Mac." Y/N's sister says and they hug each other. A few more moments later she hears the front door opening.

"Babe, I'm home." Jensen calls through the house and she runs quickly into the hallway.

"Hey." She says to Jared and Jensen. Y/N pecks Jensen's lips and hugs Jared. "Jensen, I have a surprise for you." "What for a surprise?" He asks happily, already feeling excited.

"If I tell you, it wouldn't be a surprise anymore." She says, smirking. "Just close your eyes." She adds and places her hand in front of his eyes.

She holds his hand while leading him into kitchen. She grins at everyone, who's standing in the kitchen and they all smile happily and excitedly.

"Okay Jay, open your eyes." She says happily as she puts her hand away, he opens his eyes immediately, a big smile creeping up his face.

"Guys, what are you doing here? I am so happy to see you." He says happily and greats everyone.

"We're here for your birthday, man!" Misha says happily and pulls Jensen into a hug, wishing him a happy birthday, like everyone does. Jensen talks to the people, who came just for his birthday, catches up with them, asking them how their break will look like. An hour later, Y/N disappears into the kitchen checking on Jensen's birthday cake. She decorates it, as they all walk into the yard, when Jared and Gen carry the food Y/N made outside.

Y/N finishes his cake and walks into the yard with it as she starts singing 'Happy birthday', smiling lovingly at Jensen, when everyone joins her singing. Jensen feels his cheeks heat up, hating it, like every one does. It feels awkward, when people sing for someone on their birthdays.

Jensen smiles shyly and blows the candles out, "That's your favourite cake." Y/N tells him happily and he smiles lovingly at her pecking her lips gently. "So who wants cake?" Y/N asks all of them.

"Thank you." Jensen says later that night, when they're alone for a moment. "For what?" She asks confused as she sips her soda. "For throwing the sweetest and best party." He tells her softly. She smiles lovingly and pecks his lips gently.

"And it was an amazing surprise to see my sister, it's sad that my brother couldn't make it, but I like and appreciate it a lot." He says and kisses her temple gently, already not feeling too mad at her.

"Okay Jared we should leave, my sister is probably waiting for us." Gen says an hour later and stands up. Jensen and Y/N pout slightly, but nod in understanding. They say their goodbyes and leave. "We should probably leave too." Y/N's sister says. "Yeah, me too." Misha and Mark say at the same time. "Oh okay." Y/N says sadly, but they're right it's almost 11pm, they nearly spent the whole day together.

"I'll leave too, see you at dinner tomorrow." Mac says. They all say their goodbyes and leave. Y/N closes the door and walks into the living room. Luckily, Gen and Y/N cleaned up after they has dinner, so it's not too much they have to clean up on their own.

"So just you and me." Y/N says with a small laugh. "Yeah." He says softly and walks towards her with a smile, kissing her softly, before she pulls away with a happy smile.  "I got something for you." She says cheerfully as she smiles, grabbing the envelope with the tickets. "What is that?" He smiles. "Just open it." She says softly. He grabs the envelope and opens it, taking the tickets out. He looks at the country they're flying to, "Poland? Does that mean I finally meet the rest of your family?" He asks happily.

She nods with a huge grin. He never met the rest of her family, there was never the time and then the two broke up, but now is the best opportunity.

He kisses her lovingly, smiling into the kiss, before pulling away. "That's the best birthday present, ever. I can't wait to meet them." He says excitedly.

"You know, I always wanted to meet them." He says softly as he walks closer to her, pulling her into his arms. "Thank you." He says softly and she smiles lovingly, nodding.

"Let's go to bed." He says and leads them upstairs. They change into comfortable clothes and Y/N walks into the bathroom to remove her makeup and brush her teeth. Jensen does the same, when she lies down on, now, their bed. She turns on some music, they used to listen together, before they went to sleep, when they got together.

"Maybe we should bring some stuff from your apartment to this place." He says softly as he enters the bedroom again. "I'd love that." She tells him softly and smiles at him. He lies down next to her and pulls her info his arms. "Maybe we could redecorate." He suggests as he caresses her cheek gently. "Yeah, maybe." She says with a happy smile.

When Y/N finished Highschool, she actually wanted to become an interior designer, because she redecorated her childhood room at least 10 times, since she was 15, but then acting came up and she never followed that path.

He smiles lovingly at her and leans in kissing her gently, no pressure, just kissing his girlfriend, the woman he's missed so much, the only woman he ever imagined getting married to, the only woman he can call his best friend.

Maybe they end up making out, slipping tongues into each other's mouth, but nothing more. When Jensen gets painfully hard, he pulls away from kissing her, not wanting to push her, or make her feel like she has to have sex with him.

Y/N notices him being hard and can't help but stare at his cock, that screams for her touch, she swallow hard. "You don't have to do anything." He tells her softly, cupping her cheek and making her look away from his cock. "Okay, but I kinda wanna give you a handjob." She says biting his lip and he's kind of surprised, definitely not expecting that so soon.

He shakes his head in a confused kind of way, "You sure?" He asks softly. "You don't have to, you know, my cock has no priority." He says with a small laugh, but she nods eagerly.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 16

warnings: crying reader, death threats, verbal violence, fluff

word count: 1,604

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Y/N wakes up the next morning, seeing Jensen staring at her and playing with her hair, a loving smile resting on his face as he admires her.

"Good morning." She says sleepily and he gives her a gentle kiss on the head. "Morning." He says softly and smiles lovingly. "Yesterday, really was the best birthday I had in years." He whispers softly as he holds her close, making her turn her head slightly. "Really?" She asks softly, caressing his chest gently.

"Yeah." He says softly and pecks her lips gently, earning a loving smile from her. "When is the dinner at your parents' today?" "At 6pm." He answers. "Great, then we can drive to my apartment and get my stuff." She says sitting up and stretching muscles.

"Yeah, then you're finally officially moving in." He says happily and gives her a soft and loving kiss.

She smiles and wraps the blanket around herself as she gets up, taking it with her

"Hey!" He yells. "Ups." She says innocently with a laugh and walks to her suitcase. She grabs fresh clothes and disappears into the bathroom to take a shower, getting ready for the day.

A few minutes later, she walks out of the bathroom and goes downstairs into the kitchen. She takes out a pan and starts preparing the dough for pancakes, mixing the ingredients, when she feels her phone buzz inside her pockets:

@jensenackles tagged you in a post.

She continues to make pancakes and tells him to sit down, when the dough is almost gone and the plate already filled. He sits down smiling as he watches her, to him she's the most beautiful and pretties woman alive. He just can't wait to pop the question.

Jensen watches every step she does and smiles. "Why are you smiling?" She asks with a small blush.

She gets plates for them and sits down. "Nothing, I'm just really lucky to have you." He says and she blushes with a shy smile.

"So romantic, Mr Ackles." She says playfully. "Well, I'm lucky too." She adds and pecks his lips gently, a smile resting on their faces. "Let's eat, I'm starving." He says happily as he looks at the pancakes. They eat breakfast, they talk about the party, he thanks you again for the party yesterday. They finish breakfast and keep talking.

"So when do we drive to your apartment and get your stuff?" He smirks, can't wait to make her finally move in with him, officially. "Yeah, I wanted to ask you the same." She says with a small laugh. "Then let's go." He says happily, already getting off his chair and grabbing his keys. She laughs at his excitement and quickly puts the dishes inside the dishwasher, before they walk outside.

They get there 20 minutes later and she tells him to walk into her apartment as she gives him her keys, so she can check on her mail, feeling surprised that she has so many letters, that don't seem to be bills. She opens one of the letters to see this:

You little hoe, I hope you gonna die soon. Jensen deserves so much better than you.

