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The Walk to Home

I strut along the pavement.

I’ve done this for plenty years.

All between two seasons,

Autumn and Winter,

Within reason. 

The fall leaves are crisp and crunchy.

The snowflakes are tainted with dirt and icy.

The trees are practically bare. 

The sky is cloudless and clear. 

Everything feels at rest here.

All the problems that lie upon my shoulders,

That slowly but surely make me grow older, 

Seem to fade away.

Another day has gone and passed.

It’ll always last.

The walk I take to home. 

- (d.n.k) 

hihi!! you don't know me but i think your art is super cool and nice and I was wondering if you did art trades with people who aren't mutuals?? Cuz I follow u but we aren't mutuals asdfasdfkj,, but yea, its totally cool if not but I'd love to do an art trade with you!!!

In any case, hope you're doing well and stay safe and happy!! :D

WaaAAAA SORRY 4 REPLYING LATE 2 THIS A C K 😭

BUT 2 answer your question unfortunately I don’t do AT with people I’m not following because I’ve had too many experiences with people I did AT with that never did their part & basically ghost the moment I finished my part or basically “get free art” from me even tho it’s a damn art trade. So most of the AT I do are mostly with friends or sometimes with a mutual. ><‘

I’m trying 2 be more open with doing AT with random peeps again but I keep backtracking out of worry that I’ll get ghost again. 😞

Life is not being fun to me right now.

I haven't slept well in days, I probably have ADHD, I'm stressed out because I want to buy a telescope but there's so much stuff to it and my parents just take it chill and don't care about the complexities, I miss my friends, I barely get to talk to people, and I'm losing people with each passing year and I never know how to get back in touch with them, my parents argue a lot, the whole family is disorganised and nobody talks to each other, I've got a pimple behind my ear that's annoying me, I'm scared of using Acne Cream because it requires daily use and I don't know if I'm up to that and the side effects concern me, and nothing feels like it matters anymore.

I just wish I could run away and see everyone again. And stay in touch with them. And just be happy with them forever.