There Is One Aspect Of My Body That I Hate, Which Others Might Find Weird
There is one aspect of my body that I hate, which others might find weird
I have no scars
For every wound that has been inflicted upon me
I hold no evidence for the battles I've fought
For the abuse that happened behined closed curtains
One might want to have no memories of their dark times
But how else am I supposed to know if the events were true
My heart may want to forget everything but my mind yearns
It yearns for the recognition of the past
It yearns to tell people about my scars
Yet the scars heal
They heal all the time
And without any scars I tend to forget what has happened
My flesh and bones move on while my thoughts are still stuck
Everyting around me dissapears without farewell
Is the mind too slow or has the body rushed too quickly?
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They're talking about the kid who plays a lot
Who screams a lot
Who talks a lot
Who's active
That child will end up being a loud one when they grow older
They're talking about the kid who doesn't play woth others
Who makes almost to no sounds
Who speaks little
Who's very quiet
Most shy kids had expressive personalities
Most expressive kids had shy personalities
Yet only trauma can makes a kid lose its voice
And trauma who can give a kid a voice
— Mary Lambert
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Because nobody thinks it's worth some little money for the wifi to reach the highest floors
Because nobody thinks it's wort a little money to buy an extender
So they use their own data instead
Ignoring their wifi connection
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