I cannot understand, why you two are back together. You're not good enough for him.

So please just die or I'll kill you, you bitch!

Tears start welling up in her eyes and she sits down on one of the stairs to stop herself from falling. She opens the other letters, more death threats, more people threatening to hurt her, more people wanting her to leave Jensen alone, more people who think she's a bitch. What's the worst, they know where she lives, they found out where she lives. To be honest, she's glad she stayed at Jensen's place, not wanting to know what would've happened if she did go to her place.

She sits there on the stairs, rubbing her forehead, she never expected to get so much hate. She never expected to people to be this bad and mean and wanting to harm her in this kind of way. When she calms down a bit, she walks upstairs into the apartment, she once called home.

"Why did take so long?" He asks softly, packing w stuff, but she doesn't answer. "Y/N/N?" He asks softly, thinking she didn't head him. All she does is sitting on the couch, looming at those horrible letters 'fans' wrote. "Y/N?" She looks at him with red and puffy eyes, he frowns deeply not understanding, what's going on.  "Hey, look at me." He softly lifts her chin."Why were you crying?" He asks and notices the letters in her hands.

He takes the letters and reads through them. His face twitching in confusion, angers, hurt and sadness. He doesn't understand why people would write awful things like ghat. He hugs her tightly and she fists his shirt in her hand. "Jay, they know where I live." She says between sobs. "Shhh, I know." He says and strokes her head. "I'm scared, what if someone really kills me?" She sobs, feeling even more scared of the world, realizing how ugly it really is. "Shhh, this will never happen. I promise." He kisses the top of her head.

"You have to be strong, don't let these bad people get to you, okay? I love you, that's all matters." She nods sniffling and looks up into his eyes. "I don't deserve you." He leans in and kisses her gently. "I don't deserve you." He whispers softly, when he cups her cheek. "I love you too. It's just- it hurts, that people don't accept, that we're back together. They don't know the truth, they're just judging me by rumours, they heard from the media."

"Exactly, they don't know the truth. So you shouldn't care about them, they're idiots. Dumb haters." He tells her softly. She slowly pulls out of his embrace and wipes her tears with her sleeve, before getting up. "Okay, let's get the important stuff out of here." She says with a weak smile.

She packs her clothes, some kitchen things, bed sheets, one shelf she loves a lot and her smartTV. "You know we can buy a new one." He says with a smile. "I know, but we can also use this one, it's just 1 year old." She tells him.

"You're right." He says with a nod. She puts the things into his car, wondering how everything fits in.

She gets into the passenger seat and Jensen in the driver seat. They drive back and unload her stuff. Her favourite shelf and TV come into the bedroom.

The TV goes on top of the shelf, she unpacks her clothes and takes them to the walk-in-closet. After a while she lays on the bed and turns the TV on. Jensen enters the room and looks at the TV.

"Hey! You continue watching without me?" He asks with a small pout. "Uh, no." She says innocently not looking at him. He lays down next to her and starts tickling her. "You're a liar and this is your punishment." He says playfully with a chuckle.

"Jensen stop!" She says between the giggles, trying to catch her breath. "When you admit, that you were about to watch without me." He says as he continues to tickle her.

"But that's not true." She says laughing and he tickles her more. "Sorry, I didn't hear, what I wanted to hear." He says with a grin, still tickling her.

"Fine, I was about to watch without you." She admits with a small grin. He's half on top of her and looks straight into her eyes. "I'm proud of you." He says softly as he smiles adoringly. "Where's this coming from?" She asks slightly confused.

He plops down next to her and wraps his arm around her shoulder. He looks her into the eyes and cups her cheek. "After all these days you didn't stop fighting and after these letters you didn't stop smiling." She feels her heart flutter at his words, he really is the best man, she'd ever have. "Because of you." She smiles lovingly.

He smiles lovingly as well and leans in kissing her lovingly and gently as he caresses her cheek. He hugs her close, while he kisses her softly. She smiles against his lip, caressing his chest gently. He pulls away a moment later, smiling at her as she pecks his nose.

Jensen switches the TV on and they watch the TV show, they've been watching for a while. After 2 or 3 hours of watching TV she gets up. "Hey, where you're going?" He asks with a pout and reaches for her wrist gently."Uh honey, did you check the time? We have a dinner at your parents' today and maybe we should get going." He pulls her close to himself.

"But I want to stay here with you. In bed." He whispers into you her, she swears she could hear a smirk in his voice. "Jensen I'd love to, but we promised to your parents, that'll we be there." She says smiling. He pouts and gives in before the two of them get ready for the dinner at his parents' place.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 17

warnings: rude!alan, Jensen’s mom is a sweetheart, hurt!reader, crying, angry!Jensen

word count: 1,887

A/N: sorry for being so inactive loves, but I have Covid and wasn’t feeling so well

They arrive at his parents' house, Jensen parks in the driveway and she gets out of the car.

"Okay, I don't know why, but I'm kinda nervous." She says with a nervous and awkward laugh. "Why that?" He asks with a small frown.

"You know, they love you." He adds softly. She gives him a weak smile and he takes her hand and leads her to the front door.

He rings the doorbell and his mom Donna opens it. "Oh gosh, y/n. So good to see you." She says happily and she smiles slightly at her, then Donna pulls her into a warm hug. She hugs Donna back as well, feeling calm as Donna rubs her back. She quashes Y/N's cheek gently before pulling away to give her son a hug as well. "Now, come in." She says happily and gestures them in. They follow her into the living room to greet Mac and Josh.

"Y/n so good to see you, really." He gives her a reassuring smile. Is it that obviously that I'm nervous? "Guys, dinner is served." Donna says softly and they all go into the dining room. Y/N sits down next to Jensen and Mac. Josh, Donna and Alan across from them.

The food always smells so good, Y/N loves her cooking. "Donna the food smells so good." Y/N says happily with a smile, while Donna places the food on the table.

"Thanks sweetie." She says squeezing your shoulder and sits down.

Everyone starts putting food on their plates, after that they begin eating. "Why are you back with my son although you cheated on him?" Alan suddenly speaks up and Y/N chokes on her food. "Wh-What?" She asks in shock with wide eyes and looks at Jensen, who's eyes are widened as well.

"Dad, seriously?" Jensen says with a clenched jaw. "I'm just asking, I don't want my son to be with someone who's cheating on him." Alan says with shrug. "Okay, wow, Alan I thought we both were happy that they're back together." Donna shakes her head in disbelief, feeling slightly ashamed.

Y/N looks at Jensen to see how disappointed he is of his father. She doesn't know, if she should leave or stay. She's also hurt about how his father is thinking of her. Did Jensen never tell them the truth?

Maybe Jensen and she shouldn't be back together- "Dad." Jensen says firmly and rips her out of her thoughts, making her blink. "She never cheated on me." "It's that what she's telling you?" Those words hit more than she thought.

"That's enough!" Mac shouts at Alan. "Honey, please stop crying." Donna says and stands up from her chair. Y/N hasn't even realized that tears have welled up in her eyes. Donna walks behind her and pats her shoulders gently.

"Everything will be fine, I absolutely support your relationship with Jensen." She whispers into her ear and hugs her from behind. "Dad, I love her! She was and is the only one that makes me happy." Jensen says firmly and honestly. "I know that." Donna says softly and puts her other hand on Jensen's shoulder.

"At least one of my parents." Jensen scoffs in disbelief. "Joanna was better for you." Alan says and looks coldly at Y/N. "That's enough!" Jensen and Donna say. Jensen stands up and throws his napkin on the plate in anger.

