Wants - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
seeing sub boys absolutely broken and fucked out is literally the 8th wonder of the world
crying, sobbing, drooling and begging about how much they need you, still even after you’ve pushed them far past their limits and they’re still keening for your attention and clinging to you, chasing their next orgasm or spark of pleasure cause they worship you
the level of devotion and adoration when you touch or kiss them or reassure them and they’re just so adorably helpless for you all they know how to do is say thank you over n over.. so pretty and good. such sweet sweet boys.
i love/hate when im talking to someone n they just start touching me n they watch me stutter n try to find my words while theyre finger fucking me like thats so embarrassing but im so into it
i want to be pretty i want to be punk i want to shave my head i want to modify my body i want to be pierced i want to make this body my own i want to be a doctor i want to write i want to sing i want to make art i want to do life changing research i want to look at birds i want to get exotic reptiles as pets i want to do so many things and there is not enough time
grab his hair, pull his head back and whisper to him how good he is
"i am going to hell and I'm gonna try to mildly inconvenience god when I do" -KARKAT VANTAS, PROFESSIONAL ARSONIST
ATTENTION
If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)
i hate that i want this!
feeling like this makes me wanna ask myself why i am being like this.... so weird! i can't even explain what im feeling. sometimes im laughing as if nothing is wrong. sometimes i cry with no reason at all. hahaha am i going crazy?
i can't even understand my own self. is that why i still don't have any connection with other people? am i too weird? am i too obvious? am i that hard to befriend with? all i want is to have some connections. coz i know after this i'll get into a better understanding with the people around me.
it's hard going through all of these by yourself, you know... i wish i have a friend i can talk to and share what i'm feeling right now. without feeling uncomfortable. without hesitating. without the feeling of being laughed at for being too childish and immature.
i hate that i don't have that kind of friend. i hate that i don't have the confidence to talk about what my true feelings are even to family members and close friends. i hate that i am like this.
but i can't blame myself. i don't want to be laughed at. i don't want to be misunderstood. i don't want to be called weak. i don't want to feel like they pity me for being like this.
i want sympathy. i want love. i want care. i want understanding. i want honesty. i want peace. i want to know that they will accept me for who i am and respect me. i want them to know why i am like this. i want to tell them that i need their help, their guidance, their love.
I want a soft spoken, humble man who does not get angry on small things, does not call me stupid or make me feel dumb for not knowing the answers or not being able to apple common sense sometimes because he knows it's human to make mistakes.
I want someone who will be my peace, whose eyes will enough to convince me survive one more day in this world and whose smile will make me forget all about my problems.
I want someone who does not raise his voice at anyone until it's very needed, is a good human at heart, and who treats everyone with respect.
I want someone who will balance my craziness and weirdness with love. Someone who will atleast want to be with me in tough times and include in his. Someone who understands that coming to dirty home after a long day of work will as irritating to me as it is to him.
Need someone who considers me as human as himself.