Bottom Dysphoria - Tumblr Posts
Bottom dysphoria is, and has always been, my worst dysphoria. It makes me feel physically sick. Even with a prosthetic, I feel so incomplete. Can’t wait for phalloplasty.
This is less about my dysphoria and more about intrusive thoughts which often end up triggering my dysphoria. They often tell me that I don't deserve junk that I need to have in order to be happy and healthy, and constantly remind me that my current dick is fake. This often triggers my already shitty bottom dysphoria. My dysphoria often makes me feel that even after surgery, my dick will still be fake compared to that of cis guys.
I wish bottom dysphoria got as much attention as top dysphoria. There’s nothing wrong with wanting to have a penis and needing to pack and/ or get surgery. The stigma around that doesn’t make much sense to me.
i know people talk a lot about top dysphoria on this website but remember that there is nothing wrong or embarrassing about having bottom dysphoria, with packing, with getting bottom surgery. your trans experiences are just as valid
The quality is kind of bad, sorry about that. Krita is not cooperating with me right now so I had to use a different program to animate it.
I feel like I’m running out of time. The longer I wait to start my medical transition, the more dysphoric I get and the more hopeless I feel.
I’m in this photo and I don’t like it.
My biggest problem in my life right now is my bottom dysphoria. Relationship problems? Fuck it. Not where I want to be in my career? Fuck that, too. I would die happily if I could be post-op right now. I’m so fucking done with living with this.
Made a little comic. Sorry for being inactive for so long. More post coming soon.
Small Rant/Vent
Cw/Tw/Mentions: Genitals in a Nonsexual Manner + Gender and Species Dysforia
Aaghhhhh this is probably going to sound really weird but I genuinely think I would prefer to have a more realistic werewolf sheath (with or without a shaft nub I don't care) packer than I would a usual humanoid realistic packer.
I've been getting pretty bad bottom dysforia lately and one of the things that has been comforting me is calling my bottom growth my sheath and my tip because of the way it feels in my hands. And that makes me feel so much better because it makes me feel way more like a t-fueled werewolf that's growing his sheath in rather that a sad human with the wrong set of genitals (even though I am technically both a sad human and a happy werewolf).
Plus the idea of having more werewolf oriented genitals gives me both gender euphoria and species euphoria, as someone who is both transgender and a canine!!
But it's not like I'm saying that I wouldn't be over the moon with a typical packer!! Quite the opposite actually, the idea of having a normal penis is still very appealing to me, hence why I plan to get bottom surgery in the future ^_^
Sorry if this rant(vent?) was weird or offputting, I just really needed to get my thoughts out of my head!!
P.S: If anyone knows where I could get something like I described please let me know!!! I probably will end up making my own at some point but It'll take a lot of work and sewing on my part-