"I'm sorry mum, I'm not hungry anymore." He says with an apologetic smile and goes into the backyard to get some fresh air. Leaving her all alone. Great. "Dad what is wrong with you? I- we thought you like her." Josh says confused. "I do, but after what she did to him." "You want to know the truth?" Y/N speaks up and everyone looks at her. Tears streaming down her cheeks. "I already know the truth." He says while eating a piece of his food.

"I think you don't." Mac says. "Honey speak." Donna says. "I made mistakes, that's true. I'm not gonna deny that. At this time, when Jensen and I broke up, it wasn't feeling right anymore and I didn't think we should stay together anymore. It felt like a must, because of the press and the internet. We didn't see each other often, but-but I loved and still do love him...so much. I've never cheated on him, yes I met someone, but we never kissed or had sex. Nothing. I felt unwanted and unneeded-" She rambles on and chokes on a sob.

"She felt that way because of me." Jensen interrupts her, leaning against the doorframe. "But you were going to purpose to her, didn't you?" Alan asks with a frown. "Yeah, but I didn't notice how I made her feel or how I treated her I was most of the time irritated about everything. I noticed that after she told me that she wanted to end the relationship. She went to this guy, yes it's true, but it was after everything ended." Jensen continues. "To be honest, at first I thought she cheated on me, but Jared and Gen told me about everything, after I kept saying she betrayed me. When you know Jared and Gen, you know, they never lie."

"But when you felt this way-" he looks at her "-why are you back together?" Alan asks confused. "I got a job offer of Supernatural. When started I thinking about Jensen then, I realized I still had feelings for him. I thought I was over him, but I wasn't. Jensen and I met up and talked about everything. While we talked about everything, I noticed that it still feels like those years ago. He told me, he never stopped loving me. That's when we decided we should give us another try." She explains and looks at her hand in her lap.

"But it's okay, if you still don't trust me."

"Look, I'm really sorry-" She looks up and doesn't trust her ears as she hears him apologizing "-I-I didn't know the truth. I thought it was because our son-" he points at Jensen "-told us so."

"Hey, it's not his fault. Who would ever thought they would get back together?" Josh asks.

"Exactly, nobody." He adds. "Also Dad, since when do you believe in rumours from the press?" Josh asks with a raised eyebrow. "I really don't know." Alan says rubbing his temple,

Donna and the rest look at Alan, while Y/N looks at her hands. 'Now apologize.' Donna mouths to him. "Y/N, I guess I have to apologize." "You guess?" Jensen scoffs.

"It's okay, I guess I would have reacted the same way." She says with a weak smile. "Really? So you're not mad at me?" He asks. "No, already forgotten." She looks at her hands before giving Alan a weak smile. Jensen gazes at her, knowing she's lying.

He knows, it's definitely not okay. She's hurt, but he also knows she respects his parents. She would never say anything, that's rude or inappropriate. "Okay, the good vibes are gone now." Mac chuckles. "Seems like that." Y/N smiles at her. "Mum, thanks for dinner, but I think it's better when y/n/n and I leave now." Jensen says softly.

"Thanks Donna." Y/N says softly and hugs her, Josh and Mac. "I hope we see us next time under better circumstances." Donna says softly while they're making their way down the hallway to the front door. Y/N gives her a small smile. "Bye." She says one last time, before leaving the house and entering the car. Jensen does the same. Before he starts the car he looks at her and searching for her eyes, but she avoids looking at him. "You're okay?" "Yeah." She brushes it off.

"Can we just head home?" She adds. He doesn't say anything and starts the engine in response.

During the drive home they don't talk much, it's a real odd situation. "Can you stop being so...quiet?" He says while they arrive at their driveway. "Jens, what do you expect from me?" She looks at him for the first time and unbuckles her seatbelt. "I-I don't know, that you're not mad at me?" She sighs and reaches for his hand.

"Jay, I know it's not your fault we both thought both your parent are okay with that. Your mom was-is, but your dad-" she takes her hand away and looks at her lap "-your dad isn't okay with that. Yeah, maybe he apologized, but he sees me as the bitch, who cheated on his son. It hurts, that your dad doesn't like me anymore. It's an odd situation, Jensen. You know the truth and you also know I love you so so much, but maybe I am not the-"

"The right woman for me?" He scoffs and completes her sentence. "Yeah, I don't wanna be a wife, your dad doesn't like. It-it-" she chokes on a sob "-it breaks my heart even thinking about that, we just-" she's interrupted by Jensen's lips on hers. His hands cup her face and kisses her gently as her hand find its place on his neck.He stops and rests his forehead against hers.

"Please don't say that, I- I don't want to loose you ever again. Never." She looks into his green orbs and can't help but smile. "My mom, sister and brother are happy for me and to be honest for me it's more important, that my mom supports us than my father." He shrugs and smiles at me.

"Y/n/n, I love you more than everything. Since I got you back I'm the happiest man alive. You're the woman I want to marry, to have kids, a family with." He gives her a gentle kiss on the cheek. "Are you really sure about that I am the right one?" She asks him just above a whisper. "Don't you ever doubt that. You're making me a lucky man." He says with a laugh. She smiles slightly.

"Let's finally head inside." He adds and brings her hand to his lips and kiss it softly. She gets out of the car and walks to the front door. Jensen unlocks the door and she steps in. She kicks her shoes off, before both go upstairs into the bedroom, she changes into some comfy clothes and lies down on the bed.

He lies down next to her and looks at her with a frown. "About what are you thinking?" He asks. "About a lot-" she cuddles into his chest and he wraps his arm around her waist "-about what happened, about-" she lets out a sob "-about that fans hate me for being with you, these letters, the girl on the airport, about what has happened an hour ago. It's-" she takes a deep breath "it's too much to handle for me lately." She cries into his chest and fist his t-shirt in her hand. "Shhh." He strokes her head gently.

He hates seeing her this way, after a few minutes she cried herself to sleep. He takes his phone from the nightstand and opens Twitter. He has enough of how she's feeling, she's been treated like shit, although she hasn't done anything.

He tweets:

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An Actress Life - Chapter 18

warnings: language, slight angst, nervous!jensen

word count: 1,852

A/N: sorry for not posting anything for so long, but I’ve had a lot going on and I just started a new job, so things are a little messy right.

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Since Jensen tweeted a month has passed, a quiet month. Most fans accepted his decision and stopped being rude. Of course there still were some 'fans' that keep hating her and everything she posts.

But she started to give a fuck about that, everything has calmed down. She's quite happy about that. "Hey, you're ready?" Jensen interrupts her thoughts. "Yeah." She says finishing packing her suitcase.

They're gonna make their way to the airport because Jensen's finally meeting the rest of her family. Her mom and sister will come with them. She walks downstairs, struggling with her suitcase, Jensen laughing at her. "What?" She asks rolling her eyes.

"Nothing, it's-" he cant help but laugh "-it's just how it looked like." "Wow thank you, you could have helped me." She roll her eyes playfully.

"Nonetheless-" he laughs "-the cab is waiting so lets go, do you have everything? Passport, phone, important-" She's looking through her purse "-documents, everything we need?" He asks curiously. She finds everything. "Yeah, got all we need." She smiles at him and walks into the hallway.

She puts her shoes and jacket on, Jensen follows her. She bends down to lace her shoes as Jensen slaps her ass. "Hey!what was that for?" She exclaims. "It was a good opportunity, I couldn't help it." He shrugs and smirks. She rolls her eyes at him, grinning slightly. She walks through the door before locking the door, then she puts your suitcases into the trunk of the cab, getting into the cab.

