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How it hurts so be so soft in such a cruel world.

[Text Id: I am a brutally soft women]

My head spins. Thoughts of you catch me off guard. I did not ask to be infected, but here you are.

It always burns.

It’s the worst when I miss your warmth. I just want to feel it all over again, but it’s not worth getting burned. I won’t let myself yearn for a love that doesn’t exist anymore. You had your chance. I need to let you go and move on.

I desire love that engulfs me whole. I don’t want it to graze my skin, I want it to seep into every crevice. I want it to burn. I want to feel it.

This is all I want <33

Good Girl fuel

I’m beyond conflicted. Why did you have to be so rude and say such hurtful things? Do you not realize you drove me away? Do you care that you drove me away?..

I wanted you in every single way. I wanted you on your good and bad days. I wanted to hold your hand and run my fingers through your hair, wrap my arms around you and keep you warm and safe.. why did you have to throw it away?

Was it worth it?

Are you happy now?

“I don’t understand you.” I did not ask to be understood. I’m asking you to be patient. Then maybe you’ll understand me once you’ve taken the time to get to know me.

The question is. Will I let you in again?

I don’t know. Do you deserve it?

This is what I want. Please and thank you. Wrap your arms around me and don’t let go..

I’ll let my walls come down for you

Personal vent: Don’t worry about it.

You believe that I only liked you in one way, but I wanted you in every single way. I wanted on your good and bad days. I wanted to run my fingers through your hair as your head lays in my lap. I made a list of movies and shows I want to watch with you. I would get excited every single time we would call or you would text me. I made a list of your top love languages, movies and favorite colors. I wanted to watch Bridgerton with you, which is all about romance. I drew a picture of you. I wanted to express these things to you, but I didn’t want to get ahead of myself incase you did not feel the same. I would daydream scenarios in my head. I remember the exact moment I fell for you.

Now I have to forget about you because you disrespected me. Don’t disrespect me. I will drop you so fast.

I didn’t deserve that and you know it.

Be gentle with my heart, or never speak to me again. You choose. I don’t care either way. <33

Do I want a slow burn, enemies to lovers, friends to lovers?

Here are my favorite tropes!! Yes, I’m a hopeless romantic. Take it or leave it. Tried to leave the spicy ones out.

Who did this to you? (Top-tier)

Grumpy/sunshine (almost top-tier)

Enemies to Lovers (yes, yes, yes)

Forced proximity (getting a lil spicy)

Power imbalance (mm..)

Bully Romance (.. no comment)

Second chance (at the bottom for sure)

If your top love language is physical touch, and so is mine; why aren’t we holding hands?

Running fingers through course yet soft hair, tracing finger tips across skin, soft kisses turning into rough passionate kisses. Forehead kisses. Intertwining fingers. Arm around waist. Pulling each other closer.

Fuck that’s all I want. Lay your head in my lap and let me play with your hair as you fall asleep, feeling forever loved. Wrap your arms around me and never let me go.

Constantly going back and forth. Please show me a sign that you’re here. Talk to me. Anything. Or reach out when you’re ready.