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Flowers are the sweetest things God ever made, and forgot to put a soul into. ~Henry Beecher
About Me #09 : Me On School Days vs Me On Holiday
Me (On School Days) : Whoa! What time is it now? It's 11.00 pm already! No wonder I'm so sleepy. I gotta sleep... Too sleepy to do my homework... Let's do this tomorrow at school...
Me (On Holiday) : *time: 2.00 a.m* *sitting in front of computer* Damn! This is so addicting... Well it's still early... Too early to go to sleep... Let's continue until the sunlight...
Let me ask you something. If someone prays for patience, you think God gives them patience? Or does He give them the opportunity to be patient? If he prayed for courage, does God give him courage, or does He give him opportunities to be courageous? If someone prayed for the family to be closer, do you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings, or does He give them opportunities to love each other?
Morgan Freeman (in Evan Almighty)
Thank you, GOD....
For every sweetness and bitterness that You have let me taste through this year.
For every lessons learned that I've got through this year.
For all of the love and blessings You have given to me through this year.
For Your guide in every step of my life through this year.
For never giving up on me (for always).
For reminding me always that You will never ever leave me alone.
For all the people who love and care about me that You have put in my life.
Thank you for everything You've done in 2012.
I want to praise You today for this 2012 is almost over, and I will praise You tomorrow as I do today for 2013 will begin with more blessings from the heaven.
You are good and amazing!
Love You with all my heart... :)
10 Songs I Have Been Currently Listening To (A LOT)
1. The Letter Black - Best of Me
2. Taylor Swift - I Knew You Were Trouble
3. Hey Monday - Mr. Pushover
4. Katy Perry - Wide Awake
5. Maroon 5 - One More Night
6. Taylor Swift - Red
7. Hey Monday - Wish You Were Here
8. Demi Lovato - Give Your Heart A Break
9. Owl City ft. Carly Rae Jepsen - Good Time
10. Christina Perri - A Thousand Years
That feeling is here :)
That feeling when a person you love (so much) comes to visit you after so many years not seeing each other, and just when you hope for your days being with that person not to end, you realize that the person has to leave again for a long time. It is like you are dreaming the sweetest dream ever in your life, and just when you hope for that dream to last forever reality comes to awake you.
That feeling when you feel like crying out loud telling somebody you love not to go, but you just can't do that because every moment you spend with that somebody is too precious to be wasted with tears. So you just smile on the outside and cry on the inside.
That feeling when you feel so sleepy, but when you lie on the bed you can't sleep... because you think of that one person you love a lot. Because you keep playing every moment when you're together with that person in your head every time. And you even still hear the sound of that person's voice calling your name and telling you that he/she loves you so much.
That feeling when you don't want to let go, but you have to let go. When you want to keep saying "hello", but you have to say "goodbye". When you're so afraid of saying "goodbye", and you say "see you later" instead. When you want to cry out loud, but you have to put a smile on your face.
I miss you already. Really...
Save me from losing myself... I'm hanging on by a thread... Can you see who I am... Underneath my scars... I'm afraid to fall... So I'm holding on to You... No I won't let go... I'm hanging on by a thread...
The Letter Black (Hanging On By a Thread)
Psalm 23 - This means a lot to me
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures, He leads me beside quiet waters, 3 He restores my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. 5 You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. 6 Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.
Psalm 23 has always been my favorite Psalm since I remember. Whenever I am in trouble, or I am fighting for something in my life, I always read this part of the Holy Bible. I read this a lot in Indonesian Holy Bible version... Been reading this a lot until I can read this Psalm without even looking at the Bible.
Every time I read this, I know that I got no reason to be afraid... because I have a Shepherd who will always help me, and I lack nothing. Every time I feel like my faith is shaken, then I start reading this in my head... I know that everything is going to be just fine, and I know victory will always be a part of my life no matter what.
My grandpa used to ask me to read Psalm 23 when he was staying with me during the final examination in Junior High School. Every morning before I went to school, He would ask me to read this Psalm and pray for me. Hmm, miss him a lot...
And right now... I really am in a big fight. I am fighting for my future and it's something that I have always been fighting for... I know it's not easy, and there's no easy way out. So... this is why I am fighting really hard to win this thing... And I believe that things will turn out to be great, and I will bring victory in both of my hands.
