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3 years ago

 So I noticed a few people have been following me bc a couple artist friends of mine have been drawing my Swap Pap, Gale (love you @flamingbiscuit​ @a-snowpoff​ and @mmhinman​ [who drew the ref below]) so I’ll post some information about my boy here, for those of you wishing to know more about him.

I’ll be including some general HCs about him, as well as his backstory below the cut (though it’s currently very much a work in progress). I hope you enjoy ^^

TW for Gale’s backstory include no-mercy run mentions, death, and mourning/grief.

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He has a humming stim. He constantly listening to many different songs from different genres, and while there’s no real consistency between them, one thing they’ll have in common is that they’ll stick in his head for hours. As a result, his Undyne started to refer to him as a Nightingale. Gale for short, hence his nickname.

He works as a software programmer full-time, so he has some cash to burn. He also runs a side YouTube channel where he teaches kids how to code. He enjoys being entertaining to kids, and while he likes them just fine, he’s probably in need of a babysitting lesson or two.

He has a number of stims outside of humming. He has chew necklaces for his chewing stim and it a notorious pen clicker. Also leg bouncing. Lots of leg bouncing.

He’s not normally very athletic and is even a bit too indoorsy, but he really enjoys swimming. Something about just letting himself drift in nice, cool water he finds soothing. If he lived by a large body of water he would also enjoy paddle boarding and kayaking.

He owns a bearded dragon named Mush (also called “Mushy” or in some cases “Mushymushymushy”). Gale bought a nice large terrarium full of all the needs for his little friend and keeps them plenty happy. Mush will often rest on Gale’s shoulder while he works.

His love language is physical affection. He’ll stop if you want, but if you let him, he’s going to reach out at every opportunity. Rub your hand while you hold his, snuggle up on the couch (platonic or romantic, he’s down wither way), lazily fiddle with your hair, etc.. He also tends to lean into the people he likes when he laughs.

He does origami as a hobby. Paper folding was also a stim for him and he decided “heck, I’ll do something artistic as shit with this” and he took it up pretty easily.

His absolute favorite food is gnocchi. It’s pasta in a cute little bug-shaped package and they’re fun to chew.

He does little Mandela designs in his notebook just as doodles, not really seriously. 

He enjoys comically bad movies as well as romcoms. He also prefers movies that are more focused on the characters than the plot, though will make an exception if the comedy is especially well done.

He’s a bit of a gamer, but only really enjoys single player games. He specifically prefers smaller indie platformers like hollow knight, shovel knight, etc..

He’s got a very relaxed attitude, which he often expresses through mischief and playing ignorant. He is very off-the-cuff when it comes to how he interacts with people, and will often say whatever first pops into his head, for better or worse.

He wears his emotions on his sleeve, and if he’s upset about something chances are you’ll know right away. He’s usually a pretty happy guy, but when the mood shifts, it’s almost a complete 180.

He highly values honesty, and would rather someone be blunt with him than try to spare his feelings. He’s not a fan of being given flowery words or people dancing around an issue for his sake.

That said, he does still try to emotionally connect with people who are having a rough time, and will often adapt to the people around him. Need cheering up? He’s a great distraction. Need a shoulder to cry on? He’ll comfort you all night. He’s not the best with words, but he’ll do what he can to put smiles on his friend’s faces.

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2 years ago

My birthday passed and I didn’t even cry about this…I was so happy…I feel so guilty I wanna throw up

soon It’s gonna be my first birthday without my mom I wanna fucking kill myself


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2 years ago
 I Had To Say Goodbye To My Best Friend Yesterday. Frosty Was Such A Gentle Dog And Loving Dog, Who Enjoyed
 I Had To Say Goodbye To My Best Friend Yesterday. Frosty Was Such A Gentle Dog And Loving Dog, Who Enjoyed
 I Had To Say Goodbye To My Best Friend Yesterday. Frosty Was Such A Gentle Dog And Loving Dog, Who Enjoyed
 I Had To Say Goodbye To My Best Friend Yesterday. Frosty Was Such A Gentle Dog And Loving Dog, Who Enjoyed
 I Had To Say Goodbye To My Best Friend Yesterday. Frosty Was Such A Gentle Dog And Loving Dog, Who Enjoyed

I had to say goodbye to my best friend yesterday. Frosty was such a gentle dog and loving dog, who enjoyed spending time outside, making friends, and was a sweetheart. I miss him so much but know that he’s no longer sick and the cancer can no longer hurt him. It’s a small comfort, but if there is an afterlife I can only hope he’s able to reunite with his best friend Salem. 💔


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2 years ago

It hasn’t been a week since that terrible day, and I know it’s going to take a while to funny recover, but Frosty was such a big part of my life and daily schedule.

I miss walking him down the road in the morning, I miss seeing him laying against the couch in that silly way or the times I would catch him and Lola sitting with each other with their paws touching like they were holding hands, and I miss him watching me work on dinner in hopes he can get some scraps.


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11 months ago

[TW: Death and shit that comes with that, idk maybe more? If you find any more things that should be in this trigger warning pls tell me.]

Also, shit is happening in my life rn. I recently [on September 11th] lost my cousin, she died and we aren't sure how exactly yet. So, yeah. Death is fucking weird and I don't think I process it normally (AuDHD). So I may end up not posting for a while or might end up posting like every day.

Just sharing so ya'll know what's going on if I disappear for a while [even though I would likely do that even without this shit happening].

We aren't sure when the funeral thing is happening yet, I slightly hope it's soon so I can see my family, I don't live by that side of the family, sadly. Probably gonna end up missing like a day of college, but whatever, my family [my pack] is more important to me.

My cousin left behind a son. He is a kid. He's younger than I was when my mom in this life died. [I was like 16 when that happened, and I won't be sharing how old my 2nd cousin is]. So I really wanna see that side of my family, so I can try and be there for him. He's gonna need people there for him, and if I could without getting in trouble, I would drop out of college rn to be around him while he is going through this. (Protective wolf/dog instincts?)

There's just a lot of shit going on rn with my life, I wish it would stop for a bit.

- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/xe/ze) :((

[We is referring to my family, btw]


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