"I'm so happy to finally see grandma." She says happily after they met her sister and mother. "Jensen are you excited?" her mother asks, while they enter the airport. "He's been talking for a week about that trip." Y/N answers with a smirk and Jensen blushes slightly, looking at the ground. Her mom laughs slightly, "Well, I'm happy you're coming with us." She tells Jensen and Jensen gives her a shy smile.

"But now we should get going to our gate." Y/N's sister says. They walk to their gate and wait for about 20 minutes. "Do you think your family will like me?" Jensen whispers in her ear.

"Yes, Jensen. They're all as excited as you are. You'll meet my cousins, they're all easy-going so don't worry, baby." She assures him and kisses his cheek.

"Flight 3256 to Warsaw." A woman calls out and they all get up from their seats.

18 hours later...

"In a few minutes we're going to land in Warsaw, Poland so please buckle your seatbelts again." the stewardess says. Y/N looks to her right to find a sleeping Jensen. His head on her shoulder, just looking so adorable.

"Hey Jensen baby-" She says gently stroking his cheek "-wake up we're landing." He grasps your arm, "Some more minutes." He says sleepy and she can't help but smile. "Jensen we're landing in Poland." His eyes shot immediately open "I'm awake." He almost exclaims and Y/N laughs smiling lovingly at him.

"Oh you're awake." Her mom says. "Yeah, I'm awake for an hour." She tells her mom. "You're excited to see granny?" "Yes, it's been too long, 2 years, since I've seen her the last time." "I've been there last year and she's not really doing good, y/n. Her leg is getting more and more worse and she won't be able to walk anymore." Y/N's sister says.

"Yeah, I know you told me about that. She's 86 years old. She isn't that young anymore-" Y/N smiles weakly "-but Caroline is helping her and Adam too." "Who are Adam and Caroline?" Jensen whispers into her ear. "These two are my cousins, I've grown up with.-" She smiles at him "-You will get to know them in a few."

The plane is landing and everyone is starting getting their things. She undoes her seatbelt and take her things. She gets up stretching herself as the others do the same.

"Y/N/N by the way how long will you two stay?" "Why are you asking me this now?" Y/N asks with a laugh. "Okay, that was rude of me." Her sister says laughing awkwardly.

"But I think for one or two weeks, because Jensen wanted to show me some of his favourite places in Europe and we have this convention in Rome in a few weeks, so we'll see." She looks at Jensen and he looks at her with a smile. "So let's get out of here." Her mom says. They all nod and leave. Y/N gets her luggage and looks for her cousins to pick them up.

She goes through the crowd to finally find her cousin Adam.

AN: you have to imagine everything later on with 'your' grandma is in polish, but of course everything will be written in English. So 'your' cousins can speak English.

He spots her and rushes to her, he says nothing and just pulls her into a tight hug.

"I missed you so much and I'm so happy to see you after so long." He says while hugging her. "I missed you and I'm happy too." She says softly.

She pulls away so that her mom and sister can greet and hug him as well as Jensen stands there awkwardly.

"So Adam, uh this is my boyfriend Jensen, Jensen this is my cousin Adam." She smiles at Jensen to make him feel a little better.

"Jensen so nice to finally meet you, I've heard a lot about you." Adam says while shaking his hand. "Nice to meet you too." Jensen says with a polite smile. "Okay, fine let's go I want to get some rest." Y/N says with a small laugh and Jensen takes her hand. They walk to the car, get their luggage into the trunk and get inside the car.

They drive 30 minutes to her grandma's house. "I missed this place." Y/N says when they get out and after closing the door.

"So many memories." Her sister adds.

"Yeah." Y/N smiles at her. She walks to the trunk to open it and get her luggage out.

Her mom, sister and Adam already are walking in. "You're coming?" Her mom asks.

"Yeah, just a minute." She smiles at her.

She nods and walks in. "Why aren't we walking in too?" He asks with a small frown. "Because-" she takes his hand and walks to a bench in the yard "-I want to let you know something." She says looking down.

"Why are looking down?" He asks and tilts his head in confusion. "You know my family here hasn't got much money, so please don't-"

"You-you really think I care about how much money or how perfect the house is?"

"No, it's just-"

"Babe-" he cups her cheek "-I would never judge it, it's okay." She nods with a small smile pecking his lips.

"But now-" she takes his hand and gets up from the bench "- let's head inside, I'm starving and I hope you will eat the food, because it's polish." She says with a small laugh. "I try." He says playfully .

They enter the house and take their shoes off.

She puts on some slippers and Jensen starts laughing  of her. "Why are you laughing?"

"These shoes are-" he stops when she gives him a pair as well. "Everyone is wearing them here, it's normal." She says hitting his chest. She walks l upstairs and into the kitchen.

"There you two are." Her sister says giving them both a reassuring smile. Her grandma gets up from her chair and she walks to her. "Granny sit down, you should rest." "Wow that's how great me?" She smiles.

"Of course not." She says softly and hugs her tightly.

"And who is that handsome man?" She says in polish and she can tell Jensen's feeling uncomfortably in his spot. She gives him a reassuring smile to show him everything is fine. "That's my boyfriend Jensen."

"Oh that one we all heard so much of." Y/N nods.

"He's kinda nervous, you know." Her sister laughs at her statement. "He doesn't have to." Her grandma says.

"Jensen this is my grandma." He reaches out his hand and her grandma shakes it. She smiles at him and he smiles back. She sits down at the table and Jensen right next to her, her mom next to her and her grandma, Adam and sister in front of her.

They all place some food on their plates and start eating. "Where are uncle Jack and aunt Monica?" Y/N asks her cousin curiously and her mom and sister look questioningly at him.

"They will be here tomorrow, they're taking care of some things in an another town."

"Oh okay." She smiles at him. They make some small talk, she tells them how Jensen and her got back together.

How everything went between them till now. She told them about her career and everything until her grandma comes up with the topic engagement, marriage and kids. "Grandma, we just got back to-"

"Yeah, but you two were three years together before and your love for each other hasn't changed." "Yeah that's true but we don't want to rush things." "Y/N/N you're 33 your biological clock is ticking and I want some grandchildren." Her mom suddenly speaks up.

"Oh no mom, please not that issue again." She says with a sigh and whine running a hand down her face.

"Just because we are all exhausted." Thank you.

"But now excuse me-us I'm exhausted i want to get some sleep. Where are the keys for the other house?" "It's in the kitchen." Adam tells her.

"Good night guys." She says softly with a smile as Jensen smiles at them and says good night as well. She heads into the kitchen to get the keys.

Jensen looks at her, "Why are you so annoyed?" He asks so softly his green orbs looking worriedly.

"It's just my mom-" she says while going downstairs "- she always starts with the issue marriage, kids my biological clock. Blabla." She steps through the front door outside.

Jensen looks at her, "Do you wanna get married and have kids?" She's been thinking about that for a few weeks. She would like to get married as fast as possible because she doesn't want to waste any time nor does she wants to wait much longer.

"Yeah, of course, but it just annoying that my mom brings it up every time. At every get together, ya know?" He nods. She walks to the car and get her bags out. Then she walks to the other house that is on the same property and she gets inside the other house. She shows Jensen around, giving him a quick tour.

She gets under the sheets. Looking at her phone, looking through Twitter, Instagram and Facebook. Jensen lays down next to her and she puts her phone on the nightstand.

He wraps his arm around her shoulder and she cuddle into his chest and falls asleep a moment later.

