Recently, As Someone Who Struggles With Attachment Issues, That Is I Get To Attached To A Person, Not

Recently, as someone who struggles with attachment issues, that is I get to attached to a person, not have trouble getting attached to a person, I've been trying to work on my reactions to silence

If I send a text to Jo, and they don't answer, but I know they aren't busy, I start to worry. And that's not okay, plus the reason several past friendships have ended. Nobody wants to be friends with you if you aren't emotionally self sufficient, which I can pass for, but I'm really not

I also see a lot of posts about the good old day where you didn't have to text back right away all the time, and I realize I'm part of the problem in those posts. And yeah I got my reasons, in the past Jo disappearing randomly has sometimes meant something bad or seriously bad happened, but still I'm part of the issue and in no way entitled to their time

Current progress in this worry less mission? Abysmal, I'm exactly the same. But I usually don't act or mention my worries anymore, which I think is progress

Anyway if anyone has any tips on how to not be me that would be appreciated

Also Jesus my teeth hurt, I may need a dentist

Actually, you know your home owning is fucked when-

You know home owning is fucked when the mortgage advisor does the agreement in principle and gets visibly annoyed at what the bank will offer to loan

It's probably just cause they're the same actor, but Castor feels like he could have just been Aziraphale if he lost a bet with Crowley and had to visit The Grid

Or maybe that's just me

After today's biology class I'm tempted to spend hundreds on a microscope and spend my days just looking at protists

Maybe when I'm old and retire

My brother is running a new quest idea, so I came up with a character idea, which is rather angrily shut down

Considering all the stuff I put up with his character doing I think that's dumb, especially as this idea I have isn't that bad, but whatever. He's the DM, he gets final say, even if final say is shutting down the most creative thing I've ever thought of that the rest of our family agrees is great and in no way broken

That said, this is still one of the most creative things I've ever thought of. And incredibly funny too. So I'm now trying to think up a story too write just so I can do something with this idea

Brain for sale, does not work, for parts only