anexistingexistence - A living, breathing existential crisis
A living, breathing existential crisis

They / It // This originally was just a fandom blog, but now you have to deal with my bullshit. // Assume me to be dead if I don't post for a day, thanks.

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Guys.

Guys.

Guys listen.

This is Quinn & Darlin'

I rest my case

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1 year ago

Yk with "do you wanna be a vampire" being a question Darlin' actually has to consider now, I feel like I should put my mustard on this conversation and also advertise a book I like because I have no shame. (Spoiler warning for the Green Creek series by Tj Klune from here on out)

In the Green Creek series (I forgot whether this happened in the first or the second book and am too lazy to check (and even if I wasn't I'd just end up getting distracted by Gordo and Mark's sexual tension and nobody wants a Gordo/Mark post from me)) after Ox tells the guys from the garage about werewolves and magic and all that shit and makes them his pack, the question of turning them into wolves at some point arises. Jessie and Chris state outright that they never want to be turned, which is fair, and Tanner talks a lot with Elizabeth to learn all he can about being a werewolf before making a choice. The way the topic is concluded for the first two books is that Rico and Tanner ask to be turned if their life is at stake while Jessie and Chris want to remain human. And I think Darlin' would take a very similar approach to their potential vampire turning as Tanner has in Wolfsong/Ravensong. Their first instinct might be "fuck that - absolutely not" but I think apart from just heeding Sam's advice and spending a lot of time with the pack and their (inner) wolf, they'd also consult with Vincent/Lovely, Bright/Fred, and other vampires they might know in regards to all there is to know about being a vampire. In the end, I think their decision might come down to the same one Rico made in Wolfsong/Ravensong, which is that if they're going to die, they want to be turned. However, vampires in the Redactedverse work the way (I assume) most vampire depictions do, which is they stop aging rather than continuing to or reverting to their "prime" age the way vampires in some stories do. So if Darlin' were to die at say 86 years old because they can't see anymore and fell down the stairs and Sam turned them, then that following vampire life probably wouldn't be a fun one (or maybe it would be. I've never met (/read) a vampire whose body was old and wrinkly before so how would I know). Therefore, I'd say that Darlin' might agree to be turned in a life or death situation, but only as long as they're still of an age they can see themself living as until (potentially) the end of time, e.g., they might agree to Sam turning them until they're forty, but afterward they'd like it if he just let them die.

End of rant, hope this was comprehensive.


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1 year ago

So listener oc's and self-inserts am I right?

my greatest joy is imagining Hatsune Miku in place of the listener character in any series ever. the more morbid and/or story-driven the rp is the funnier it gets. some examples are: general yandere listener audios, anything by escaped audios (but especially slash and the basher), gba's magic of the heart with Hatsune Miku as the guardian. Honorary mention to yuurivoice's auron because god that man would either hate or love Hatsune Miku.


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1 year ago

Characters : Sam, Darlin', Alexis Tags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered Listener (Fem Darlin')

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Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered

Author's Note : I've always liked the idea that if Sam and Darlin' were ever to have a conversation on whether Darlin' would ever be a vampire and live an eternal life with Sam; they'd decline.

Because I think that it'd make a nice resolution to the conflict that Alexis brings. I for one, love Alexis as a character. Her actions are cruel and unjustified, but she does have quite the tragic narrative in my opinion. Sam having to live a temporary life with Darlin' would show his difference in character and attitude towards love. Alexis once mentioned in the Monarchial Summit that she turned Sam because she wanted him, and I would like to see Sam experience that same "want" over someone but dealing with it in a different way; relishing his time with Darlin' instead of subjecting them to eternal life like Alexis did with him. It's a "breaking of a cycle" of sorts, I guess.

And that's also why I added Alexis in this comic, because I also want her to be the person witnessing this decision that Sam made and the grief he's had to live with as a result. Because I think she has the mindset that if you love someone, that you do whatever it takes to make them stay, while with Sam, he's willing to go through the grief and pain precisely BECAUSE he loves Darlin'.

Also the comet is Halley's comet, that passes by earth every 79 or so years!

1 year ago

Why is the image of Vincent Solaire sensually eating an orange while Sam disapprovingly/disappointedly shakes his head at him in my head right now?


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