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I thought you never did… Chapter six

Warnings: smut, p in v, loss of virginity, language, jealous!Ryan, fluff, nervous!reader

words: 2.2k

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The alarm went off, causing you to stir, but Dean? Dean didn’t move a muscle. “Dean.” You mumbled sleepily, touching his shoulder gently, but he didn’t stir, you rolled your eyes already feeling annoyed. You kept shaking him, you already were more awake than he was. “What?” He mumbled sleepily, nuzzling into his blanket. “You gotta get up.” You said already annoyed as Dean checked his phone, “Oh shoot.” He said almost jumping out of bed, grabbing his clothes and taking them on, before rushing into the bathroom.

While he got ready in the bathroom, you turned around and fell asleep one more time until it was 11AM. When you woke up you heard Ryan and Sam talking about god knows what when you rubbed your eyes tiredly. You got up adjusting your hoodie and joggers when you walked past them, mumbling a small good morning before disappearing into the bathroom.

You walked into the kitchen after to grab a glass of water when you noticed how messy Dean’s kitchen looked like. You chewed on your lip thinking it only would be fair if the three of you cleaned the mess up. “Hey guys.” You said when you plopped down next to Ryan. “Hey.” Sam said with a smile. “Did you sleep well?” You nodded with a smile. “Dean almost slept in and got late for work.” You said with a small laugh as the guys laughed too.

“Well…that’s just Dean.” Sam said with a laugh as Ryan nodded in agreement. You let out a small laugh, too. “Sooo…” You spoke up a moment later and the guys looked up from their phones. “Maybe we should clean up the kitchen after Dean made dinner yesterday?” You suggested since you thought it’d be just fair towards Dean. Your mom always taught you to be a good guest and clean up after messes you were involved in, like the dinner the day before.

“Why?” Ryan whined which made you frown a bit, not liking when someone’s lazy as fuck, but expecting to stay at a friends place for granted is just rude. “Because Dean made dinner, lets us stay here for /free/ and it’s kinda least we can do.” You said with a shrug. “I agree.” Sam said knowing his brother sometimes is just…overwhelmed with doing the dishes and cleaning up in general.

“Then come on, Ryan. Don’t be a whiny bitch.” You said playfully as Ryan rolled his eyes and got off the couch he and Sam were sleeping on. You and the guys walked into the kitchen und started doing the rest of dishes, wiping the stove and vacuuming the whole apartment.

When Dean came home he was surprised to find his apartment so cleaned up and tidily. “Thanks guys.” Dean said with a smile. “It’s all Y/N’s fault,” Sam said playfully. “Ryan didn’t even want to help at first.” You said with a raised eyebrow as Ryan shrugged. “But in the end I helped, that’s what matters.” He said and Dean nodded in agreement. “Yup, exactly.” Dean said with a smile.

To be honest the day was pretty similar to the day before, just that Dean got really drunk that day and the two of you ended up cuddling on his couch…in front of his brother and best friend. Sam and Dean already talked about you and how Dean felt about you, but he didn’t talk to Ryan about. Dean mentioned a few times that you’re really cute and pretty, but nothing more.

Ryan kinda was…don’t know how to say it…crushing on you too. Seeing you there with Dean and not him kinda made him jealous. Every time you were laughing about something stupid Dean said, he wanted you to laugh about something he said, too. You eventually did sometimes but not as much as you did laugh about Dean’s words.

While Dean was smiling drunkly at you, you returned the smile adoringly since he looked really cute and just soft.

When Dean looked at you, he felt so…calm and comfortable. He didn’t even feel that way with Kira, he liked holding you in his arms and he liked being in yours. And that just within 24 hours of seeing each other in real life. There’s was just something special about you, he couldn’t quite place it.

“I think it’s time for you to go to bed.” You told Dean softly and he smiled drunkly at you. “With you?” He asked hopefully. You nodded, “Yes, with me.” You told him with a small laugh as you got off his couch. He smiled happily yet drunkly as you helped to get up in his current state. You two walked into his bedroom and lied him down on his side of the bed.

Sam already was soundly asleep when you walked into the bedroom and Ryan told you guys, he was going to get some sleep too eventually. You closed the door of Dean’s bedroom before you lied down next to Dean. He smiled lazily at you, you returned the smile getting comfortable in his bed. He wrapped his arms around you snuggling you close as he admired you. When you looked at him you couldn’t help but blush as he cupped your cheek.

He leaned in and placed his plump and soft lips on yours, your eyes immediately fluttered close. That’s the moment you were thinking about for…days, what no, MONTHS. You melted into his touch and kissed him back as his lips started moving against yours. He kissed you so gently and softly as he placed his hand on your back under your hoodie. You blushed deeply when you felt his hand under your hoodie, a boy never has touched you there before so it was definitely something new for you.

You hesitantly drove your hand through his soft and curly hair he sighed against your lips as he started kissing you rougher and hungrier. He suddenly felt so hungry kissing you. You sighed when he placed his hands on your ass and gave it a firm squeeze. You suddenly felt the arousal between your legs increase, which didn’t surprise you to be honest. Dean was a pretty good-looking and handsome guy which used to be your type. Even tho you never had sex, which Dean didn’t know since you decided to lie about it, you touched yourself, a lot. You imagined a lot how a guy would touch and make you feel. Your friends always told you about how sex feels and how good it is and makes them feel. Honestly you kinda were jealous and wanted to have sex too you were the only person with 18-years that still was a virgin.

Right then, you were so ready to have sex with Dean, you finally wanted to experience how it feels. He pulled away from the kiss his lips swollen from making out with you still caressing the valley of your right breast. “I really want to have sex with you.“ He eventually breathed out as he couldn’t help but squeeze your breast firmly. You bit your lip at the feeling since a guy, a guy, finally squeezed your breast and not your own hand. “Me too.“ You breathed out. “But I’m scared.“You whispered quietly. “Why?“ He asked with a small worried frown. “Because it’s been some time since I had intercourse with anyone.“ You lied.

“Okay.“ He says softly and kissed your head. “We don’t have to.“ He says softly. “But I really want to.“ You told him honestly. “Really?“ He asked and you nodded. He leaned in once more and kissed you hungrily as he squeezed your breast firmly. You sighed when you felt your nipples stiffening. Dean grinned against your neck when he felt your hard nipple poke his palm.

You two continued making out and ripping your clothes from each other. When you were naked Dean pulled away from the heated kiss to look for a condom. He sighed when he didn’t find one in his nightstand and got off the bed. You noticed his hard boner showing through his boxers when you covered yourself with the blanket since it was a bit cold inside his room.

Dean mostly cursed to himself when he didn’t find one and went into the bathroom. He sighed happily when he found one in there. He quickly left the bathroom passing two sleeping forms.

You blushed deeply when he entered the bedroom, closing the door quietly behind him. He pulled his boxers down and gave his cock a few pumps before tearing the wrapping open with his teeth, holding the wrapper between his teeth when he rolled the rubber onto his cock.

Your eyes went so wide when you noticed how big and thick his cock was. The arousal between your legs grew even more, your cunt was betraying you, it was more than ready to suck his cock in.

Dean smiled at you lying down next to you. He kissed you deeply and hungrily when he got on top of you spreading your legs gently, your body obeyed almost immediately doing what Dean wants.

Dean placed one of digits on your clit groaning softly against your lips as he noticed how wet your mound was before he began to circle your clit gently. You moaned softly into his mouth at how different it felt when someone else then yourself did it.

To be honest you were a nervous wreck but you were more excited than nervous. You were so excited about experiencing sex for the first time, will it be like everyone told you? Will it be good or better? Or will it be horrible and hurtful? One of your friends told you it hurt so bad, she started crying. You swallowed hard at the thought as Dean positioned his cock at your entrance.