About Me #09 : I get attached easily and tightly with people or things.
Yeah... Once I feel emotionally connected with some things or people (which happens often), I get attached too them tightly. And once I lose them, it's really hard to let go of them.
It happened when I lost my 2 cell phones... :| It was hard to let go of them... I guess I should really learn to let go and move on... It's life... People lose things everyday... Right?
Things My Tumblr Page Have Missed
Okay, I haven't updated my tumblr page since like forever, because I was very busy taking care of my college life here. And I thank GOD so many times, because I finally got my college degree for medicine, which means I am getting closer to become a doctor.
Well, after the graduation ceremony... I realize that it is not the end. Not yet. It's only the beginning. It's the start of something new, and something more challenging, because after this... with the blessings of GOD, I am going to be a co-assistant at the hospital for about 2 years before I can get my "medical doctor" title. I am so happy and excited for that. I do realize that with this medical degree I own, I have bigger responsibilities to take now and I have to work hard to be responsible of it. I believe I can. :)
Actually this good news is not the only thing that I am going to share here. Since my page has missed lots of things about me, I really want to tell here what else have happened to me while I was absent updating my page.
1. I have done working on my thesis since January and I had my exam for the thesis in 22nd January.
2. I am now taking an English class (again) in Future Academy since I am not busy now. I took their IELTS test and they said my score was pretty good to get me to the IELTS level 4 class.
3. I am currently working-out with my body at the gym, because I have gained 5 pounds since December and it sucks. I don't wanna be a fat lady seriously. And it feels good and fit.
4. I lost my two cell phones on 8 February in one day. :'( Don't want to tell the story here. It was very shocking and whatever. Damn snatcher!
5. I got my college degree for medicine on 12 February, and attended the graduation ceremony on 14 February (on Valentine's Day).
6. I currently am happy now with things that are going on lately.
7. All thanks and praises to my Creator, GOD... :)
So I think that's all for now. :)) GOD bless y all...
But you make me wanna act like a girl, paint my nails and wear perfume... For you make me so nervous, that I just can’t hold your hand...
Demi Lovato (Heart Attack)
Taking English Class (Again)
Okay, I am currently taking an English class again at Future Academy. It is an IELTS-basic course, so at the beginning I took an IELTS test as a replacement test (the test was damn hard but I made it until the very end of the test), then they put me on level 4 IELTS class based on my results. I was very surprised when I knew the people at the Academy were surprised with my result and my brother's, they said it was rare to find new students reach level 4 on the first IELTS test in this city, so I assumed that my score was pretty good for a newbie in this city of course. I don't even know my score and I don't think I wanna know, I mean I don't care, I have seen those people's reactions and it's enough for me to understand.
Honestly I don't even know why I do this or why I want to do this. It is my mom's idea actually. She (always) thinks that it is important for me and my brother to know and speak English (fluently), even though we are now med students and don't use English at college (although sometimes we are forced by lecturers to read English textbooks or slides). She always believes that English will be very useful someday in the future and that someday I will find out that what she believes is true. She doesn't have to wait for that "someday in the future" to prove that learning English is very important and useful, because I have realized that since I was still in high school. Knowing English has helped me a lot with many things like schools, homework, college, communication, etc.
So about this English class I am taking, honestly I feel so excited about it. At first I thought it was going to be a waste of time, but it's not. The class is very fun, very very fun. Even though all the teachers are local teachers (but have experienced studying English abroad), I should admit that the class is fun and so far I have learned a lot. I take English class 3 days in a week from 5 p.m to 7 p.m every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. Monday and Wednesday are for grammar class, and Friday is for academic speaking class. I write and speak a lot there in English, and I think my English starts to improve a lot now especially my English vocabulary. Yeah, there in Future Academy we have a "50 new vocabularies" project every meeting, so I take that project seriously.
I am believer totally. I believe that things happen for a reason, a good reason. If I get the chance to learn English again now, I believe that I am currently being prepared for something greater in the future. Let's just say that learning English is an investment for my future.
Keep the spirit. Keep the faith. Keep moving on. GOD bless. :)