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โ ๐จ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฬ๐ ๐ฬ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐! ๐ต๐ฬ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฬ ๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐!
โซโฃ(โฯโ)โฃโฌ Liberte se das amarras do passado, do que te deixa triste, para baixo, รฉ hora de recomeรงar, com a cabeรงa erguida e a certeza de que a felicidade esta logo ali. Basta coragem de dar o primeiro passo. โซโฃ(โฯโ)โฃโฌ
๐ผิฬฎฬเฆ<๐>ิฬฎฬเฆ๐ผ O medo รฉ apenas uma ilusรฃo. Vocรช Pode ser maior que seu medo, Na vida aprendemos tudo, mais vencer o prรณprio medo รฉ nosso maior obstaculo. Venรงa. E sera o mestre do teu prรณprio medo. ๐ผิฬฎฬเฆ<๐>ิฬฎฬเฆ๐ผ
๏ฝก๏ฝฅ๏พโก๏พ๏ฝฅ๏ฝก๐นโด๏ธ [ Sou a essรชncia de uma pessoa com espirito de lobo. Vivo com garra e coragem, diante de minhas emoรงรตes, meus tormentos, meus sorrisos e minhas lagrimas. Nรฃo tente me desvendar, pode se surpreender. ] โด๏ธ๐น๏ฝก๏ฝฅ๏พโก๏พ๏ฝฅ๏ฝก
โโโงโ โฟโ โฆโโ Olhe para a Lua, a noite esta perfeita, รฉ hora dos lobos andar pela escuridรฃo tendo a Lua como sua รบnica companhia. ร hora de apagar o medo, tirar a tristeza de sua mente, resgatar a coragem perdida, buscar novos caminhos, e alcanรงar o raiar do Sol. Boa noite Lobitos e Lobitas รฉ hora de sair da toca para um banho ao luar โโโงโ โฟโ โฆโโ
โฟ.๏ฝก.:* โ::. "Nรฃo despreze o amor de um lobo, pois cada palavra, cada gesto tem um significado preciso . Que sรณ quem conhece sabe interpretar". .::.โ*.:๏ฝก.โฟ
๐ด๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฬ ๐๐๐๐ฬ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐,๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฬ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฬ. ๐ด๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฬ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฬง๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ฝ๐๐๐ฬ ๐๐ฬ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐.๐ช๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐, ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ฬ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐ต๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฬ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. ๐บ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฬง๐ฬ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฬง๐ฬ๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฬ. ๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐ฬ ๐ฬ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
๐ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฬง๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฬ ๐๐๐ฬ ๐๐๐ฬ... ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฬ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐...
"๐ฏ๐ฬ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฬ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฬ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฬ๐ , ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฬ๐๐๐." ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฬง๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐.
Slightly Busy + Stuff Update
I've been a bit busier lately since my classes are ending next month and projects/assignments have been showing up (also due to my "privacy" level being 0 because I don't exactly have my own private spot/room, still sharing with my bro and since he's been playing on my ps3 I can't do stuff like this because the tv is on one side of the bed, which means he sits next to me when he plays). I'll probably have something up later if I get the chance, which should be my "really late" colored version of Fernando and an oc request by a pal on Y!. I got the basic colors for both done, so all I need to do is maybe add a bit of shade. After that, I think I had 3 things from Y! and 1 from DA? I should really make a universal list (a note or whatever) to remind myself of these things.
About the college contest, I went ahead and emailed 'em that I would not be able to go to read mine because it was too early for me and I was never able to find a friend who was available to go in my place to read it for me. I'm not sure if they'll still give me the participation certificate, but oh well, I can hope that if they do it again next year that I at least have some time for it or it's moved to a later hour. My computer seems to be getting worse already, it's not that big of a problem (I can still use any free space to speed it up) but my left key doesn't work anymore (makes editing text a pain and to play sidescrolling games or stuff that uses it I need to connect other stuff as if they were gamepads). I'm still hoping that it can last me a while longer since I already got some stuff for my birthday, so if it dies I most likely won't be able to get a new one right away. To be honest, I'm lucky it still works because my bro spilled over some water on both it and my 3DS a few days ago... .__. I think that's what might have broken the left key completely but it's no use to blame him.