Dean entered you in one swift move, having no problem since you were so wet. You closes your eyes expecting a lot of pain, but honestly? You didn’t feel any pain, you felt kinda full? But in a good way. Dean grabbed your right boob firmly as he started moving almost immediately making you bite your lip at how good it felt. “Feel good?” He asked between breaths. “Yeah.” You suddenly moaned, feeling your cheeks flush in a deep red at the sound you made.

He kissed you hungrily as he moved even faster inside you making you moan against his lips. This was even better than your stupid imaginations and your own hand and fingers. This was real.

He circled your clit fast and harshly, you moaned quietly when you felt close. Dean kinda feeling out of breath as he quickens his movements. You felt an orgasm approach, but this one was going to be different. The one you felt coming seemed more intense. When you moaned his name your eyes rolled back in euphoria and your back arched off the bed. Dean groaned at the feeling of your pussy clenching around his dick. The sounds you made, let him cum immediately.

You needed some time to calm down after Dean pulled out. He looked at the ceiling slightly grinning to himself. He looked at you with a smile pulling you into his arms. The feeling of holding you made the moment a hundred times better. He snuggled you rubbing your arm gently.

The next morning kinda was weird, you felt so…different? You lost your virginity and had sex for the first time! For you it was so different, you just couldn’t place it.

Dean and you shared a lot of smiles during breakfast, Sam and Ryan seemed to notice. Ryan felt jealous about the way you looked at Dean, but Sam? Sam was happy that you two kinda figured something out between the two of you.

All of you hung out for a few hours before it was time for you to go to the train station and drive home. “Thanks for the weekend.” You said to them with a gentle smile when they waited with you for the train. “It was really nice meeting you.” Sam says happily and you smiled at him nodding. “You too.” You said softly before you glanced at Dean. Still processing that you’re no virgin no more.

The system announced that your train would get there any second, “So that’s goodbye.” Ryan said with a smile. “Yeah.” You pulled Dean into tight hug in a rush, not hugging the others as you saw your train. “Bye!” You called towards them before getting inside the train.

Sam laughed a bit at that watching you leave, not minding that you didn’t hug him, but Ryan? He was fucking jealous of Dean, not understanding what Dean had that he didn’t. He glared madly at Dean before watching you taking your seat.

You waved at them happily before the train drove off making Dean smile adoringly at you. Ryan noticed the smile frowning slightly and knowing something happened between the two of you, but he knew he’d find out eventually.

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An Actress Life - Chapter 19

warnings: implied smut, fluff, drunk!jensen

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She slowly stirred awake because Jensen decided to kiss her neck causing her eyes to flutter open, humming slightly. "Morning." He mumbled still kissing her neck. "Morning." She mumbles back, pushing him slightly away from her, because she knows what he's up to.

"What?" He mumbles innocently looking right into her eyes with his green and beautiful orbs.

"You know we're not alone, my mom and sister are just down the hall." She told him with a raised eyebrow.

"Your mom came in 10 minutes ago and said that she and your sister have to take care of something." He said and started kissing her neck. Again. "Ok wow, you really horny." She said jokingly humming slightly.

"I don't know-" he looks at you "-when I get the chance to eat that delicious pussy of yours again." He smirked and disappeared under the blanket.

"Y/N, Jensen we're home and brought some breakfast." Her mom called from downstairs about 20 minutes later.

"Oh shit." She mumbled out of breath after having a great orgasm. "Yeah, we will be down in a few!"

She called back and got out of bed with shaky legs to grab her clothes. She took them on quickly before throwing his clothes at Jensen. He took his clothes on as well before the the two of them walked downstairs.

"Why did you two take so long?" Her sister asked, when Jensen and Y/N entered the kitchen.

"Maybe, because I woke up just a few minutes before you two came back." She said and grabbed a mug filling it with some fresh brewed coffee before taking a large sip. Jensen sat down next to her with his mugs smirking at her. She kicked his leg under the table and looked at him with wide eyes to indicating him to shut up.

"Jensen how was your first night here in Poland?" Y/N's mom asked softly a gentle smile resting on her lips. "It was good, I guess." He smirked at her and she kicked his leg. Again. But her mom and sister didn't notice. "What are the plans for today?" She asked her mom.

"Well, your sister and I were getting some groceries for the family get together." She told them as Jensen looked at Y/N, confusing her slightly. "Ooh, yes, the get together." Y/N said and nodded smiling at her mom. "Don't get too drunk like you did two years ago." Her sister laughed and Y/N shot her a glare.

"Really funny, sister-heart." Y/N glared rolling her eyes at her and her sister kept laughing. "Anyways,-" Their mom rolled her eyes at them before looking at Jensen "-I hope you can drink a lot of-" her mom motioned to the bottle of alcohol "-this." She said with a small grin.

Jensen looked at Y/N and she gave him an apologetic look. "Yeah I guess so." She started giggling a bit.

"There's a good, a really good memory." Y/N said with a loud laugh.

Flashback

Jensen and Y/N went to a birthday party, when they were about a year together. They went to the party played some party games and Jensen drank a lot, maybe even a bit too much. She had to help him to walk and she also had some drinks, but not as much as he did.

Luckily, they just had to walk 10 minutes to their place, but it took more than 10 minutes. They needed about an hour to walk to the flat Jensen and she just got. About a few minutes he stopped walking.

"Since we-we're in a relationship and that you have already seen my little friend down there-" he pointed at his cock. "-it's totally okay I pee in front of you." He slurred and unbuckled his belt and pants. "Jensen," She said laughing.

He didn't care that he peed on a car. "You're peeing on a car!" She exclaimed with a loud laugh. "Yeah, it's a really nice car and I wanted to mark it like a dog." He slurred with a shrug. "Oh you're a dog now?" "No." He slurred with a pout and pulled his boxers and pants back on, but struggled, because he was stumbling a bit. "Y/n, can you help me? I think my belt it's broken or something." He looked at his belt and back at her. She couldn't help but laugh.

"Of course the belt is broken." She said sarcastically, laughing and buckled his belt. Then she walked in front of him, she turned around and didn't see him, that he was talking toward a stop sign because it was in his way.

"Get out of my way." He yelled at the sign. She jumped slightly at his yelling and turned around seeing he was talking to a fucking stop sign.  She took out her phone and filmed it, because she had to send this Gen and Jared. "Get the fuck out of my way." Jensen yelled again.

"I'm Dean Winchester so get away!" and then it was getting embarrassing, because the few people who'd were on the streets that night started looking weird at him. Y/N pulled him from the sign away and they walked home.

The next day she showed him the video, he was like, I wasn't myself, I was drunk. He felt embarrassed, about his encounter with the stop sign. Plus, she was laughing so hard.

Flashback end

"What kind of memory?" Y/N's sister asked curiously. "I don't want to embarrass him in front of you, I just say there was a birthday par-" he choked on his food. "-ty."

"Oh good you remember, honey." Y/N smirked at him. "And no more people need to know that." He mumbles. "It's already embarrassing enough, that Jared, Gen and Misha know that video." "Wait there's a video?" Her mom asked surprised.

"Yeah, a really good one." She laughed and played with her food.

"I just hope he's not going to end like this." Her mom said sarcastically, as Y/N patted Jensen's back. He just shot her a glare and she grinned at him. She finished eating and went alone to their room, because Jensen wanted to ask her sister something.

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"What did you want to ask me?" she asks him.

"(Y/m/n), can you join us? I also wanted to ask you something." "Is everything alright?" her sister asks him.

"Yeah, everything's alright. I'm just planning on doing something and wanted to ask you for your opinion and help." He said while playing with the ring box in his pocket.

