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I wanted to enjoy ep 7 so bad.
Listen, I have gone 7 whole episodes without saying a single bad thing about MD but... god damn, I can't ignore it anymore. Trust me, I am as appalled by myself writing this as you are reading this.
The gist of this is: You know how we joke about J having no screen time despite being super interesting? Yeah, make that real and apply that to everything. That's episode 7.
Warning for MASSIVE spoilers, do not read unless you have watched episode 7 or just don't care.
Every minute felt like I was being BLASTED with something, I didn't have time to enjoy N and Uzi's relationship or to mourn Doll's death. I should've been SO HYPED by Lizzy/Lizzie(?), Thad and Khan gearing up but... it was just too much.
If you've known me for long enough you would know how long I've been obsessing over "X eyes" or (as we now know) Tessa.
I'm not really that upset that it ended up being Tessa, In fact, I think it could've been really cool... if this form didn't have LESS THAN 3 MAYBE 2 MINUTES OF SCREENTIME. So, SO MUCH foreshadowing for less than 3 minutes.
V is just fucking GONE, like, I'm 70% sure she is mentioned ONCE.
Doll is probably dead and died ALMOST OFFSCREEN.
Khan skips a WHOLE BUNCH of character development.
HOW THE FUCK IS NORI'S HEART HERE?!
...*sigh* yeah I was going to put more complaints here but I don't like being a bitch so... yeah.
I AM super excited to see fanart of... Solver Tessa? Eldritch Tessa? ^THE BAD BITCH IN THE PICTURES :D/gen
just let me point out the NICE things that men do without telling me “it’s the bare minimum”
Why is blood so entertaining and fun? I’ve been in love with blood since I was like 5. I just love it so much!
Is it bad that when I look at sandals, I rate them by how bad I think they would hurt if they were thrown at me?
missin homestuck right now, might as well bundle up in bed and read my books again with vodka mutini in my arm
Wish me well (please)
I always knew..
Knew that my parents never really had the same ideals as me..
But I thought...
I hoped that my parents would feel the same way about this...
Especially after telling them all kinds of stories.
I have a strong belief...
A belief for feminism,
Equal rights for women
...
They don't
...
I tried to explain it to them
I really tried...
But the conversation stopped once tears ran down my cheeks...
Tears of desperation...
Tears of betrayal...
Tears of anguish...
And tears of embarrassment...
I had to wipe them quickly away...
After they started laughing...
It makes me wish I wouldn't believe in such things at all...
...
But yeah ut was indeed quite embarrassing...
I always knew..
Knew that my parents never really had the same ideals as me..
But I thought...
I hoped that my parents would feel the same way about this...
Especially after telling them all kinds of stories.
I have a strong belief...
A belief for feminism,
Equal rights for women
...
They don't
...
I tried to explain it to them
I really tried...
But the conversation stopped once tears ran down my cheeks...
Tears of desperation...
Tears of betrayal...
Tears of anguish...
And tears of embarrassment...
I had to wipe them quickly away...
After they started laughing...
It makes me wish I wouldn't believe in such things at all...
...
But yeah ut was indeed quite embarrassing...
I always knew..
Knew that my parents never really had the same ideals as me..
But I thought...
I hoped that my parents would feel the same way about this...
Especially after telling them all kinds of stories.
I have a strong belief...
A belief for feminism,
Equal rights for women
...
They don't
...
I tried to explain it to them
I really tried...
But the conversation stopped once tears ran down my cheeks...
Tears of desperation...
Tears of betrayal...
Tears of anguish...
And tears of embarrassment...
I had to wipe them quickly away...
After they started laughing...
It makes me wish I wouldn't believe in such things at all...
...
But yeah ut was indeed quite embarrassing...
What is the difference between a three leaf clover and a four leaf clover?
Is the four leaf only special because of the rarity?
Why so people take the three leaf clover for granted?
Because it's always there?
Because of the amount you can find?
What makes the four-leaf clover special compared to the three-leaf clover?
(This is not about clovers)
What is the difference between a three leaf clover and a four leaf clover?
Is the four leaf only special because of the rarity?
Why so people take the three leaf clover for granted?
Because it's always there?
Because of the amount you can find?
What makes the four-leaf clover special compared to the three-leaf clover?
(This is not about clovers)
What is the difference between a three leaf clover and a four leaf clover?
Is the four leaf only special because of the rarity?
Why so people take the three leaf clover for granted?
Because it's always there?
Because of the amount you can find?
What makes the four-leaf clover special compared to the three-leaf clover?
(This is not about clovers)
What is the difference between a three leaf clover and a four leaf clover?
Is the four leaf only special because of the rarity?
Why so people take the three leaf clover for granted?
Because it's always there?
Because of the amount you can find?
What makes the four-leaf clover special compared to the three-leaf clover?
(This is not about clovers)
I'll always be connected without wifi
Because nobody thinks it's worth some little money for the wifi to reach the highest floors
Because nobody thinks it's wort a little money to buy an extender
So they use their own data instead
Ignoring their wifi connection
I wonder why I have such a bad wifi connection in my room?
I'll always be connected without wifi
Because nobody thinks it's worth some little money for the wifi to reach the highest floors
Because nobody thinks it's wort a little money to buy an extender
So they use their own data instead
Ignoring their wifi connection
I wonder why I have such a bad wifi connection in my room?
I'll always be connected without wifi
Because nobody thinks it's worth some little money for the wifi to reach the highest floors
Because nobody thinks it's wort a little money to buy an extender
So they use their own data instead
Ignoring their wifi connection
I wonder why I have such a bad wifi connection in my room?
I'll always be connected without wifi
Because nobody thinks it's worth some little money for the wifi to reach the highest floors
Because nobody thinks it's wort a little money to buy an extender
So they use their own data instead
Ignoring their wifi connection
I wonder why I have such a bad wifi connection in my room?
I almost took a bite out of my lip gloss what am I doing with my life
Watched Ferngully again since childhood, the problem started when Hexxus sings Toxic Love. That shit was so incredibly hot anyone agree?
So I've got this thing...
Alright. Backstory moment here. I'm in an AP class called AP Studio Arts. We make a portfolio, it gets graded, there's sustained investigations. All kinds of cool stuff there. However, one day while I'm in class, I'm listening to music while trying to figure out how to approach an abstract assignment. (I'm shit at abstract). Because I was brainstorming I was pretty in my head. I start to tune into my little headspace. My little noggin, if you will. All my life I've experienced this thing which I assumed was normal. When I hear noises, harmonies, music, instruments, etc. (excluding sung words by the way) I see colors and shapes in my head and I feel weird sensations in my body. Like they're projected into my brain. Not on my vision. However there's a process to this. 1) Hear sound 2a) Feel a physical sensation in a part of my body (arms, fingers, legs, sides, cheeks, etc.) 2b) Associate color with that sound 3) Brain associates a shape with that feeling 4) See colored shape in my brain which can warp and change as the colors change It's like an animation of sorts? It doesn't linger if the sound stops. Since I was too lazy to do the assignment I just drew the stuff I saw in my brain projector. Turns out this is some really cool thing that not many people experience. I can explain these sensations and visuals very well with lots of detail. A classmate of mine suggests I am experiencing synesthesia. I've started researching the topic lightly and I am beginning to fall down the rabbit hole of psychoacoustics. When I focus too hard on these visuals my head hurts. And lately its been difficult not to think about them. Especially when I'm just listening to music for fun. I don't want to claim to be some synesthete and then not be. I would hate to misrepresent such a rare experience. (2-4% of the world population(?)) Searching for wisdom or people who also experience this.