Anyway, this Saturday's my birthday, woohoo. Hope it's awesome, or that at least my friend is able to visit since he already moved. 8U I'll probably be playing all day or doing something, so I might not be on unless the opposite happens. Oh, and I guess I'll be opening my ask box thing so feel free to message, request, suggest, or ask stuff, whatever it is you do with that thing. XD And, if you know me on other sites and would like to chat or anything just send me a note or pm.
Status Update + Got a Summer Job
Note: I wrote this at home to have more time to do stuff when Iโd get on and make it easier for me to leave this post on certain sites.
I feel a bit stupid for not being able to get on after my last status post, so I thought itโd be better to let you guys know by now instead of waiting for the internet to get paid at my house (which keeps being put on hold due to a few reasons; some are stupid lol). I had a neck spasm for a week or so and had to take two pills; one of these had drowsiness as a side-effect, so I didnโt want to end up falling asleep at my aunts. At the same time, the doctor had given me some other stuff to take care of my skin (Iโll leave it at that) and I couldnโt be too long in the heat (I donโt think my aunt has a fan, so her house is usually hot, even at night). I keep forgetting to put on the stuff though, so treatmentโs going slow. After that, I took the driverโs license test and passed (the learnerโs one; it was my first time; I think I have to pick it up tomorrow). While I was getting better I decided to watch Megas XLR and play a few games that made me think of a silly (or weird) name: Final Graces โ Birth by Evil โ Rising Mix (not sure if that was what I originally thought up, but w/e). Iโve been playing the following:
-ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Dead Rising 2: Off the Record
-ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Tales of Graces f
-ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Final Fantasy XIII-2 (just need the last two fragments, ughโฆ)
-ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Resident Evil 5
-ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Ultimate Marvel vs Capcom 3
-ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep Final Mix (english patched, dunno how to play/unlock the FM episode)
-ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Pangya (Psp version)
-ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย 3D Classics: Kid Icarus
-ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Xenoblade Chronicles (the fights are hard and leveling up takes long)
-ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Pandoraโs Tower (At the boss fight of the 11th and 12th towers; thanks to Elena I lost my appetite)
-ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Animal Crossing: City Folk
Anyways, I applied for a summer job in town after my neck got better and Iโm already set. Work begins next week at 8AM, 5 hours a day for about 8 days; I got janitor duty, but at least itโs in a clinic (unlike my bro, who got stuck with some other guys cleaning parks when he applied about 2 years ago).ย With this, I should have enough to have Pokemon Black 2 paid off, maybe buy some other games or stuff that I need for my room. I havenโt felt like drawing much lately, but I do have a WIP or two lying around. Iโll see if I can post them in a while, so they should be up by the time you guys read this if I havenโt forgotten.
Y! Only: Iโll keep setting up thumbnails depending on the content that I put on here. Maybe I should do it for the hyper stuff too? Idk, I think theyโre fine as is; itโs just a random thought. I need to draw stuff for the Gallant Geese, since I havenโt posted anything besides my character (Iโve had a few โmomentaryโ ideas that come and go, though Iโm not sure how to do it right).
Tumblr: Iโll probably be changing my Tumblr theme again and Iโd love to know if any of you guys have a few good ones in mind or know of a site that has some (besides Tumblrโs large theme database, because that thing lags my laptop no matter what I do). Iโd like something that doesnโt have much to load, but looks clean and organized. Either way, Iโll take a look at anything you guys have found or suggest.