"Spill it." Her sister says as he's getting a bit nervous, he put the velvet box out of his pocket and revealed the ring to them. "You don't." They both said. "And-" he started but cut off almost immediately. "Of course you have my blessing." her mom told hun and looked at the ring. "It's beautiful and I just know she'll like it."

"Really?" He asked shyly and maybe even unsure.

"Of course." her sister squeezed his shoulder assuringly, letting him know everything's gonna be alright. "So what do you need our help for?"

"Are there any places she likes here?"

"Yeah, there's a lake, just 10 minutes from here." her sister smiles at Jensen. "When do you want to ask her?" Her sister asked curiously.

"To be honest? Right now. But I'm really unsure if I'm not rushing anything." "I think you're not rushing anything-" her mom speaks up. "-you two know and love each other for so long now. Just some bad and stupid things happened, but that's life." She gave him a reassuring smile.

"You know it would be cool, if you two got engaged, before all of the family get here." her sister said excitedly, making Jensen kinda even more nervous. "But it's your choice and don't worry, most of them speak English." Her mom told them gently. "I was thinking the same, it would be a great announcement. Even tho I had other plans. " He said happily.

"What did you have got for plans?"

"I wanted to propose to her in Italy or Amsterdam. I planned a little trip through Europe." "Wow, that's really romantic. But you can still do this trip, you know that?"

"But I think it will be more special and unique if you propose to her at a place she loves more than everything and she knows so well." her mom spoke up.

"You're right." He smiles at her and thanked them before disappearing upstairs. He smiles as he saw her watching TV not understanding a word, but thinking it sounds funny tho.

"Hey babe, you wanna go for a walk?" He asked her softly. "Sure, there's a lake, I really like." She smiles at him. Great. He thought, just where he wanted to go.

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The girl from London

Summary: Y/N is a British interior designer and architect who works for a company that has its headquarters in London but is well known in the US. So Jensen wants to surprise his parents and build them a new house at their favourite spot. When he meets her, it’s hard to listen to her when she talks about the design she’s planned, because other things about her seem more interesting.

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x female!reader

Warnings: fluff, sexual content, smut, p in v, unprotected sex (wrap it up guys)

“The architect really did a good, didn’t they?” Y/N says as she walks around the empty house admiring how it looks. “They definitely did.” Jensen says as he smiles at her. She took a look at the yard, her lip twitching slightly since in her opinion it looks horrible. “You also want me to redecorate the garden?” She asks curiously and politely. Jensen looks outside as well noticing how…how empty and boring it seems. “I’d like that.”

Y/N takes out her laptop to open up the program that helps her visualise her ideas for the interior design. “Do your parents have a special wish or taste?” She asks him curiously. Jensen watches her lips move more focusing on her accent than the words she’s actually saying. “Sorry what?” He shakes his head. “Do your parents have a special wish or taste?” She asks once more still politely because that’s what Britons are. “They like grey a lot.” He says as he thinks, if he’s being honest he has no clue what their taste is, that’s why he hired a freaking professionell. But how can she know? She doesn’t know his parents.

She sighs softly, “Alright.” She says and starts clicking and tapping on her laptop just to show him a little example. Jensen nods as he looks at the little draft she made within a minute. “I like that and I’m sure they’ll like it too.” He says with a smile. She returns the smile and chews on her lip as she gets back to drafting the whole house.

Jensen can’t help but watch her, her glasses are probably the cutest and sexiest thing about her, make her seem so hot and innocent at the same time. The blouse she wears gives him a lot of imagination, her tits seem like they’re perfect for his hands and the skirt? Oh well…the skirt fits her curves so well he couldn’t stop staring at her ass when he was showing her around the house.

“That’s my first draft.” She says a couple of minutes later. He blinks stopping himself from checking her out too much. He nods and looks at her laptop feeling quite impressed with her. She only needed like what, ten minutes maybe? And it’s looks awesome and comfy. A home he knows, his parents will love, especially his mom. His mom has a weak spot for little decorations and details and Y/N only showed him the future living room.

“If you want to change anything, please let me know.” She says softly as Jensen looks through the draft. “It’s awesome.” He says in awe. “Maybe Just the bed could be a different one.” He mumbles distractedly as he keeps looking at the different rooms. “Of course.” She nods and shows him different kinds of beds.

A few weeks later after meeting due to Y/N’s work Jensen finally brings up the courage to finally ask her out after drooling every time seeing and crushing on her. “Hey Y/N.” He says and she looks up from her laptop giving him a gentle smile. “Hey Jens.” She says softly.

If we’re being honest, she is crushing on him, too. But he’s her client, right? But she’s not from here, so no one would find out? Wrong. He’s a fucking actor, of course it would come out eventually, and when her boss will find out, oh well. Y/N chill out, nothing happened. She scolds herself mentally.

He smiles nervously at her, “So…uh, you wanna Hoyt for dinner…with me?” He asks hesitantly and even more nervously. And is he..blushing? She doesn’t know because she’s feeling pretty hot herself, the, the Jensen Ackles really just asked her out, has he?

“I’d love to!” She blurts out before she can change her mind, she’s only going to stay for one more week, so fuck it. But Jensen doesn’t know that she’ll be leaving in a week, otherwise he wouldn’t have asked her out.

He blushes deeply and smiles shyly, “I’m glad.” He says, feeling like a teenager all over again. I’m fucking 34, so get your shit together, Ackles, he thought.

She smiles with the same deep blush, thinking about how cutes he’s acting around her. “Me too. Pick me up at 7?” She asks him softly since she was about to finish work for the day. “Definitely.” He breathes out with a happy smile. Like a teenage boy. He cant believe, she said yes, and she can’t believe, he literally just asked her out, the guy she thought was the most handsome and cutest American guy she’s met. And she has met many American guys. They’re not comparable to the British men. But Jensen’s been a sweet and absolutely nice guy.

“See you then.” She says softly and kisses his cheek before disappearing, biting her lip as she gets more excited about her evening. Dean just stands there dumbfounded rubbing his cheek, like a teenage boy in some movie.

Dinner was great, even more than great, they laughed a lot and he learned so many new things about her. The thing he likes about her the most is probably her smile or her humour. She was so much fun talking to. The way she talks still fascinates him, her accent is so beautiful, kinda making her even more special than she already is to him.

“There we are,” She says as they get to the apartment complex she’s been living in for the past two months. Yes, it took Jensen two months to asks her out. She looks at the apartment building, not wanting the night to end so soon. “Do you wanna come up to my place?” She hears herself asking without thinking about it. His smile widens since he didn’t want the night to end so soon as well, “Sounds like a great plan.” He says as he takes her hand in his again, making her blush slightly.

If Jensen’s being honest, he really really likes her. He’s kinda falling for her, because she’s probably the nicest woman besides his mom. She’s so polite, it’s almost strange. Even his mom already likes her. His mom has already met her, because he kept talking about her and he kinda…slipped, ruining the surprise. Not that his parents weren’t happy, they were, his mom even started crying, but he wanted to surprise them when it’s done. It’s too late now anyway.

Y/N leads him inside her little apartment and Jensen smiles, since as soon as he enters her place her scent fills his nostrils. “Looks nice.” He comments softly as he enters. She smiles softly at him, “Thank you.” She says as he hangs up her coat. He smiles and takes his shoes and jacket off as well. “You want to drink something?” Y/N asks him as she leads him into the kitchen. “Maybe wine?” She suggests.

“Sure.” He says softly and smiles as she grabs two glasses. She fills the glasses with wine and smiles at him as he gets closer to her. She places the bottle of wine back on the counter as he stands in front of her. She looks up at him and smiles shyly, “Hey.” She whispers softly. “Hey.” He whispers back as he cups her cheek admiring how pretty and cute she looks in her glasses. She gets on her tiptoes as she closes the distance between them and presses her lips against his gently. He smiles against her lips as he kisses her softly.

