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!BIG UPDATE!

I didn't think that this gathering would be so pleasant.

At first, R looked very good, wearing a dark shirt and beige pants. I also noticed that his hair has grown recently, when I first met him it was much shorter. He seemed so unattainable to me as I watched the company from behind the kitchen counter. btw I don't stay long at the gatherings, I help a little and then go home.

And here comes the point!

R came to me completely unexpectedly and leaned against the counter. Since my father and his friends like to drink, R also drank a little, but he wasn't drunk, but I could see that he was able to be a little more relaxed. He asked me how I was feeling, I told him I was fine but I would be going home soon. (He came to me just when I was about to leave) At this, R just raised his eyebrows at me and literally said to me:

"Don't you want to have a drink with me?"

I didn't even want to go home after that. How could I say no? I was so embarrassed but He just grinned at me. I didn't feel like we were in a teacher-student relationship at all. It felt like two friends meeting and talking at a party.

Finally, I said that I would stay a little longer, but only because of him, you know, I said jokingly, then he came to me behind the counter and asked what I would like to drink.

I told him that a beer would suit me and he had such a surprised look on his face afterwards and asked "Do you like beer?" I said of course, and he said, "Wow, you always surprise me with something."

I immediately asked why? is this bad? To which he laughed and said no, he likes it when a woman likes more masculine drinks, he thinks it's rare for a woman to like beer.

After that we talked a lot and even laughed. He asked a lot about me, my future, how I envision it, etc. It really surprised me that he was so interested in me, it just made me feel even more special.

I also learned a few new things about him, such as he likes cats, he goes to bookstores a lot because of his literature classes, he likes to get additional information for his lectures and he prefers to buy a book rather than look it up on the Internet. He likes to cook, but he said he doesn't cook half as well as I do. (Although I made them dinner, which was a simple carbonara lol)

And guess what, he complimented my hair. He said it was very nice long. I then told him that his is also good, although it seems to have grown a bit, shorter on the sides is better. I found out that he has a tattoo on his neck, which could always be seen a little from behind his shirt, but he said that this tattoo goes all the way to his chest.

I could rant to you girls in a thousand posts, but I've actually been confused ever since he talked to me so casually and it felt like he was really interested of me... Im so happy and sad at the same time.

I love him.💘

Okay so if we get married, I'll invite the entire Tc community to our wedding. <3

There is so much drama going on in my life that if it was made into a movie, netflix would buy it immediately.

my tc: What do you want for Christmas? me: YOUnicorn🦄

Aww These are all such good ideas. I want to give him something that is personal and that he might wear or use.

Maybe I'll make him a bracelet because he's used to wearing jewelry.

but idk yet 😳

Girls what kind of gift are you going to give your tc for Christmas? <3 I'm so curious and would appreciate ideas + advice :3

AHHHH girls I'm sorry that I haven't updated yet, but I had to do so much today (baking, cooking, wrapping presents, etc.) I didn't have time to sit down and write out my thoughts at length, but I promise, as soon as I have time, I'll definitely tell you what happened.😭😭 AND YES HIS HOODIE IS MINE NOW HAHAH

Until then, MERRY CHRISTMAS GIRLS!!❤ I'm glad to be part of such a good community and I hope everyone has a good Christmas.

I see Him again tonight!!!!! (finally) we haven't spoken in four days, which is very strange, it's never happened before.🙄 I want to dress very cute and pretty so that when R sees me, he wants to marry me.💁

wish me luck girls <3

I wonder if he thinks about me at home

The feminine urge to have someone fall in love with you through letters