Anexistingexistence - A Living, Breathing Existential Crisis

sasha, are you alright?

i made the fanart into a quick vid rrrrrr

My found family loving ass while listening to tma season 4: Hmm, I wonder what would happen if- [accidentally imagines a whole fic about Martin accidentally "adopting" a child that's been chosen by The Lonely and they help each other to not get consumed by their loneliness and Martin has Jon babysit the child sometimes because due to them being an avatar of The Lonely, most people just forget they exist, but Jon doesn't because Archivist and stuff, so while Martin is knee-deep in his Peter Lukas shit, he and Jon still have at least a little bit of interaction through the shared custody kind of situation with the kid that now kinda lives in the archives. Also, throughout the fic there is a slow transition form "Mister Blackwood" to "Martin" to "dad," the thought of which alone was enough to make me genuinely sad.]

Me: oh. So that's what would happen.

Oh my god I just remembered that it's August now

I'm still so upset that I have to wait until August to get Brothersong just because I'm stubborn and want to get the hardcover rather than the paperback

Just got motivation for my WIP for the first time in like three months but I can't do anything about it because I need to put all my time into "studying" and "not failing my classes" or whatever

Where- where is the "next chapter ->" button ;-;?

Every time I think about that game I am forced to remember how I misplaced and promptly lost the box containing almost all of my 3ds games

I can feel my voice echoing off the walls of this dead fandom