Oh boy…the kiss feels much better than he has imagined, her lips are so soft almost pillowy. He pulls away a moment later resting his forehead against hers. “I’ve wanted to do that for weeks.” He whispers softly as he smiles with closed eyes. She smiles shyly, “Really? Me too.” She says softly. He smiles and pecks her lips one last time before sitting down on the couch in her living room. “This sofa is so comfy.” She says as she sits down. Even though she sits on it quite often, she likes the feeling of it. “I can agree on that.” Jensen says with a nod holding his glass before taking a sip and placing it on the coffee table.

“So how do you like it here?” He asks a few moments later smiling at her. “Here in the US?” She asks her accent coming through again. He nods and smiles softly. “It’s pretty great, I really like it here.” She says softly her smile faltering a bit as she thinks about that she has to leave in a week. Jensen frowns noticing slightly, “But?” He asks her softly.

She looks up from her glass, “I have to leave in a week.” She confesses finally. His eyes widen and he swallows hard, feeling his heart shatter into a thousand pieces. “What?” He breathes out, causing her to take deep breath. “My visa ends and I have to get back to work in London.” She says softly with a small smile, actually feeling sad about leaving. “Oh…” He mumbles sadly as he looks at his glass of wine. “I’m sorry, I probably should’ve mentioned it earlier.” She says with an apologetic smile and look.

“I-It’s okay.” He says with a kinda hurt smile. Every woman he likes or thinks is great, has to leave or isn’t interested in him. So that she has to leave now too, make him feel desperate since he really has hoped, especially tonight, that there could be more than a date, maybe a relationship. He sighs quietly to himself, since he really was looking for more with her. She notices how sad he looks, “I-I am really sorry, Jensen.” She says softly as she scoots closer wrapping her arms around him.

He hugs her back and captures her lips with hers, wanting to feel her close at least once before she slipping away from him, his dream girl. She kisses him back feeling just as sad as he does, because she really likes Jensen. He’s such an awesome guy and she really wants to know where their ‘thing’ would’ve led them. If she’s being completely honest with herself, there’s nothing that keeps her in London. Her brother lives in Australia, her mom’s travelling the world after her dad dies last year due to cancer and her friends? They’re all busy with being pregnant, taking care of their kids and being with their husbands. So? She’s just the workaholic who throws herself into work, because there’s no one waiting for her at home. But she’s being ridiculous now, if she immigrates to the US, she would have no job, apartment or money for the move.

His lips feel so incredibly good as she kisses him hugging him close as he pulls her on his lap making him sigh at the feeling of her so close to him. She feels perfect just in his arms already. He just wants to feel all of her at least once. His hands move smoothly over her back as she sighs against his lips caressing his chest gently.

He lowers her on the couch as he slowly gets on top of her kissing her gently yet passionately as he caresses her sides. Y/N wraps her arms around his neck as she pulls him closer to her sighing against his lips as she makes out with him lazily. No rush, just two people enjoying each other.

After making out for a while Jensen pulls away admiring her kiss swollen lips pecking them one last time, “Maybe we should take this to the bedroom.” He whispers softly as he caresses her cheek. She bites her lip and nods before getting up from the couch, turning the lights off in the living room and kitchen. She takes his hand in hers as she leads him to her bedroom. Jensen stops in the middle of her bedroom pulling her flush against him as he starts kissing her again caressing her cheek as Y/N slowly starts unbuttoning his shirt.

He helps her by shrugging it off his shoulders, leaving him shirtless. Y/N can’t help but stare at his abs and trace them with her finger tips, he just became twice as hot as he was before. He blushes a bit and lets out a small chuckle, “What?” She looks up at him with a smile, “You’re just really hot.” She breathes out and starts kissing him again. He blushes deeply, kissing her passionately as his hand reaches behind her back to unzip her dress. The dress falls to the ground. Jensen feels her naked tits suddenly brush against his chest and he cups one of her breasts squeezing firmly, twisting her nipple.

Their clothes are gone soon and they’re making out in her bed lazily, touching and exploring each other’s bodies. Jensen slowly gets on top of her whole making out with her and positions himself between her legs. “Is this okay?” He whispers against her lips and she smiles at how gentlemen-like he’s being. “Yeah.” She whispers softly and smiles against his lips when he kisses her again. He slowly enters her causing her to sigh at how good he feels inside her.

He kisses her neck gently as he lets her adjusts and starts moving a moment later, sighing at how well her pussy wraps around his cock. “F-Fuck.” He breathes out already feeling close at how good she feels and it’s been some time since he had a good pussy. She hums in response and wraps her legs around him, “Faster.” She breathes out. He doesn’t need to be told twice when he starts thrusting faster making her roll her eyes back at how good he feels.

They’re having sex for like two minutes and Y/N can tell it’s the best sex she’s ever had. Okay…she’s had sex with like…4 guys, so not so many, now 5 guys though. But Jensen’s been the best at foreplay and during sex. He found her clit immediately during making out and circled his finger right, not like the other guys who didn’t even found her clit.

Jensen sits up ok his knees and grabs her thighs firmly as he starts thrusting harder. She moans loudly when he starts pushing against her g-spot and her back arches off her bed. He groans at the sight of the face she’s making, you literally can see the pleasure written all over her face. He cups her tits squeezing them firmly as he thrusts even faster and harder, making her clench around his cock. “O-Oh,“ she moans as she feels the knot in her stomach tighten. Jensen groans since he’s been holding back since the moment he put his cock inside her.

He circles her clit and she moans his name softly at the feeling, moaning his name softly. Jensen feels his cock twitch at the sight of her and he’s trying so hard to not just cum inside her right then. He circles her clit a bit faster and Y/N feels her toes curl as she suddenly comes on his cock, squeezing so tight around his cock that it sends Jensen right over his edge with her. Her name slips from his mouth so soft it’s barely audible.

Panting fills the room as they both calm down from their highs smiling lazily at each other before Jensen pecks her lips softly. He gets off her and and plops down next to her pulling her tightly into his chest as he starts playing with her. He feels sad about that she’s really leaving so soon, for his liking it’s too soon he just wants her to stay in the States and not go back to stupid London.

There they are, at the airport, saying their goodbyes. Jensen’s gonna miss her so much that it already hurts just thinking about it. They’ve spent the last weeks having sex…a lot and spending every second with each other doing nice things together. So he’s gonna miss her, but he knows their little ‘thing’ won’t be more due to distance.

“You really need to leave?” Jensen asks softly as he squeezes her hand gently, watching and admiring her face one last time before he proudly won’t see her ever again. She gives him a gentle smile, “Unfortunately yes.” She says softly. The last few weeks there has been some thought on staying in the US, but it’s a big step she need to discuss with her mom when she’s back. Y/N really wants to stay, but now is not her time. She’s gonna miss Jensen a lot, he became so close to her in such a short time.

He pouts and sighs slightly, which causes her to pout back at him. “Unless you wanna bloody marry me.” She says playfully since she cants stay because her visa expires tomorrow. Jensen’s head perks up again, “I’ll do it!” He shoots causing Y/N to frown. “Bloody hell…what?” She stutters. “I’ll marry you right now.” He says. “Jensen, I was just kid-“ She starts. “I mean it.” He interrupts her. “You can’t do that.” She shakes her head. “Of course I can.” He tells her.

So what the fuck now?

A/N: Thanks for reading! Let me now in the comments what you think and if you want a part two!

Also thanks to Wayne for the dividers! <3 @waynes-multiverse

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