Livestream: Iโll begin these when I have internet at my house again. Dates will be posted on all the sites that I upload stuff to (DA, FA, Y!, and Tumblr) depending on the content of the stream (ex. General, muscles, chubs; which could basically be said SFW or NSFW). I know that should be obvious, but I want to make sure that everyone gets to the stream that theyโd like instead of blindly following and leaving afterward XD. Oh, besides the obvious, Iโll have some request streams, but not just any request streams; there will be normal and โGuess Requestโ streams depending on how I feel at the time of the stream. If you guess whatever songโs playing before anyone else, you get to request :B This only applies when you see (or I basically write out) the โGuess Requestโ text during the stream itself. Iโll be making some playlists related to the guessing theme (ex. Video games, a certain game series, etc) and Iโll probably leave the song stuck on repeat if you guys are having a hard time with it, though I doubt thatโll happen with my โrandom tastesโ.
Busier than ever (more like I should be)
I'm sorry for not posting much, if at all lately, I'm still busy with college, but I feel that I should give you guys a list of what will be taking my time this weekend and most likely the whole next week: - English paper Introduction and Conclusion - English class blog entry (explaining experience of how the paper has been so far) - Three drawings based on a theme: Penguins! (it's a bit more than simply penguins though) -> 1st : Prismacolor pencils -> 2nd: Probably with carbon -> 3rd: Non-traditional surface - Self-portrait in 16th Century clothing done with chalk pastels - Two other drawings I need to finish for my portfolio I've been slacking off the drawings, curse my easily distracted nature when it comes to work... But I need to step it up if I want my mind to be at peace. Also, I have yet to go to the aid office because I haven't had the time due to all the work and time that I end up arriving at college on Tues/Thurs. I might just need to stop logging in at all, whether it's on one of my galleries, msn, or skype. Though I doubt that would do much unless I completely disconnect myself from the internet. I hope no one takes it the wrong way, especially to those who I haven't talked to much or in a while. Most of this is making me feel rather bitter or grumpy and I'd rather not talk while I'm like this. If I'm able to finish all or most of this by next week (or weekend) I'll try to put something up. And to any commissioner, I'll still be working on your drawings after most of this is over. Sorry to say it'll take longer than I thought.

by Dr. Jeanne Sheffield Estrada
Money โ and our view of it, โ touches every part of life, but it is our attitude and use of it that says a lot about our character.
While we do indeed plan and work hard for what we earn, Deuteronomy 8:18 says โIt is God who gives the ability to produce wealthโ Just like the breath we take, or the next beat of our heart, life is a gift and so is the grace and provisions God bestows upon us. These can change at anytime and our attitude about both is important, as well as very revealing about who we are.
Some that have acquired great wealth live their lives without a single clue that God is the One who is the provider or that He is even in the picture! Itโs as though the only thing that matters is how much money is in their bank account and how much more they can buy or own. In their mind their money โ and the power and status that it gives them โ defines who they are.
Does this mean that itโs wrong to work hard to become wealthy? Absolutely not! God wants us to have money to meet our needs, even to over-flowing, but when the focus turns into getting more and more, greed can set in. More often than not great wealth hinders and not helps peopleโs characters.
Greed is the selfish, intense desire for anything, particularly money, status and wealth. It puts self ahead of others and as Jesus said in Matthew 6:24, โNo one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will be loyal to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon (i.e. money).โ
1 Timothy 6:9-10 also warns us that โThose who desire to be rich fall into temptation and a snare, and into many foolish and harmful lusts which drown men in destruction and perdition. For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil, for which some have strayed from the faith in their greediness, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows.โ
The Bible has a simple prescription for greed. It all comes down to living life by the guidelines in the Bible which speak to us about being good stewards of our money and unselfishly using it to help others. While we can enjoy the fruit of and blessings of our labor, when you live by these guidelines you will know that your character is intact and approved by God. There will be peace inside you and others will also take notice and respect you.
God Bless Your Day, Jesus Loves You
NotesOnLife.org
O meu erro foi acreditar que quando estivesse mal teria alguรฉm do meu lado para me ajudar.
A madrugada รฉ um dos maiores esconderijos, seja para solitรกrios ou para coraรงรตes partidos.
Ninguรฉm sabe as dores que vocรช carrega neste peito.
โMudei. Mudei muito. รs vezes sinto a minha falta. Mas outras vezes acho que foi um alรญvio.โ
Pior erro do ser humano, รฉ achar que algun dias as pessoas iram mudar!